Can’t insert far at all

Hi guys,

I just bought an MGX, my first backdoor toy ever. I tried two times today, each for 1~2 hours, it seems like I just can’t insert it far enough for the perineum tab to touch my perineum at all. It’s almost a knuckle far way.

It’s probably why I didn’t feel anything. it felt like the toy went in a chamber, then stopped at some kind of wall. I tried to push it a bit, and was able to get very slightly further, and I just felt like I wanted to poop. Wasn’t able to get further anymore.

Any tips? I was using the “lay on side” position…

“This Session Was Just Too Easy”

I mean it; this session was just too easy. I am in Day 7 of SR and horny. I decided for some prostate massage this morning. I grabbed the HIH 950 and lubed it up with a generous amount of Boy Butter. I was already aroused and it went in very easily. And almost immediately, I am lying in bed with a full erection. I begin to get the involuntary contractions (and reverse contractions) right away! I am getting an uncontrollable urge to “squeeze” and this is causing me to squirm and moan. I am starting to leak precum now. At one point, early in the session, I feel my swollen balls and—-OMG! I roll-over on my stomach and push my hard cock downward on the bed. I honestly felt that I could go for a HFWO without any trouble at all! But technically, I am still in chastity and prevented from masturbation and it wouldn’t be right for me to get-off so easily. Also, I didn’t have sufficient time this morning for more prostate pleasure. I felt that something big was coming (maybe a Super-O? or A Super-T?). So, regretfully and unfortunately, I had to end this amazing session on a high note! But before I stopped, I did about 40 strong-and-hold contractions as recommended by HIH for prostate health. This is a session that I won’t soon forget! Read more »

Session with the great Progasm Ice

Hi Guys,
Last night I had a great session with my Progasm Ice.
After I had taken a relaxing bath, I started around midnight with applying a water-based lubricant in my anus and on the Progasm Ice,.
When very relax on bed to lie down with my thoughts at the wonderful session that would follow in the next night and that was so.
After about 45 minutes to have located the first short dry orgasm, this followed by several smaller and larger dry orgasms, all this took about 60 to 90 minutes until there all of a sudden many orgasms came one after the other and I started to sweat like crazy, but it was a very pleasant feeling.
Have been about 2 years and have now finally got the right feeling to unwind and fully enjoy these sessions.
I love my Progasm Ice a great stimulator.

“From Chastity…..Into Chastity”

I have taken about a 3-week break from wearing my CB-6000S chastity cage. I wear a “chastity cup” at night and nothing during the day (I practice the honor system and it seems to work). The other day, I decided to “try” the cage again. I put it on quickly and—-holy shit! I got an immediate erection which obviously was thwarted by the cage. I got the most extreme arousal feeling so quickly, I thought I was going to explode with passion! This feeling lasted perhaps 15-20 minutes and then began to settle-down. Wow!
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After a good night’s sleep, I am again having a “fantasy” conversation with my female lover and she suggested letting me get out of my chastity cup. I can’t wait for that! But before I do, she wanted to give me an “anal tease” with me still wearing the cup, She lubed-up the Svakom Paddy Anal/Prostate massager and carefully and slowly introduced it, making sure the angle was able to be directed towards my prostate. OMG! I felt the beginnings of an anal orgasm and I began to perform some contractions which felt so good. But after about 10 minutes of pleasure, she directed me to quickly take-off my chastity cup. When I did, she immediately told me to put-on the cage and I obliged.

So I’ve gone “from chastity……into chastity” within a minute! I didn’t even have time to think about it! Read more »

“A Chastity Conversation Fantasy”

While waking up in my SD Ultra Carbon “Chastity Cup” I am having a “conversation” with my imaginary lover. Here is the essence……

She: I want you to take off all your clothes. I want to see you in chastity.
Me: Okay. (I take off my bed clothes)
She: That’s nice! Can I touch it? (Looking at my hard chastity cup)
Me: I won’t stop you.
She: Ohh! I wonder if you are getting hard inside? (She begins to caress all around the cup)
Me: You know I will.
She: That’s what I want!
Me: Can I take it off just for a little while?
She: No! You know the rules!
Me: What do we do next?
She: I want you to listen to some tracks.
Me: For what?
She: Silly! For erection, that’s what!
Me: I’ll do as you want. (We go downstairs and I put on some headphones)
She: I’ll let you pick the tracks.
Me: Okay.
(I proceed to select a few tracks for erection, ED, and ejaculation and start to listen)
She: Are you getting hard yet?
Me: What do you think? What comes next?
She: Nothing! I just want you hard in your cup! It is locked-on and is not coming off!
Me: When will you let me out of chastity? ( I now have a strong erection but no means of release)
She: That’s only for me to know. You will remain locked in chastity for now. There’s no release for you anytime soon. I love having you locked-up in chastity! I’m going to do it a lot more often……Maybe I’ll explore your prostate next time….Do you want to cum in your cup?
Me: Fuck! Read more »

AM Male “Spa”

Ah! Summer heat in the Northeast! It will be in the 90s today. I awoke early and just decided that this morning will just be for me. A “Spa Day” if you will. I had slept in my Mueller chastity cup and awoke quite aroused. While still in the cup, I went to lie down on the sofa and listen to some relaxing tracks.

