This report is surely NSFW as it describes my today’s initiation ceremony of my new non Aneros tool I lately bought for rediscovering anal pleasures, I had experienced lastly before beginning my Aneros journey two years ago. And I’m admittedly still struck by the fantastically rewired sensations. In details (last chance to skip NSFW reading matter.):
I’ve chosen a setup in the showers where I attached the realistic black dildo’s suction cup to the wall opposite of another wall I would be able to lean against. Only slipping on the condom and applying the lube to that member dangling from the wall felt like handling a real c*ck. Oh, f*ck, while remembering the initiation my gland just took over, tears in my right eye, strongest thrustings in my abdomen and an inner erection and a buzzing of enormous power. And a little ache from my penetrated h*le too. Back to typing my report, ignoring the ongoing involuntaries thrusting forward my pelvis while typing this. (“F*ck! That’s gonna be a tough challenge!)
After having lubed the dildo thoroughly, I applied some lube to my anus and inserted one finger to massage the opening. Then I already was so eager to get the dildo in me, that I made a first attempt. Oh no, I’ve become really tight again. Too long time since getting laid. Remembering my own advices giving lately to another guy here, I began to press as with a boulder movement, and got the glans a bit further into the entrance. No, some more lube has been necessary and I had to massage my sphincter a bit too. All the time I’ve been fully erect and my member was pulsating in lust, while thick drops of precum were oozing out and abseiling to the shower base. Slowly my sphincter managed to let my new black friend in and finally I forced it through the first sphincter. I stopped and accomodated with the size. What a difference to the Aneros tools. This typing of my report makes me horny beyond belief, especially when bringing all the lustful scenes back to my mind. I’ve always been a fan of teasing my sphincter muscle. That’s the spot where I feel the ultimate itch. Some dry orgasms shaking my body just proved my words. After a while I tried the inner sphincter which was not as easy to overcome as the outer one. So I slipped off the member and applied more lube on it and to my h*le. Rotating my *ss I went for the next try. Yeah, now I made it and could slowly take the whole length of that black friend in me. What a pleasure, what a filling feeling. Of course all my experiences with the real ones came in to my mind and I had to admit how I’ve missed it, how anal retentive I in fact am. I had to withstand the urge to go wild and soothed myself to take it slowly. Although my h*le just feeds back, that I may have overdone a bit, I had indeed taken my time and begun with slow motions pounding against the shower wall until I finally could feel the balls. Every now and then I slipped off the dildo only to savour the massage of my outer spincter by the pronounced glans of that dildo again.
I took great pleasure in my absolute control what this member did to my anus. With a real man behind it, there is an alien will that might not be one with yours. But I indeed could absolutely determine and reliably get what I wanted from this dildo. It just made me understand why women love those toys so well. They are not in a hurry to shoot their load. Their stamina is endless and when warmed up by my anus it even more and more felt like a real c*ck. And I took it that way. It became really an awesome f*cking, what was going on in my shower cabin. My ass cheeks were wet from sweat and slapping against the shower wall, I was moaning and squeaking with lust, and several dry orgasms shook my whole body. Not only a few times I was so overwhelmed by the pleasure in my anal canal that it forced me off the dildo, everytime thinking I would otherwise just have ejaculated handsfree. My member was pumping and pumping and oozing precum on and on. Now I began to vary my motions, taking turns at going over the whole length of insertion, teasing my sphincter, dragging out and plugging in, shoving it in as deep as possible. Every now and then I thought, hey, that’s enough for the beginning, but then again I couldn’t stop. All together it might have been a 45 minute session or better standing ovation, 😉
Arguing I could have a second session later, I finally could persuade myself to call it a f*ck. After cleaning up, only seeing that dangling member on the sink let increase my urge a lot to get laid again as soon as possible. My consciousness just wants to throw in, but your h*le is still aching, but my horny gland keeps telling me this little sacrifice is to be made. Gladly everyday life keeps me off from another session for a while, so my h*le gets sufficient time for its recovery.
Tag: Involuntaries
my personal experiment. good strides made
This is a recreation of my original document and may not contain all info but will try as best as possible to not leave anything out. My computer decided to do an update and for some reason deleted the entire saved file. I also don’t claim to be a story writer so expressing my sensations will be lacking. I will endever to try to make strides in the future, for now this is just to get it down before forgetting things
I have just finished a 21 day SR and found it do do nothing for me. I don’t feel any more feisty but that is to be expected since I have nothing to get excited about. This is going to be the documentation of a 7 day experiment of using only the aneros product, either helix or mgx, no masturbation, edging or stimulation of the sweet spot. I want all stimulation to be from prostate massage either internal w/ said tool or external from deep tissue massage. I will use massage of the sweet spot to get things going if needed when using one of the tools only. each session will be about 1 hour long or there about and do nothing sessions.
