What was this?

Used last night., laying on my back. At abot 90 minutes after doing small contractions My legs started quivering and a had to arch my back, raising torso. While this was happening helix felt like it was moving and expanding on its own. Any ideas what this was?

“Regaining Arousal Through A Regular Jockstrap”

Since I had to end my SR “run” at Day 8 yesterday, I have to regain strength in the arousal department. Having slept in my Mueller “chastity cup” overnight, I obviously couldn’t feel my sensitive package at all through the cup. So this morning, I decided to stash the cup and put-on one of my jockstraps: the Duke track and swim supporter. This jock has a nice, large, supportive pouch that can easily accommodate my flaccid or erect cock and it does so with great support.

One thing about wearing a “regular” jockstrap (as all guys know) is that it is possible to tease and caress your package through the pouch of the jock. I just can’t keep my hands to myself! Naturally, I began doing this this morning. There is something about stimulating your package through a jockstrap pouch that at least for me is especially arousing. Perhaps it is the “teasing” way that the jock pouch covers my package but allows “playing” as much as I want through it. I can see and feel the curves, bulges and bumps of my masculine package but not see the actual articles. The pouch enables a full-blown erection to occur without much embarrassment either. The erection feels so good through a pair of mesh nylon basketball shorts like I am wearing now. In fact, I feel that arousal building right down to my prostate.

hemophilia. bruising. and kegels. and deathgrip.

testing testing. i guess i added a visitor message asking if it was the blog function necause this is my first post and i have no idea what i am doing here. first post. much delayed.
so yeah there was something about doing kegels somewhere, and i am a hemophiliac and i think, well, i don’t know for certain but maybe it was the kegels, but now my hole is seriously bluepurplebruised, and hurts like ohholyeverlovingmotheroffuck, hurts to sit, hurts in the restroom, ow. anyone else ever have this as an issue, bruising yourself doing kegels??

i bought the helix syn when i discovered that my housesitting gig was extended somewhat indefinitely. there was no internet unless i used my phone which makes internet hella expensive, so, first thing i did when the gig was extended was i bought the device and that was most of the internet for me.

no internet is magical. and freed up time for experimentation.

but yeah, do your kegels, or so they say. can kegels wreck your ass?

anyway, lots of play with the thing, for the duration of my gig, another 7 weeks.
and now back around people and can’t play with the thing for awhile because walls are thin, but, kegels.

“Importance Of Focus In Sessions”

Summary
Lately, all of my Aneros sessions have one focus: they are necessary for me to help my prostate “heal” after my recent procedure. These daily prostate massage sessions were ordered by my urologist for a minimum of about one week. I am mostly using my HIH 950 prostate massager for this purpose and I find it to be quite arousing and beneficial in the healing process.

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Reality
Of course, my prostate is in perfect condition and there are no doctor-ordered sessions for me! So this “therapy” is a fantasy! But isn’t this a dishonest approach to my Aneros sessions? By taking this approach, I have a defined focus for all my sessions this week. Rather than aiming for as much prostate pleasure as possible from my sessions (which is always nice), this specific focus takes away the “pleasurable” aspect of prostate massage and puts it aside for a while. Of course, when the prostate gets massaged, a guy undoubtedly knows it! I am no exception! And these therapeutic massage sessions for me are every bit as stimulating as ones intended solely for the pleasures they can provide.

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The aftermath of a Super O?

It’s been around 2 days since my first Super O, and every ten minutes or so since, I get a shooting sensation of gasmic bliss up my bum. It shoots from my prostate to my tummy, leaves a slight sensation of butterflies, like I’ve just gone over a small drop in a car. it lasts nano seconds each time. Are these (A-less) P waves?

These “Clinical” Milking Sessions Are Good For Me!

Background
I am now in a getting-horny Day 5 of SR. Went to bed not wearing a cup, but woke up about 3 AM with an arousing erection. Had to put-on my Mueller cup to prevent an unintended ejaculation (I was dreaming and remember squirming-around in bed).

It’s been a couple of days since a session and so I wanted one this morning. I selected my HIH 950; this massager seems to hit the “mark” for me recently and also did so this morning. As soon as I inserted it, I fell-into a most-typical fantasy: I am being “prepared” for a prostate procedure in the morning and I need to allow this prostate massager to work on me for at least 30 minutes.

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Session
The HIH 950 was lubed-up with SSG and was easily inserted. (In the fantasy, a nurse or aide does this for me). I didn’t feel much at first, but only after a few minutes, I began to experience a feeling in my prostate that only Aneros guys will appreciate. I began moaning right from the start; it was that stimulating. I tried to find a “better“. less-intense position (on my other side, on my back, on my stomach) but the clinical “prep” just continued to work on me unabated.

