I couldn't stop if i could

Hi guys. I'm a little down today. I have a confession. I have no self will. You might be wondering what is he talking about. Well let me explain. I love to masturbate. Before my journey i would jack off three times a day and all the explosions would be huge. But while I have been on this journey I really don't need the feel to always cum. My honest opinion a full body orgasm feel so much better. The tingling, the shattering feeling when you arch your back when the passion is building. I love it all. So weather I cum or not I still am left with a smile on my face when I'm done.

So I was not going to have a wet orgasm for a full week, seven days. Yeah I now crazy. But I have really mastered rewiring and I wanted to put my new known knowledge to the test. How long can I really edge and rewired for. So the first night was fine. A nice quick 2 hour session. Was getting the cum all the way to the top then not releasing it. I was strong and pulsating but no wetness. I was proud that night. That was Sunday. Monday it got a little difficult. I woke up that morning to relieve myself and after I finished I was still rock hard. I was debating if I wanted to have a quick session cause I might wake the parents with my moaning. But my hard cock made that decision when it was steering me to my helix in my draw with my olive oil.

The Before Times till The Now: The Sleeper Has Awakened

Just realized I had gotten my membership to the forums the other day and I figured it was time to start this blog detailing my journey up till now.

Must have missed the verification message when it came months ago, but no matter, I've been doing fine on my own.
However, on the 4th of July, after the fireworks, I had some interesting things happen that I believe have really redefined what this amazing little device is capable of, to me.
Therefore, this time is as good as ever to start this, not only to keep a record for myself, but to help others who may need some insight. Let's start with a little history…

Way back in March 2012, I broke down and bought an MGX model Aneros and a six-pack of Marksman lube. This was only the second time I'd bought a sex-toy )although it is obviously more than that( the first being a Fleshlight.
I had been fascinated by anal play for a while, although most of my attempts hadn't gone over very well… Fingers didn't reach far enough without holding an uncomfortable position and even then all I could feel was pressure against the back of my dick, nothing pleasurable really.
I first learned of the Aneros, oddly enough, though reading Japanese Hentai. After finding out that it was a real thing I found the wiki and this forum, as well as a few videos.
After a few days of reading up on it, I made the decision to buy one. Next paycheck, I made the purchase. This was before the Syn models came out and just after the Vice, but after some research I settled on the MGX: classic, average, good for beginners.

Hook, Line, and Sinker

So I received the Syn-Helix only five days after I had got the Peridise set and could hardly wait to have a go with it in a late night session.

Just holding it, it looked like it would be making more contact with everything, and I was visualizing how good it would feel fitted inside me. Was so eager to feel the added sensations the p-tab would have, and also the pivoting effect when the Helix started moving. Surprised by the silicone coating, I actually expected something a little softer, felt more like a firm rubber toy. The texture of the silicone seemed like it would encourage more friction than the peridise plastic I was getting used to.

Made sure I gave myself plenty of time to get acquainted before I had to be asleep. From doing forum research, I decided I would try the vaseline/water-lube approach since thats what I could lay my hands on immediately, and until I could get something better. Turns out to be a very effective combo for use with the helix and the peridise, much better than just the lube alone. Sliding the helix in for the first time was not very uncomfortable, mostly because I was getting used to the peridise, even though there's a lot more of the helix. Inserted very slowly, waiting for the moment when it felt like it wanted to be drawn in, savoring those first sensations. Felt the size for just a minute or two before it became quite comfortable. Walking around the house gave me some new tingles, and by the time I retired to the bedroom for the night it felt like we were made for each other.

Lawnmower Man

So, I was impressed right away with the aneros packaging, kinda of gave me the feeling this was something more than a cheap plastic toy. The actual box the set comes in is ideal for keeping the toys together when not in use. I was thinking at first I'd just be trashing the packaging, but the box is nice enough that I believe I'll keep it. The peridise themselves had a lot more heft than I had imagined too. Not sure about the construction, but they seem to have something heavier than plastic inside. enough weight to leave a knot if you rapped someone on the head with the larger ones. Pretty heavy for a four-inch piece of plastic. I found the toy's surface texture to be very smooth, not really slick and glassy, barely perceptible texture. Only thing I found issue with was with what I think would be the beginner set )22cm + 18cm(. I found sharp )to the rectum( seam ridges on both sides of both of those sizes in different spots. I won't be using either until I do some work with a piece of fine wet-sandpaper or something else to get them perfectly smooth. But the advanced set )20cm + 16cm( I found were almost blemish-free, so I was still pretty pleased with my purchase.

