Tag: Perineum

Cock Craving

Over the last few days I have come to the conclusion that I am a guy who binges on cocks. It’s kind of like it is with wet orgasm itself. Immediately after ejaculation your libido drops like a rock. Depending on your age and sex drive it can build back up in ten minutes or ten hours. With me and cocks my craving reaches a pinnacle of arousal ending in sating it with a tryst with a guy; there upon my desire for male – male sexual intimacy drops like a stone; weirdly though my recharge of desire for erect cock and cum takes months or years to build back up. In between I would classify myself as interested – intrigued. Typically the thing that is the “thresh hold” between intrigued and aroused is some male porn, especially things that I like to do with guys.

Admittedly I am no expert in male – male sex as I have only had 3 partners in 5 years. I am an anal virgin, which is fascinating as I was transformed by my rewiring through prostate or anal orgasm. My sex life with men started out as fantasy with no reality. Gradually with the first guy it became a little less fantasy and a little reality. The second guy added more reality and a little less to fantasy. Having been with my 3rd guy about 3 months ago reality is slowly gaining on fantasy. Also my nervousness is diminishing with each experience. As my nervousness dissipates it leaves more room for my arousal to fill the gap. Read more »

1st Experience with the VICE

Since my last blog i have had some great times using the Classic and being rewarded by Awesome SUPER "O's".mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I would get the hunger for a SUPER "O" and it would feel to me as if my prostate was "gagging" for the Classic! Most certainly when it was inserted there was no stopping events that culminated in strong breathtaking SUPER "O's". The classic broke my prostrate virginity and awakened inside of me a kind of dormant monster! A monster that has the strength to push home the most intense orgasmic feelings that i have ever felt! However "as man's destiny is never to be happy" i wanted to try in another prostrate plug. I decided to go for "The Vice" with the vibrating bullet! This is a larger plug than the Classic and its a beautiful design.
As i say it is larger but i find that as with the
Classic if you squat down as i do [like if you were pushing out a stool] then insert the plug fully home.This way for me it doesen't hurt that much! My normal session position [which i find best]is on the bed lying on my back lifted by 2 Large pillows with knees in the air and legs open wide. On my 1st session with the Vice i lubed it up well and went into my squat position on the floor. As i inserted the plug it instantly went in and fully home. I could feel the Perineum tab make contact just below my scrotum! The plug going in took my breath away and felt delicious. I was about to make it onto the bed when suddenly i was hit by a BIG pleasure
Wave! I was on my knees at this time and it stopped me in my tracks! I rode out the wave and as it was subsiding i again tried to make it onto the bed but i was caught again by another BIG pleasure wave and at this stage all i could do was stay on my knees at the side of the bed. I gripped the covers and sank my head into them. This 2nd wave made me shake and i felt i had lost control of my legs! So there i was kind of "pinned" on my knees to the side of the bed gripping the covers and going into a kind of spasm! My shaking legs appeared to be causing a
forced and uncontrollable contraction of the Vice
inside me! I moaned. Another wave hit me and i could feel it was more intense than the last one's. I was going no where so i said i would ride this out to the end on my knees! There was no let up on the PW's. The waves were now causing more spasm's and i could feel the Vice tight and fitting so full inside me.
It was beautiful! With each PW i let my erotic thoughts enter into my mind. I then broke out with a rock hard erection! It was the uncontrolled body spasm's that kept contracting the Vice and subsequently setting off more PW's. I moaned, man did i moan. At the peak of the waves i was biting into the bed covers! I felt parched for a drink but all these feeling's were much TOO GOOD to give up now! The last most pleasurable wave seemed to pass and things settled and i felt so good -when suddenly out of the blue i was feeling this massive build-up in my anus! It felt like a massive HOT explosion that rapidly shot into my pelvis/genital area. It sent me into an uncontrolled convulsion. I felt unable to breath! With a contorted face i screamed and at this spasmick moment – i just knew this was a SUPER "O" but what a SUPER "O". Its erotic power shot right thru me!! It PEAKED SO MUCH!! It PEAKED & it PEAKED!! Fookin hell…….. there is absolutely NO WAY a wet orgasm will come anywhere near what my 1st experience was with the Vice..believe me… Since that 1st try ive been having some fantastic SUPER "O's" with the Vice.
Its just sooooo good reaching the SUPER "O" and it goes into a multi orgasm that sometimes it feels like "an out of your body experience" There is only some precum after them- as yet no cum. My hope is that i could experience a wet orgasm brought on [with no hand's] by the Vice! Maybe its time now to try it with the vibrating pellet fitted? mmmmmmmmmm

