Yesterday horniness seemed to be a little lower than at full peak as on the days before, but nevertheless it was present all day long. In the evening I searched some porn sites and started masturbating at a very slow pace, just fast enough to help some precum appear on the glans. Starting some kegels too I maximized the precum flow and I got quite a lot to lick up. Some bigger amounts oozing already felt next to cumming but it was only clear precum. At five o’clock in the morning I surrendered to sleep, what was much too late. Today we’ve been out for a family date and the rest of the day we had to do errands and homework. Precum milking helped with my blue balls so far, as they are not aching so much today. Some Aless moments this morning and this afternoon kept quite dissatisfying. Five days left and more and more sceptical whether a wet dream may ruin my challenge on the home stretch.
Best vibes!
Day 6 of 5th attempt
Almost a week since I ejaculated. I’ve felt largely the same as I did before I ejaculated. Here’s some observations:
– Thurs and Fri night had a solo session with various Aneros toys in. The sessions felt good, but didn’t result in more than 1 or 2 small orgasms – but over the hour I was feeling a buzzing and enjoyed it. To be honest, I wasn’t trying that hard either. I was just watching TV and enjoying having someting in my butt 🙂 But it’s the first time I can remember in a long time 2 back to back sessions that didn’t really work out.
– Pretty calm energy. No big spikes in horniness. I’m interested in sex, but don’t feel like it’s a primary thought going through my head like it often is.
– I have blue balls today. I suspect it could be because of the two sessions I had the last two days that didn’t result in very much orgasmic reactions, and hence not a lot of pre cum released.
Probably going to have sex this afternoon, but going to focus a lot on relaxing and staying at an 8/10. Hopefully get some blue ball relief from that, but the blue balls right now are pretty minor. I had it on my 1st attempt at this, but didn’t on the 2nd, 3rd, and 4th.
“First Ride: The HIH Pro-State 950 Prostate Massager”
Well! My new prostate massager arrived yesterday. It was the High Island Health’s newest model, the Pro-State 950. My first impression was that: this thing is smaller than other Aneros models I have used. First off, it is thinner, shorter and has a newly-designed perineum tab. I was eager to try it out but frankly, I was a little disappointed.
OMG! That all changed once I inserted it. It went in so easily, without a struggle. Before I knew it, it has nestled-up against my prostate and was starting to work. The instructions say just to relax for 15 minutes before doing any contractions. What they didn’t say is that this device seems to work so well, I was doing auto-F contractions only after about 5 to 10 minutes. I couldn’t help but start the contractions sooner.
Did it work? How about 6-8 drops of not precum but prostate fluid on the first “ride”? I had the HIH PS-NEW which released prostate fluid but I was always a little sore. The 950 seemed to hit my prostate perfectly with absolutely no discomfort (except the good kind!) After I removed it, I had a wonderful Aless for about another 30 minutes.
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Fast-forward to this morning (early). I guess I was prostate-horny because I needed another 950 session. Lubed-up and away I went! This time, I managed to stay still for the full 15 minutes but it wasn’t easy. Before I even started contractions, I had an additional ~5 drop or so of prostate fluid expelled from my penis. I almost forgot how prostate stim feels after a long absence from Aneros. Now I know better.
Soon
I have decided to pull the trigger and upgrade from my helix to the program. I have been prostate massagers for about two years with little success until recently. I still live with my parents while I work and go to college so finding time for a real session is hard. (FYI my mom works from home and it’s a small house) Normally I use my helix in the shower to enhance my masturbation.
But about two weeks back I was really horny and it had been like a week without using my helix. Both my parents where home and I did not need a shower. So I decided to try something new. I smuggled my helix and lube into the bathroom. After insertion, I pulled my pants back up and put some TP in my boxers to catch my pre-cum. I went back to my room and crawled back in to bed belly down and worked on my homework and just let in sit while I worked. As I got about half way threw my work when something happend. An intense pressure appeared from my butt, which soon turned in to an intense tingling which spread down to the tips of my toes. This lasted a few mins and then faded. I waited for some time to see if it would come back or expand in some way but nothing other the usual good but not great feelings. Afterword’s I slipped back into the restroom turned on the noisy vent to mask my deed and released my load I had been holding back (which was much more forceful than normal).
For the last two weeks, I have been trying to create the same reaction with mixed results. Once I started to feel something like a pressure from my core was expanding out and was ready to burst but never really went anywhere. Kinda feel like I was subconsciously holding myself back. A few minor tingles here and there but nothing ground breaking.
I tried expanding my covert sessions but that just ended with me falling asleep with it inside and waking up numb to the effects to the point I have to clench to even really feel it. My best guess is that I may have become too eager and am not putting enough time between my covert sessions or perhaps being fully clothed is interfering with the process. Can’t undress because my dam door can’t lock so anyone can just barge in at any time.
Anyway, I ordered the progasm because the original (generic) prostate massager I had was a tad bigger than the helix but the shape was off so it never felt quite right. I am hoping the progasm will be able to apply the pressure I want while not feeling like it is unwelcome in its new home. If I get the chance I will post about my first go with it
Starting Up Again
Several members were commenting recently how much they enjoyed the blog I used to have here. That being said I am starting up with a new one. So Lingham is back !!!!!! Look for new entries as they come.
