“Protecting My Virility”

[Definition of virile–“having the nature, properties, or qualities of an adult male; specifically: capable of functioning as a male in copulation” ] [Definition of copulation–“engaging in sexual intercourse where the penis is inserted into the vagina”]

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Background
Currently in Day 13 of SR with no blue-balls. Getting quite horny and having random erections throughout the day. No wet dream yet. I would welcome an ejaculation but feel there is no great need to have one just yet. But the mental pressure for it is getting fairly intense. How long can I go?

Session
Continuing “squeezing” my prostate to release fluid, I selected my MGX early this morning for a nice session. It released a lot of prostate fluid into the cup of my SD jock. During the 20-minute session, I thought about how good it would feel to ejaculate, perhaps through a HFWO. But afterwards, I decided to take-off the SD jock and just wear a pair of silky boxers. I went to lie-down and relax some more. My cock was flaccid, but I started fondling my very sensitive package, especially the scrotum. This turned into something of a fantasy, as I am in bed with my lover and she is very gently caressing my package all-over, not with the intent of making me ejaculate, but rather to give me an orgasmic sensation in my groin. This she did perfectly! At the end, however, I was not erect. Read more »

Having trouble reaching orgasm

As mentioned above I’m having trouble reaching orgasm from prostate stimulation alone. I feel pleasure from it but can never seem to get over the edge. I was considering using MDMA to heighten my arousal. Would this combined with certain toys help my journey?

“I’m Not Going To Lose It If I Don’t Use It!”

Background
Now in an incredible (for me) Day 12 of SR with no blue-balls! I awoke about 2 AM, erect and wearing my Mueller cup. I decided to have a session with my Helix Trident. It was a good choice! Significant auto-* contractions and a general feeling of “squeezing” my prostate again. I expelled more prostate fluid with this session.

Alas, I did not experience another wet dream yet.

Use It or Lose It?
I am referring to the dearth of ejaculations for me lately. Frankly, I am getting horny as hell. I am almost at that point where I have to have a wet dream and soon. All I seem to think about now is ejaculating. This is going to be a real “test” of my transmutation techniques. Keeping my sexual libido in check while going about my daily routine today is going to be quite challenging. I hope I am able to cope. I must remember that guys go much longer than me while still practicing chastity. I must remember that I will not lose my ability to ejaculate, regardless of how many “days” it’s been. This ability is “hard-wired” into my male body! I will never lose it!

How Do I Really Feel?
Honestly, I am typing this blog with a half-erection and a feeling that I could ejaculate at any time. Perhaps I am closer to a wet dream than I realize. I know my cock is trying to tell me something… Read more »

“A Transmutation Poem”

Feeling horny
Sexual encounter with my wife
Hard as rock 20 minutes, ready to penetrate
Decided not to, no ejaculation
Cool-down, go to bed
Wearing Safe-T-Gard cup to protect the head

3 AM. extreme erection, blue-ball groin
Session in the company of 950
Amazing feeling, immediate prostate fluid
Cool-down, guess what?
Blue-balls gone, now they are not!

Now Day 11, holding onto my semen, feeling great!
Can do it all over again tonight, can’t wait!

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How was I able to “release” the dreaded blue-balls feeling? I’m not totally sure now. When I decided to have a session with the HIH 950, I thought for sure that this would be a Super-T; I thought I would surely ejaculate. When I started the session, the 950 was pulled-in very deeply and seated itself against my waiting prostate. Looking at the prostate fluid expelled, the analogy I can draw is “squeezing an orange”! That is what it felt like.

Did I somehow “transmute” the sexual ejaculatory pressure into my prostate where it dissipated? It sure felt that way with this amazing session. Perhaps this is the “key” to stopping blue-balls in its tracks? Intriguing…

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An overnight of abundant genital and anal activity, June 24-25

Hi guys,

The mid Atlantic this weekend is experiencing excess heat in the mid to upper 90’s. The heatwave will begin to abate somewhat on Tuesday this week. Fortunately I attend a church here which enables Internet distance viewing of its services. I can attend church in the air conditioned comfort of my apartment! 🙂

I enjoy my retirement years spending hours most days in various foreign language translation projects. This activity keeps my mind sharp and promotes my general health. Sometimes I am so engrossed in a translation project that causes me to go without an Aneros session. But that is OK because when I return to Aneros after several days of absence, Aneros is glad to see me! 🙂

Late last Sunday afternoon after a full day at church, I had a session with Progasm Junior, MGX, and Progasm Ivory that was a good session, but not one of my best. Aneros works best with me first thing in the morning when I am refreshed a good night’s rest.

However that night I stay up past my usual bedtime viewing pics of an gay erotic nature on tumblr. I was wearing only briefs and found myself rubbing frenulear delta and flange of my Glans through my briefs. That provided the trigger for a full-fledged masturbation session, my first in five weeks of SR. I ejaculated a copious load of semen and was amazed by the strength of my ejaculatory pulsations of my penile urethra! Read more »

An Aneros auto-fuck session like no other! : Sunday July 1

Hi guys,

We in the mid Atlantic are having a weekend of excessive heat with highs in the mid to upper 90’s. This heatwave will begin to abate on Tuesday. So this morning I have decided to stay home from church and view the worship service at the church web site.

Most nights in bed I enjoy diddling my nipples which produces a sweet Aless with lulls me to sleep. However this morning my diddling made me ready for an Aneros session. I rode MGX, Maximus, and Progasm Ivory.

