Hook, Line, and Sinker

So I received the Syn-Helix only five days after I had got the Peridise set and could hardly wait to have a go with it in a late night session.

Just holding it, it looked like it would be making more contact with everything, and I was visualizing how good it would feel fitted inside me. Was so eager to feel the added sensations the p-tab would have, and also the pivoting effect when the Helix started moving. Surprised by the silicone coating, I actually expected something a little softer, felt more like a firm rubber toy. The texture of the silicone seemed like it would encourage more friction than the peridise plastic I was getting used to.

Made sure I gave myself plenty of time to get acquainted before I had to be asleep. From doing forum research, I decided I would try the vaseline/water-lube approach since thats what I could lay my hands on immediately, and until I could get something better. Turns out to be a very effective combo for use with the helix and the peridise, much better than just the lube alone. Sliding the helix in for the first time was not very uncomfortable, mostly because I was getting used to the peridise, even though there's a lot more of the helix. Inserted very slowly, waiting for the moment when it felt like it wanted to be drawn in, savoring those first sensations. Felt the size for just a minute or two before it became quite comfortable. Walking around the house gave me some new tingles, and by the time I retired to the bedroom for the night it felt like we were made for each other.

Rule Breaker

The Aneros re-wiring process is a lot like learning to take quality photographs. Strictly follow a few simple rules and before you know it, you’re snapping photos that amaze your friends and family OR having mind-bending Super Orgasms!

For the longest time all my Aneros sessions followed the re-wiring playbook verbatim. Especially once I reached the promised-land! No way I was going to mess with such a good thing! The same routine every time: Good preparation; Get aroused; methodical insertion routine; focus all attention on sensations; some contractions to get going… and NEVER EVER touch my cock!!

This way I had consistent great sessions with numerous Super-Os. It all started to breakdown when I got my Progasm ICE. This monster took me to a level of ecstasy and desire beyond my imagination. At first, I resisted change, focusing on keeping steady routine for Supers, but my body wanted more!

Reading a photography blog one day, I saw a question asking how do you take your photography to the next level. A Pro answered, once you become well versed in all the rules, BREAK THEM ALL!

Now I’m a Rule Breaker! I freeform my Sessions now and it just keeps getting better and better! I can’t remember the last bad ride I had. Still make sure good preparation prior to starting, but once started it’s whatever enhances the ride!

Summertime, and the livin' is easy

So, school's out for the summer…

– Sleeping in like a lazy bum
– Chatting with my pals
– Sharing energies
– Encouraging long time friends
– Creating connections with enthusiastic new Aneros colleagues
– Exploring new ideas
– Enjoying hours of alone time
– Feeling new sensations
– Being amazed at how powerful -less sessions are
– Dreaming of new possibilities
– Wish-listing new Aneros purchases
– Gleaning from dear friends
– Reconnecting with long time pals
– Understanding more of what it means to be a rewired man
– Desiring more and closer connections
– Expecting nothing but new discoveries

Yes, summer is here.

Brian

Baby Steps

After sleeping in late Sunday morning, I awoke feeling really good. For a brief moment, the thought of having a morning session flashed through my head, but after thinking about it a little more, decided I wasn't really feeling it. Remembering how the peridise had made me squirm the night before left me with that satisfied, contented, morning-after feeling. Although I was anxious for a repeat performance, I figured I might be better served to give myself time to recover, and to read the forum for more insight and knowledge.

So, for a string of 3 days I read a little during the day, and experimented a little at night. Was reminded not to try and force the process, but as I had seen its potential already, I caught myself doing it again and again, not really relaxing. Kept using the 20cm toy for the nightly sessions and it quickly became like another body part, very natural feeling. None of the nightly sessions in that 3 day span were of the magnitude of the Sat. night romp, and not even close to the lawnmower thing, but they were increasing in intensity night after night. Felt like not rubbing one out was having that effect, but I caved again Wed. night because I thought if I didn't, I was going to have a really hard time hiding all the untimely erections my nightly sessions were giving me during the day. Noticed the "phantom" sensation of the peridise still being there, often at an inopportune moment, or sitting would cause me to be aroused for no discernible reason. Even when my penis wasn't erect it was still hanging full and thick, so just moving around any at all would make me aware of it and aroused again. Loved the sensations, just not practical for my work enviroment.

First Thoughts

I'm starting this blog to help record my experiences for the community and for myself, because this is likely the only way I'll be able to remember if I start getting hazy on them later on. Ever since my first purchase arrived I've been mentally distracted, so this blog might be a good idea for me.

I'd been considering buying something like an Aneros toy for a few months because, at the time, I didn't know much about prostate stimulation, but was sufficiently curious. After much window-shopping, I seen a deal for the complete peridise set that I could live with and put in the order. Used the common ground delivery for shipment and ordered it on Thurs. 5/30, so I expected it to be a while before it arrived. To explain my choice, one of the selling points of the peridise was the ability to help manage hemorrhoids, and that's something I'm concerned with after one too many running-late-for-something power-poops. Mine are only minor but I've been taking care since their intro into my life. So I figured, help those + potential pleasure = win win.

