Session 7

I had a nice long session Sunday afternoon. Actually, even before my session I had some very enjoyable chats in the chat room, including one with a guy who was having a nice A-less session. He was kind enough to share what he was experiencing with me, and reading his descriptions created a sort of echo of the sensations in me. I wasn’t able to perpetuate them, but it was still enjoyable. I really enjoy hearing/reading about others’ Aneros/A-less experiences. I think it helps me learn. The human mind is very good at synthesizing little bits of information into something new and wonderful, and I hope the stories and experiences others relate to me will help me reach new and exciting places on this journey.

After some other interesting chatting, and lunch, I decided to start my session. My husband was out of town, so I had plenty of time to enjoy myself and experiment in different ways, and no deadline. One of the challenges I’ve had with my sessions is feeling like there’s an imaginary egg timer ticking away in my head. Is it time to get ready for work? Is my husband going to be home soon? I usually set an actual timer to make sure I don’t go too long, so I should be able to just relax and enjoy the ride while it lasts. But something in my head won’t just let go. I chatted with several people who said they have the same challenge, so at least I know I’m not alone.

Second Time

Hey guys
I just purchased a Helix Syn and already had two sessions. I have not reached the super o but am starting to get some p waves and have powerful ejaculations at the end of my sessions. I usually lay on my back and wear boxers during the session since I like the tightness around my balls. I was just wondering if I should go naked and what to try so I can get that mindblowing super o.

Nips A’hoy!

There they sat for so long, two little bumps in their round hairy brown patches. Seemingly a mere and strange reminder of a gender that might have been.

Perhaps there is a distant memory of adolescent arousal, when they responded to self-stimulation and were cause for guilty fantasies of mechanical or human attention.

But all that was lost in decades of penile arousal and orgasm. Every lube was explored, from mud to mayonaise, abolene to vaseline. Home devices were created from foam and plaster-cast positives. How many hours of endless edging. Just a few fingers entered the forbidden hole, with it seeming to ask for more.

Then the Internet introduced e-stim, bringing edging to an entirely new planet. A cock wired for stereo, listening to Claude feels like a alien hand or mouth stroking, like a slave animal sucking. Inevitably, the ass wanted in. So a trode was fashioned, to enter in. Now, two audio players in combinations of stereo cock and mono ass allowed the sphincter to play along.

Enter Aneros.

What seemed impossible in these blogs has come to be. Each model it’s own delight. Waves of pleasure lasting much of a day. A mind able to raise spasms of ecstacy while a-less, no aneros at all.

After an hour or two of letting an aneros run free, I wait until every muscle is allowed to move with the ass. The back spasms, rippling up and down. The face and jaw tingle. The toes , calves and thighs pulse as if directed. I stare into the black abyss ahead. And then.

Pre-gaming goes super

So I’m currently sat fownstairs, home alone chilling out and beginning to tense my prostate before heading, I intended, to bed to live up, insert my Helix Syn and hope to have a great session. Had one great super-o experience, everything since has been either disappointing or, like, knocking on the door and peeking in but not actually getting there, which has been ok and not-nothing, but naturally a little disappointing.

Anyway, not sure what’s different tonight, except for I’m high on an edible after a quiet week weed-wise, and have gotten myself markedly more aroused through simply browsing forums and tensing lightly. But I kept going, and to my complete surprise was able to (without having decided I was going to try) bring myself to (what I currently believe to be a) super-o. Started with a light sensation which I could quite tell if it was a p-wave, though persistence confirmed it and I kept going. One full, and a second at least mini-O, all without any external anal stimulation whatsoever and no device. So that’s a milestone I wasn’t expecting for a while out of no where.

Anyway, the question occurred to me – and I love that this community is interactive when I ask those questions that just pique my interest – what do people do in that case? Do people have preferences for just maintaining that session without moving and getting the massager; or do you rather level up to toy?

Session 4

Today’s session was better than Monday’s, but still not quite as good as either of the first two. I think the main reason these last two have not been as good is my level of arousal. I think I must have been more aroused the first two times. I was more aroused today than on Monday, and that helped, but I was also tired. I went to bed late last night, I woke up early this morning, and I exercised more than usual. So I think I was a bit drained as well, which offset some of my arousal.