Sweet, powerful Aless now after sessions

Hi guys,

This past Wednesday I began my third year with Aneros. The session didn't noteworthy but rather right afterward, I came away with sweet, powerful Aless which lasted the whole day! It felt real good!!!

Also this weekend I am spending much time getting my apartment ready for workmen to repair parts of my ceiling from water damage. I stayed home today to do the necessary preparation.

We had a cloudy, cool, and damp week until today when the sun finally come out. So early this morning I had a session which lasted about two hours with the follow order of models:

Eupho Syn, Helix Classic, Progasm Classic, Tempo, and Maximus.

All models in the lineup worked superbly well this morning. Recently I have gone back to Eupho Syn. I like its direct, yet gentle massage action during which I use the "do nothing" technique. It amazing how it works upon me in its way without me doing anything, but just lay back and enjoy! In the future I hope to vary between Eupho Syn and Eupho Classic in sessions. Both models of the Eupho are superb as openers in my sessions.

What more can I say about Helix Classic? Just looking at it makes me super horny! I like its direct action on my prostate. Read more »

A Night of Bliss

After dinner a few nights ago none of my friends were on line and J was upstairs in the studio working, it was very quiet. I sat at this keyboard motivated for erotic interaction. As is usually the case when that happens I decided to spend some time on erotic writing. So at 8 PM I began editing a strategic part of my novel. It is done but I find great joy in going back into it and tweaking the story. For me, the primary purpose of the novel is to stimulate my arousal and the rewrite effort does that big time. The chapter was describing an intimate interchange between a man and a 19 year old daughter of a good friend. The narrative really got me worked up.

Anyone who has read my blogs or knows me knows that I am attuned to giving pleasure. In my limited experience with guys I really love to do oral and frot, but with my lovely lady it is oral sex on her that is the epitome of my intimate interaction with her. Read more »

An awakening?

I woke up this morning and noticed that I was abdominal breathing whereas normally I have a very dysfunctional upper chest breathing pattern. I felt quite emotional as if it’s a sign that something is changing.

Everything is starting to make some sort of sense now. I think that I had a form of Kundalini experience when I had my super-super-O. It was no different to what many people have described experiencing on the forum, but for me it was more profound on an emotional level, and I wasn’t ready for it, or maybe it was given to me for a reason so that I would realise what I needed to do with my life and how I needed to change. It’s all very spiritual and I’m a very logical scientific person but somehow it just seems to make sense and I’m happy with that.

I am now reading all about Kundalini and learning about meditation. I always thought that meditation was simply about relaxing, and yoga was just about sitting in odd positions and relaxing. There is so much more to it and I wish I had learnt about this years ago. Someone put a link to this blog in the forum and it has opened my eyes totally and explained to me what it is all about. So I am now practicing breathing patterns, and trying to completely change my attitude to life, and already I am experiencing changes. I am starting from basics. I can see where I need to go with my life now. Read more »

Unique Sensations

I was born and raised in New York City. At 9 years old I learned how to use the city bus system; at 10 I learned how to ride the subway and figure out where it took me. From that point on the greatest city in the world was my oyster. Almost every week from 10 until I was 18, I used the magic carpet of the subway to take me to some new neighborhood, street or destination in the big apple.

