Drip, drip, drip

Fellow journeyers,

Being a man with an awakened prostate opens so many new doors. One that is wonderful, yet difficult to explain (although I know many of you will understand) is the great deal of satisfaction one receives when allowing orgasmic pleasure to rule.

Many times, many, many times, I find myself in no need of ejaculation/orgasm for satisfaction. The depth of prostate orgasm sates my appetite completely. Even when with my wife, I can give to her to the point where she begs for me to stop – she is satisfied too – yet, there is no intercourse.

That was it this morning. Spent a great deal of time touching her delicate, responsive skin. She wriggled in pleasure until she was completely happy and just turned to cuddle. During that time, I was enjoying dozens of -less orgasms, happy as a clam. I needed no more.

We cuddled in slumber for an hour or so. She left the bed to start her day. I got up a bit later to begin mine.

Gravity did its thing and, I swear, a cup of precum streamed out of my dick when i stood. It strung itself between my legs and down to my feet and even a bit of a puddle on the floor. I smiled a smile of complete gratitude. It was a bit of a flood. So lovely and pleasing.

I am a very lucky man! Read more »

More Helix

For the next week after receiving my Helix I think I had maybe 5 sessions. Felt like I might be overdoing it a bit before I got more used to the size and didn't want to be too sore to enjoy it fully. I know it's not a large toy, but it's still the biggest thing I've experienced.

Each one of those first sessions was full of new sensations. Typical length was about 1.5-2hrs. Like others had said, I was learning that I couldn't produce the same sensations with the same actions every time, but I was enjoying everything anyway. I think the random path a session takes makes it even more enjoyable, not knowing what to expect next, but sometimes things would die down until I thought I was done. Sometimes I was done, and sometimes there was another good build-up. Believe I hit some more of the smaller milestones in those sessions too.

Lube combo of vaseline/water-based worked well for me, helix came out pretty well even after the longer session. Still want to find a healthier alternative though.

I did make it to the fourth session and fifth day without ejaculating that week and I can definitely say I could feel my arousal increasing daily, but the urge to just pop that bubble was maddening and eventually I just couldn't help myself again. Very curious to know where the arousal would stop building with regular aneros use and no ejaculations. Hoping I can find out without having to cut off my hands. Read more »

working out

tho i won't be back home and in reach of my aneros boys, i've continued to do my kegel exercises this week. that way, when i'm home on monday, my cunt will be primed and ready for hours of aneros pleasure. i also haven't cum in a week, so my prostate is tight and aching to fully engage with my aneros.

New toys. Maximus,Vice, Peridise set

Hi there long time no blog!
No blogging coz there was nothing much to tell.
I have been in a bit of a rut really.
The progasm Ice is nice and the helix has been king for long while. I had stopped working for a long while there but has been great for a long while now.
Eupho really was doing nothing. Whats up with that, it was my favorite.

I was given a second hand maximus, vice and peridise set. Sounds yucky I know but I cleaned them all thoroughly and boiled them for 45 minutes to kill any chance of STDs.
I first tried maximus bigger than helix but smaller than progasm. I would have to say just right.
Lots of movement and pwaves, it had me dribbling at hello.

Vice. It was awkward to insert not like progasm ice but it then seemed to bounce around quite well.
I then tried the vibrations oh god do they vibrate right up in there. It had me squirming yes but my session was slowed. It was massaging my prostate but the vibrations desensitised my prostate.
The vibrations cause contractions but the advantage is drowned out by the vibration itself. So why bother?

Peridise largest one i tried this after vice so not a fare judgment. I fell asleep with it in and it was working but not well. Will have to try it again by itself. Read more »

chaste week

i'm out of state, with no privacy and neither of my Aneros boys with me. Next post will be after 7/1.

Double the pleasure

This is my very first entry to my new blog. So it'll be brief for now. I'm basically a solosexual that loves and worships my Cock. He's been my constant sex partner since I hit puberty. But I recently discovered he has competition. Thanks to continued experimentation with my first Aneros, I now realize I have a whole new sex organ — my mancunt. I've enjoyed numerous mini-O's over the past few months, once I realized my Aneros was so much more than a funny shaped dildo. Once I learned to relax, breathe deeply, and ride the wonderful waves of erotic pleasure my Aneros gives my pussy, I'm all the more devoted to the love and adoration I feel for my body, my Cock, my Hole and myself.