When I felt sufficiently “ready” , I proceeded back upstairs for a prostate session. It has been about a week and I felt in need of some prostate stimulation. So I lubed-up the HIH 950 and I was on my way! I started-out with the typical do-nothing technique, but that didn’t last too long. I began to experience some auto-f contractions after about 10 minutes and things just progressed from there. This session lasted about an hour. The highlight was about three very powerful abdominal contractions (whew! —-I don’t know where these came from.) I finished with about 40 strong-and-hold contractions as recommended by HIH. I don’t think I produced much fluid with this session but it felt so good. I was both erect and flaccid.

After the session was over, the next “stop” at the spa was back down on the sofa where I indulged in a few binaural beats–for prostate, erection, and anal orgasm—a full regimen. I had no intention to ejaculate and I didn’t. But this last stop at the “spa” was just what I needed. I am charged-up and ready to take on the day! Read more »

Aneros sessions for June 8 and 10, Mindful Anerosing, etc.

Hi guys,

I had a pleasurable time this past Thursday and again this morning, Saturday in my sessions with MGX, Maximus, and Progasm Classic. These days I am focusing upon mindful Anerosing. Mindfulness meditation focuses upon the present moment, accepting what is presented to you presently in meditation. Mindfulness enables me to relax and allows me to enjoy the movement of MGX, Maximus, and Progasm Classic within me. When I am mindful, I focus upon the Aneros sensation in many dimensions. Thus, after sessions, I have Aless pleasure during which I luxuriate in mindfulness.

Some years ago I attended a mindfulness meditation group which met at a Methodist church a mile away. But I rediscovered mindfulness during my rehabilitation at a recovery center earlier this year. Since my release from that facility on March 17, I have put mindfulness in my continuing recovery here at the apartment and my walks with the cane outdoors in my neighborhood. I focus upon my walking along with my surroundings, especially when I walk in the presence of other pedestrians and the omnipresent, all to often aggressive DC motor traffic! Thus I avoid falls and accidents with traffic!

The recovery center in a way was a bedlam with TV’s blaring away many hours a day and patients suffering in far worse shape than me. But living at the recovery center for nine weeks was like being in a bubble during the beginning weeks of the Trump administration. Now that I am at home fully recovered, I experience the insanity of present-day American politics. As an American citizen, I have to keep up with the news. But with mindfulness, I can detach from this madness every day. Read more »

“Escape Through A Wet Dream”

I have been lucid-dreaming lately. I am in Day 6 of SR and I feel my testosterone level building. I am also wearing a “chastity cup” at night. I have two and alternate between them. I got a good night’s sleep in the first (Mueller) which is not too restrictive and allows some freedom for my erect cock. When I awoke with a great-feeling erection, I was not sure if I was still lucid-dreaming. Probably not, but my brain was telling me that I was. I was “told” to quickly put-on my other “chastity cup” (Shock Doctor) since it is more confining for my bits. And around the same time, I “heard” (was I still dreaming?) that there will be “no escape for me except through a wet dream”. With that said, I began to squirm-around on the bed, just taking-in the concept. I began to lie on my stomach and with every twitch of my erect cock, I felt ever-so-much-closer to an escape, a release, an ejaculation. If I wanted “out” of the cup, I would have to ejaculate. Now I’m not sure of I am still dreaming or not, but the feeling was so real! I am “inching” my way towards my release with every twitch, every thrust of my erotic cock. After a while (perhaps 30-45 minutes) I came-to my senses but I still felt greatly aroused. And the next thing I knew, I was putting the cup into my SD briefs and putting them on. Was I still dreaming? The sense I got (and very quickly) was that since I did not cum, I will now have to be locked-in the cup for a good while. Since it was not in a jockstrap, no one but me will know that I am cock-locked in a cup. Was this an extension of the lucid dream? Was it reality? Does it make a difference? I am feeling now like I am a horny, potent male without any means of release.
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PS Last night, my wife did not reject my advances and I became hard rather quickly. But only a little cuddling and that was it! It must have triggered something deeper within me that resulted in this “dream-like” sequence. Read more »

acceptance

I think I am finally at peace with my Aneros mission and that is what it took to get positive results. You read and hear about all of the advise, ” dont expect too much, just relax, dont try to make something happen” and it all sounds so easy and also like a bunch of BS but I finally get it. and it is not something you do, it is more of an acceptance of your own personal situation and letting it happen for you. There you go another line for someone to read and say. Yea right! But for me I feel like I finally am enjoying my sessions and letting them go at their own pace and good things are starting to happen. Not sure exactly what is happening but it is much more enjoyable now. I can start out just relaxing on the bed and try a little a-less to get things going, with a little nipple stim I can have warm intermitttint pulses in my prostate. When that subsides, I can lube up and put in my Aneros, It feels great going in and I am already relaxed from the a-less and with in minutes the warm pulsing starts again. At this point the feelings are much more pleasurable and they build to what feels like might be a orgasm but hey subside after a few nice pulsing contractions. I can go on with this for about thirty minutes and things start to calm down. The thing is now i am totally acceptant of what happend and enjoy every minute and not dissapointed that the super O was not achieved. sometimes I will finish with caressing my cock untill I cum and other times I can just stop and still feel totally satisfied. I dont expect to much and I am getting alot more. looking forward to more pleasure.