For all the hundreds of places I was in the City in those 8 years and the hundreds more that I have been there since then, there are still many, many more that I have yet to discover and visit; it’s a large city and there are thousands and thousands of neat places. Even today when I go to NYC I am always finding someplace new and exotic to experience that I have never been before. The complexity and never ending opportunity to experience something new in the city is a great metaphor for my experience of aneros driven anal pleasure.

I have been writing about my experience of Super O, MMO and anal pleasure for years. The result is hundreds and hundreds of entries. Yet despite the similarity of approach to start them each session is as different as two people are; each session deserves its own description and appreciation. Read more »

Anal Orgasm

Friday night after an early dinner J went to my daughter’s house about an hour away to go to a late movie near her house and stay overnight. It’s been nice that the two of them have become movie buddies; they go to chic flicks on a regular basis. I am happy that my daughter is able to spare me from going to movies that I would rather not see. It was a 9:20 PM showing so J decided ahead of time to spend the night in my daughter’s apartment which is 10 minutes from the theater rather than drive the hour to come home. So I slept alone that night.

After chatting with some friends on line and doing some minor work related writing I headed up to bed. Alone time in the house or in a hotel is always time that I use for prostate massage. Most of my MMO sessions are done with nothing inside me with J in the bed next to me; the sensations from a massager less session are lush and deep and subtle. Massager-less sessions are lower to build up but they never fail to get my precum flowing profusely when they are in full bloom. I love doing them. Read more »

Blocked again?

I had sex with my wife for the first time in months last night. My erection was instant and harder than I remember it ever being even when I was a teenager, and when I came it was stronger than previously, she even commented on how strong it felt.

I haven't managed to have a prostate orgasm for a few days now. I have sort of lost interest a little bit in a good way )have to get on with normal life(, although I'm not sure how I feel really. It was so intense last week I'm almost pleased to feel a bit less addicted. I have tried to bring on an orgasm several times but not really succeeded.

I'm really trying to analyse how to 'cross over' into an orgasm. I can get so close within moments of trying but actually turning it into an orgasm is proving elusive. Thinking back to when I had my first super-O I had not cum for 3 days, and had masturbated several times without climaxing, so there must have been some sexual tension there to start with. I was then so excited about what I had experienced that it just sort of carried on and I didn't even question my ability to go into a super-O for a few days and on the second day I even had an A-less orgasm within minutes of trying.
Two nights of super-Os made me tired, then I couldn't make it work and I got over emotional about that and couldn't sleep, I was working long hours, and it's been hit and miss since and I haven't really caught up with sleep. I have had to lower my expections.

Long week

I felle as if I am finally starting to integrate my new found ability with normal life. Today is the first day that I haven't been constantly thinking about my next super-O and worrying whether it is going to happen.
After a long week and long hours at work I am as usual very tired. I really think that I will just sleep tonight so it will be first day without a super-O. Maybe not a bad thing I feel a bit more in control now.

Fantasy and Super O

Anyone who reads whatever I have written over the years or who knows me here knows the profound impact that rewiring has had on me. I am a changed man. I think of myself as hypersexual and serenely sensual. Erotic thoughts are part of my daily life; eroticism is always with me bubbling inches below the surface of my routine existance. Fantasy is one of those erotic things that amuses me, piques my imagings and keeps my cock hard and wet.

When an erotic fantasy finds me it is like it has found a comfortable chair; it settles in and stays, relaxing and pondering the facets of its own lush eroticism while secretly reveling in the arousal that it stirs in me. It has certainly been that way over the last few weeks with my fantasy of sexual intimacy with A. She is someone that I have occassion to see quite frequently in meetings and events. Last night I had a particularly pleasurable fantasy involving the two of us. It happened because I saw her at a meeting of the organization she works for and that I volunteer for yesterday. As a leading volunteer in the organization I have a lot of interaction with her before, during and after the meetings. She is Secretary to the board. Read more »