“Playtime In Chastity – I Must Have Been A Very Good Boy”

I finally got some cuddle-time with my wife last night. Not long, but long enough. She will be out of state this weekend so I will be all alone in the house (with our golden retriever). Yesterday, I researched the effects of sleeping nude on the possibility of a wet dream. So, upon retiring, I removed everything and settled-in for a relaxing night. It really is relaxing…..I awoke about 6 hours later with an arousing erection, squirming around on the bed and it felt really good. (But the sheets were dry – no wet dream for me yet!)

I decided to do a prostate stim session with the HIH 950. This one lasted about 1 hour and, as always, was gentle and amazingly sensual. I am wearing my swimmer’s jock for support, although I think my cock was flaccid most of the time. What I distinctly remember about this session were the auto-contractions which seemed to be non-stop. When this session was over, I felt the inside of my jock and it was wet! when I went to remove it, I was surprised to find that the massager had moved outward about 1/2″.

I transitioned to the sofa where I found a couple of good relaxing tracks on YouTube. Then, I was “treated” to a special binaural track: “Hands Free Orgasm 5: Multiple Ejaculation and Sexual Climax (ASMR and Binaural). Holy shit! This one worked entirely hands-free! It took about 30 minutes but towards the end, I could not stop it. I had a couple of tissues in place to catch the cum. And when I came, it felt amazing! I am relaxed, less horny and ready to explore the upcoming weekend!

Helix vs MGX Classic my experience…

I tried my new helix classic yesterday for the first time. I must say it was a huge improvement over my previous experiences with the MGX. While I had some pleasurable sessions, I suspect the MGX was a tad too long and was missing my prostate all together or at least the majority of the time.

With the Helix, within 15 minutes I started experiencing P waves (these only came in passing and were few and far between with the MGX). It’s seemed to have more freedom of movement and I could really feel it moving around. This was the first time I had p waves in succession and the first time that pattern repeated during my session.

I left it in for a long time last night (4hrs or so). While I had a pretty good session Monday with the MGX (and maybe my most productive to date), I think the helix really “awoke” my prostate. Even after removing it and going to sleep, it tingled for hours afterwards. And I’m still getting some residual tingly feelings there this morning.

I really enjoyed the sensations with the helix. I don’t have an agenda for my sessions, but just to lay back and enjoy. The p waves alone were quite pleasurable. The stronger ones seemed to radiate up my body which was great. Maybe I get to a Super O or maybe I don’t, I’m just enjoying the pleasurable sensations I’m getting.

“Playtime In Chastity”

I was awakened very early while in my jockstrap and cup. I had a hard, arousing erection and I knew it wouldn’t go down anytime soon. I am involved in another “living fantasy”. In this one, my “keyholder” will allow me to trade-off my hard cup for a regular jockstrap. The only catch is that I must receive a prostate milking (since I am now in Day 7 of SR). I agree and put-on the jockstrap.

The next thing I know is that I have received the HIH 950 prostate massager and it goes to work in about 10 minutes. {I know it is just a massager but it looks and feels like a lubricated finger of my keyholder}. I am tossing and squirming on the bed, trying to find a position that isn’t too stimulating. I can’t find one! I lay on my back with my knees bent up in the air. I am starting to pulse my hips as my prostate continues to give me immense pleasurable sensations. At some point, I am performing very rapid but light contractions and feel my cock get hard and then soft. I lost track of the time……

After about 50 minutes, I knew that the “milking” was over and my keyholder removed her finger very gently. I then had a choice: I could either put on my chastity cup again or put on my chastity cage (the CB-6000S). I chose the cup. After that, while still in the fantasy, she wanted me to watch some porn videos of guys getting cock massaged until they cum. Oooh! If only that could have been be my cock! I can’t even touch mine!

“A Hard Cup Is A Hard Cup?”

As I have blogged before, I am now in chastity all night. I usually wear my Shock Doctor Ultra Pro Carbon Cup with a matching boxer. However, since switching to a Shock Doctor Core jockstrap with the same cup, I feel that it is providing better support and consequently more stimulation of my package. I have been waking up most nights with an incredibly arousing erection. Sometimes, I feel like I am on the way to an autoejaculation or even a wet dream. Let me tell you: these erections are extreme and are long-lasting! Sometimes, I just feel like screaming from the level of arousal. At that point, I want to cum so badly but know I can’t. That is the ultimate success while in male chastity! Of course, the down-side of this is not as much sleep. But the upside is incredibly electrifying.

