What am I experiencing???

Ok so I posted a couple months ago about some progress. I think I have made some more, but I’m not quite sure what I’m experiencing.

I read here somewhere about a “warm up” routine some one tried. Stretching etc. I also perform some harder clenching to start to tire out my muscles some.

I’ve been starting on my side. Just relaxing looking at porn like most do. Eventually I end up turning to my back and over the course of 30 min to an hour a shaking in my pelvic area starts. At the same time I’m concentrating on the aneros and where it’s hitting. I get a wave of pleasure or 2 but it doesn’t seem to last. The shaking builds gradually and starts to get pretty violent at times. All completely involuntary. It’s pretty cool. But I would think I would start getting more intense waves of pleasure at the same time which aren’t occurring. Im enjoying the process and I think I’m getting better at recognizing what I need to do. Today I adjusted the toy some and between the periods of tremors I described earlier and I felt increased pleasure from the toy. I don’t think I had it in the right place before.

I’m trying to assess where I am in the process and see if anyone has any suggestions on where to go from here.

Thanks

“Auto-Tensing With The HIH 950”

Another great session with the HIH 950! This massager continues to amaze me. I started out in the usual way, with basically “do-nothing” for 15 minutes or so. Usually, I will get a sensation for “auto-fuck” after that. But this morning, I got a completely different sensation. It is hard-to-describe, but the closest I can get is an “auto-tensing” where I cannot hold-back a rather lengthy contraction. This tensing was entirely automatic and I could not stop it. After a while of tensing (maybe 15 to 20 seconds or so) the tensing subsided for a short while, only to be followed-up with more tensing. And with each cycle, I became more aroused, felt my cock erect (but it really didn’t—it just felt that way) and I was leaking precum galore.

I re-positioned myself on the bed to be on my stomach. The tensing just continued and I began to lightly convulse and moan at the same time. I really wanted to let out a scream, but couldn’t since I was not alone. It felt like I could progress towards either a HFWO or a Super-O without much more work.

The morning was approaching and I knew it was time to stop this amazing session. I am continually impressed with the HIH 950 in how it manages to stimulate my prostate in all the right spots. As usual, after this 45-minute session, I am not sore at all. I feel refreshed and sexually alive! Read more »

Strong dry orgasms feel good

In the last week I’ve had somewhat successful sessions where I reach weak dry orgasms.
I generally don’t always reach dry-os and to me it is the thing that makes a session good.
Being in a almost orgasming plateau without reaching orgasm is very frustrating to me.
Yes, it is pleasure but it is not satisfying and my body wants the orgasm thing so if it takes too long I become frustrated.

Seeing that my body was aroused from these sessions and that it was likely I would reach dry orgasms again, I decided to record a session.
The first part of the session is in this link: http://www.xtube.com/video-watch/Aneros-Session-2-Multiple-Male-Orgasms-MMO-Part-1-2-30549581
I tried to upload the second part but for now it has some kind of problem so I’ll update to put here the second part when it is available.

In this video my best reaction to Aneros can be seen, in this case I used the Maximus model.
I don’t flip, shake nor do crazy things, and aneros almost doesnt move.

I like the do nothing method as I want to be surprised and I feel it’s the most comfortable way.
In this session in the previous 2 hours nothing happened.
Nothing means I only felt the general pleasure of the aneros in my prostate.
About 20 minutes before the first orgasm I start feeling something building.
This isn’t a guarantee that I will reach orgasm as many times I feel this and nothing happens. Read more »

Day 19 of 5th attempt

Everything going well. No wild swings in horniness, energy, or mood.
I did have some sessions this week, and other than that one I mentioned in my last update on Monday where I was soft and things just weren’t working, things have been great. My cock is super sensitive, so when I play with someone they just need to touch me very lightly to get me rock hard and orgasming. Also best to keep the touch to the base part of my cock instead of the top part.

Anyways – I think I’ll make it to 21 days this time for sure. My goal is to get to 34, and then call it quits for a bit. After that, I’ll go back to ejaculating only when the urge is really really really there (or happens accidnetally) which in the past was 1-2 times per week. It’s not a firm plan though – I’m just going to see how things feel once I start ejaculating again and go with the flow.

“End Of The Line: Get Off!”

My SR run ended at Day 16! Here’s how it went down…….

