I was up til the wee hours chit-chattering my brains out with the most silly nonsense with dj and brine, the after-hours club. I finally closed the lid of my laptop thinking I would go to sleep. I was curious about how my body would respond to the severely modified MGX, no p-tab or handle ring. And how the Tantric prana exercises which I learned yesterday would affect me. So I played with moving energy around with no-touch, and with concentrating energy in my abdomen. I felt the prana or energy follow my no-contact hands like nothing I've ever experienced. It is a new super power for me. I'm reminded of a childhood dream about my grandfather walking around with his hands extended and rays coming from them onto the trees and plants. He was a great gardener. So I finally fall into a deep sleep and wake up at dawn, feeling very good. Wave after wave of sweet contractions with a rolling sense of pleasure, the most intense and longest series of dry orgasms yet. So this is what they were talking about! I still had to give the contractions a push start occasionally, but they kept on coming for hours. This time I felt the presence of some of the men here, thinking about me, caring about me, encouraging me, knowing me at some deep level. I kind of got concerned thinking that men were talking about me behind my back but decided that they meant me no harm. I've had some bad experiences with men in my life. I haven't much noticed this kind of presence before, mostly my own empathic feelings about certain men. Some of the men touching me I didn't even know. It wasn't a vision as much as a thought. I imagined what they were saying. At last I really needed to get back to sleep but found it impossible because of the pleasure. I took out the MGX with great difficulty because my ass didn't want to let go, knows a good thing. But the orgasms continued and seemed to be escalating the more I tried to quiet my body. I started feeling my ass, my anus, perineum, scrotum, looking for the"off" switch. Unfortunately unlike Data, I don't come with that feature. So I decided to just cup and hold my balls and dick, my old friends, which I usually find comforting. I was afraid my dick would get the wrong idea but he behaived and the orgasms slowly passed. I never did get back to sleep but it was worth it!
Holy fucking crap!
My wife came home before the helix sym came. I went to bed to catch some z's before she came upstairs. Still don't have the helix in my hands. But, I just had a full-blown star-spangled peridise Super O. Four peaks, three convulsions, and my prostate feels swollen like a plum. The odd part was that all of my peridise boys were in their case, and none were in my
butt.
Well, I'm up now, and I'll see if it came. I sure as hell just did!
Indeed it did come, I found the package outside the front door a couple of hours later. I quietly tucked it away without drawing my wife's attention to it.
Now I has it, and it's two thirty in the morning, and my wife is going to sleep. My edge is off, but maybe that's better for a new experience than the quivering need my tail was feeling earlier.
The starting gun is ready to go off as soon as I get upstairs and prepare for action.
Today's Blog
Pardon the unoriginal if descriptive title. If I think too much it gets stale. Again these are my impressions from last night, less a session than just me, my life. I've decided that although my last blog entry wasn't perfectly what I might want, I don't care, this is mostly for me.
Again with the calm seas with one something in the middle, a kind of combination yawn, stretch, gasp, sigh, and mini O. What is it? But the real action was all inside. I realized that the elephant in the room is that what is going on here is I am getting acquainted with my inner life, my body, my sensations. This may seem painfully obvious to everyone but it's new to me, to be able to be focused on these ineffable impulses coming from my body in a natural relaxed way, for any length of time. I've always been inward-looking but all in my head, never my body. So this is new.
Conversations with myself
I have often Heard it said some of the best conversations are with yourself. I have learned some of the possible side effects that can occur when you rewire. Some of those things have made me reevaluate whether the benefits truly outweigh the side effects. I was looking for answers last night on the chat but no one was around to bounce ideas off of.
So I had that conversation with myself I feel like the week off may have hurt the progress made with my helix syn. The mind is needed to get a super 0. So I need to get the mind free and clear to be able to properly rewire. So I guess I should ask for help of the folk's on this site. I feel like I don't belong not too many guys my age on here so maybe I am getting involved too early and should hold off till I am older. I ended up having a half hour conversation with myself in chat so maybe I am going crazy. I think I am going to jump back into it this week.
Still no luck with finding out who's the bro that gave me such a life changing gift.
#TheMoreYouKnow
The Mapping of Greater Orgasmic Responses
[11:04:43] artform: By awakening our prostates, we are awakening the energies that power our regular ejaculatory orgasms, and we learn to separate those dry energetic Responses from the wet orgasms Response. That separation of those two elements of regular sexual orgasms is the great key and great gift from the aneros practice.
[11:04:48] djblackknight: It's my body telling me it's fun time
[11:05:11] artform: could be indeed, most likely!!
[11:05:42] djblackknight: O wow
[11:05:42] artform: Could you take a bit of time and have a hands-free, no ejac session then?
[11:06:10] artform: Although that could make the 3:00 am thing a habit tough to break too.
[11:06:35] djblackknight: Yeah
[11:08:02] djblackknight: This chat has helped open my eyes a bit and I have gained understanding in this
[11:08:39] djblackknight: I will take all the understanding I can get
[11:09:09] artform: The guys talking hallucinations are experiencing some of the possible effects from the higher levels of dry orgasms, and there is no need to fear those, as I will explain now.
