So I had another aneros session last night. Fourth? Fifth, I think. I had some interesting involuntary shivering (legs, belly, etc) as if cold or feverish in my second session, and again in the next. But the fourth session didn’t really go anywhere and neither did last nights.
I’ve never used marijuana before, but I tried an edible before a session, and again before last night’s session. This second time was to confirm my experience the first time. A lot of people swear by this as a help. Not in my experience.
I do have a reaction. My visual imagination gets a lot less inhibited, and I have a lot of interesting visuals going on. I feel light-headed and dizzy, and I find myself unable to concentrate. My stomach feels…odd. Not nauseated, but like I *could* be fairly easily. After a while, I get the munchies.
But it does nothing for my aneros session. And I don’t like the way I feel. Also, while my understanding is that the effects of the edible should only last for a few hours, I find myself intermittently dizzy and disconnected many hours later, and even mildly so occasionally the next day. I don’t really feel like myself again until the second day after.
So, I’m done. I don’t like the way I feel when I use this stuff, and it doesn’t seem to do anything for me. I may have better results with poppers. They at least really *are* a short-lived effect, and if not as mind-bending as I expected, do seem useful.