However, I started with Maximus which inserts comfortably to the hilt. This morning this comfortable fit along with some mild Kegels started an auto-fuck that went on and on, like to a good thirty minutes which I could have continued another fifty minutes or more! This auto-fuck produced a very high level of pleasure interspersed with an orgasmic buzz or electricity intermingled with many mini-O’s and several Super-O’s. I think I have finally developed MMO capability.
While I was experiencing this Maximus auto-fuck action, I was enjoying the highs and lows of Maximus fucking me. I believe that I am on the verge of developing some control over how this action takes place and produce Super-O’s and MMO’s in the midst of all this pleasure!

I reluctantly withdrew Maximus from my bunghole after thirty minutes of absolute auto-fuck pleasure, but could have rode Maximus much longer. Read more »

“Transmutation & Embarkation”

Background
Wow! Two very “big” words indeed! But each represents a new awakening, a new “rebirth” along my Aneros journey. Let me explain….

Sesssion
This morning started-off with me in Day 10 of SR. I am feeling quite good, with absolutely no blue-balls (yet). I decided to do a morning session with Eupho. I achieved a lot of movement from the Eupho, just as I expected. Following this session, I began to reflect on a couple of things….

Transmutation
As I have noted in a recent blog:

“Sexual sublimation, also known as sexual transmutation, is the act, especially among some religious traditions, to transform sexual impulses or “sexual energy” into creative energy. In this context, sublimation is the transference of sexual energy, or libido, into a physical act or a different emotion in order to avoid confrontation with the sexual urge, which is itself contrary to the individual’s belief or ascribed religious belief. It is based on the idea that “sexual energy” can be used to create a spiritual nature which in turn can create more sensual works, instead of one’s sexuality being unleashed “raw””.

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What I am trying to accomplish is a re-channeling of my sexual libido into some other creative endeavors. I am doing this now by re-directing the sexual energy higher-up into my body. It is not easily done, especially at the beginning, but with practice, it seems to be working. The urge to masturbate, especially at higher days of semen retention (SR) is especially strong. A re-direction of this sexual energy is therefore needed. When this transfer of energy is accomplished successfully, the benefits are very rewarding indeed! Read more »

Maximus Trident Review

I knew I was going to be writing another review, I just didnt think it would be so soon. Friday I went to my local adult store which happened to have the Maximus Trident in stock. In addition to something sexy for my wife I returned home with the Maximus. Being late afternoon and home alone I was particularly aroused. I decided it was time to give girthy maximus a try.
Without having tried the original maximus there is little to compare to besides my Progasm. These are completely different toys.
The Maximus goes in fairly easily for its size. Once in place my ass is at maximum capacity. Just kidding not a good joke. Its noticeable size once in compared to mt beloved helix trident.
Throwing in some kegals I noticed less movement than the Helix but quite a bit more than the Progasm. However very pleasurable. Once again aneros does not disapoint. Wonderfull contact with my sweet spot on my perineum. And a very comfortable k-tab. A very pleasurable engagement of my prostate but a different engagment. The design hugs and rubs my prostate compared to the firm contact provide by the Helix.
I am a leaker without using an aneros when aroused. A prostate massage kicks it into high gear. The Maximus did not disappoint here. Within a few minutes i had a decent puddle on my stomach that grew with every contraction. I only got a couple of drops of prostate fluid with the maximus. With the pleasure building deep inside and the involvantaries going. The maximus moved well just not enough for my liking. It would dance and rub my prostate sending waves of pleasure through my body. I could never get it to dance and work side to side or circular on my prostate like i can the helix. Read more »

Here’s how I get to my reliable super-O.

Hey everyone, first time poster. Three year user, own a Helix, a Progasm and my favorite, the Eupho Trident. The below technique works with all three. Happy to explain further if anyone would like! I was unemployed for a month and got to really practice and refine this. (Also, I find that saying words out loud arouses me, so I’ve written this in first person if anyone wants to read aloud and ride the power of suggestion; nothing gets me closer than saying “my ass is gonna cum” out loud [optionally on the phone with another person who wants to hear me cum].)

My technique:
I get completely naked. I lube up and slowly slide it into myself. I’m not surprised when the last inch or so seems to have a mind of its own, the toy knows where it’s going. It’s very well engineered. The head of it is near my prostate, but not pressing aggressively. That’s good. (If you feel any pain from entry, breathe here until you don’t.)

My next goal is to lie flat on my back and relax so hard that I can feel my heartbeat, very gently, in my chest. When I say relax, I mean specifically to release tension. Tension is the opposite of pleasure; it’s a survival instinct. (Do whatever you need to do to make this experience calm, and whatever you can do to make you feel safe getting loud. I find tensing and releasing tight muscle groups helps with this, as does telling myself out loud to relax deeper, deeper, deeper. You may have your own technique for this, I say whatever works. You do you.) Read more »

“Edging From The Inside-Out”

Background
Now in Day 8 of SR, I am feeling hornier than ever. I wore my Mueller “chastity cup” over a pair of silky boxers overnight. I arose around 4 AM and felt I needed a session. I selected the Aneros SGX and lubed-up with Slippery Stuff Gel.

Session
Before too long, I began to feel the “ridges” of the SGX working my anal opening and it felt amazingly good! But then, as the session progressed, something else happened……

I began to get the sense that I could be “ready” to ejaculate from this stimulation! It actually felt like an “edging” —- except from the inside-out! I don’t remember feeling this much before in sessions—-it honestly felt like I was headed for HFWO! What I did was move my hips back-and-forth in rhythm, again, like an edging, and the feeling so close to the PONR was incredible! I really didn’t want this to end. How long was this session? I believe about 35 minutes!

Could I have experienced a HFWO? Hard to say, but I know I came so close! Perhaps next time?

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