Session #? Oh boy, definitely onto something here.

Losing track of my session numbers because I feel like keeping track of them leads to expectations and having expectations for the journey is a bad thing!

Okay, I'm definitely onto something here.

After finally learning how to separate out my PC and Anus muscles, after taking plenty of time each day to exercise the PC muscles, and after truly getting myself into the grove, I believe I've felt my first rael P-waves.

Mind you, I am still unsure if I'm feeling my prostate at all. I am still unsure if my contractions are real or self-made. I am still unsure if this is the correct path to take. However, I derived pleasure from my experience. It wasn't orgasmic, or even mini-orgasmic, but it was on the cusp. Unfortunately, I went too wild, lost the feeling, and needed to finish myself off by masturbating due to feeling massively blue-balled. But here's what happened.

I was nearing the end of my 60 minute session, it was minute 50 or so, and I decided to try for the weird spazzy contractions one last time. I managed to get them a few times during the session but it never leads to anything too pleasurable, it doesn't really make my aneros auto-fuck me like other people describe, and it consists of me simply trying to hold a PC contraction for as long as I can which, in turn, tired me the hell out.

Session #4, a huge leap.

Session 1's big milestone was getting the Progasm in.
Session 2's big milestone was understanding that a Super-T doesn't work on its own.
Session 3's big milestone was feeling my prostate finally wake up.
Session 4, however, was the biggest milestone yet. I got my first contractions and my first P-waves.

The most important thing I learned was the difference between all the muscles going on in my pelvis. The contraction section of the wiki should be required reading that comes with the device. I also managed to figure out how to properly apply my lube so I would have no discomfort during insertion.

So there I am in Session #4, finally using my PC muscles correctly, finally noticing an interesting sensation coming from my prostate. It's this strange pleasurable feeling combined with the feeling of holding back pee while also occasionally getting an urge to purge. While I'm holding a stronger contraction, I notice that the muscle begins to move on its own. Finally, my first involuntary! This combined with the pleasure makes me ecstatic that I can actually get this thing to work. I didn't care what happened next, I was just glad I finally got to this point.

The Beginning

Let's start with the bio.

I'm a 29 year old male. When I was younger, I purchased a Fleshlight. The site I bought it from was also selling the Aneros. At the time, I thought it wasn't for me.

Over time, the Fleshlight helped me learn enough tantric control to get a full-body orgasm from my girlfriend's handjobs. Seeing as how that's amazing, but requires her to be around, I figured it's time to get something I can do solo.

I've actually known of the male g-spot since I was a young teenager but I've finally grown tired of my own preconceptions about the anus )and grown tired of finding a woman willing to try anal play( and also noticed that Aneros came out with the Progasm Jr. It seemed like serendipity and thus I've started my journey.

To start: I've never placed anything far into my anus.

It turns out my anus is essentially covered in hemorrhoids (I believe 4 total) but thankfully they are all external. It's rather awful and has been the source of me taking this long to experiment in the first place.

So here I am with my Progasm Jr which I ordered because I wanted to start small and I'd like as little resistance as possible as well as little pressure on the hemorrhoids as possible. I lube it up, get into the recommended position )lower leg straight, upper leg to chest( and proceed to take 15 minutes finding my asshole. Seriously, it's hard to find under the hems. 10-20 minutes getting the head of the Progasm in, then another 5-15 minutes getting the rest in.