It ended up well

Hi again, today I’m going to tell you about my last aneros session, but, before that, let’s go back to yesterday night.

After a very looonnnggggg day waiting for my now usual night session, I finally headed to the shower. I am getting used to cleaning my insides before starting a session, as it makes everything easier and I don’t have to worry about shitting myself everytime my ass does something. The thing is that some water was lost in my insides, everything will make sense later.

I finished taking my relaxing shower and went to my bedroom. There, I put 2 towels on my bed (this is going to be important) and I lay down with my prostate vibrator and bottle of lube next to me. The idea was to start the session with my vibrator and then change to an aneros session. Anyways, before inserting the toy, I decided to finger myself to stretch my ass and lube myself (as it is clean inside, I can really enjoy it). I inserted a finger I had previously lubed and I felt something wet was going out, but they were just some drops. Once I had finished fingering, I took my finger out and my anus contracted letting some water that had been God knows where get out. I must say I found it funny as I had never had this problem. I stood up, moved the towel in order not to lie down on the wet spot and continued playing. So, guys, be careful with anal douching if you are as newbie as me, water might go deeper than you think, hehe.

Why no T shirts?

I’ve googled around and there seems to be no t-shirts that have some nice text graphics or illustrations that say or represent “Pleasure Waves” or “Internal Pleasures”, “Super O, Ride the Wave” why?
the Aneros site only has this t-shirt
https://www.aneros.com/product/official-v-neck-t-shirt

All night long

As you may know, I’ve spent this week having a session every day. I haven’t had penile masturbation for 10 days and my prostate is starting to react to new stimuli. Having said that, let me tell you about yesterday’s session.

The night started with my usual routine. I had a shower and cleaned myself up, fingered a little bit and headed to my bedroom. I put some towels on the bed, lay on face up, knees up, feet flat, and started to play. Yesterday’s session was about getting used to my aneros. I have been using my prostate vibrator this whole week so my prostate gets to recognize new sensations and become more sensitive, it seems it worked.

I lubed my aneros and slided it in. The toy is really made to be inserted in an ass, as it is so comfortable that you almost don’t feel a thing, but this time I did feel something. I tried to relax more and, a few minutes later, my legs started to shake. I was able to feel how the toy was pressing against my porstate when it moved. Was it a strong sensation? Well, I had to focus on my prostate to feel something, but it’s been an improvement that only took a week. Minutes passed and I started to feel even more relaxed. I was experiencing new sensations and the toy was doing its thing even if it was still difficult to feel. Suddenly, I got to experience a new sensation, my body stopped shaking and I felt a peace I had never felt before, it was like being out of my body, it was very pleasurable.

Moving forward

It seems that posting my experiences has become a habit. I have to tell you that this last week has been incredible regarding the progress I have done. I still have a lot to improve, but I’m moving forward. Before starting to tell you what happened during yesterday’s session, let me explain myself. As I have been doing a session almost everyday during this week and the amount of new sensations I have discovered is huge, my story won’t be as accurate as I would like it to be. It is possible that I mix information from other sessions or change the order the events really happened. Anyways, all that I’m about to tell you happened.

So, yesterday, I decided to try my prostate vibrator again, as my prostate had become more sensitive during the previous sessions. I have to say that I was looking forward to having a session, as I had some nipple play in the afternoon and I has able to have a dry orgasm for the first time (it seems that my mind didn’t let my body ejaculate in order to be fully prepared for the night). That said, I took a long shower, cleaned myself up, relaxed, put some towels on my bed, lay down, face up, knees up, feet flat, and I started.

Just did something new.

Disclaimer: i have not achieved super o, only a few small dry os.

So I was jerking off, about halfway through, and I wqs feeling a little different. I was feeling a little bit like I do during an aneros session, a little call to relax. So I did.

Normally with a traditional orgasm a la the hand, you actively get yourself “worked up”, “excited”, and tense until you climax release.

I instead took the methods I use during an aneros session and used them while jerking off. I actively relaxed as much as I could, kept jerking, and relaxed my mental state and got to that sort of drifting meditative feeling you get during a session when you also a little “high” or lightheaded. I kept jerking off, but I also almost completely forgot about my dick, I just let my hand keep going and relaxed my body and mind.

Then I just relaxed more and more, sought after and allowed myself to drift in the lightheadedness. I paid some attention to my prostate and it kinda felt like my prostate was very much swelling and filling my body.

Then I came. The seamen / fluid was normal, regular fluid, not just prostate fluid, and the refractory period afterward was normal, but it *felt* different.

I can only describe it as a prostate-cenrered traditional orgasm. I forgot about my dick, drifted in mental peace like an aneros session, and came while mentally relaxed instead of a tensing and release, though there were contractions as normal.

Making progress

Hi again. If you have read my previous posts, you know that I am trying to achieve a prostate orgasm, let me tell you how things are going.

Yesterday I decided to have another session making use of my prostate vibrator. My mind is starting to change, as I don’t look for a wet orgasm anymore, I’m focused on achieving a dry one during my sessions. In the afternoon, I had some nipple play that almost made me cum, but I prevented myself from doing so, as I wanted to be 100% for the night. I haven’t had penile stimulation for a week, I only had a hands free wet orgasm (HFWO) some days ago, so I was horny as fuck.

