Frustrated

(Long post warning!)

Ok this may sound like a bit of a rant, but bear with me, I’m just really frustrated.

Started with reading about this awesome prostate stimulation. Bought a Helix. Stuck it in, waited. Felt good, some contractions, some waves, but nothing to write home about. Wanked to a (better) shot, rinse and repeat. Did kegels, can shoot pretty far and generally enjoy it.

This went on for about a year and since the “journey” never led to anything spectacular, I decided that I was probably incapable of having my p-moment. Ok, no biggie.

Then I ended up having a tantric session while travelling and had most awesome 90 minutes of my life. Five or six handsfree dry orgasms purely from prostate stimulation, waves of pleasure and awesome euphoria. So, I figured, I can do it!

Since then I spent close to a grand on all sorts of gear, Helix, Progasm, Revo 2, Pure Wand. With or without vibro. With or without lube. Porn or no porn. Contractions or do nothing. On all fours or on the back…. you name it, I probably done it.

Nothing. Not a single fuckng thing. What’s worse, even whatever good feelings I used to have at the beginning are not there anymore. I stick the Helix in and wait. Breathe. Nothing. Not even a tingle.

Go asking on forums and get answers like oh you know…. you need to connect with yourself… let go… meaning of life… energy… blah-blah-blah. Or better still: you should start smoking weed or drop acid, will definitely help.

Back In The Saddle

Got a pretty decent session in this morning. I’ve pretty much determined that only morning sessions are productive for me. I tried a evening session when the family was out, but I just couldn’t focus and relax like I do with my morning sessions.
Kicked it off with a 30 min edging session. I’m amazed that I have the willpower to hold off climax. Started off with the HS for about an hour. Pretty much spent the whole session laying on my left side experiencing p-waves after about 3 minutes relaxing and doing focused breathing. PC clenching had me nailing mini-orgasms, it was beautiful. I’ve been away from Anerosing for a few days and this experience was very rewarding. After about an hour I felt the urge to poo. Crap. Went to take care of business and cleaned off the HS but I wasn’t done so I went to get the Progasm ready. Got the PC in and boy can you feel the difference. Spent most of my time on my right side. This is the first time I’ve actually had a back to back comparison. PC is more filling (duh) and applies more pressure to the prostate. I noticed that my body responds differently to the HS and PC. The HS sensations were quick and rapid where the PC was slow but hit hard when the orgasms arrived. When I get both to start autof*cking, it’s all the same except the girth of the PC tears me up. It hurts so good. I find my sessions with the PC go about an hour before it just wears me out.

I finally did it!!!! [multiple orgasms]

Tonight, nearly one year after I first purchased my Aneros De-Vice, I had my first instance of multiple prostate orgasms. Up until now, most Aneros sessions ended with me getting impatient and masturbating normally. I have also been strengthening my PC muscles over the past year, which made a huge difference tonight.

I’ve come to the conclusion that relaxation is quite possibly the most important factor – at least for me. Lately I’ve been trying to cut back on porn, because I noticed that I’ve had the urge to masturbate multiple times per day – sometimes 3 or more – and its been getting in the way of me getting my work done. I decided that for at least the next month, I will only masturbate if I can take my time and do it mindfully, without any porn, which is exactly what I did tonight. I started out just doing some breathing exercises while different parts of my body, and slowly moved on to lubing up the De-Vice and easing it in. Once it was in I started really focusing on trying to feel in the moment – how my hand felt on my penis and vice versa, while also focusing on how my muscle contractions were slowly massaging my prostate. Eventually the P Waves started, and as I neared orgasm I suddenly flexed my pc muscles, at which point I felt like I was carried across some kind of threshold and delivered into my first full-on dry orgasm! I repeated this process two more times, each orgasm more satisfying than the last, before finishing with an explosive cum. Easily one of the best masturbation sessions of my entire life.

