Took a break…came back to be broken…

So I took a small break. No kegels…no edging…no aneros..no aless. Nothing. From December 29th to January 2nd I did nothing sexual.

So the morning of January 2nd I decide to get back on my routine. Start my morning kegels on the drive to work. I couldnt finish it. My prostate was soooooo sensitive I was literally quivering with every PC contraction. So I stored that sexual energy and decided to use it for later.

Later that night as the wife retired to bed I stayed in the front room to watch a little TV. An idea popped in my head…Lets try and finish the kegels for today. I barely lasted 30 PC contractions until I started feeling that amazing wave like feeling. I started to diddle my nipples through my tshirt and a wave of warmth engulfed my body. Then out of nowhere my body and head started to spasms. I gritted my teeth with all the pleasure radiating through me.

I wiggled my toes…and that seemed to send me to a new level. I felt a certain wetness creep into my dick. I became rock hard and my penis was bouncing in pleasure. The pleasure subsided for a bit. I turned off the TV…now I’m in complete darkness. Went back to diddling my nipples. This time the pleasure came from deeper. I curled up a little bit. The vision of my prostate as a ball was vivid in my mind and it felt like the base of my penis was rubbing directly against it. This made me cover my head with a pillow…which also caused me to lose my breath a bit. The ecstasy while short was earth shattering. The slightest PC contraction was sending pleasure all throughout my body. I felt like I was being broken in two right from the center. I continued diddling my nipples and it was sending a direct spark straight to my prostate. It was exquisite. Read more »

Electrifying session

I tend to use an Aneros model for a few sessions and then switching to another for another few sessions. It changes things up and the experience is always different everytime I cycle back to the same model.

This round I just switched over to the Helix Trident and it was an electrifying experience! It was a good session and the new part about it is that I noticed everytime the Aneros nudged my prostate, there was this pleasure wave that shot up my belly and down to my thighs at the same time. It moved so fast it was like electricity, unlike the p-waves before that slowly radiated out.

My senses were in a really heightened state. When I caressed my inner thighs, my lower abdomen began to shudder automatically and instantly, much like hitting a funny bone, I could not control the reaction. The spasms had little movement but were very strong and felt pleasurable.

There is most definitely a connection between the inner thighs and lower abdomen. I plan to incorporate these erogenous areas alongside nipple play.

Hypnagogic Orgasms

Last night just after falling asleep I awoke to a scary monster floating above my bed. It scared me briefly but I shined my cell phone light at it and it went away. Upon trying to return to sleep, I noticed that I was about to enter the dream state. I took advantage of this by thinking sexy thoughts so that I might have an erotic lucid dream. I was very nearly asleep already and just as I was about to enter the dream I felt a body orgasm building. Strangely, I couldn’t feel where it was coming from. It was very amorphous. I had a soft, brief orgasm. I had a few orgasms like that one before they transitioned to prostate based orgasms. Ultimately it built up to my first legit aless super o. For the next hour or so I couldn’t fall asleep because every time I was about to I started to build an orgasm. 

I haven’t had frequent aneros sessions for the past few weeks and I also haven’t been masturbating. I don’t know if it had an effect, but I’m sick with a cold right now.

I would also like to add that sometimes I experience small orgasms while going to sleep, but barely notice because I’m so close to unconsciousness. I would have enjoyed this experience a lot more if I wasn’t so tired, sick, and worried about work in the morning.

Tips on stealth sessions

Has anybody had luck with any techniques that keep your sessions somewhat quiet? Is it possible to have a super-O without moaning/screaming? I live in a house that is rarely empty and I have limited places to practice. One method that really worked for me this past weekend was lying on my stomach, brought intense p-waves and nearly reached a super-O I think but I was too focused on trying to stay quiet that I couldn’t ride the waves over the edge.

My Christmas present to myself. (out of order)

This is out of order since I am just now getting around to finishing editing. I Have had a really good vacation. Best in a long time.

I purchased the progasm jr & peridise kit. They both came in today, Friday 12/28. I am super excited about these and couldn’t wait to try the jr. Up to this point I have never had any real involuntary contractions, just muscle fluttering from trying to induce so these new pleasure tools should be interesting.