Since I am usually in my CB-6000S chastity cage almost every day for ~6-8 hours, I am not too far from being in chastity 24/7. The only time I am not is in the morning until after I swim. The logistics for that are somewhat too difficult to work-out. So for now, I will aim for 16-18 hours of chastity per day.

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Different sensation after coming of anti anxiety meds.

So I started taking meds to deal with my anxiety a few weeks back. Turned out the meds didn’t really suit me so I went off them, after consulting my doctor. I had all kinds of side effects. The one that got to me the most though was the loss of my libido and the fact that it was almost impossible for me to finish. These are known side effects for this medication so I knew what to expect.

Before I took the meds I had been using my Helix Syn for about 10 months. No super O but a lot of really good sessions and enough progress to make me a fan for a lifetime. One thing that I have found is that after i started using the Syn my nipples became super sensitive. I had developed a real connection between my nipples and my prostate so when I played with the I could feel an instant tingle down there.

However, since I went off the meds my libido has been slowly coming back and is now at the point where I’m back at my old self and almost constantly horny. My nipples though have not followed suit. I mean, it feels nice when I touch them but nowhere near how it was before. I’ve been trying to figure out why that is.

I had never given them much attention before and was very surprised when I found out that they were a turn on for me (thanks Aneros), and now I miss them so much!

Witholding for 10 days, going to about 22

Currently on a family vacation for 3 weeks and had my last orgasm 10 days ago and my last ride 12 days ago. Current plan is to go another 10-12 days witholding and the anticipation keeps rising so I keep supressing it. Looking forward to a ride soon!

“Learning To Let Go & Male Whole-Body Orgasm”

Thanks to @SOWithoutAneros for inspiring this amazing session! In a recent reply to another Aneros user, he suggested that he just had to learn to “let go”. Here is the background as I remember it…….

It started with a good positive attitude, which actually started yesterday in the pool of all places! While swimming, I got the strong sensation that as I approach people in life, I could either bring to them a dark cloud or a ray of sunshine! And I obviously want what is best for me and for them. So I carried this feeling all throughout the day yesterday and felt amazing.

This morning, I am relaxing in my new Shock Doctor 218 jockstrap with cup pocket. I use my Ultra Carbon cup and it feels amazing. I actually slept in it last night for the first time. I awoke about 2:30 AM with an incredible erection and a horny feeling that was extremely arousing. This carried me over into the next phase……

I am now chilling with a nice track on YouTube that I have experienced many times before: “DJ Fotis – Music For Sex (Round 4)”. And while listening to this track, I began to meditate…….

RO & CEI

Sunday morning, after five hours of edging to some porn on the web, though I wanted to edge to the brink, I still refused to accept cumming. Horny beyond belief I had given myself two orders: If I would cum, I would ruin my orgasm and I would have to swallow my cum.
My refractory period only lasted half a minute, enough to already discard to submit myself to that self-humiliation, as usual due to the lack of sufficient arousal after cumming and disgusted with the idea of swallowing that tablespoon of salty semen fluid just catched with a tumbler. But with ruining these 30 seconds have been enough to let my horniness regain its level and let me follow my CEI, proving that the refractory period already had ended.

Day 22 of 5th attempt

Happy to have made it to my 21 day goal. Nothing magical happens at the 21 day mark, which isn’t a surprise. I feel mostly the same as I did as soon as the day after I last ejaculated 3 weeks ago. These changes, expecially the last few days:

– if i get aroused during the day, I’ll leak pre cum, even if I am soft
– wake up in the middle of the night with erections that are pretty strong
– get blue balls pretty easily after being aroused if I don’t get a chance to play
– when im really turned on, like before sex im really excited about, it feels almost like a nervous/anxious energy

I was having issues with control around the 3rd week, but that seems to have gotten a bit better. Like I was having pretty strong orgasms and right at the point of no return a lot yesterday, but also didn’t have any close calls.

I’m going to keep going with it and see how it goes. I’m thinking of cumming around the day 34 or 35 mark. The ONLY reason I want to cum is because I think I had better control during sex when I had ejaculated at least once in the past week. But maybe I should use this opportunity as a challenge to really learn better control. I don’t know.