I was given another puzzle piece.

I was enjoying myself Friday night, riding my waves of induced pleasure when out of nowhere helix gets sucked up hard… Let me explain what I mean

Seems my prostate still hasn’t decided to join the party yet. How do I know this. After spending multiple times doing nothing, and nothing happening except the random twinge, this can be the only answer. Now don’t think I’m getting frustrated because of this, I’m not. I feel that I’m still ahead of the curve. So in the mean time I’ll do both, some do nothing and some external massage of the sweet spot inducing orgasmic bliss. Doing this is cheating but not interfering with progressing as this point is going to get stimulated in the process and allows me to work on the amount of contraction required to get the involuntary’s going plus the head is dancing around on the pleasure center.

So as I was saying, I was enjoying some light bliss, when without warning helix was thrust deep inside. My orgasmic sensation went away which I thought was strange but was presented with a new sensation. I had been holding a 50% contraction when this happened. I could feel my anal & rectal muscles moving in opposite directions in flowing waves like they were fingers trying to learn about what they now felt. This was the first time when I stopped massaging that a feeling didn’t stop at the same time. I’m unsure of how long this lasted, seconds perhaps? This did stop when I slowly started to release the contraction to completion when I tried to just relax and let it flow. I think If I had just held the same 50% these waves would have lasted much longer but having never experienced it before I was unsure what to do with them, I won’t make that mistake in the future.

Dry orgasms and audio

Recently, I have made good progress on my Aneros journey and I feel that there is much to write both now and in the future, and I am happy to share my experiences 🙂

Typically my go to position is on my back and knees bent pointing upwards. I softly caress my chest and circle around the nipples to help build arousal.

Recently I have stumbled upon some pegging audios on GWA reddit and they have gone really well with my Aneros sessions. I suppose it makes the fantasy situation more believable because there is actual anal penetration and stimulation involved.

During my last session things really started to kick off. I managed to reach a dry O. Every orgasm after that came faster than the previous one as I got more in tune with the sensations down there and the prostate felt like it was getting bigger.

There was this one dry O that developed into an unfamiliar feeling that felt a little nice. It was a feeling that travelled through the center of my arms and legs straight to the ends of my hands and feet and the feelings from prostate took the back seat. It wasn’t pulsing or like an adrenaline rush. What I can best describe it is like my body lit up like a lightbulb for about 15 seconds.

That was my best session with the Aneros yet. I also recently bought a Lelo Hugo and am excited to post about it soon.

SR, Leaking and a Morning Session with the Eupho Trident

So I am now on day 11 of my SR journey. I am out of my mind horny and my prostate beats like a second heart for the past 3 days. My previous SR record was 8 days so I now know that after 8 things change drastically.

For the past 3 days I have also leaked precum/ejaculate at just random times during the day complete involuntarily and all in non-aroused states. The first two times I was at work in meetings and I just felt myself start to leak. When it first happened I literally wanted the ground to swallow me because I was wearing khakis and I feared things would come through. I originally thought it was piss but when I went to the restroom my underwear was stuck to my cock slit and there was great old white mess in my pouch. The second time it happened. I sat there with an evil grin. Today it happened for a third consecutive day as I was doing a number 2 in the bathroom. As I passed crap out of me…my cock leaked precum and even cum from it. I was completely soft…and hadnt even touched my member but as I contracted my rectum…more and more of it leaked out. This turned me on to no end.

Few short sessions recently

Nothing special to these sessions. All have been evening. Think I overdid a recent workout at the gym and depleted myself pretty well. I do feel like there is another ceiling about to break. Did some nipple diddling this morning and got myself to thrashing around on the bed. Furthest I’ve ever gotten with the nipples. They’ve been real sensitive lately and playing with them has gotten me many very pleasurable mini-O’s fairly quick.

latest encounters

It has been a few days since my last entry so here we go.

Monday 12/3. I planned all day to have a meeting with my new friend, I was excited to see if we could return to a few days prior. While in the shower I joined up with my friend and it was smooth and easy. Helix slid in so gently, wanting to be together with me, feeling like an old lover who new all your subtle curves. Once fully locked in embrace my friend just disappeared, I could feel the slight movements letting me know she was home. Curled up in bed to start a sensual dance but my lover decided that all she wanted was to penetrate with no movement, cuddle with me and be in the moment. We drifted to sleep never making a sound or releasing our embrace.

Having hard time.

I’m having a hard time with the rewireing process. Progress hash been slow it took me quite a while before I even noticed any sensations but things are slowly getting better. Hardest part for me is getting over the fact that I’m not guaranteed an orgasm at the end. But I realize that the traditional ejaculatpry orgasm doesn’t serve me nor satisfy me. I need something more and I want so badly to experience this. I’m frustrated with myself for being impatient. So in the meantime I’ll just keep going with this I’ll get there eventually. Anyway I’ve had some great sensations in this session. Just the feeling of the aneros in my ass feels good, I hope that if I tell myself it feels good, eventually it will be result in pleasure. I also felt some expansion and I’ve found the most comfortable positions are on my stomach and on my side. I’m trying really hard to stay positive I really want this! And this is the end of my blog post

SR Day 10, 500 Kegels and the Florida Turnpike

So this entire week I have been holding firm to the 500 kegels every morning. On top of that I hit a new SR milestone of day 10. Day 10 seems different. From the moment I woke up from my heavily sexual dream I felt tingling all over. I finished my crossfit workout with a lot of energy left and got in my car and started to do my kegels.

