My Christmas present to myself. (out of order)

This is out of order since I am just now getting around to finishing editing. I Have had a really good vacation. Best in a long time.

I purchased the progasm jr & peridise kit. They both came in today, Friday 12/28. I am super excited about these and couldn’t wait to try the jr. Up to this point I have never had any real involuntary contractions, just muscle fluttering from trying to induce so these new pleasure tools should be interesting.

I got everything washed / cleaned up and took a good look at the progasm jr first. So smooth and shiny but also looks kind of intimidating because of the size since the helix has been the largest I’ve had in 25 years. Prepped and joined with my new friend. I followed the process outlined for the progasm doing the scoop motion to join, my friend slid in so easily. Wasn’t in for 10 seconds when involuntary started promptly causing it to be pushed out before I knew it. This is going to be fun. A quick rinse & relube w/ a few drops before rejoining, again sliding so easily. I am defiantly going to polish all my others to that glass smooth finish since it is forcing me to hold some contraction to maintain the integrity of the joining which is inducing involuntary contractions, unlike the mgx or helix that just stay put although mgx will start to slide out if I stay relaxed when standing, ie going pee.

Introduction

Hello. And happy new year 2019. I have been reading in the forum and the wiki for about a month now. I knew I wanted to buy and use an aneros massager, but I had decided I wouldn’t allow myself to get one without talking to my wife about it. She manages a retail store, and the silly season is not the time for serious conversations. So I finally had the opportunity in a car ride the end of last week, and ordered my Helix Syn that evening. I’m very excited, obviously. Since reading in the forum, I’ve been experimenting with non-penile stimulation and anal play, and I find it all very exhilarating and exciting. I have been an avid Kegel exerciser on and off for years. Nipple play has also been a part of my erotic life for some time now, so the Aneros fits in nicely with my sexual trajectory. My wife and I have struggled with our sex life for years – sometimes great, mostly not. Both of us bring our own issues. So I am hopeful for what prostate massage and Aneros might bring to that equation as well.

New Year Eve and New Year’s morning celebrations

Hi guys, Below is the text of a very short post which I posted nearly twelve hours on New Year’s Eve:

“I want to wish you all a Happy New Year with family and friends as I am sure most of you have. As an aging confirmed bachelor I do not have such fortune but I do have many friends, mostly at church. This year I do not have any bubbly to give me a warm feeling as the New Year arrives. However, tonight I plan to don a jock and cup underneath sweats as I retire to a quiet night in bed. @goldenboy has inspired me to wear a jock and cup to bed many nights. The jock and cup magnifies greatly the pleasure I feel as I diddle my nipples and Kegel some as I slumber.

“Then in the morning New Years Day after coffee and a doughnut, I plan to ride MGX, Maximus, and Progasm ICE while wearing my jock and cup, and also diddling and Kegeling some. Apartment building staff will be off celebrating New Years!

“Take care!”

Well I did retire fairly early last night around 9 p.m. wearing an Under Armour cold gear navy long sleeve T-short and sweat pants. Underneath my sweat pants, I wore a trusty BIKE CUP Supporter Unit no. 85 which I have since the late 1980’s. The jock and cup contained very comfortably my “junk.” I slumbered so blissfully the whole night long all the while diddling so sweetly my nipples and Kegeling. Oh yeah!

“Suddenly, The Door Closed!”

Background
I have been sleeping without a “chastity cup” for a few nights now. I seem to be getting a better nights’ sleep, but with one exception. I am awakened by a rather stimulating erection! This happened this morning around 4 AM. I am in Day 4 of SR but feel like I am ready to ejaculate! I decided to put-on my ARMR jockstrap which has a nice, soft cotton pouch and is very secure. I started playing with my erect package through the pouch and actually planned to then go and listen to a nice “Masturbation Assistance” audio track for about 20 minutes. which I discovered yesterday. I would become so aroused that I would have to ejaculate! Oh, I couldn’t wait!

