Beating my meat and diddling my nipples with Kegels thrown in : Aneros foreplay, Saturday January 19

Hi guys,

All this talk about “Penis?!?!?” of late has gotten me horny, randy, and HARD!!!

When I slipped on my very first jockstrap for the very first time in early September 1963 before wearing it for 7th grade Phys Ed class was a sexual awakening for me. When Coach Knox, our Phys Ed teacher, told us that we boys had to get an athletic supporter for gym class, it was the first Wednesday, the day after Labor Day, I rushed to the drugstore near our town center after school that day to purchase one. The pharmacist sized me up and presented me a boys large Johnson and Johnson “Coach” Athletic Supporter. The smallish box the jock came in had a drawing of an athletic man naked except for the jockstrap he was wearing. I popped a boner in my white chinos, absolutely excited that in a few minutes that I would be wearing it. I was entering adolescence at the time. My manhood was becoming adult at the time. That means that my young cock was lubing lots of precum. I rushed home, rushed to my bedroom, stripped my clothes, and tried on the jockstrap. The jock fit me perfectly which meant that I had to wear my erect cock up in the twelve o’clock position. I experienced a sexual awakening when I slipped on the jock. The way the jock supported my scrotum, my erect penis, with my Glans scrunched against the waistband caused exultation. I exulted the feelings of awakened sexual delight. From that moment, I developed an intense jockstrap fetish. Athletic cups soon were added to that fetish which continues to this day as an aging man. Whenever I slip on jockstrap or a jock and a cup, I feel young. Indeed these basic athletic items are health promoting!

It’s Complicated

My first Aneros arrived fourteen years ago this week. I remember it well. I was like a kid on Christmas Eve, waiting anxiously. I had been lurking in the forums (which was all we had here at the time, there was no chat yet). I asked questions occasionally but mainly I read in wonderment until I got brave enough to mail for my MGX.

The seven year mark was a very easy milestone to remember as well as it was the year that I exercised my post rewiring curiosity about M- M sex. As this post says , it was complicated. I have posted this narrative once before on my last blog and I was not sure if I was going to post it again, but it was such a milestone in my Aneros Journey, the story is incomplete without including it. I post it also for all the “curious” guys in the forum who wonder themselves.

In my post rewiring world the sexual man that I was was bent in an arc that surprised me beyond my wildest dreams. In my adolescence I would purchase nudist magazines in Times Square in the “dirty magazine” shops to see both men and women nude. I always had a fascination with nudity of both sexes. Post rewiring this inclination amplified tenfold. Beyond my voyeuristic tendencies rewiring expanded my own exhibitionistic tendencies. My sexual bravado had evolved exponentially. When I joined here that January, Artform told me about Dicknet; he was a member. Dicknet was a forum for guys to share intimate pictures and chat about their sexual proclivities in a chat room and in personal messages. Art and I spent many hours chatting there about many personal things beyond our cocks and sex.

Anticipation (and other tidbits)

Things have been mostly wonderful since my last posting. I have come somewhat out of my euphoric fog and am more engaged with other parts of life; still more adjustments to be made in this new life.

Yesterday morning I danced with Helix in the shower, orgasmically but also knowing that this is a predictable part of my new routine. Throughout the day I began thinking about having Aless in bed that night, and the anticipation got me more and more excited throughout the day. Because I am a snorer and my wife is a light sleeper, we sleep in separate rooms. So bedtime is private time, but I can’t rattle the bed without the family knowing I’m up to something fun. By the time I was getting ready for bed, I was getting a mini-o with the slightest provocation. In fact, I itched a particularly itchy spot on my foot and got a mini-o from that. Crazy but why not? I had also been planning throughout the day that the next morning would be the first time Helix and me would be alone for a protracted period of time since she had arrived. I had planned a soaking bath with washcloth massaging of my breasts and groin along with the cleaning that would go on. Then I was going to allow myself as much time as I wanted to lay with Helix in bed and see what she and my body wanted to do.
When I got in bed I wasn’t sure that I wasn’t going to just go to sleep, but I decided to rub my chest and see what my body told me to do. Well…… I had an incredible time of MMOs and dry Os. Everything was turning me on. I hadn’t really thoroughly cleaned my hole, and I didn’t have any lube nearby, so I didn’t wander near my anus with my hands (butt cheeks were included). However, my whole body was one big erogenous zone. I’ve heard men talk about feeling like their whole body was a penis, and that’s how I felt. Any touch would elicit a spasm. I also really love tenting myself under the sheets so I can smell my body and the musk my body produces during these sessions. Last night I could have a mini just by smelling that scent. Did I say that everything was turning me on?