Prostate discovery

TL;DR
* Prostate finally felt – warm and tingly.
* No touching or erotic audio/visuals.
* Letting the body naturally shake engorges the sensations.
* Realising and understanding the unique feelings when Aneros is in, as opposed to out.
* Some positions worked better than others )Durr…(
* Shaking my right leg 'released' some pleasures, odd.

The session last night uncovered a few things that, while obvious, helped me to get proper usage out of the Aneros. Saying that, this is what virtually every entry goes into )if it isn't sulking(

Feeling perked by my project finally moving forward, I felt I could sleep for once that night. Some insecurities were dealt with and fear levels were down. My arousal took a flying leap from this, though. Maybe it was pent up by the stress all this time.

So I thought maybe giving the Aneros another go might give something worthwhile. It sure did. Putting it in I remembered to take note of what feelings I was getting in session. Within half an hour in – it occurred to me that the Aneros is generating pleasures from the prostate. Typically in sessions I use imagery and nipples to progress things, but this was the wrong way of doing it. This time I just let the Helix sit in there and do nothing else. Read more »

Analogous Quote

"The bird of paradise lands only on the hand that does not grasp." ~ John Berry

I came across this quote on a Facebook post today and it seemed analogous to the rewiring journey upon which we all have embarked.

I often use a similar story image when explaining this experience to new users when they struggle with "trying" to get somewhere in their journey.

If you pursue a wild deer in hopes that you will pet it, or feed it, it will flee from you. Chasing the deer will only increase the distance between you and it. But, if you wait, patiently, with an open, receiving hand, the timid deer will eventually come to you. It will eat from your hand, sweetly connecting with you in a way you could never imagine. That magical touch will forever alter your perspective of life and you perception of what joy is. You may even utter, whisper )so as not to startle the wild thing away(, "It kissed my hand."

I looked and looked online to find out who John Berry is/was. But, I found nothing. If anyone knows anything about him, I'd appreciate it if you let me know.

Brian

Hook, Line, and Sinker

So I received the Syn-Helix only five days after I had got the Peridise set and could hardly wait to have a go with it in a late night session.

Just holding it, it looked like it would be making more contact with everything, and I was visualizing how good it would feel fitted inside me. Was so eager to feel the added sensations the p-tab would have, and also the pivoting effect when the Helix started moving. Surprised by the silicone coating, I actually expected something a little softer, felt more like a firm rubber toy. The texture of the silicone seemed like it would encourage more friction than the peridise plastic I was getting used to.

Made sure I gave myself plenty of time to get acquainted before I had to be asleep. From doing forum research, I decided I would try the vaseline/water-lube approach since thats what I could lay my hands on immediately, and until I could get something better. Turns out to be a very effective combo for use with the helix and the peridise, much better than just the lube alone. Sliding the helix in for the first time was not very uncomfortable, mostly because I was getting used to the peridise, even though there's a lot more of the helix. Inserted very slowly, waiting for the moment when it felt like it wanted to be drawn in, savoring those first sensations. Felt the size for just a minute or two before it became quite comfortable. Walking around the house gave me some new tingles, and by the time I retired to the bedroom for the night it felt like we were made for each other. Read more »

Rule Breaker

The Aneros re-wiring process is a lot like learning to take quality photographs. Strictly follow a few simple rules and before you know it, you’re snapping photos that amaze your friends and family OR having mind-bending Super Orgasms!

For the longest time all my Aneros sessions followed the re-wiring playbook verbatim. Especially once I reached the promised-land! No way I was going to mess with such a good thing! The same routine every time: Good preparation; Get aroused; methodical insertion routine; focus all attention on sensations; some contractions to get going… and NEVER EVER touch my cock!!

This way I had consistent great sessions with numerous Super-Os. It all started to breakdown when I got my Progasm ICE. This monster took me to a level of ecstasy and desire beyond my imagination. At first, I resisted change, focusing on keeping steady routine for Supers, but my body wanted more!

Reading a photography blog one day, I saw a question asking how do you take your photography to the next level. A Pro answered, once you become well versed in all the rules, BREAK THEM ALL!

Now I’m a Rule Breaker! I freeform my Sessions now and it just keeps getting better and better! I can’t remember the last bad ride I had. Still make sure good preparation prior to starting, but once started it’s whatever enhances the ride! Read more »