Peridise is a tricky little devil.

I popped it in, and had a nice session for about an hour. When things calmed down, I gave myself a wet one, and went to sleep with it inserted.

Morning … I don't have to get up and pee tremendously, so I reach for my IPad and start looking at my stock portfolio. By the time I'm done with Schwab, I've had three orgasms without trying at all, and my attention elsewhere. 8>(

Powerful little dickens. I felt really good after 8 hours.

Coming up on my 2nd Aneros anniversary: Lessons learned

Hi guys,

Next month on June 3, I observe my second anniversary of my very first Aneros session. I began with Helix Syn. He slipped inside so easily at early Sunday evening in June 2012. I was pleasantly surprised.

My first six to eight months with Aneros, I had to learn how to use my models comfortably and easily. During those months, I spent many sessions using my models with the Kegel Exercises. The Kegels toned and strengthened my anal musculature. It was at times hard and taxing work. I found that the Kegels worked well with both Progasm Classic, Progasm ICE, and Maximus.

Things got easier when I began using both Progasm Junior and Eupho Syn in the spring and early summer of 2013.

However when I began using the Peridise and especially Tempo just after Thanksgiving 2013, that is when my sessions really began to take off. The Tempo taught me the Aneros autof**k and Aneros rhythm which power continuous Anerosless or Aless "consciousness" which occurs now 24/7, albeit most of the time in the background.

Lessons learned since then:

[1] Relaxation though the Do-Nothing-Technique. I let my Aneros models work on me, not me on them. It is very much akin to the cyclist riding no-hands fashion or the bucking bronc rider in a rodeo.

[2] I seldom use Kegels in my sessions. Yet, the shallowest of my breaths power my models. It is awesome.

Finally…

So I've been interested in trying anal sex for a while. I had a couple of failed attempts by not so worthy men in my past. Those occurrences taught me a valuable lesson, my ass is special and so should be the man who is invited into it.

So I'd say my husband definitely fits the bill for "special". He has my complete trust, and I know he wont put his excitement/pleasure before mine. however…we've had a small challenge in this area. Honestly I've been scared shitless (no pun intended) of him taking my ass. I'm not one to boast but my hubby is not one to take lightly in the endowment department. Mentally and visually 11" length and 2.25" in diameter is quite a bit to take on. Vaginally he is a challenge. I dont have much of a choice but to allow myself to relax completely so that everything fits. I must admit i like that. Its amazing how accommodating the human body can be, still it's a stretch (damn puns…). For a long time I thought to myself (when he would bring up anal sex) you're not putting that anywhere near my ass! Yet the more I push myself mentally, the more the idea became more arousing. Just the idea of him opening me up, and visualizing him moving inside me made me at least want to try.

A Session Worth Writing About

Last night I was chatting with a female friend on line , it was one of those intimate conversations that went to the core of my erotic passion. It was not about explicit details of sexual anatomy but rather it was about sensual intimacy in sex. The more we talked the more my arousal bloomed and blossomed, like a flower in the morning sun. Only instead of petals opening my cock was hardening in response to the tender sensual mercy that she was whispering silently in the words on my computer screen. When we signed off I commented to her that I had already planned an MMO session but after the last hour of erotically incendiary conversation my cock was rigid and my mind was steaming and a hard MMO session was clearly in the cards.

I went upstairs and took my shower with my thoughts awash in the luridly tender intimacies that I had shared with her moments earlier. Resonating eroticism has an intoxicating effect on me. It is like a sensual veil that covers my body; unlike a drunken stupor that dulls my senses, this veil of erotic intoxication sharpens them and blots out all other conscious thoughts but ones of erotic pleasures. I spent a little longer soaping and rinsing my erection and anus than I usually do. The sensation of my hand tugging gently on my hyper-sensitized cock head sent chills up my spine. My warm soapy finger probing my anus and priming it for penetration later on caused it to contract and grip my finger with a desperate attempt to savor the sensation of intrusion. I resisted the urge to massage my cock and coax it to hurl a rope of steaming cum into the swirling water at my feet. I love to watch my cock spew cum as my cock head swells and pulses. I exited anticipating greater pleasure later on.

Fueling for the race

As I've probably mentioned I often use the Peridise for a little while )15-30 minutes( before switching to the Helix in most sessions. Friday evening wasn't any different. I did have one thing planned to try this time. Previously, I had had one of my longest super-O's in a Helix session where I'd stimulated my nipples quite a bit in the Peridise session before, but not at all with the Helix. That's what I planned on this time.

The nipple stimulation almost always brings me to an orgasmic state in short order if the Peridise, Helix, etc. is inserted. I was hoping that something about doing the nipple stimulation with the Peridise would carry over to the Helix. Things went as I had hoped.

I don't know if I did the nipple stimulation all that long. I still had the Peridise in for several minutes before starting in on the nipples. I switched over to the Helix, got myself situated and waiting in hopeful anticipation.

I don't think "waiting" or "doing nothing" is really what is going on even though outwardly it would look like that. I find myself actively keeping certain muscles in my pelvic area from getting tense. It's easier than it used to be, but there's focus needed to maintain this. There's a nearly automatic reaction at times for these muscles to tense up when a wave of pleasure hits, but it really prolongs the pleasure to keep those muscles from clenching.