Such was not the case this morning. Let me explain……

Sudden Chastity
It happened quick-as-wink! The ARMR jockstrap has a pouch and before I knew it, a Mueller cup was being slid-in place! Suddenly, I am in chastity and have no recourse to an ejaculation! This happened so fast and before I knew it, I was lying in bed and moaning from the sudden loss.

I began to think about the classic “tease-and-deny” techniques of cock cage keyholders who remove the cage, tease-and-play for a while, but ultimately deny the orgasm (ejaculation). Then, suddenly it is locked-up again. I experienced the same feelings this morning, only with a cup instead of a cage!

Watched a blue sunrise

I went for a ride with my new friend last night, progasm jr. I was a slight bit concerned at first going for a long ride as my first meetup he gave me a very good orgasm but it turned me very cold, it was very intense though. Last night I think he knew my feelings so instead of going for it he took me on a long slow journey that only lasted 30 minutes or so but felt like hours. Let me start from the beginning.

I had been trying to get something going with my new friend for around 40 minutes on my left side, completely cleared mind, deep belly breathing. It felt like it was not to be tonight so I rolled over onto my right side looking at the clock, 12:3? couldn’t see more than that. Once rolled over I decided to try to get a few zz’s. My mind started to think of things instead of nothing and that was the start. Every time I would feel a flicker of something I would clear my mind, and every time I did that these feelings would go away. jr wanted me to think of things other than him.

Initiation ceremony for my new black friend

This report is surely NSFW as it describes my today’s initiation ceremony of my new non Aneros tool I lately bought for rediscovering anal pleasures, I had experienced lastly before beginning my Aneros journey two years ago. And I’m admittedly still struck by the fantastically rewired sensations. In details (last chance to skip NSFW reading matter.):
I’ve chosen a setup in the showers where I attached the realistic black dildo’s suction cup to the wall opposite of another wall I would be able to lean against. Only slipping on the condom and applying the lube to that member dangling from the wall felt like handling a real c*ck. Oh, f*ck, while remembering the initiation my gland just took over, tears in my right eye, strongest thrustings in my abdomen and an inner erection and a buzzing of enormous power. And a little ache from my penetrated h*le too. Back to typing my report, ignoring the ongoing involuntaries thrusting forward my pelvis while typing this. (“F*ck! That’s gonna be a tough challenge!)
After having lubed the dildo thoroughly, I applied some lube to my anus and inserted one finger to massage the opening. Then I already was so eager to get the dildo in me, that I made a first attempt. Oh no, I’ve become really tight again. Too long time since getting laid. Remembering my own advices giving lately to another guy here, I began to press as with a boulder movement, and got the glans a bit further into the entrance. No, some more lube has been necessary and I had to massage my sphincter a bit too. All the time I’ve been fully erect and my member was pulsating in lust, while thick drops of precum were oozing out and abseiling to the shower base. Slowly my sphincter managed to let my new black friend in and finally I forced it through the first sphincter. I stopped and accomodated with the size. What a difference to the Aneros tools. This typing of my report makes me horny beyond belief, especially when bringing all the lustful scenes back to my mind. I’ve always been a fan of teasing my sphincter muscle. That’s the spot where I feel the ultimate itch. Some dry orgasms shaking my body just proved my words. After a while I tried the inner sphincter which was not as easy to overcome as the outer one. So I slipped off the member and applied more lube on it and to my h*le. Rotating my *ss I went for the next try. Yeah, now I made it and could slowly take the whole length of that black friend in me. What a pleasure, what a filling feeling. Of course all my experiences with the real ones came in to my mind and I had to admit how I’ve missed it, how anal retentive I in fact am. I had to withstand the urge to go wild and soothed myself to take it slowly. Although my h*le just feeds back, that I may have overdone a bit, I had indeed taken my time and begun with slow motions pounding against the shower wall until I finally could feel the balls. Every now and then I slipped off the dildo only to savour the massage of my outer spincter by the pronounced glans of that dildo again.
I took great pleasure in my absolute control what this member did to my anus. With a real man behind it, there is an alien will that might not be one with yours. But I indeed could absolutely determine and reliably get what I wanted from this dildo. It just made me understand why women love those toys so well. They are not in a hurry to shoot their load. Their stamina is endless and when warmed up by my anus it even more and more felt like a real c*ck. And I took it that way. It became really an awesome f*cking, what was going on in my shower cabin. My ass cheeks were wet from sweat and slapping against the shower wall, I was moaning and squeaking with lust, and several dry orgasms shook my whole body. Not only a few times I was so overwhelmed by the pleasure in my anal canal that it forced me off the dildo, everytime thinking I would otherwise just have ejaculated handsfree. My member was pumping and pumping and oozing precum on and on. Now I began to vary my motions, taking turns at going over the whole length of insertion, teasing my sphincter, dragging out and plugging in, shoving it in as deep as possible. Every now and then I thought, hey, that’s enough for the beginning, but then again I couldn’t stop. All together it might have been a 45 minute session or better standing ovation, 😉
Arguing I could have a second session later, I finally could persuade myself to call it a f*ck. After cleaning up, only seeing that dangling member on the sink let increase my urge a lot to get laid again as soon as possible. My consciousness just wants to throw in, but your h*le is still aching, but my horny gland keeps telling me this little sacrifice is to be made. Gladly everyday life keeps me off from another session for a while, so my h*le gets sufficient time for its recovery.