After two weeks, finally an Aneros session!!!

Hi guys,

This morning I had an Aneros session, my first since New Years Day. It lasted about an hour. I used MGX, Maximus, and Progasm ICE, perhaps my favorite models. Since New Years, we have had a stretch of cold weather, which should continue till the end of February, perhaps into much. We may have a snowy winter as well. This past weekend we did have a snowstorm that surprised by a heavy accumulation of eight to twelve inches. Fortunately the storm exited our area early Monday morning.

I slept wearing my BIKE CUP Supporter Unit no. 85 last night. Sadly Bike Athletic Company ceased to exist in 1995. Bike has not made its BIKE CUP Supporter Unit no. 85 since the late 1980’s. I believe that it was one of BIKE’s best products. The cup and its accompanying jock fits my genitalia so snugly almost like a sock. Many mornings I awake with my cock and balls on edge because the BIKE CUP Supporter Unit no. 85 is not only perfect to sleep in, but also to Kegel in while I diddle myself.

Male Chastity “Pointers”

[This blog was inspired by @Pasttime and @BigGlansDC, thanks!]

Introduction
@Pasttime expressed an interest in male chastity and our wearing of “chastity cups”. I thought this would be a good time to express some of my opinions (as a sort-of refreshed “training session”). Here goes…..

Basics
This “chastity play” is always voluntary, and unlike other chastity “devices” where a keyholder allow access to orgasms, this activity is totally under our control. Whether and when we wear a “chastity” jock/cup is entirely up to us. How long we wear it is also up to us.

Selection Process
I have discovered over the years that there is a wide range of “fit” options when selecting a jockstrap/cup. Some are tighter, some are looser. Some cups are big, some are small. I would suggest buying a few different brands since all of them will “fit” differently. (In actuality, there are not a lot of cups on the market). Currently, my favorites are Mueller FlexShield and XO ProCup.

What Do the Cups Do?
{Normally, the jockstraps with hard cups are worn by men to protect the male genitals during contact sports like baseball. Using these cups for “chastity play” is an entirely different use for them. I will explain the secondary use in this blog.}

The consolations of a jock and cup on cold winter’s nights

Hi guys,

I haven’t had an Aneros session for nearly three weeks now. Activities and concerns distracted me from having one during the holidays. Intense winter cold imposed itself for nearly a week now which dissuaded me from sessions. A snowstorm along with intense cold this weekend will not loosen their grip for at least a few weeks at the earliest.

@goldenboy’s wearing a jock and cup to bed most nights has been a real inspiration for me to do the same. O how sweet it is to wear a jock and cup to bed on cold winter’s nights!

@goldenboy enjoys wearing the Shock Doctor Ultra Carbon Flex Cup along with its jock to bed many nights. He calls it his chastity cup. This athletic cup has nearly the same dimensions as the BIKE CUP Supporter Unit no. 85 of which I have quite a few in my collection. The BIKE CUP was a real hit among athletes participating in contact sports the middle to late 1980. Both the Shock Doctor Ultra Carbon Flex Cup and BIKE CUP have nearly thick rubber gaskets which prevent chafing on the groin area of athletes. Hence both cups are comfortable to wear, not only on the playing field, but also during everyday wear, and even in bed at night.

Both athletic cups are especially hot for Kegeling in, certainly in bed at night. It is so sweet to diddle yourself while doing some Kegels in a cup on cold winter nights in bed. Take care!