The Mystery of My Sexuality Part 3: Orgasm

April 19, 2014

This wonderful sexy trip I am on never ceases to deliver profoundly new erotic experiences. The combination of my expanded orgasmic ability and my newly discovered mindful sexual response has rewarded me with manifest new orgasmic experiences and profoundly intense pleasurable sensations. My ability to have MMO’s and my awareness of the subtle differences in the orgasmic sensations I experience is tantamount to the experience of looking into a kaleidoscope. Indeed MMO’s are as varied and beautiful as the tantalizing and rich colors and changing patterns in a kaleidoscope. Each orgasmic session I have reveals complex tessellations of new rhythms and rich colorful erotic visions that blossom in rich patterns of complex pulsing sensation. I can actually see the feelings of my orgasms unfolding and opening to reveal themselves in my mind’s eye as they tug and squeeze my cock, balls and prostate and milk hot steaming pleasure from them.

I am home alone for three days, a relatively uncommon occurrence. Naturally I pursued orgasmic pleasure last night. I prepped my peridise and inserted it in the condom and then slipped the entire package into my anus. My anal opening sucked it happily as a toddler sucks a new sweet lollipop. As I lay in bed I felt myself falling into an abyss of sexual pleasure. As I fell I did not feel a vast nothingness, instead I landed in the arms of a sensually euphoric scene. When I looked up I found myself looking into the sensual eyes of divine orgasm. The face was of the most beautiful woman I could imagine. She was a manifestation of the most serene and sensual thoughts I had ever had about a beautiful woman. She was naked and warm and she was there for me and me alone.

In a Haze

It's been a while since I've blogged. I actually wrote a blog a week or two ago, but my Internet connection cut out and I lost the draft. I just didn't feel like rewriting it.

There haven't been any real big developments lately. Once in a while I still have a super-O or two, but sessions can be fine for me without them. I'm trying to dig deeper into different aspects of the experience. Specifically I'm trying to see if there's more to this haze I feel in my head when I have any type of Aneros inside or partially inside me. I can have a Peridise halfway in and already feel something starting in my head. The prostate isn't even being touched at this point.

It's a little like I have a head cold where my ears and equilibrium are affected. I'm not dizzy, but it sort of feels similar. I've tried getting lost in the sensation, but I don't seem to get too far. I can sort of separate myself from what is going on at the prostate, etc. The p-waves may come on their own or not, but I'm less actively part of the equation.

The biggest success I've had is using my mental focus when I'm beginning or in the middle of an orgasm. Focusing on the pleasure has really amplified it on a few occasions. Yesterday evening was probably the most intense sensation I've had during a super-O. Normally the duration of the pleasure is what makes a super-O so intense. Last night was probably the closest to having the sensation of a traditional orgasm during a super-O.

California Dreamin' in Buckhead???

So I'm in Atlanta at the moment, and have no clue how long I'll be here. After being here for a couple of nights I had this dream. It was pretty hot to me and happened while I had Peridise in…and had some other Aneros action in the dream so I figured I'd share. Let's jump in…hope you enjoy.

The night I had this dream I was alone, it was pretty late but I'm a night owl so…I was still up. I decided to have a session with Peridise )wasn't feeling Evi for some reason(. So after insertion I was clearning my head and a fleeting thought went through my mind. It was of somebody I kind of know but dont really know…if that makes sense. Nothing extensive just wondered how he was doing, and what he was doing…then I quickly put him out of my mind to focus on me. Well clearly I was a little more tired than I gave myself credit for because I must have fallen asleep rather quickly and ended up having this wild dream.

Disclaimer: From here on all of the things described were strictly in my dream. All of this is fiction and fantasy. However, my dream was very vivid…which is usual for my dreams.

The Mystery Man Strikes Again

So I have no idea how long this is going to last but mystery man has delivered once again. All I can say is I'll ride for as long as he does…)same guy from previous post called engergy transfer…(apparently he likes being star of the show.

At first I started not to tell him about my previous post…thinking hey if he finds it he finds it. If not secret is safe with me )he knew I was riding during our chat but had no idea the effect he was having on me(. Being the glutten for punishment that I am I mentioned it to him casually. He read it…told me he really liked it.

Later on I guess the stars must have aligned because he stumbled into chat. I didnt reallly notice at first…ok who am I kidding I noticed. However I really didnt plan on riding that day…so I just continued business as usual. Then I hear the sound of a whistle…Private Chat Request appears at the bottom of the screen…oh my I feel a change of mind coming.

We exchange pleasantries…and talk about a few other things. I happened to know at the moment where he was…not exactly where he was like GPS coordinates, but I knew enough to be able to picture him in his setting. Thats important for me, my mind's eye is the clearest of all.

Energy Transfer Perhaps??? Or just my crazy mind…

A couple of nights ago I was in the chatroom and something new and interesting (at least to me) happened. So here it is.

The usual regulars were in chat, and the topics were quite random. I love that about the chat it can be anything from sessions to whats for dinner you just never know. I got a private chat request from one of the members in the room. We'd talked before in the main room but never privately. Hmmm… I thought. I'd read some of his posts in the forums before (as i've read many peoples posts), and had a general idea of what he felt about the things he posted on. I could tell from his posts that he's a pretty dynamic guy. A pretty funny guy as well, he's always one to crack a joke, but manages to remain a level headed gentleman.

So while we were chatting privately we talked about numerous things. Just general everyday conversation about mundane things. The conversation was very pleasant however. I'd already had Peridise in before I started talking to him so I guess my slightly aroused state made me a little more ballsy than usual.