(Apologies for typos here guys, I wrote half of it while riding and gasming but I’ll try to fix up the second half at least, I want to preserve the emotion of what I was typing in the first half though)
You guys I’m in fucking tears with the amount of pleasure I just experienceD I felt like I saw through time and looked at the face of god. I’m on such an extreme high I don’t feel like reality is real my willy is so hard and im pissing out pre cum IM HAVIN GA PORSTATE O AS I TYPE THIS IM SO FUCKING IN LOVE YOU GUYS 😭I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! PLEASE DONT STOP 😭😫😩 I never want t o come down holy FUUUUUUUCK MY HOOOOOOLE! 😫😫😫It felt like the fucking Big Bang went off in my stoMACGH! IT KEEPS WASHING OVER ME LIKE A SONIC BOOM! I dont know how this amount of pleasure is even legal!
Writing this portion of my blog entry after the feelings have subsided, now currently not riding. FUCK! I am speechless, I did NOTHING. I was lying on my back in bed, pillow under my bum, almost “hugging” my knees. And I did nothing! I just laid there in the dark. it gradually happened over around 20 minutes. It started as a wee twitch in my hole, my bum would throb and throw the toy about and the more that happened, the stronger the twitches grew and grew, feeling like a morning stretch at first, then grew more and felt EXACTLY like butterflies in an extremely specific point the absolute pit of my tummy, right below my sternum, the BANG! I swore I heard it, it was so extreme, not violent but at least a 10 on the richter scale. It was like someone dropped a pebble onto my tummy and ripples just took over my torso, but the ripples were tsunami waves, every wave made me feel so warm then when each passed i would get chills, goosebumps, almost like ASMR and I would get colder, then hotter again with the next wave, in this rapid cycle, I felt these waves EVERYWHERE; in my lips, the top of my head, my nose, my fingertips, even my shoulders, I ORGASMED IN MY FUCKING SHOULDERS?!?!! After it subsided, it lingered at the butterflies stage again, almost teasing me, “Will I happen again? Will I do it, won’t I?”, and the cheeky bastard moved right to my willy and just kept it on a CONSTANT state of being on the edge of orgasm, right at that point of no return, just dancing back and forth between the territories of cumming and holding back, at this point I was just completely overcome with the most OVERWHELMING level of euphoria and a level of joy that to be perfectly honest I cant even fathom or comprehend, and my eyes just started STREAMING crying I was so happy! It truly wasn’t just an orgasm, what I experienced was the most emotional, profound, consciousness changing, mind altering, almost religious experience and sensation I’ve EVER experienced, my bum is still absolutely POUNDING, my hole is throbbing in and out like I’m being auto fucked and my body is positively vibrating!
I dont care if this is the high talking, but I genuinely mean it when I say I fucking love you guys! I would NEVER have been able to experience any of this without these forums and your guys’ help! Off to have what I can only imagine will be just as satisfying of a wank, and then to sleep for the next decade xD