So last night I had an Aneros session. I started with the Progasm which felt great, then used my Feeldoe More for a while, then back to the Progasm. It was this last time with the Progasm that I eventually had a single mini-O. Stronger than the ones I had almost a month ago. It was very odd in the sense it was a pleasant surprise, and I just have not figured out any particular reason as to why they occur sometimes and not others. Anyways, so my Progasm was just ever so pleasantly pulsing in and out of me via my involuntary anal contractions. And I'm focusing on the amazing sensations and also only stimulating my nipples half as much as usual, and then I notice that something relaxes and let's go in me and the lovely orgasm bursts over the top in bursts of joyful pleasure. Wow! I so love it when this happens. It is so dream like yet highly pleasurable. This time though it was not satisfying right after, it felt just a bit too short and not intense enough. So I tried for another and just couldn't make it happen. Ah well… Another time. :(
Tag: Involuntaries
About 40 hours of Aneros session time now, time to share again
So I have had about 20 sessions since I have started my glorious journey with Aneros products and I feel it's time to share some of my personal findings!
Sit back and relax, I will probably be as wordy as I ever am! Enjoy!
I'm not sure where to start this exactly so I will talk it out as I go, I guess =D
If you have kept up with my previous blog posts you will get an idea of where I was at. Well let me assure you it as only gotten better with time. I cannot claim to be rewired, but my good lord has the experience and the pleasure been absolutely breathtaking!
I have continued my sessions moving forward with lighter contractions, on RARELY really deep contractions anymore (Unless I am going for a Super-T)
I gotta say…. sticking with the light contractions, alternating between direct anal contractions and PC contractions has sky rocketed my pleasure levels! P-waves a plenty, oooh my goodness! I haven't had any Super-O's yet, or any hands free dry-o's, but I don't even care. The build up has been glorious!
Since I have started I have added 5 more models to my collection. I have outlined each of them in the forums, but I will touch base here to keep this from being pages long, and I will include the link to the thread it's in as well.
More mini-O's
So last night I once again experienced a couple of mini-O's. They were very mild compared to previous ones. But they felt more energetic in the sense of I could feel the energy moving up my torso. And less of a release than ejaculatory orgasms give, and prior more intense mini-O's had. Looking back at my previous entries, it seems like it was somewhat similar to what I had back in August. What I found interesting is this time it was the second Aneros session of the day, which usually never leads anywhere, so that was a surprise. And it was this process of feeling a good sensation, and focusing on it while encouraging and allowing it to build. Feeling the Progasm slide in and out of me via my involuntary contractions and thusly against my prostate and perineum was absolutely delightful feeling. After the two mini-O's I kept the session going to see if more orgasms would happen, but I just couldn't seem to get there. I would love it if I could attain these orgasms more regularly, but you know how that goes with the hopes and expectations. 😛
My Ride Gets Even Better
I haven't been able to ride my Aneros for at least two days now and this evening I was tired, but I needed a ride. I prepped by showering and douching as normal. Injected lube, and coating my Progasm. I began my session relaxing on my side.
Since I was tired I slowly drifted off to sleep with that wonder'ful' feeling in my anus. Probably at least 30 minutes went by and I was awakened by the Progasm being moved by my sphincter the Progasm was gently massaging my prostate. I slowly began to allow the rhythmic movements of the Progasm to touch and stimulate more and more of my P-spot. Waves began to flow. My experience to date has proved to not fight this movement and to just relax even more while concentrating on the sensations. The P-waves continued and then just as slowly as they built up they resided and I fell back to sleep.
Minutes went by again and memories of my youth began to flood my subconscious of the first time my High School buddy and me realized we were gay and we had to experience each other for the first time. The Progasm again awakened me as my whole body is moving in my bed with more intense P-waves. By now I feel a quiet giggle in my belly that I must let out. It feels good to giggle with the P-waves and a body that is controlled by my Progasm. Again my body slows its involuntary movements allowing me to rest blissfully again.
A Wonderful Session and a Fantasy
I have not done an entry here in quite a while, but I just came off of one of the most exquisite sessions that I have had in a long time. I decided to commit the experience to writing because just yesterday I was chatting with someone in here on the magnetic pull that my desire exerts on my body. When my desire sings in my thoughts I am weak, I cannot ignore it. I have lined my underpants before I sat down to do this entry as I am sure I will be leaking profusely before I am halfway through it.
I have come to realize that my most euphoric, deep and resonant sessions occur when just the right combination of conditions, thoughts and bodily functions come together in a “perfect orgasmic storm” so to speak. Such was the case last night. My sessions over the last few days had been really half hearted and very short. None were more than 30 minutes and I was unable to maintain the mental focus or the erotic inspiration to rise to a pinnacle of sensation. Twice this week my wife coaxed a copious amount of cum from me, once orally and the other when we were in a very intense mutual masturbation session. That masturbation session was two nights ago and it literally drained my balls. Over the last few weeks I have been finalizing my erotic novel to send it to some friends for review and comment. A few nights ago I was editing a part of the story that is in a time and place of a homoerotic exchange between my character and another main character. The narrative describing their sexual liason is particularly steamy. Editing gets me extremely aroused as I can read without stopping too much; as a result I was feeling extremely sexy.
