My road to discovery

This is my 1st blog on my path to discover new things about my body and my prostate. For years (I am 54) I have been curious and experimental with the feelings I would get when inserting something in my anal cavity. I would always do this on my own and alone (fingers, dildos, etc) as I was embarrassed. I thought I would be seen as gay or "freakishly kinky". About a year ago my wife and I had a "breakthrough" in our marriage and now we communicate more openly about sex.

I also saw a doctor for hemorrhoid treatments and received laser ablation therapy the effectively eliminated them. During the exam and treatment, the doctor educated me about my prostate and "milked" me… it was a defining moment in my life. I told my wife about it and, after our breakthrough last year, we researched about prostate massage together. We were buying some sex toys to spice up our bedroom time and I suggested an Aneros. Since we weren't sure of the success of the product, we decided to purchase a lower priced knock-off model of a MGX/SGX. I will say now that I am sorry that we didn't go ahead and spend the money for the real thing as the knock-off has some design flaws. I am currently awaiting the arrival of a Progasm. After some experiences with the smaller MGX/SGX stye model, I desire a more full feeling so I and stepping up to a Progasm.

The Before Times till The Now: The Sleeper Has Awakened

Just realized I had gotten my membership to the forums the other day and I figured it was time to start this blog detailing my journey up till now.

Must have missed the verification message when it came months ago, but no matter, I've been doing fine on my own.
However, on the 4th of July, after the fireworks, I had some interesting things happen that I believe have really redefined what this amazing little device is capable of, to me.
Therefore, this time is as good as ever to start this, not only to keep a record for myself, but to help others who may need some insight. Let's start with a little history…

Way back in March 2012, I broke down and bought an MGX model Aneros and a six-pack of Marksman lube. This was only the second time I'd bought a sex-toy )although it is obviously more than that( the first being a Fleshlight.
I had been fascinated by anal play for a while, although most of my attempts hadn't gone over very well… Fingers didn't reach far enough without holding an uncomfortable position and even then all I could feel was pressure against the back of my dick, nothing pleasurable really.
I first learned of the Aneros, oddly enough, though reading Japanese Hentai. After finding out that it was a real thing I found the wiki and this forum, as well as a few videos.
After a few days of reading up on it, I made the decision to buy one. Next paycheck, I made the purchase. This was before the Syn models came out and just after the Vice, but after some research I settled on the MGX: classic, average, good for beginners.

The Awakened Prostate : A Celebration of National Masturbation Month

)I composed this blog entry a few days ago for BateWorld, a social website for guys into masturbation. It was at BateWorld that I met a few guys in September or October 2011 who use the Aneros and encouraged me to get my first Aneros models(

I am a red-blooded American male with a normal sex drive. Like most guys when I entered puberty at age 11, I began noticing subtle changes in my body. First, I noticed a spurt growth in my body. My genitals began to get large and I saw the sprouting of my first pubic hairs. While all this happened, my voice began to get lower and deeper and soon afterwards I had to learn to shave. But most of all, I began to get those irrepressible erections.

All this began happening more than fifty years ago in the early 1960's. In September 1963, I entered 7th grade. PE )Physical Education( was a core subject in those years. We had PE three times a week. I grew up in a small town in Northwestern Connection. In those years, both Junior High and Senior High occupied one campus. Our school gymnasium had modern, innovative architecture in those years. My deep consciousness gave me the impression that our gymnasium had the quality of religious shrine. In fact, it was a shrine to athletics. Our school system had one of the best programs in both academics and athletics in the State of Connecticut during my impressionable years.

First anniversary with the Aneros, 6/3/13 )A work in progress(

Hi guys,

Monday yesterday morning I observed my first anniversary of working with the Aneros. But before that event, in September or October 2011 some guys on BateWorld, a social website for guys into masturbation, introduced me to the Aneros. They were devoted Aneros users and saw how it enhanced both their prostate health and their sexual wellbeing. They encouraged me to buy my first models. So in late December, after seeing some hot Aneros videos on Xtube, I purchased the MGX, Helix Classic, and Progasm Classic models. However they looked so formidable, even menacing. How could I insert them, especially the HUGE Progasm, into my anus?!?! Thus they sat unused for many months.