12/9

I’m really liking this Progasm Classic. Got to sleep in a bit since I didn’t work and school was on a snow delay. Did my normal morning routine although I did spend a little time edging the little guy. I’m amazed at the control I had, it was weird. I’ve never thought of or even considered edging, I’ve always hammered to completion. We’ll see what happens, I’m curious to see the results after reading about others experiences. PC went in nice and easy, my butt must be getting used to it. Such a great feeling. It doesn’t take long to start getting that buzzing feeling in my loins. I must be able to get really relaxed and in tune quickly. I guess I’m gifted in that sense. I’m able to experience some p-waves within 5 minutes and then I’m able to trigger some involuntaries followed by some dry orgasms. Damn that shit is addicting. I’m making too much damn noise on the bed so I throw some pillows off the bed and move to the floor. I put a couple of pillows under stomach and lay face down with my butt in the air and start some light PC contractions. It’s not long before my ass is gyrating, my prostate starts throbbing and PC starts autof*cking me. I’m getting hammered but it feels so damn good. I lose track of time, I don’t know how long this goes on for. I finally roll over once the feelings subside to catch my breath. I have a sitting chair in my room so I move over to it and rest my feet on it so my legs are bent at a 90 degree angle and my butt is against the chair. I rest there for a few minutes and start another round of PC contractions to see if I can trigger another round of autof*cking. Yup, no problem although this time I’m bouncing off the floor and it is hitting my prostate hard and good. Holy shit it’s good. Once again I lose track of time, when it’s finally over I’m able to relax and catch my breath. This is fricken great. I’m writing this almost 10 hours after I finished, I’m tired and my muscles ache like after a good gym workout.

Super-O? And how nipples are the best thing ever

So this is a two part-er. My session before last had me home alone, so I was free to be more vocal and just relax without my wife or kids interrupting (I only do it when the kids are in bed, but they are young and frequently get out of bed close to bed time). I hadn’t even planned on a full session! I was home from work for lunch to make sure a package arrived safely, and after it came I thought “Hey, why not a quick jerk sessions with the aneros in?”

So I got it out, got my lube, and pulled down the pants, and thought “This is too restrictive.” and soon was full naked, sprawled out on the bed in full session mode. Welp, there goes “Quick jerk session.” – Within seconds of inserting it and laying on my back, the fun began. It was a great session, and then…something different happened.

New Ride

I added another Aneros to the Arsenal and picked up a Progasm Classic. I’ve been reading reviews and doing research and decided to give that bad boy a whirl. I was worried about the size of it since I’m a relative newcomer to the butt toy scene but the reviews I read had me confident I could handle it. Pictures don’t do it justice. You have to handle it to appreciate the awesomeness of it all. Having it next to the Helix Syn I started to question my sanity. “Really dude? You want to stick that in your bum?” I really didn’t have to do anything different, just took it nice and slow. I slowly eased the Progasm in and it was crazy good. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and I’m tingling now just thinking about it. It was nice and filling, no pain, just firm, gentle pressure. Damn, it felt good. I laid there just getting used to the feeling. A few minutes passed by and that familiar twitch came in and triggered a cycle of p-waves. Ok, good stuff, now let’s see what some kegeling would do. Now normally with the Helix, I would clench and trigger a mini-o. With the Progasm it didn’t happen. “That’s weird.” I thought as I released and took a breath. BAM! It hit me, the strongest orgasm I think I’ve ever experienced. It was a total ab workout that folded me in half. They lasted for, I’m guessing, 5-10 seconds. Holy shit, I had to focus on my breathing and did some slight clenching to keep it going. These waves of orgasms had me in nirvana. “Don’t f**king stop!” I lost track after 5 and just focused on breathing and triggering the orgasm. What? I can trigger it? Damn, here I thought I just let go and let my body take over but I could actually control some of what was happening. I’m a f**king Pilot! I tested this out and I could start p-waves and trigger different responses by body position and muscle tension and breathing patterns. Damn this is frickin AWESOME! I kept experimenting with different things and loved how I could control it, this session was an epic trip. I don’t know if this experience was the result of the Progasm or my self “awakening” to the Aneros experience but it doesn’t really matter, it was mind blowing just the same.