Success?!
Since my last entry, I've practiced about three times. The last time I got my leg to shake a bit, like a dog being scratched in just the right place. This time, I took it to a whole new level. I had today off from work, and I had just come home horny from the gym. As usual, I was wearing my jockstrap and cup. My ass was ready to work, so I slipped in the Aneros and I laid down on my right side, knees bent. To heighten my arousal, I had a long loop of erotic pictures on a screen next to the bed. For the first hour, I was trying hard to maintain that partial contraction, experiencing lots of involuntary anal pumping.
Finally, I straightened my legs a bit and lightly flexed my glutes to add pressure to the P-tab on my perineum. At the same time, I was doing valley breathing into my stomach. I got a little bit of leg shaking, then I rested.
About 5 minutes later, I continued the partial contraction, a bit tighter this time. Again, I straightened my legs, squeezing my butt closed over the Aneros. As I beared down into my stomach and tugged my left nipple, I began spasming all over, thrusting uncontrollably like a jackhammer.
This freaked me out but it felt great. The spasming lasted about 10 seconds, but it could have been longer. I also realized after the spasming stopped that my butthole was still pumping by itself and I'd thrown a strong boner.
I rested again for a while, then started the same technique. I began shaking and thrusting wildly again, my erection began poking outside the side of my jockstrap. Unfortunately, the friction from thrusting began stimulating my cock, and I instantly ejaculated onto my stomach. I think maybe this experience was the fabled super orgasm, at least before I unloaded. What a rush! My heart rate was up for at least 10 minutes afterward.
Pumping
I haven't been using the Aneros for more than a week due to work stuff, but now I'm trying for more. I began training again yesterday, holding a partial PC contraction, then slowly contracting my anus. Involuntary contractions come and go this way.
Today, I got down on all fours in front of the mirror to see what was going on back there. As the Wiki explained, the P-tab has problems staying in place and it would rotate off my perineum. However, I was able to generate some visible involuntary spasms in front of the mirror, which looked great.
XTube seems to have a lot of Aneros users, though most of them are jerking-off with it. That isn't what I want to do. In fact, a lot of XTube submissions are using the Aneros for Kegels, which I believe just makes you sore down there. But XTube does give me some idea about what's happening in other men.
Mini-O of a different calibre
I had another mini-O last night during my Aneros session. It was different though then the ones I've had before. It didn't feel like I was having an ejaculatory orgasm like my other mini-O's felt like. It felt like this mild yet gentle expansion of pleasure and well being whose source was the prostate. The area of that sensation inflated like a balloon. And through out that was a lovely pulsing sensation which was the Progasm being moved by my involuntary anal contractions. Very unlike a traditional ejaculatory orgasmic experience. But still very nice. I'm not complaining one bit since it's been many months since my last mini-O.
Another twist in the road of my journey – late July and early August
Since this is more of a journal I'll be updating my experiences semi-regularly. Skip to the end of the blog for the latest entry.
I found that I had unintentionally hijacked the topic in the"weed" forum discussion with my Salvia Divinorum experiences and thought that my descriptions of my experiences were more appropriate in a blog. So here it is. I'll keep updating it as I go.
June 25
salvia divinorum looks interesting; quick acting, short duration, not addictive, meditative affects, no hangover. I'm going to try it.
Wikipedia says "Mazatec shamans have a long and continuous tradition of religious use of Salvia divinorum, using it to facilitate visionary states of consciousness during spiritual healing sessions.[1] Most of the plant's local common names allude to the Mazatec belief that the plant is an incarnation of the Virgin Mary, with its ritual use also invoking that relationship"
June 26
Here's a poetic description of the Salvia Divinorum experience from the Pharmako/poeia by Dale Pendel:
"It's like a mirror with no frame: some don't see it at all; some do, but don't like what they see.
It's like cat paws, soft cat paws pressing, or like a bunch of bird tongues lapping the mind. Or like tiny fingers, the way ivy fingers reach out to climb a wall . . .
Forbidden Fantasy
I am in Seattle visiting my daughter and son in law. They have a great place out here; it is a tri level modern house with four bedrooms, one of which has total privacy on the lower level. That is where I am sleeping. I am here without my wife as I came to California on business and this was a side trip as long as I was on the west coast. I have been here four days so far … I will leave at the end of the week.
I have been spoiling them, cooking their favorite things and going out to eat. Yesterday my son in law )a volunteer fireman( had an evening meeting to go to at the firehouse and my daughter wanted to go to a book signing and lecture in Kenmore up on Lake Washington. I volunteered to go with her. The author was no one I was interested in; her books appeal to young and middle aged women. They are one step above chick lit. It was a really hot day yesterday, the first one we had since I came here.
As we drove into the parking lot in front of the bookstore I noticed a green space across the street, it looked like a park. I decided that maybe I would go and cool off by sitting in the park under the shade trees while she was in the book event; the trees shaded the lake and obscured the view of it.
We parked in the lot and my daughter went into the bookstore and I walked across the street to what I thought was a park. As it turned out the “park” was a club for member s only. It looked as it had a beach on the lake, a clubhouse and tennis courts.