Then in late March 2012, Aneros.com began marketing the Helix Syn model which has a soft silicone overlay. I was one of the very first customers to order one in early April, a few weeks later. But still it laid unopened and unused in its box for about three months.

Finally, I summoned enough courage to use the Helix Syn for the first time a year ago, early Sunday evening, June 3, 2012. I was amazed at how easily it inserted. Three weeks later I began experiencing my first P-waves and involuntaries. A few weeks later last July, I began experiencing my first walkinggasms, chairgasms, and bedgasms as my prostate began to waken up. During these weeks as I began to participate in the discussions on the Aneros Forum, I purchased the Maximus and Progasm Ice models, some weeks later the Eupho Classic.

Buddy System for In-Person Help

I'm an old newbie, for want of better words.

My journey began on FEB 11 of this year )2013( with the purchase of a Maximus Classic, that model bought because it was the only Aneros available in a store within many, many miles of me.

I've since purchased an MGX Classic online and have also accessed a Eupho, not the Syn.

My learning curve through reading the excellent posts on this site has been an invaluable experience in my approach to the lack of any tangible results thus far. To balance that disappointment, however, was the massage I received this past Saturday from a man who included a prostate massage, and though he was a tad rough and aggressive, he found the money spot! So why not do it myself, I thought, post-massage? BINGO! Lo and behold, my first session to include FINGER p-waves this past weekend the day after the massage, which I followed up with another, less intense mini-session last night. And with my very own hands and fingers :(

So, my prostate ain't dead, for sure, and I've now experienced some of the writhing enjoyment of what I felt just like I see in vids posted online either by fellow users or others. If my finger p-waves can be viewed as groundwork laid for the Aneros versions to come )fingers crossed(, then I've accomplished a lot and can offset the longing I sometimes feel when I read about guys getting it on with their Aneros' within the first, second or third session!

Never Far Away

It has been a while since my last blog entry. As the days slip by one into another, I realize it's been four years since I started my aneros journey. I'm now quickly approaching 64; and, issues of aging and related health issues crowd close and tempt to overwhelm at times. This afternoon, I sit by my open office window — feeling the Spring breeze upon my bare arms and face — it's been a busy day — time to sit and reflect a bit.

As I type, I'm also aware of the slow pulse within my prostate – now spreading gently into my balls —prodding me to remember this morning's early session — a duet with my trusty mgx leading off and my ice finishing. My sessions continue to take place every other day; and, yes, they are usually sessions where I start off with either my favorite eupho or mgx and finishing up with my ice. Lately, I've been using my new lube, Slippery Stuff, injecting directly into my rectum and lubing generously my tools.

This morning was no different. I slid my mgx in through my anus; and, it instantly snuggled against my prostate. I lay still, on my left side with my knees bent upwards towards my chest. I connected with God and praised Him for this time alone with Him — blessed by unspeakable joy — never to be taken for granted. After a few moments, my prostate started to ramp up — subtly at first butt then more aggressively. Nowadays, my O's cascade upwards without breaking in between. The first contraction set off a series of O's that clamped tighter and tighter — one after another. My cock gave the sensation of erecting as my foreskin seemed to slide back; and, it wasn't long before precum was being forced from within to drool onto my leg.

Powerful session

TL;DR
* MGX provided new sensations
* P-Tab was still too tough
* Mass itching nearly broke the night
* Progasm settled in nicely
* Feeling of 'fullness' developed and bolstered arousal
* Tug-of-War gave Progasm large strokes
* Plus, rocking back and fourth with strokes gave large orgasms

The itching and pains around my lower regions have settled down quite a bit now – great! And the irritations in my anus have almost disappeared – save for the occasional itch here and there. The cream I use must have helped more than I realise.

