I'm relatively new to this with about a dozen or so attempts under my belt so far. No super O's, no mini O's, no involuntaries yet. But I'm having fun, so don't mind the pursuit. Last night, I started off on my back with knees bent. Actually, I went to several positions over the course of about a half an hour. Then, I went on my right side with left leg bent at 90 degrees. I remembered reading about the "letting go" and somehow (while I was doing some light contractions) managed to go "somewhere inside myself" to the point I was able to focus on the feeling of the Helix on my prostate in a way I hadn't been able to before. I also had a pretty good pornographic image locked into my mind. Suddenly, I felt the building of sexual tension — so I kind of went with it. Ultimately, it felt like I would shoot a load, which of course, I knew I shouldn't do. So I held on to my contraction (the one that keeps you from ejaculating) and squeezed harder, and harder to keep from coming. The feeling was electric. I was literally gripping the edge of the mattress with all my might and smacking my head against the pillow as I continued to hold that contraction and refused to cum. Every muscle of my body was engaged. This went on for about 45 to 60 seconds. I guess you could kind of liken it to riding a big wave. I ultimately let go of the contraction and let go of everything so I could relax.