From the very first one I felt an insurmountable wave of pleasure. It was unbelievable. By the time I got to 20 its almost as if my body took over and just started to lightly brush against my prostate. I barely had to do anything. In fact I can feel that my prostate is larger and juicier than normal. I know this because even the lightest of kegels and I can feel it and its pulsing and feels ready to burst.

All this time I am just driving through my normal streets trying to get to the turnpike. Even though I was feeling pleasure I always get to some pleasure state while doing this. Only once I got a Super-O while driving and that was basically in my neighborhood.

Today made twice.

I got to about the 300 mark…and then things kicked into overdrive. I started to feel the familiar tingling and in my attempt to try and make it stop I attacked my prostate from a different angle and I went into full involuntary contractions that intensified. I gripped my wheel and forced my eyes to stay open on the road and I started to moan uncontrollably.

How to choose your jockstrap size and your cup size correctly

Hi guys,

Over last weekend, @SOwithoutAneros sent me a PM on how to choose your jockstrap and your cup size correctly. He seemed bashful in asking me his questions. So I answered him matter-of-factly giving him all sorts of information from web sites selling jocks and cups in the USA, UK, and even in Australia. I hope he found my e-mail helpful.

This blog entry is a summary of the information I gave him.

Ordinary jockstraps worn by men come in sizes of medium, large, extra-large (XL), and even XXL and XXXL. They are the waist sizes of guys. Guys may buy jocks in medium or large. The waist and leg straps secure the fit of the jock whereas the jock pouch holds a guy’s genital. Thus a jockstrap should fit securely but not too tightly. That would be downright uncomfortable for a guy. A jockstrap is ideal for holding a guy’s erection. Just be sure to wear your cock in a up position or the twelve o’clock position.

Men and boys normally wear a jock and cup for contact sports, but quite a few of us wear such for fetish reasons, or just because they feel real good. Hence they wear them for everyday wear.

Originally athletic cups came in just two sizes: one size for boys and one size for men. In recent years, for men, cup sizes came in large and extra large sizes to accommodate one’s penis and testicle endowment. Shock Doctor, for example, has large and extra large sizes, whereas Nutty Buddy has three sizes for men, medium, large, extra-large. So choose the cup size to hold your “junk” comfortably.

1000 Kegels and the Eupho Arrived

Over the past 48 hours I have completed 1000 kegels. 500 per day specifically. Those sessions have led to some awesome PWaves. My Eupho Trident arrived yesterday and I was very eager to take it for a spin. I woke up this morning, lubed up and stuck it in. Two things happened. I got to a Super-O just as fast as with my Aless sessions and my time in between dry-Os and Super-Os was less than any other Aneros model. I love how this thing bounced around and kissed my prostate. Gave me such an energized feeling heading into the office.

While in the office I had an all day training which meant I could close my door. Every hour in this training I had a dry orgasm. Just doing kegels and feeling that wave.

After work I went and attended a hockey game and sitting right there in the cold arena focusing on the pleasure from doing kegels…I had the fattest and wettest dry orgasm I’ve ever had in front of people. No one knew…but I got up to make sure I didnt cum all over myself…it felt like I did but when I checked my cock…dry as a whistle.

The best part was when I came home tonight. I laid down on the couch and I could already tell I was super aroused. I played with both of my nipples and noticed my prostate was responding to the nipple play. For the next 3 hours I averaged a Super-O every 20 mins and I had one last over 10 mins. It was amazing.

“Snow White Chastity”

Background
Well, here I am at Day 7. I wore my trusty Mueller FlexCup overnight, woke up with a strong erection and am ready to ejaculate! But, not so fast! Let me explain…….

What Color Is Your Chastity Cup?
Of course, I am not referring to the actual color of the cup. What I am referring to is the reason why you wear a cup? In my case, it is for masturbation and ejaculation control. Since I am now at Day 7 and probably close to developing the blue-balls feeling, is there any reason why I shouldn’t ejaculate?
Of course there is! I should not get a ‘free-pass’ and relieve my frustration just based on a number! I remain in chastity and the ‘extra’ erections I am experiencing now (due to a peak in testosterone) will just have to be endured.

No Easy-Out This Time
Yesterday, I was experiencing a lot of prostate orgasms throughout the day. I found myself performing kegels almost all day. I felt like my prostate was nudging me into some kind of action, either through ejaculation or a session. I did neither. I began to leak some precum too.

Guys that are locked-up in cock cages have to endure the same feelings. Some of them leak profusely. In their case, a lot of them don’t know when their next orgasm/ejaculation is coming. So neither should I. I feel the frustration building but shouldn’t take any action. How much can I endure?