In order to prepare myself, I followed my new routine. I had a shower, cleaned my insides and relaxed. I went to my bedroom, put some towels on my bed and I lay on it, face up, kness up, feet flat. I was ready to start my session. I lubed the prostate massager and slided it in. I took it out and I slided it in again. I tried to relax for a few minutes while I was feeling my ass “filled” with my toy. Once I was more relaxed, I switched it on. This time, I looked for a pattern that would make me feel comfortable. I finally found one, it was as yesterday’s, my toy buzzed, but, after buzzing, I felt 2 beats. So, it was it, my toy started to buzz and hit my ass until it moved and pressed against my prostate. I tried to relax even more and enjoy the sensations.

I ended up with a smile

Hi again, it seems I’ll be posting some more experiences as they are really helping me.

Yesterday’s session was really special, as it was the most intense one I had ever had, but let’s start from the beginning. I prepared myself for the session I was waiting for. I shaved, brushed my teeth, took a long shower, cleaned myself up (I’m starting to enjoy this, it makes everything easier) and fingered a little bit to get in the mood. I put 2 towels on my bed (just in case) and I got prepared to enjoy myself. I lay, face up, knees up, feet flat, and I decided to start.

I lubed my prostate massager (it is not far bigger than an aneros) and I slided it it. I needed to take it out and put it in again as it is not as comfortable as my aneros, but, in the end, everything was fine. My body was expecting me to switch it on, but I waited. I used that time to feel the toy inside me. It moved a little bit and I had an aneroslike sensation for a few moments. At this time, my body was begging me to turn it on, and so I did. The toy has 9 different vibration patterns, being the first one an slow but continuous vibration. My body decided that it would be a nice starting point. The sensations were great, but they became greater when my ass started moving the toy and placed it just againts my prostate. Firstly, I thought the toy was going to fall, but, after checking it, my ass was embracing it and I was completely sure it wouldn’t go out. By the time I realised how good it was feeling, the toy was already hitting my prostate quite hard, so I decided to increase the vibration by changing the pattern. The second pattern is the same as the first, but it is stronger. It really changed something as my legs started shaking a few minutes later. However, I wanted to try something different, so I changed the pattern till I found one that fitted me.

How the aneros slowly teaches me how to manage relationships

For information purposes I own the aneros and my thing is that, I get sucked into situations where I like how it starts and then stay in until I realize that I’m in it and struggle to take the exit lane.

Didnt have a fatherfigure / male role model since the age of 9

Also realized that it made a hard impact on my job since I rely on recommendations after successfuly finishing the job for marketing purposes.

The process of getting recommendation was for me the hardest part, since I’ve made myself alot of pressure by not talking about it till the end and then being so obsessed with it when they tell no. It’s like consuming porn giving it all and in the end when the time is up trying to quickly force it by applying more and more pressure. This evolved into a downwards spiral since I had the highest per client turnover and from the outside it looked that everything is going fine. Didn’t talk about it and let the inescapable situation come to me. No more clients and the pressure which I made myself by boasting my ego how “good” I was. When I compare it to the aneros and the traditional penile orgasm I developed a sense that the penile orgasm is the enemy. Even one of my clients (with I can talk open to) told me that I behaved like a castrated cat. I went from extreme (to having a feeling of chasing something) since I felt that If I don’t get any result, the feeling of being on the chase gave me the sense of being on the right path. This lead to many failed chases since, I knew there’s nothing to get. It even went so far that I pushed my car on the highway up till 200kmh and stayed there, where my car was at almost 6000rpm I almost died there if it wasn’t for a guardian angel that flashed its lights to warn me from a long shape curve.

New Decade

For me, after several months of dull or limiting sessions in my Aneros journey, I have almost stopped having them.

Then, I suddenly and unexpectedly reached new heights in the last seven days. It started with finding out that I may be alone for several days and nights that inspired me to prepare mentally and physically for potentially long sessions that would allow me to relax and re-discover pleasure, and continue my journey. I was getting very excited about that. Whilst that didn’t transpire, I held back and decided not to orgasm in a traditional way. What followed was completely unbelievable, phenomenal and blew my mind completely.

Day 1 – On day 1, my partner went to bed early. He didn’t know that I was holding out, so I decided to just lay next to him and slip in a generic massager that was closest to me. I didn’t experience any overwhelming sensations, but it was pleasant. This increased my arousal further and I wanted more.

First steps

Hi again. As said in my last post (“Trying to explore further”), I was preparing myself to have an aneros session, and so I did.

Before starting my session I had a long shower. I used that time to relax, clean myself (inside too, hehe) and stretch a little bit. I rarely finger myself as I can’t sense my prostate, but I really like the feeling I get, so I went on for a few minutes. I first inserted my middle finger, however, I knew I could take more and I slid my index finger too. It didn’t hurt. I massaged myself from the inside trying to enjoy the experience. Afterwards, I washed my hands and I was ready to start my session.

I put a couple of towels on my bed and lay on, face up, knees up, feet flat. As I was already relaxed, I decided to introduce my aneros helix trident. I lubed it and it went in quite easily. I would like to say that an incredible sensation started forming, etc. But no. Inserting the toy felt good, but that’s all (I’m quite new in this, don’t expect me telling that I had incredible orgasms, one day I will, but not for now).