A while later

Initially had nice tingling around knob and prostate area with some precum.
Finding it very frustrating lately very little if no sensations.
Except the full sensation has gone.
In a warm bath now with it in
Not feeling much.
Just trying to relax completely!!
Feel like peeing!!

Another great Progasm Ice session

Had some alone time this morning. Took about five minutes for things to get going but had some incredible SO’s. Finally hit the point where they were lasting a good minute or two.

Morning sessions, face down, still seem to be the best. I guess well rested and right after breakfast are a great benefit. I’m not using any more lube than just some Vaseline just in and around my asshole.

I’ve have been trying to hold off the SO like a traditional O to build intensity. Some times it worked. Other times it’s like the bubble just popped and the energy just crashed. Now, I’m just letting them roll and feel like I’m getting better results and better intensity.

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Aless all over my body

I am still light headed as I write this. Body still tingling. I had the most amazing Aless session to date. It’s so crazy…it doesnt even feel like 4 hours has passed. I also shattered my previous Super-O mark and now I dont even know what it is…all I know is its over 10 mins to be in that state. Over 10 mins of non-stop orgasmic pleasure. It was orgasm on top of orgasm. It was soooo divine.

This Super O was massively slow building. Literally it was like one contraction every 10 secs of my PC muscle..which I had no control over but with every contraction I swear it felt like a tornado had just touchdown on top of my prostate. It was otherwordly. I controlled my breathing the entire time. And it was deep all encompassing breaths that seemed to basically push an imaginary object up my ass that kissed my prostate. It was such an exquisite feeling.I then incorporated both my nipples into the pleasure and that sent things completely over the edge. I was moaning uncontrollably. My cock was rock hard. I felt my ears close up and sound became completely muted. The skin on top of my head was moving involuntarily. The orgasm itself seemed to radiate from 3 points in my body…at my toes…at my prostate and all over my head. My eyes were rolled to the back of my head. It was surreal feeling. I could feel the warmth of precum moving up my cock shaft…with only a drop seeping out.

“HIH 950 To The Rescue!”

Background
I had a couple of good sessions during the last two nights. Yesterday, I had a fairly-good 25-minute session with Eupho Classic. Nothing to write home about, but still okay.

Last night, I had a rather lackluster session with Helix Trident. I have experienced this before, but I honestly expected “more” from it. I guess I was wrong; my expectations were just too high. Following this session, I experienced a “pseudo-refractory” period of a couple of hours and I thought that was all Aneros had in store for me today. I was wrong!

Session
I found myself alone in the house (with my dog) for at least a few hours this morning and so I decided, why not another session? I was in Day 8 of semen retention, feeling quite horny, but not yet ready to ejaculate.

Somehow, I got the urge to have a session with the HIH 950. I lubed-up with SSG and began. Almost immediately, the 950 “hit” just the right spot on my prostate and I seemed to fall-into a realistic, compelling fantasy…..