“Our Male Sexual Reality: Imagining The Possibilities”

Introduction
All of us healthy men have NPTs, that is Nocturnal Penile Tumescence erections at night. These night-time erections come like clockwork. In my case, I am frequently woken-up in the middle of the night with one. Just this morning, I awoke to an NPT. While I was awake, it lasted perhaps 20-25 minutes. A constant, throbbing, pulsing erection. But that NPT was soon followed-up by another one! That one lasted another 20-25 minutes! So I was lying in bed, with an arousing erection lasting at least 45 minutes; all the while, I could do nothing but lie-back and try to relax as best I could. Since I am in Day 4 of SR, there was no possibility of an ejaculation for me. My sexual reality was fixed for about an hour.

While in this state, I began to “meditate” or fantasize on the possibilities of alternate sexual realities for us males. Here is what developed…..

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DPTs
Instead of nightly erections, what if our bodies were programmed for daily penile tumescence? We would have absolutely no control over these daily erections. They would come like clockwork. How would our lives be different? Well, for one thing, men would have to expect more “bulges” to develop at any time during the day. Our wives and lovers would know this and would probably look for them. Some guys (like me) may begin to wear our jockstraps (and perhaps cups as well) to contain our pleasure. More daily sexual encounters would be happening for sure. Atheletes’ attire probably would be affected as well.

Reaching orgasmic levels

I have owned a Progasm Black Ice and a Helix Syn for about 2 years now. When I started off I experienced very nice pleasure waves through my body and have always enjoyed the sessions. But for about 4 months I did not experience any orgasms except for one time when I felt a sharp orgasmic feeling which faded away quickly. After that I have always tried to chase that feeling again but could never get it right. I got discouraged and packed my 2 Aneros models away.

Now about a year later I decided to give it another go and whamo! So 2 days ago, out came the Progasm Black Ice from the dark closet. Again I experienced the p waves which was very nice. Then today I had a session with my Helix Syn in the bath and it was something different!! I was clenching my ass so that the Helix Syn would apply pressure onto my prostate and then release it and repeat. The p waves started. Then I did something different. I started playing with my right nipple and I felt amazing sensations through my body. Suddenly I had a rock hard erection and my ass was kind of like clenching by itself. I then experienced like a warm deep tingling feeling that moved up through my stomach, into my chest and then it felt like it went straight into my soul. I gasped for air and moaned. This was new. It felt like something was going to happen. At that moment I surrendered to this experience and immediately a deep feeling started building up which kind of feels like right before I ejaculate during normal sex. This feeling was much more intense than a normal ejaculation orgasm and it seemed to just “stay there”. I came to and feared that this experience is so intense that I might pass out and drown in the bath. The fear killed the moment. I then relaxed. Then I repeated what I did and had the same experience!

“When Do Prostate Pleasures End? Hopefully, Never!”

Background
Now (reluctantly) in Day 2 of SR again. I wore my SafeTGard jock with it’s original “Cage Cup” overnight and awoke about 5 AM with a strong erection. I got the “sense” that my prostate needed to “relax” with a short massage session. So I dutifully lubed-up the HIH 950 with SSG and began to relax.

Session
“Relaxing” is not quite the word I would use to describe this session. At Day 2, I was expected much less from my prostate. Instead, I got a spine-tingling, whole-body shaking and moaning, ready-to-ejaculate orgasmic feeling. I had not expected this feeling which lasted probably a good 10 minutes. After that, for the next 10 minutes or so, I was somewhat more “relaxed” but still quite stimulated and horny.

After-Session Fantasy
Somewhere out-of-the-blue, I was locked-up in a cock cage (my CB-6000S) and let me tell you, that feeling of “involuntary” chastity sure beats my “voluntary” chastity cup any day! I even imagined (in fantasy) that there was no key! I was locked-up for perhaps an hour, then released.

Afterthoughts
I used to think that following an intense ejaculation, it would take at least a week to recover my prostate to the point of experiencing significant prostate pleasure again. But I am beginning to think that there is indeed a nice, seamless continuity of prostate pleasure if I delay the next ejaculation for another week or 10 days or more. My prostate seems to have a memory of it’s own and it is accustomed to a daily, relaxing “milking” session. I am only happy to oblige!

“My Prostate Couldn’t Take Any More!”

My! What a morning! I have the house all to myself this weekend. I had a great night, and so did my prostate! Here is the condensed version….

^Starting SR Day 11
^Wore Mueller cup overnight; strong night erection about 2:30 AM
^30-Minute session with Eupho Classic (and BB)
^Brief follow-on session with Helix-Trident (and BB)
^Switched to SD Ultra Pro cup (in SD compression boxers)
^Listened to nice tracks mostly Enigma Red; very deep meditative state; very arousing
^Switched to a swimmer jock; nice erection building
^Listening to more tracks; at some point I began to get some intense prostate O’s (perhaps a Super-O?)
^After a while, couldn’t take it any more; decided on an ejaculation, but how?
^Opted for a “Cum in 5 minutes” binaural with isochronic tones; very effective!
^Extremely intense ejaculation following a long, slow, arousing edging
^Ending SR Day 1

Conclusion
Now I know what “dry” prostate orgasms feel like! I know now that my “good” Aneros sessions are in fact producing some “mild” prostate orgasms (mini O’s?) But these orgasms this morning caused my prostate to start waving the “white flag”! It had enough and had to give-in!

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