[11:09:29] artform: Evere do Tai Chi or any Kung Fu?
[11:09:41] djblackknight: No
[11:10:15] djblackknight: Would that help
[11:11:20] artform: Those practices are based on the same energies we all have that drive our Orgasmic Response, as separated the Ejac Response.
[11:12:03] djblackknight: Okay
Like a virgin …riding for the very first time.
The mail truck is in the neighborhood with my helix syn. I'm panting and quivering.
Peridise
Wow, I can now say I love the peridise. I have been using the peridise for normally 2 hour sessions lately, until last night. I decided I wanted to try overnight and see what happens. While my intentions were to have it in for sex with the wife, which didn't happen, I ended up with great surprise from the peridise instead.
About 10pm I took a nice hot shower. Before I got in I made sure to clean out the back door. After I got out of the shower I inserted 5mg of aneros sessions lube in rectum. Then put a coating on the peridise it self and inserted it.
By 11pm I had good feelings and it was time for bed.
So I crawled into bed and laid there snuggled up next to wife. After trying to encourage sex for a little while it was obvious the wife was not having it so I just laid there next to her.
I needed up falling asleep shortly after. Right before falling asleep I did some basic contractions. I'm getting to the point where my muscles will pull the toy all the way in. Which I have to say as the last knob is pulling into me is an amazing feeling.
So I go to sleep and I start having great dreams. I don't remember exactly what they were but they were great from what I can tell. So I wake up at 1:30am with an amazing erection. I'm feeling good all over and extremely horny. So of course I try to coax sex again from wife, which was not haveing it still. So I go back to sleep.
I wake up again at 3:30. Again rock hard erection and horny as can be. Tried for sex again which didn't happen. But I had this amazing feeling all ov my body. I felt as if I had many O's which I probably did but being asleep I didn't know it.
At this point my muscles all over my body were tense and yet relaxed. My butt, anal canal, rectum everywhere in my arse, was wore out. I would imagine this is what it would feel like for someone to take it in the back door hard for a few hours. By this didn't bother me. It was a. Great feeling.
At the 3:30 wake up I did decide to take the peridise out. I had the feeling it was getting dry. Which on removal I was correct. I thought about lubing back up and putting it back in, but decided it would be good to take a break.
I'm defiantly going to try some different lube and now have to get the full setof peridise along with the tempo.
I think I will try the Shea butter method and see how it does for the next overnighter.
Coming up this week I will be travleing so I will have at least 2 overnight dates. I'm thinking one with peridise and one with my classic. Let's see what happens.
As much as I would like to have a session when I get home I feel that my arse and body need a break tonight. Can't wait til later on in the week for round #2 of overnight sessions.
Today's Blog
Rather than describe what I did and felt, I'd like to describe what I was thinking and feeling during this session. I didn't have the time for a lengthy session but had vivid impressions that I want to put down while they're fresh.
After settling my body in with the progasm, I listened to Brine's 2nd recording again, comparing meditatively what he was describing and what I was going through, trying to follow his trail as far as I could. I like his voice, very comforting and masculine. I got as far as Pleasure Plateau, a nice intense place high in the clouds. On the way I shed some tears because it was so beautiful up there but I was weighed down with baggage from my life and couldn't get to the peaks yet. I shook a little contemplating what terrors I might have to face before getting there. I next watched some lovely porn of loving and sexy men together. Now I was even higher up the peak. I thought about the sense of total well being, of absolutely knowing that I am a good man and always have been no matter what. I thought about how this little piece of plastic was interfacing with my soul to bring up these incredible thoughts. I thought of all the men that I've gotten to know here and get close to )virtually but really(. I cried for some that are having a really hard time temporarily and my helplessness about doing anything for them. I cried for all the men who will never feel this contentment and ecstasy. I thought about writing a blog to describe all this.
Session 4
Well, I graduated to the small advanced, and I can indeed control it to my full satisfaction. WOOWEE! I found the real trick to it … ignore the stem and what it is doing. The bulb at the end is the target. You want your muscles gently insisting on being stroked by it. Softly, softlee catchee monkey! Just push it out gently a git and let the muscles nibble at it and bring it back. if they catch it, your hips go off the bed, and either you lose control of your muscles and flop for a minute, our you are caught in a whiteout that expands and orgasm to the whole room for a minute or two. GAWD! I used to have ejaculations like that, with my consciousness squirting throug my skull to splash on the ceiling and drip down the wallls, flowing back to me, but not nerly this extended! Loves it, I does! This afternoon I put on the video in the forum that wonders if this is what you get? I was matching him for frequency and intensity, except for sound, and I lasted longer. Now I have to cut myself off. My Helix Syn should arrive Monday, and I want to have some energy to greet it with. If anal is this good, how good could prostate with a purpose-engineered device be?
session 3
Checking whether I could control the large advanced well enough to make she small advanced tapdance behind my rosebud. Think I got there, with an audience cheering in the chatroom.