I got everything washed / cleaned up and took a good look at the progasm jr first. So smooth and shiny but also looks kind of intimidating because of the size since the helix has been the largest I’ve had in 25 years. Prepped and joined with my new friend. I followed the process outlined for the progasm doing the scoop motion to join, my friend slid in so easily. Wasn’t in for 10 seconds when involuntary started promptly causing it to be pushed out before I knew it. This is going to be fun. A quick rinse & relube w/ a few drops before rejoining, again sliding so easily. I am defiantly going to polish all my others to that glass smooth finish since it is forcing me to hold some contraction to maintain the integrity of the joining which is inducing involuntary contractions, unlike the mgx or helix that just stay put although mgx will start to slide out if I stay relaxed when standing, ie going pee. Read more »

Introduction

Hello. And happy new year 2019. I have been reading in the forum and the wiki for about a month now. I knew I wanted to buy and use an aneros massager, but I had decided I wouldn’t allow myself to get one without talking to my wife about it. She manages a retail store, and the silly season is not the time for serious conversations. So I finally had the opportunity in a car ride the end of last week, and ordered my Helix Syn that evening. I’m very excited, obviously. Since reading in the forum, I’ve been experimenting with non-penile stimulation and anal play, and I find it all very exhilarating and exciting. I have been an avid Kegel exerciser on and off for years. Nipple play has also been a part of my erotic life for some time now, so the Aneros fits in nicely with my sexual trajectory. My wife and I have struggled with our sex life for years – sometimes great, mostly not. Both of us bring our own issues. So I am hopeful for what prostate massage and Aneros might bring to that equation as well.

New Year Eve and New Year’s morning celebrations

Hi guys, Below is the text of a very short post which I posted nearly twelve hours on New Year’s Eve:

“I want to wish you all a Happy New Year with family and friends as I am sure most of you have. As an aging confirmed bachelor I do not have such fortune but I do have many friends, mostly at church. This year I do not have any bubbly to give me a warm feeling as the New Year arrives. However, tonight I plan to don a jock and cup underneath sweats as I retire to a quiet night in bed. @goldenboy has inspired me to wear a jock and cup to bed many nights. The jock and cup magnifies greatly the pleasure I feel as I diddle my nipples and Kegel some as I slumber.

“Then in the morning New Years Day after coffee and a doughnut, I plan to ride MGX, Maximus, and Progasm ICE while wearing my jock and cup, and also diddling and Kegeling some. Apartment building staff will be off celebrating New Years!

“Take care!”

Well I did retire fairly early last night around 9 p.m. wearing an Under Armour cold gear navy long sleeve T-short and sweat pants. Underneath my sweat pants, I wore a trusty BIKE CUP Supporter Unit no. 85 which I have since the late 1980’s. The jock and cup contained very comfortably my “junk.” I slumbered so blissfully the whole night long all the while diddling so sweetly my nipples and Kegeling. Oh yeah! Read more »

Something Just happened?

Hadn’t used it in probably a year.

Thought I’d pop it in and laid there and I don’t know what happened but it just started fucking me for a good ten minutes. It felt so good, my balls were buzzing and my dick hard and throbbing. My legs were shaking all over the place.

I just focused on my breathing whilst it continued and it felt amazing.

What happened?

“Suddenly, The Door Closed!”

Background
I have been sleeping without a “chastity cup” for a few nights now. I seem to be getting a better nights’ sleep, but with one exception. I am awakened by a rather stimulating erection! This happened this morning around 4 AM. I am in Day 4 of SR but feel like I am ready to ejaculate! I decided to put-on my ARMR jockstrap which has a nice, soft cotton pouch and is very secure. I started playing with my erect package through the pouch and actually planned to then go and listen to a nice “Masturbation Assistance” audio track for about 20 minutes. which I discovered yesterday. I would become so aroused that I would have to ejaculate! Oh, I couldn’t wait!

Such was not the case this morning. Let me explain……

Sudden Chastity
It happened quick-as-wink! The ARMR jockstrap has a pouch and before I knew it, a Mueller cup was being slid-in place! Suddenly, I am in chastity and have no recourse to an ejaculation! This happened so fast and before I knew it, I was lying in bed and moaning from the sudden loss.

I began to think about the classic “tease-and-deny” techniques of cock cage keyholders who remove the cage, tease-and-play for a while, but ultimately deny the orgasm (ejaculation). Then, suddenly it is locked-up again. I experienced the same feelings this morning, only with a cup instead of a cage! Read more »

Watched a blue sunrise

I went for a ride with my new friend last night, progasm jr. I was a slight bit concerned at first going for a long ride as my first meetup he gave me a very good orgasm but it turned me very cold, it was very intense though. Last night I think he knew my feelings so instead of going for it he took me on a long slow journey that only lasted 30 minutes or so but felt like hours. Let me start from the beginning.

I had been trying to get something going with my new friend for around 40 minutes on my left side, completely cleared mind, deep belly breathing. It felt like it was not to be tonight so I rolled over onto my right side looking at the clock, 12:3? couldn’t see more than that. Once rolled over I decided to try to get a few zz’s. My mind started to think of things instead of nothing and that was the start. Every time I would feel a flicker of something I would clear my mind, and every time I did that these feelings would go away. jr wanted me to think of things other than him. Read more »