I Wasn’t Going To

I swear I wasn’t going to. I planned on taking a day off. My wife is going to be out of town all day tomorrow so I was just going to save it all and not do anything today. I’m glad I didn’t.
I thought I’d just lay in bed and edge for a bit and see how far I could take it but my itch got the best of me. For some silly reason I decided to do a little anal exploration. I’ve never taken the time to really check my self out down there and I didn’t have to work today so I had a bunch of time. Pulled out a glove and some lube, put a dollop of ‘glide on a couple fingers and worked em in. Interesting, I learned a lot about my body during this time. What muscles do what when I clench and how it feels. Cool. Then I got that itch. Crap, I might as well, I got everything out. Went to the closet to retrieve the Helix Syn and prep him for duty. I opted to put a condon over it to keep it from retaining odor. He was getting a bit stinky and I figured I’d give it a shot. I don’t know if it makes a difference in performance but today’s session was incredible. I did my pre-ritual lube job and lubed inside and outside the condom. Insertion was effortless and I settled in, laying on my back and relaxing. A couple minutes into it and I got some butt twitches that triggered p-waves, Awesome. I rode those for a few minutes, then the feelings subsided. I caught my breath an rolled over on my side. Glanced at the clock and figured out I was going for 10 minutes, cool. I’m always amazed at how much time flies when you’re having fun. I started doing some really deep, focused breathing to relax. I concentrated on trying to get every muscle in my body to release tension. OMG, it worked! The next thing I know my hips start gyrating and my glutes start twitching and I’m thrashing around on my side. I maintain my breathing pattern and start throwing in light PC clenching. BINGO! I start going into what I’m guessing are orgasms because that’s what it feels like but I’m not ejaculating anything. I’m knocking em out left and right and it’s not stopping. Is this what a MMO feels like? Holy crap, I don’t want it to stop. I finally roll onto my back to get my foot off the throttle and realize it’s been a fricken half hour. You gotta be kidding me, OMG! After a couple of minutes I roll over to my other side and settle into the fetal position. After a few minutes of relaxed breathing, it happens again. Great googlie mooglie, this is AWESOME! I’m riding waves and hammering orgasms in an endless stream, I’m in euphoric bliss! I’ve always wondered what women experienced when they have multiple orgasms, now I know. Once I got settled down, I look at the clock and see that I’ve been going at it for an hour. A few minutes later I hear alarms going off. Damn, time to end it.

Torn between two dominas (Part I – Shibby)

Late this (last sunday) morning at the end of a session that drenched me into sweat my semen retention day counter was reset to zero. It was an Aless session, though. In addition it remained somehow Pless (prostate not taking an active part). I would call it a Mindgasm or a Hypnogasm, but let us start from the beginning.

Blame it to @goldenboy, sorry, buddy, that is not meant as a complaint, I am rewired to binaurals and especially erotic hypno(sis) since about a week now. Devoured by curiosity about binaurals he, @goldenboy, had written about I have fallen into Shibby’s trap. Shortly having experienced the best sex ever by giving up control and letting my prostate allied by Aneros’ tools Eupho/Helix Syn take over command I unhesitatingly allowed Shibby to give me orders, too. Torn between two dominas.

“Shibbysays*” and I must obey. (*You can find her files easily on Y*uT*be but don’t dare before you have finished reading this post carefully.)
Meanwhile I already have listened to all but two of her files and by now I am not only completely hooked on her seductive voice but furthermore I almost entirely have SURRENDERed to her will.
(Sh*t, sorry, just experienced a chairgasm only by typing this word, becoming aware how deeply Shibby has seeded “SURRENDER” (Uh, 2nd CG) as a trigger word into my subconscious mind. Getting another cup of coffee from the machine in the kitchen I just have probed the effect again.
Using my inner voice to give myself the sharp command „SURRENDER!” all of a sudden I was struck by some p-waves and even more very heavy involuntaries I was absolutely unable to suppress.)

First Dry-o (I think)

So I got home from the holidays late last night and wanted to use my Progasm Ice but was just to tired. So this morning I woke up chilled for a little and after making boom boom I decided to get high and play for a bit. I have been in the plateau of P-Waves for some time now.

Once lubed up I slide it in, laid on my back and put a pillow under my lower back/butt. I get the most success from the do nothing technique. I took big deep breaths for awhile and it started… I felt the progasam ice go deeeeeeep in me and start to well auto fuck me it felt unreal. My dick started to tingle and get hard. I didn’t get full on rock hard erection but I felt like I was cumming it wasn’t as intense but I could have sworn I pushed out a three roper. Once I opened my eyes and settled down a bit I saw that there was no cum only a bit of pre cum dripping down. It was a good day.

No luck and a bit confused, could someone help?

I started using a prostate massager a couple months back, and I haven’t really felt much so far. I’ve felt the p-wave once, but it was short-lived and I haven’t been able to have it since (I’m not sure what I did that time that was different), and involuntary twitch is something that I think I only experience with my pelvic muscle, which doesn’t really move the massager, and is kinda distracting from feeling the prostate.

Also, I’m getting confused on what I should be doing during a session. I’ve read several posts on this subreddit and other sites; some say to just focus on the feeling and nothing else, some say I should fantasize or watch porn (which would distract from the “focus on the feeling”), and holding contraction hasn’t really lead to any quivering or spasm that may lead to the massager vibrating.

What should be going through my mind, and how should I move which muscles?