I did a couple things differently this time:
– I used an eye mask to keep out the daylight. That was helpful. I did see light, but more a “seeing stars” kind of light due to the stimulation I was getting from my Aneros in the more intense bits.
– I warmed the lube and Aneros beforehand. That made things more comfortable in the beginning

I began my session more relaxed than on Monday. This was probably partially just because I was tired, but I also avoided thinking about work or other stress-inducing topics and generally tried to remain relaxed an mellow from the time I took my post-workout shower and the time I began my session. This helped me get “in the zone” more quickly. I was able to shut out the outside world and focus on what my body was feeling. The eye mask helped with this as well.

Session 3

I started my session this morning after exercising, bathing, and practicing my violin. I also checked my work email and went over the more important messages to make my life easier when I got to work. That may have been a mistake, which I’ll get into later.

I lubed up, shooting a little Shibari in as pre-lubrication and applying a dab of Boy Butter H2O on the Helix to ease insertion. I mentioned in an earlier post that I might try this. I’m not sure that the results have been affected by any of the three methods of lubrication I’ve tried. Mobility of the Aneros did not seem limited in any of them. Granted, I have only tried each method once, so it’s hardly scientific. I may try each again and figure out which I prefer.

One thing I think I may try next time is warming the lube and/or the Aneros. The lube was pretty cold and it gave me a bit of a crampy feeling until it reached an equilibrium temperature with my body. Not the most pleasant sensation, and I’d prefer to avoid it in the future. It might have decreased my level of arousal somewhat, and that’s not helpful.

I laid on my back on a towel on my bed, naked except for the glans cover I’ve been using. I thought about foregoing its use this time, but it really does keep the (potential) mess contained, and it helps prevent stimulation to my glans that might be distracting. So I think I’ll probably just continue to use it for the foreseeable future. I pulled the covers over me because the bedroom was cold and tried to relax.

Session 3

I had my second Aneros session this morning. Let me preface my recounting of it with a few admissions of guilt:
– It was a very long session. I went against the advice of more experienced users who recommended sticking closer to 30 minutes. All told, I had my Aneros in for 3.5 hours.
– It was not actually my second time using the Aneros. I slipped it in one other time between this session and the first as a way of increasing arousal during sex with my spouse. But I don’t really count that as a “session” because I wasn’t focused on the specific sensations the Aneros may have been generating. I wasn’t practicing Aneros.
– Which leads to my third and final confession: After having done that, I was advised by someone to keep Aneros sessions and sex with someone else (or masturbation) separate until I had more experience. I think this advice makes sense and I will follow it in the future, but I didn’t follow it this morning.

They say confession is good for the soul. I don’t know about that, really, but I do know that I want this blog to be as truthful and accurate as possible. Maybe others will learn from my experiences. I hope that I will also learn, both by putting the experiences into words, which forces me to think more deeply about them, and by looking back at the mistakes and successes I have along the way. So yes, at the risk of shame and public recrimination, I will freely admit when I do something that may be unwise or counterproductive.

First Session

I got a chance to try out my Helix Trident. Here are some of my thoughts from this first experience.

My first impression upon unboxing my Helix Trident was that it was a LOT smaller than I was expecting. I bought the Helix because it was described as having a “Larger head size for more direct pressure on the prostate.” I was expecting something, well, larger. I guess I had no real frame of reference. I admit to being skeptical that I’d really feel much of anything from something so seemingly diminutive. It’s certainly the smallest thing that I’ve inserted in my rear for pleasure other than my finger in a very long time.