EDIT. I really pushed the time on Fri, Sat & Sun. having gone several hours.
I was given another puzzle piece.
I was enjoying myself Friday night, riding my waves of induced pleasure when out of nowhere helix gets sucked up hard… Let me explain what I mean
Seems my prostate still hasn’t decided to join the party yet. How do I know this. After spending multiple times doing nothing, and nothing happening except the random twinge, this can be the only answer. Now don’t think I’m getting frustrated because of this, I’m not. I feel that I’m still ahead of the curve. So in the mean time I’ll do both, some do nothing and some external massage of the sweet spot inducing orgasmic bliss. Doing this is cheating but not interfering with progressing as this point is going to get stimulated in the process and allows me to work on the amount of contraction required to get the involuntary’s going plus the head is dancing around on the pleasure center.
So as I was saying, I was enjoying some light bliss, when without warning helix was thrust deep inside. My orgasmic sensation went away which I thought was strange but was presented with a new sensation. I had been holding a 50% contraction when this happened. I could feel my anal & rectal muscles moving in opposite directions in flowing waves like they were fingers trying to learn about what they now felt. This was the first time when I stopped massaging that a feeling didn’t stop at the same time. I’m unsure of how long this lasted, seconds perhaps? This did stop when I slowly started to release the contraction to completion when I tried to just relax and let it flow. I think If I had just held the same 50% these waves would have lasted much longer but having never experienced it before I was unsure what to do with them, I won’t make that mistake in the future.
latest encounters
It has been a few days since my last entry so here we go.
Monday 12/3. I planned all day to have a meeting with my new friend, I was excited to see if we could return to a few days prior. While in the shower I joined up with my friend and it was smooth and easy. Helix slid in so gently, wanting to be together with me, feeling like an old lover who new all your subtle curves. Once fully locked in embrace my friend just disappeared, I could feel the slight movements letting me know she was home. Curled up in bed to start a sensual dance but my lover decided that all she wanted was to penetrate with no movement, cuddle with me and be in the moment. We drifted to sleep never making a sound or releasing our embrace.
SR Day 10, 500 Kegels and the Florida Turnpike
So this entire week I have been holding firm to the 500 kegels every morning. On top of that I hit a new SR milestone of day 10. Day 10 seems different. From the moment I woke up from my heavily sexual dream I felt tingling all over. I finished my crossfit workout with a lot of energy left and got in my car and started to do my kegels.
From the very first one I felt an insurmountable wave of pleasure. It was unbelievable. By the time I got to 20 its almost as if my body took over and just started to lightly brush against my prostate. I barely had to do anything. In fact I can feel that my prostate is larger and juicier than normal. I know this because even the lightest of kegels and I can feel it and its pulsing and feels ready to burst.
All this time I am just driving through my normal streets trying to get to the turnpike. Even though I was feeling pleasure I always get to some pleasure state while doing this. Only once I got a Super-O while driving and that was basically in my neighborhood.
Today made twice.
I got to about the 300 mark…and then things kicked into overdrive. I started to feel the familiar tingling and in my attempt to try and make it stop I attacked my prostate from a different angle and I went into full involuntary contractions that intensified. I gripped my wheel and forced my eyes to stay open on the road and I started to moan uncontrollably.
Minor progress after 1 week even if I was cheating
Last night I had a partial brake through. Went to bed with the mgx. I started on my left side. After 30 minutes of do nothing and nothing happening, not even a twitch I decided to roll over on my back. I reached down and started to massage my perineum just above the p-tab. An orgasm started almost immediately than rolled into another more intense than the first. I lost count after 5 as they started to come closer together with out a break between. They just kept coming each getting slightly more intense.
The entire time I was riding these orgasms I was holding different levels of contractions allowing my muscles to involuntarily contract but this was not happening as a feed back loop. I think it was just happening from trying to maintain a set level of contraction.