Been wanting to use the Aneros again these past few weeks – the culprit working against the intention was a sore sphincter. Thankfully that's passed and now only itches once in a while during the day. Yesterday I planned to give the device a round in the evening – it was worth it in the end.

Starting off I decided to roll with the MGX, partly in that I felt the prostate was being overshot by the length of the other models. That, and a change in models would help shift things around. Slipping the MGX in was discomforting at first but it calmed down after a few minutes. Pleasures and whatnot were standard and good, but trying to develop arousal would cause my anus and balls to itch like [i]crazy[/i] – the aches of the p-tab shoving against a swelling prostate didn't help. By about 1:40am I threw in the towel and took out the MGX.

Day 1 – 22

My experiences with anal play are limited. Tried a dildo and som BP`s before, but never knowing that the prostate and connected parts can give us med Super-O`s or MMO`s.

This will be a work in progress, maybe it can help someone in the future or help me keep track. Please feel free to comment or give me advice! From now on I will put up a new journal entry every session – I can put it in this thread or in new threads if the OPS prefer it.

First session )Day 1(
Decided buying the Helix. Bought it after reading through most of the info on this site and the wiki`s. Read discussions here for maybe 25-30 hours before deciding to try it.

First day.. Helix slipped right in. Used som petroleum jelly and some silicone based lube. Huge invoulantary anal contractions sucking it really deep in at the start. Hard to stop it, but tried my best since I read it could be counterproductive. It`s the feeling that you just HAVE to suck it up there, and so you get a combined anal and PC contraction sucking it waaay in there.

Junior's Got Talents!!!

Progasm Junior is the latest new model from Aneros, and I wondered just what Junior might have in store for us. I love my Ice and the knowledge that Junior was also slick acrylic was most encouraging. When I first slipped Junior in with a bit of ID Glide, I felt wonderful and immediately satisfied with the investment!!

Over these three introductory sessions several talents have appeared:
1. great auto*F response!!!
2. playful mobility, not up to Eupho levels, butt great added fun!
3. best ever involutaries gentle massage sustained and very productive in prostate responses!!!
4. Junior's "dime"-like P and K tabs, unlike the typical Progasm P and K "balls", dig deeper and gave me the best ever K-tab responses. ) I never objected to the deep dime P-tab on my MGX, my only model for my first nine months with Aneros.(
5. lack of name tab at bottom of stem is another plus, since it makes sitting up and riding Junior much easier than regular Progasms.

Junior joins Syn and Max as great mid-sized "opening acts" for multi-model switch up sessions!!!

Having been thrilled with Ice, came to wonder how a Progasm Classic would work for me without the slick acrylic surface…. bought the red Valentine bargain )thanks Aneros!( Progasm Classic, and very happy that I did!!

Opened delightfully by Junior, I have had three great rides with the slower yet powerful shorter-stroke auto*F and two BPH therapy sessions with Red and this model is a great variation now in my quiver!!!

We don't have to try – it's always a good time

TL;DR:
* Stare into space + do nothing = p-waves.
* But I may be completely wrong, as usual
* Looking at pictures/nipple stimulation is a no go
* Pleasures would build when simply enjoying what's there
* Shaking doesn't completely stop things, nor does damping
* Erections, however, do )Stops the contractions(
* Different positions kept things going – simply laying down worked best.
* Heavy breathing, paced, often gets things going
* That was much longer than I anticipated
* PC Muscles/Prostate ached a fair bit

Before this session, my previous one a few days back was a dud. Per usual, I take it too seriously and freak out over making no progress.

Day after I went back to basics and again, just focused on what felt good. Since it's typically the PC muscles, I focused on them and remained frozen solid. Not sure what, exactly, but something sparked and felt great. Visual imagery helped )and probably did most of the work(.

Last night was fantastic nonetheless. My main goal was to just drop expectations and not care at all for trying to achieve anything from it. If it's a dud, it's a dud. No loss. In any case, I started off with the MGX on a whim. Since the P-Tab was causing my prostate to ache a fair bit, I dropped it off half an hour in and switched to the Helix Syn.