I slept in my “chastity cup” overnight. Got to sleep fine, no problems there. But about 7 hours later, I awoke feeling greatly aroused. I couldn’t shake the feeling this time. Neither was my erection subsiding anytime soon. I found myself thinking about sex constantly in my bed. I was leaking so much precum, I honestly felt “this close” to an autoejaculation. As I laid there, every slight movement while on my stomach or on my side would cause an increase in my arousal and it just would not quit! When I removed the cup, I saw a nice sticky wet spot about the size of a quarter!

I had the strong feeling that this was the “end of the line” and I would be ejaculating very soon. I “got off” the train very quickly!

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PS I am amazed that my refractory period doesn’t seem to be that long. I am getting hard again only after about 45 minutes!

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For those of you who have orgasmed, please clear up somethings for me.

I would like to start by stating my understanding of climax vs orgasm. My understanding is that most guys who think they’ve had a prostate orgasm have actually only climaxed.

These waves of pleasure are climaxes. Climax is that feeling of getting close to the summit. Orgasm on the other hand is that feeling of going over the top. If that makes sense!

So to date, I’ve only ever experienced climax. I’ve gotten really very close to orgasm and because of this I’m extremely confident they’re possible under the right conditions, but so far have not been able to go over the edge.

Now I’m sure if I had a partner willing to massage my prostate I would have already had an orgasm by now. As it is, I am still proud of my progress and I believe I will achieve on some day.

I also found a local company that specializes in prostate massage (well one lady), but the thing is I’m sure what she’ll offer is merely sticking her finger up your ass while she jerks you off. Obviously this isn’t what I’m after. It defeats the point.

My progress so far is – I feel I have mastered climaxes. I am now entering into the phase of contractions. I was really close yesterday and then my batteries died. This tends to happen. I was thinking of getting another device so I can swop them out if the batteries die on me. Read more »

“Good Vibrations: The HIH 950”

Wow! I decided to do another prostate “milking”with the HIH 950. I lubed-up as usual and just relaxed for the full 15 minutes. After that, I felt the massager go into “‘auto” mode and I just rode it out. About 30 minutes later, I could not believe the amount of fluid that was leaking out of my cock. I actually felt like I could achieve a HFWO if I continued. But I felt empty enough so decided to stop this session.

One interesting thing: I bought the HIH 950 primarily for regular prostate milking after a period of chastity. But the feelings I am getting from it are better than any Aneros model I have used before. I don’t know for sure, but I think the more compact size and shape of the 950 is hitting my prostate perfectly! I am now experiencing wonderful Aless just performing gentle contractions!

PS I don’t know, but I seem to be getting less intense “morning erections” since resuming regular prostate milking. I don’t know if this is normal or not, but I am feeling much less horny this morning. I’ll see how the day progresses.

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Day 16 of 5th attempt

Feeling so much better (less horny) today.

Yesterday, most of the day was still feeling in that hyper sexual / hyper horny state. I had a session in the afternoon for about 2.5 hours, then decided to stop cause of timing of other things I had to do. Interestingly, the guy im seeing right now came over and started initiating sex. I got rock hard really fast, and then soft really fast. He was teasing me and playing with my cock for a while, and then we had sex – but things just weren’t working. I was soft the whole time. Did have a few orgasms, but we just decided to stop. I think I just wasn’t in the mood all that much.

Been a calm and cool energy since then, and not as horny. So that pretty much concludes the 2 day EXTRA HORNY period of this attempt. In some ways sad to see it go, but happy to feel a bit more normal and controlled today.

Day 15 of 5th attempt

So it’s been pretty smooth sailing from about Days 0 to 12 or 13 of this attempt. I felt almost the same as I did the whole time on attempt #4.

Something changed on the weekend. I had sex Saturday afternoon, and energy level cooled after a few minutes when we stopped. That was normal (and something I thought i learned during SR, because I used to think Id be frustrated all day, but ive always felt like the energy cools quickly). Then Saturday night I got aroused again right before bed, and fell asleep like that. No dreams that I remember, but I woke up very horny on Sunday and couldn’t get sex off my mind. I had a very good session Sunday afternoon for about 3 hours, but then after when I stopped, the energy didn’t cool. I felt pent up horniness, buzzing, and was having orgasms and nice pleasure waves of feeling all evening, A-less, while doing other things like eating dinner and watching TV.

Monday (today), woke up and thats continuing. Not really walking around with an erection all day or anything like that, but im leaking pre cum all day so far. my underwear is wet, every time i go to the bathroom, i can see ive been leaking a few drops (and i am aroused all day, just not hard). Read more »