The last orgasm I remember my body was so fully engulfed that I lost track of time. The one thing that stood out about it was the sudden feeling of a strange sharp pain that exploded from my prostate that caused my belly to clench than start to flutter maybe a dozen times before stopping. This feeling was scary but exhilarating at the same time lasting mere seconds before passing to allow the orgasm feeling to swell even higher before fading off. I believe that this was caused by the mgx sliding along the prostate as it was designed to do to create these feel good feelings. Could this have been the aforementioned p-waves? I looked at the clock to find I had been surfing this session for an hour plus but didn’t want it to stop.
The Drive to Work
Well this morning was interesting. I finished my crossfit wod…got in My SUV and did prepped myself for the 25 minute commute.
As normal this is the point where I do my 300 a day kegels. Today was about to be different. So I am heading south on the turnpike and I am about 220 kegels in. I hit some traffic and thats when things went into overdrive. My prostate began the familiar tingling and before I could even get to stop the involuntaries took over and right there I was getting that orgasmic feeling. Cock was hard and just as I was taking a deep breath a cascade of orgasms hit my body. The more I fought it the the MMO bathed me in its warmth.
I moaned loudly in my SUV. I got super scared because I know this normally leads to a super O and I know I cant drive under that kind of state. At this point I was whimpering…almost begging for it to stop.
And with one last shiver up my spine my prostate relinquished its hold on me. I grabbed my cock and squeezed it.
What a way to start the day.
The Beat Goes On
On the trip home from that first successful session my prostate was buzzing; that buzz lasted several hours. The gentle hum deep in my anal canal was juicing my libido big time. I was leaking heavy all the time. The hum in my anus also triggered intermittent erections that caused my cock to drool precum. I felt higher than a kite. I had arrived at MMO. After I arrived home I texted an on line friend in the UK that I had been sharing the details of my efforts with telling her of my success. She was fascinated. I also told my wife about my experience. She was OK with it but was still really worried about my heart and whether it was safe; we still had not had sex yet.
It was another two weeks until I had the chance to travel again, so another succession was not possible until then. It was during that two weeks of sharing the details with my friend in the UK in writing that I discovered my love of erotic writing and sharing descriptions of my anal orgasmic experience and the journey of sexual discovery I was on. So I registered for a Blog on WordPress using the name I was using on Sex Forums and began to give my sexual narrative. I used the forum thread in Sex Forums to drive readers to my WordPress Blog. Sex Forums was also where my On Line UK friend was from; her name there was Princess O. The blog was becoming very successful. At the end of that first month I had 1000 subscribers. I loved the writing. It aroused me more than watching porn. At the end of a year I had 10,000 subscribers.
short and pleasurable session (still no O)
Came home very tired and after a couple of beers, wasn’t aroused but what the hell why not. Inserted Helix Syn, with underwear on. Didn’t feel much at the beginning, started doing some light contractions and within a minute they turned into involuntaries with whole body spasms and shakes. Tried to stay relaxed as much as I could but deep breathing still interferes with the pleasure.
What was particular for this session is that I started to feel very sexy and at the same time confident and comfortable in my body. Often times when I get really aroused with anal/prostate play I started to feel kind of womanly and that is somewhat awkward and confusing. This time it wasn’t a concern, I felt whole and beautiful and erotically awoken, with this energy flowing through my whole body, releasing the tention and transcending into bliss.
Touching the nipples lightly would trigger lightnings through my whole body that wouldn’t stop. It was very intense but I was tired and when another wave subsided a bit decided to go to sleep.
first time with hypnaerosession (blew me away)
My god was it something.
The idea to combine aneros with hypnosis always seemed promising. As I had mentioned before, I tried some “erotic hypnosis” tracks on pornhub but they were a huge distraction (although pleasurable). I also tried some general relaxation self-hypnosis before the sessions. So I was very excited to find about the Hypnaerosession – a special 2-CD self-hypnosis recording specifically to use with Aneros (you can find them on the website and purchase as a CD or as a download).
Had the evening to myself so after a good meal, a movie and a bath I went to bed, put my headphones and hit play. Immediately I was told to insert my Aneros which I did. The voice sounded rather sexy and I felt eager to give up to instructions.
I was very aroused and started having a throbbing hard-on (which is rare for my sessions). The hypnosis has really started to do its thing, and I started to uncovering levels of relaxation and pleasure unthought of before. Visualizations were very helpful and worked well to continue to build up the arousal. And when she started to instruct to touch the body lightly, the lightning bolts of whole-body pleasure started driving me mad.