Let’s talk about nips

So it’s been some time since my last aneroid session sadly. I’d been making great progress and then unfortunately temporarily moved into a place where I can’t really be loud. No nose for me = no aneroid risking. Last time it became impossible for me to be quiet. So. No butt stuff.

But.

In the past months, my nipple sensitivity has EXPLODED. I mean, oof. My girlfriend touches them and I’m fully unable to stay still, it’s so foreign and strange and powerful.

My question: is this nipple exploration at all helping my prostate become “awake” enough in the meantime until I’m ready to get in there again? Will I potentially be more responsive to prostate play if I keep engaging my nips? Any insight?

Another progress update – does anybody’s heart rate spike immediately when stuff starts to happen?

Went for it again for the first time in a while, had been so busy and had too many people around for a long stretch. But last night I had spare time and spare energy, so I went for it. I’d been thinking up fantasy scenarios all day so mentally I was ready. Showered, prepped, popped in my helix and took the trash out while doing light contractions. Was pretty sure I could feel my prostate then and there, which was noticeably early compared to my previous sessions.

Went back in and laid in bed, started out reading a erotic story I count among my favorites, holding a very light contraction. Almost immediately as I got to the good part, I started feeling a buzz. I had previously had a wave of calm wash over me, that was my last milestone, but this was different. It was localized to my prostate, but eventually grew and began spreading up my torso. I kept calm and tried to focus on both the story and the sensations. As I felt that buzzing spread through my torso and reach my chest, my heart just started thumping like crazy. Like from resting to “I’ve been sprinting for a full minute” heart rate, and I felt the heartbeat in my whole body. My breathing got staggered and I got very excited. It felt so so strange, but undeniably good.

Think I had p-waves last night, I can feel this thing really starting to work.

So last night, I went for my aneros for the first time in a few weeks. Did the prep, primed myself with my pure wand for 15 minutes or so, and popped in the helix. I started out just reading some lewd stories, my trigger of choice during play, but I guess I was super duper tired, because I dozed off for maybe 20 minutes. Woke back up, realized it was still in and I wasn’t ready to give up. So I got back into reading, not really totally into whatever the stories were about, just doing it to stay awake. At some point, I started to feel something really strange. It was this intangible feeling in the base of my hips, and all of a sudden, my whole body was flooded with this feeling I’m not going to be able to describe. It wasn’t necessarily sexual, but it felt really really good, like a body high. I wasn’t smiling, I was just totally incapacitated. I didn’t feel like the toy was moving at all, but maybe it was and I just couldn’t focus because of the bodily sensations. I wasn’t sure what to do, but when I’ve had involuntary reactions to the aneros in the past, I tried too hard to keep myself in the mood, like reading faster and faster, as if I’ve got to get to the big climax before the feeling fades. So I just set my laptop to the side and closed my eyes, and tried focusing on other things that turn me on. The feeling stayed for maybe three minutes, before gradually fading away. I was both incredibly happy and devastated. I knew I’d made progress but I was so bummed to have lost it.