I get… pretty goddamn high.
In the beginning, if I went passed a certain level, I would be overcome with extreme anxiety, fear and panic (you all know what I’m talking about).
However, the more times I accidentally overdid it, the less panic I would feel the next time. It’s literally as if I crossed the line so many times that my mind went “Ok, every time we overdo it, nothing bad actually happens.” so now, all that anxiety I get is replaced with even more intense orgasms because I’m able to stay relaxed now no matter how high I get.
Take last session, I got so high I thought I was literally fucking the women in the porns I was shuffling through. It was /extremely/ erotic and hot. Eventually I almost forgot I even existed lol