“What?…….Did I Cum?”
Following about 7 hours in my chastity cage, I “released” myself and crawled into bed with my wife. I was in Day 12 of SR and was eager to reach Day 13. But something happened. I felt the need to be close to her, so I started to “spoon”. And she did not resist; after a while (15-20 minutes or so), she suggested that I re-position myself so she could better reach me. I already had a strong hard-on and she began to fondle my package ever-so-gently. About the only thing I remember now is a constant moaning. She kept this up for as long as I could take it. How long did this last? Not sure, but I think 30 minutes may be about right. I reached a point where I knew I was close to the PONR. I remember telling her to stop and that I could not take any more. I was starting to shake and almost ready to let out a scream. I needed to get a towel so she could “finish me off”. When I got back into bed, I re-positioned myself and began to stroke my cock. I used my non-dominant (right) hand and she was deftly and gently stimulated my scrotum. I was in a euphoric state to say the least.
“Male Chastity: New Feelings”
Well, I am in Day 12 of SR. I am still in “pseudo-chastity” almost all day. I sleep in a “chastity cup” and most of the day, I am locked-up in my CB-6000S cage. Today, while locked-up, I am noticing more spontaneous erections just “out of the blue”. They last a little while and then subside. There is a feeling that I am going to precum a lot more today. I’ll check it out later in the day. At the same time, I am getting more horny and developing a new sense of urgency for a release (ejaculation). These feelings seem to be building-up more now. As I am typing this, I am developing yet another erection (#5 this afternoon alone). I don’t know if this is considered “normal” for male chastity, but I like the feeling!
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Oh man! If I had a keyholder now and were truly “locked-up”, I may be climbing the walls soon, begging for orgasmic release. At the same time, my wife (who is not my keyholder) has not been very amorous lately, so I guess you could say that I am now experiencing the feelings of a “real” male chastity lock-up! It will be up to her to decide my fate.
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Some Progress!
So I decided to try an a-less session a couple nights ago and honestly I’m kind of shocked!
I had great subtle pleasure flowing through me at times, and I think I felt a wave or two that felt almost as good as a regular orgasm!
Unfortunately it didn’t last very long, but it’s gotten my hopes up 🙂
I’ve recently been feeling these ‘pleasure bubbles’ that feel like a bubble is sitting on or just near my prostate. Earlier today I thought I may have felt a fart coming on and – with my libido being high due to abstaining from masturbation for a week and a half – confused that fart for some kind of prostate pleasure.
However, about an hour before I began my session I noticed that same feeling happen twice in a row, but they felt much bigger and honestly if I relaxed myself into them I think I would have instantly came. That’s just conjecture though, seeing as I’ve been on this journey for a few years now and am just beginning to understand the intricacies of it all.
Has anyone else felt something similar on their path?
Day 2 of 5th attempt
I ejaculated on Sunday.
Monday I was crazy horny all day.
Today (Tuesday), I just feel normal again. Like about the same as I felt everyday the last month (which covered 3rd and 4th attempts). It was only the 1st and 2nd attempts where I noticed big swings in energy. It’s more subtle differences now.
I’m thinking that this attempt is going to be boring. It’s also going to be my last attempt for a while. I think semen retention has lowered my sex drive a bit. Based on my life experience, my sex drive is optimal when I ejaculate 1 or maybe 2 times per week. It’s not a bad thing – I have a lot more calm and cool energy. And it’s nice the last month (I only ejaculated on March 13th and 26th) to have better focus on work and other things. I’ve also been able to have sex whenever I want, and get turned on easily (even if the desire wasn’t there ahead of time). I also seemed to have a new level of control and better able to tell when I’m getting close. Not sure if related to semen retention directly, or just because I’ve been paying a lot of attention to control and separating orgasm from ejaculation.
Either way – my “failures” have been learning experiences. Even if I don’t get to 21 days, I have learned new things trying and observed feelings and moods I might not have paid much attention to otherwise.
Day 31 of 2nd SR-Challenge: (to be continued in the next few hours)
Yesterday, accidentally reading over a post I had already read months ago, exactly on New Year’s Eve last year, I was struck by the insight how far my journey has gone by now. Only now I realized all the changes I went through and the deeper understanding of @flexxor’s wisdom made all the difference. It’s rather unbelievable how boldly and concurrently sagely this young man in his twenties oozes his wisdom to the forum: To those still waiting and WANT to get that “Super O”; Here’s how … To me the key assumption was “Keep this in mind during Aneros sessions: Don’t get caught up in everything. LET your mind wander. Don’t control it. Think of it like this (since evidence has proven people learn better with metaphors): Flow, like a river. Don’t fight it. Just let go and go with the flow. The same with the Aneros.” An imagination of my binaural sessions following the orders of online domina shibby (links you can find in some of my older blog posts) I got used to was sliding down a long helter-skelter into a basin of a black liquid of pure bliss. Now I lay down on my couch and a mingled imagination of both fantasies occured to my mind. It didn’t take long to give up to this scene and a wonderful super-O came over me out of nothing but meditating about this fantasy.