Lawnmower Man

So, I was impressed right away with the aneros packaging, kinda of gave me the feeling this was something more than a cheap plastic toy. The actual box the set comes in is ideal for keeping the toys together when not in use. I was thinking at first I'd just be trashing the packaging, but the box is nice enough that I believe I'll keep it. The peridise themselves had a lot more heft than I had imagined too. Not sure about the construction, but they seem to have something heavier than plastic inside. enough weight to leave a knot if you rapped someone on the head with the larger ones. Pretty heavy for a four-inch piece of plastic. I found the toy's surface texture to be very smooth, not really slick and glassy, barely perceptible texture. Only thing I found issue with was with what I think would be the beginner set )22cm + 18cm(. I found sharp )to the rectum( seam ridges on both sides of both of those sizes in different spots. I won't be using either until I do some work with a piece of fine wet-sandpaper or something else to get them perfectly smooth. But the advanced set )20cm + 16cm( I found were almost blemish-free, so I was still pretty pleased with my purchase.

The Awakened Prostate : A Celebration of National Masturbation Month

)I composed this blog entry a few days ago for BateWorld, a social website for guys into masturbation. It was at BateWorld that I met a few guys in September or October 2011 who use the Aneros and encouraged me to get my first Aneros models(

I am a red-blooded American male with a normal sex drive. Like most guys when I entered puberty at age 11, I began noticing subtle changes in my body. First, I noticed a spurt growth in my body. My genitals began to get large and I saw the sprouting of my first pubic hairs. While all this happened, my voice began to get lower and deeper and soon afterwards I had to learn to shave. But most of all, I began to get those irrepressible erections.

All this began happening more than fifty years ago in the early 1960's. In September 1963, I entered 7th grade. PE )Physical Education( was a core subject in those years. We had PE three times a week. I grew up in a small town in Northwestern Connection. In those years, both Junior High and Senior High occupied one campus. Our school gymnasium had modern, innovative architecture in those years. My deep consciousness gave me the impression that our gymnasium had the quality of religious shrine. In fact, it was a shrine to athletics. Our school system had one of the best programs in both academics and athletics in the State of Connecticut during my impressionable years.

Bliss Restrained

I call this "Bliss Restrained" because despite my entire family being home I had a strong urge to hold a session late at night, so I had to hold back a little bit. I had refrained from traditional ejaculation for almost two weeks by this point, only indulging in dildo/aneros play, nipple play, and masturbation with no ejaculation. That being said I am in a constant state of hyperarousal: every sexual thought or erotic rub radiates pleasure from my prostate or other erogenous zones, erections come and go in high frequency and often linger for a while, my prostate constantly feels full and never lets me forget it. The session turned out to be significantly better than I could have hoped for, and unfortunately I was forced to restrain myself a little bit )wild movements and moans of pleasure( so as not to rouse attention. So this session took place last night, starting out with my Maximus and continuing/ending with the helix – running Hypnaerosession all the while. The reason I started out with the Maximus was because I had a decent session with it a couple of weeks ago and still try to maintain some sliver of hope for it. For 20-30 minutes it was actually pretty ok but the long time problem resurfaced once things started to get decent: since my perineum swells up from arousal and due to the "pointy/thin" nature of the tab, the tab swivels off-center and gets stuck to one side or the other, disrupting prostate/perineum contact and requiring constant adjustments )within seconds of each other(.

First anniversary with the Aneros, 6/3/13 )A work in progress(

Hi guys,

Monday yesterday morning I observed my first anniversary of working with the Aneros. But before that event, in September or October 2011 some guys on BateWorld, a social website for guys into masturbation, introduced me to the Aneros. They were devoted Aneros users and saw how it enhanced both their prostate health and their sexual wellbeing. They encouraged me to buy my first models. So in late December, after seeing some hot Aneros videos on Xtube, I purchased the MGX, Helix Classic, and Progasm Classic models. However they looked so formidable, even menacing. How could I insert them, especially the HUGE Progasm, into my anus?!?! Thus they sat unused for many months.

Then in late March 2012, Aneros.com began marketing the Helix Syn model which has a soft silicone overlay. I was one of the very first customers to order one in early April, a few weeks later. But still it laid unopened and unused in its box for about three months.

Finally, I summoned enough courage to use the Helix Syn for the first time a year ago, early Sunday evening, June 3, 2012. I was amazed at how easily it inserted. Three weeks later I began experiencing my first P-waves and involuntaries. A few weeks later last July, I began experiencing my first walkinggasms, chairgasms, and bedgasms as my prostate began to waken up. During these weeks as I began to participate in the discussions on the Aneros Forum, I purchased the Maximus and Progasm Ice models, some weeks later the Eupho Classic.

Vice and the paddle

It's been a while since I created a blog post. There is a reason for this. I tend to share so much on the forum and chat about what I feel during an Aneros session that I want to use my blog for new explorations and new sensations.

That's what my blog is about. It's about me combing several elements of my sexuality into a self-reflecting exercise. There are two very key parts of my sexuality that I wish to combine into a fluid and coherent mixture. I'm combing my passion for BDSM and my tantric energies. Aneros is the tool which I'm using to generate and expand the tantric energies. I can full succumb to the pleasures and sensations of Aneros. I can build that energy, move the energy around, create pleasurable feelings in other parts of my body. I can connect to a cosmic force reaching out. There's an entire realm that Aneros allows me to be part of. Rather, that other realm is constantly in existence. Aneros allows me to venture into that realm for just a little while.

This post is not about that connection though. I've written about that before.

This post is about the connections I'm making between pleasure and pain. This is about BDSM, tantra, and combing aspects of sexuality.