Pleasure generating pleasure

Recently, the Aneros stroking my prostate has been so pleasurable in itself that I haven’t found the need for audio files like I always do in my previous sessions. The pleasure causes the PC muscles to contract and moves the Aneros to stroke the prostate and the cycle keeps on going.

The pleasure from the Aneros combined with erotic fantasies and circling around my nipples has been enough to tip me over to orgasm. This lets my body determine when it wants the orgasm instead of letting the audio dictate when I should receive pleasure.

I also noticed that my porn consumption has decreased because I realise that if I ejaculate, the session comes to an end. I would rather enjoy a longer and relaxing Anerosession than a rapid masturbation session and worry about ending it too quickly by ejaculating.

Adjusting to a more sane routine

Saturday, January 12, 2019 12:21

So my journey is just a little over a week old, and already I have had incredible, previously unknown experiences. I definitely see this journey lasting the rest of my life, and transforming and aiding many life experiences as well as my orgasmic life.

Obviously, it also has its challenges. This week it has almost entirely taken over my life. Between reading the forums, writing on the forum, having Aneros experiences, and experiencing Aless almost all day long, I can hardly think about anything else. I make my own work schedule and I have a lot of private time, so it can be easy to postpone or procrastinate on other things. I’m very glad I had some appointments this week, or it may have totally lost myself in the euphoria.

I have also had some physical warning signs this week, especially after using the Aneros for any protracted time. Particularly after one protracted and very physical session, I experienced abdominal pain and extreme fatigue, which made me feel kind of dysfunctional. At the end of the session I had probably the biggest ejaculation I have had in a very very long time, so I’m sure that was a factor. I’ve also had headaches after two longer sessions, which I’m quite sure were brought on by the massager. Lastly, I also have some lingering dull pain in my rectum following the longer sessions. I’ve been able to convert these in my mind to pleasure, so they are not much of a problem. I think of it as longing, which actually might be the case. Lastly, the device and the forum have been “robbing” me of a lot of my sleep, so I know I am not well rested.

Wake Up Call

Well…its been 5 days since my last ejaculation. Also 5 days since my last bit of prostate play. Between work and just being tired…just havent had a chance to explore with myself. Well this morning I had an opportunity. The wife left for work early and it was just me and the dog. Started to look at some pics on Reddit and that got me warmed up pretty quickly. Today showed a lot of growth in my prostate stimulation journey. Once I got to the state of pure arousal…I pretty much stayed there for 30 mins and the only reason why it didn’t last any longer was because I needed to walk the dog.

30 mins of pure tingling sprinkled with very intense super-Os that made my head spasm. Thats actually the tell tale sign I am having a super-O. My head shakes involuntarily like I am having a seizure, my toes curl and relax without me really doing anything, my body is rigid but doing like the most minute spasming. It all feels like an exquisite rumble emanating from the center of my body. Most of the time my cock is rock hard but sometimes it starts out super soft and then the longer I am in the state my cock just rises. It’s such a good and relaxing feeling.

Starting Again

Two years ago, I bought the set of four Peridise massagers with the full intention of using them for anal health, pleasure, and prostate stimulation. In my first session back then, I used the second-smallest Peridise. Against all reason, I decided to go to town. Lots of flexing, breathing, and clenching for an hour and a half. It felt good at the time, but the next day, there were awful health repercussions – they were horrific enough that I gave up on any anal use at all; outside of normal bodily functions. It was a bit crushing, as previously, my anus had been a source of great pleasures.

Fast-forward to now. Taking a lot of advice to heart, I decided to go slow in reclaiming my body. For the past year, I’ve been gently reintroducing my anus to stimulation and penetration using my finger or small, smooth toys. Finally, I felt like I was ready to try the Peridise again. It was really nerve-wracking at first, but using yoga breathing techniques helped keep my body and mind at ease.

Read up on the Aneros forums about how to use the Peridise – supposed to start with the largest size, and work your way down as you tone your anal muscles. It looked small enough. Followed the directions in the box (relax, practice contractions with no device in, then lubricate). Used a gloved finger to apply ID brand lube (an old favorite) to outer anus, massaged some around, then eventually inside. Applied generous amount to bulb on largest Peridise, then all over the shaft.