Helix did less than peridise for me now

i not sure whether the constant reliance on my wife manual prostate massage has conditioned my prostate to be more aware of her finger instead of my helix. My last 2 helix session were pretty much.. boring. no super-o like what i used to have. A few mini-o and i am done.
My revisit to peridise is another different story. While peridise started less interesting in the beginning, i could have a few superO from it in a single session. Not really sure why.. suspect additional anal pleasure from the peridise helped to bring me to the super O.

A Briefs pleasure

This is not specifically talking about Aneros but it’s about my newly bought briefs

It’s just a low-rise briefs that looks clean, minimalist and decent( Anything that purposely designed to be sexy in mind is not appeal to me, No offense ya.)
The moment i wore it, i was like in heaven. It even feels better than naked. (Naked down there is not comfortable to me due to some medical reasons, my left nut hurts every time i left unsupported 🙁 )
Due to the above reason, wearing it makes me feel sexy and horny. I feel horny every time when a briefs fit and hold my nut comfortably while contouring my butt nicely. The feeling is intimate.

Looking forward to let aneros destroy me inside out while having it on. Damn, feel so horny thinking about it. brb :p

Abstinence did play a role in my prostate play quality

I used to brush off that abstinence does not affect the quality/pleasure of my prostate play at all. My mood was the main factor. But recently i discovered that I was wrong. If I tried to have an aneros session or any prostate massage session with my wife on the day that I had a normal orgasm, the quality of the session will go down the drain. It feels empty and i could not have any super-O, or even had a problem achieving mini-O. The only pleasure that I get is the initial high that the aneros slides in and touch my prostate. That feeling diminished fast. So fast that I am bored after 2-3min into the session.

Relearn, Rewiring for 2019

I decided to make an effort to relearn/rewire my prostate orgasm this year
Due to stress and hectic life, I have noticed I started to get lazy to prime myself for a good session
Instead, I getting more frequent having my prostate massaged together with penile stimulation
This caused some quick and fast intense super-T and slowly corrupted my previous learning about ‘pure’ prostate orgasm
I have tried all of the aneros models that I could but the sensation without penile stimulation slowly diminished until I could not longer bring myself to super-O without stroking.

I started to miss full body orgasm that caused me to spasm and convulse recently and could not wait to reawaken my prostate again! So, from now on, no more penile stim while my prostate being rubbed

Friend or Foe?

Just had my session back from work. Manage to get around 3-4 orgasms before my body gave up
after some cleaning, I sat in front of my comp and watched some youtube vid to wind myself down
From there, I got a notification from my chat group of my close friends.
To my surprise, one of the girls shared a very short article about exploring prostate play and followed by her comment ‘Male G Spot!’
I was like, hmmm… this is a good chance to share/gather opinion from my close friends about what’s their attitude about prostate play.
So, I decided to ask her
‘hey, did you try it on your bf?’
‘No! my bf butt hole is for sh*tting only! You should ask XXXXX instead’ (XXXX is my male friend)
XXXX: Nah.. my butt is for sh*tting too! One way street

There goes the only chance… i could not continue to subject… that was a hell of a chance to discuss this subjects maturely. I guess I am living with a bunch of close-minded people.. expecting too much from them

Yeah, i should have seen it coming.

People automatically went into hard-wired mode when comes to male butt = gay… I am a straight guy and I enjoy having my prostate poked by my wife or aneros when I am solo…
I could not see the connection…
to be honest, i did envy women G spot does not need to go through some taboo/forbidden place to reach… and they could talk openly within close friends without afraid of being shunned, receiving negative feedback or being labeled as homo…

First Entry

This is the initiation of my blog
I would like to share exp of my prostate play here
Started my journey since 4 years ago
thinking back, I would say that I went from totally ‘hmmm.. where is it?’ to like ‘OMG!’ within seconds of insertion
it’s a huge progress where I thought it was not possible back then.

Even my nipples decided to rewire itself without even trying. I started to feel some tingling sensation out of nowhere and i decided to play with my nipples and that’s it

I do feel lucky and glad that I am able to wake up my prostate. So for those newcomers, don’t give up. one day you will feel your own prostate orgasm/super O