I wasn’t sure which lube to use. I know that’s a common question and the answer varies greatly from person to person. For anal sex and for other toys, I really like the water-based variety of Boy Butter. It is a cream or lotion consistency, which I find makes application much easier. It dissolves easily in water, so cleanup is not a problem, but it also doesn’t dissipate, evaporate, or absorb into my skin as quickly as other lubes I have used. However, it also isn’t quite as slick as liquid lubes I’ve used. I find this is a good thing for other anal toys and for anal sex, where some amount of friction (the “right” amount) is actually desirable, but perhaps not for the Aneros, where free mobility is key. So I opted for Shibari silicone lube, which I prefer for my Fleshlight. It’s slicker and runnier than the Boy Butter and is probably a better fit for use with the Aneros. I may in the future try some of both, by first pre-lubing my rectum with Shibari and coating the Aneros with the Boy Butter, just for grins.

Aneros Eupho Trident Review

I have been meaning to log on to write this for a while now but haven’t really had time. I have only been getting maybe 1-2 sessions in a week for the last month or so. Really not as much time as I would like. I picked up the eupho trident about a month ago and its been a regular in my rotation. Yes, I have a large collection of Aneros toys, and depending on my mood and what my prostate is craving I will pull from the toy box.
Back to the Eupho Trident. First, compared to the syn version, and above the others in the Trident line, the Eupho is one mobile, comfortable piece pleasure. I have put alot of toys in my butt and this is the most comfortable prostate toy to wear around the house. I actually have it in right now.
The Eupho Trident or ET for short compared to the syn version has similar complaints. The syn version has the annoying handle, useless perineum tab and the worst of all dries out to quickly. Like Prelube is required and still isn’t enough for long sessions. I only use waterbased lube, and really who wants to be in the middle of a set of in-voluntaries and have their lube dry up. The ET moves better, is more comfortable and doesn’t dry out nearly as fast. If you are in the market for a Eupho, but the ET version its worth it.
The ET compared the Eupho Helix. The Eupho Trident moves and dances around the prostate. Lightly touching it sending waves of pleasure. The Eupho Helix, almost rubs, almost milks and contacts firmly. They both provide pleasure and are my go to Prostate toys. I did find the Eupho Trident had more of a learning curve due to its less definite contact. So Newbie, buy the Eupho Helix. Anything after try the Eupho. Like I said earlier the fun is in the Journey.
I will compare the ET to the Eupho Maximus. The Maximus fills, and I mean fills my ass. Its not uncomfortable, but gives a nice full feeling. I reserve this for when I am looking for something way different. The ET will dance and tease the prostate, the Maximus, contacts firmly, and will rub it with every contraction. Both give will give me a super o. I like to use the Maximus then the Eupho. I find it stretches me out a little and gives the Eupho a chance to really move.
I know everyone wants to know what the ET is like in use. In the 10 minutes or so since I inserted it and started contractions. The same amount of time it has taken me to write this. I have a nice erection, and can feel definite leaking of precum. Actually have a wet spot on my naked belly.
With every little contraction, I feel the warmth deep in my belly. I feel the massager lightly brushing my prostate, teasing and moving contacting my prostate in whatever way I feel. I can almost roll it side to side or rock it front to back or do them both at the same time. In a way writing this review fully naked with the prostate massager im writing about sitting in my ass teasing my prostate the entire time was arousing. As the I fight back the in voluntaries to finish my blog, I cant help but think the Eupho Trident is my new favorite.

Paingasm

I had a strange new experience last night that I think is worth sharing.

I have Crohn’s Disease. In my case that means I sometimes get painful abdominal cramps. As you can imagine this has a frequent impact on my sessions. When I get cramps that’s a signal that it’s time to take the Aneros out.

Last night I went for a session. I had some fantastic sensations with many dry orgasms and even a mild super-o. 30 minutes or so in I began to get cramps that normally would spell the end of the session. I was very much enamored in the submissive mindset so I decided to “embrace” the pain in a way, hoping it would pass. They got pretty painful, but I was still having p-waves. I let it continue until I began having a super-o. In my whole pelvic region and my gut I wasn’t sure if it hurt or felt good, blurring the line between pain and pleasure. The rest of my body felt very good as the orgasm was full-bodied. Many waves of shivering orgasmic bliss rolled over my body with intense pain still radiating throughout the lower portions of my abdomen. The pain actually felt really good but bad at the same time.