Bliss Restrained

I call this "Bliss Restrained" because despite my entire family being home I had a strong urge to hold a session late at night, so I had to hold back a little bit. I had refrained from traditional ejaculation for almost two weeks by this point, only indulging in dildo/aneros play, nipple play, and masturbation with no ejaculation. That being said I am in a constant state of hyperarousal: every sexual thought or erotic rub radiates pleasure from my prostate or other erogenous zones, erections come and go in high frequency and often linger for a while, my prostate constantly feels full and never lets me forget it. The session turned out to be significantly better than I could have hoped for, and unfortunately I was forced to restrain myself a little bit )wild movements and moans of pleasure( so as not to rouse attention. So this session took place last night, starting out with my Maximus and continuing/ending with the helix – running Hypnaerosession all the while. The reason I started out with the Maximus was because I had a decent session with it a couple of weeks ago and still try to maintain some sliver of hope for it. For 20-30 minutes it was actually pretty ok but the long time problem resurfaced once things started to get decent: since my perineum swells up from arousal and due to the "pointy/thin" nature of the tab, the tab swivels off-center and gets stuck to one side or the other, disrupting prostate/perineum contact and requiring constant adjustments )within seconds of each other(.

That Delicious Tightness in my Perineum

Hi guys,

In the last couple months or so, I have experienced a delicious tightness in my perineum as a result of the Kegel Exercises and my Anerosing, especially with the Progasm and Maximus models. Just now this evening I discovered once again that the Kegel Exercises in men are designed to strengthen both their pubococcygeal or PC muscles and the cremaster muscles. These two sets of muscles have a direct link to a man's scrotum and his anal sphincter muscles. But what is more beautiful and profound is that the Kegels have a close connection with the Aneros model, especially the Progasm.

I began noticing that when I began using both the Maximus and Progasm late last summer that these two models toned and firmed up all these sets of muscles. Hence the Kegel Exercises began to have a facility that I never experienced ever before. Not only do the Kegels work well with my Aneros models, especially with both the Progasm and Maximus models, but I come away from my sessions with the realization that my Kegels seem so natural, so easy to do!

But now in recent weeks there is that delicious tightness in my perineum which produces exquisite sweetness when I Kegel both within and outside my Aneros sessions. This sweetness is so sexual and pervades my entire genitals, a sweetness that approaches orgasm and ejaculation! What is even more wonderful now, such as tonight when I am composing this blog entry, mere stimulation of my nipples and hairy chest activates this sexual sweetness "down there!"

Refraining from masturbation has been a catalyst. Late night session blew my mind

For the past 20 days or so I've only orgasmed through masturbation once. I'm currently on an 8 day streak of not masturbating and I hope to continue this for a long time. I've tried to avoid masturbating before and found it very difficult, I usually become unbearably horny and end up masturbating to satisfy my urges.

This time is different though. I've been using the Aneros during my break from masturbation and it's helping me progress with rewiring. I can only get pleasure from my penis if I stimulate myself but my body now knows it can get pleasure from my prostate without me physically doing anything.

Previously when I avoided masturbation for long periods I used to wake up in the middle of the night and find myself with my hand on my cock stimulating myself even when I didn't want to. Last night I woke up half asleep and began subconsciously caressing my thighs, stomach and nipples. As I began to wake up and become fully aware of what I was doing my arousal strengthened. Looks like my body has found a new way to get its dopamine rush.

Luckily I had my peridise set at the side of my bed. I lubed up and inserted the largest one. My body sucked it in eagerly and the contractions began straight away. Very gentle but feeling so amazing.

First blog – A History of my Anus.

Hi there! I've been interested in prostate massaging and the Super-O for years now but only just registered to be a part of this community, if you'll bare with me I'll explain what's brought me here.

I'd first heard about all this lark about 6 years ago, when I was perhaps younger than I'd like to admit, I'd became very interested in anal play. Before I'd bought myself any proper sex toys I'd really enjoy sticking miscellaneous and probably unsafe items up my bum. I knew where the "sweet spot" was because I'd like to press into it really hard.

When I was about 16/17 I managed to get my first ever sex toy, not an Aneros device but a Nexus Glide. I remember getting home with it, being giddy, it was barely out the packet before I'd lubed it up and stuck it in me. I read a lot relating to prostate massaging from many parts of the internet, although Googling "hands-free orgasm" only ever gave me information on women's orgasms – not that useful for somebody with a penis.

I'd had numerous sessions but, with hindsight, I'd fallen into the trap that many Aneros users have fallen into: impatience, expectations and trying too hard. I'd have nice sessions which at their peak gave me waves of a dull orgasmic pleasure. It was still fun but I knew from other's that there was more. I'd still use the same toy every now and then, occasionally having periods where I'd use it multiple nights. I'd never prepared myself properly and still had expectations of more traditional penile orgasm. I started to doubt everything I'd heard, thinking it was mere myth and cynically a marketing tool to get people to buy sex toys, and I haven't used the toy since I was 19.

Powerful session

TL;DR
* MGX provided new sensations
* P-Tab was still too tough
* Mass itching nearly broke the night
* Progasm settled in nicely
* Feeling of 'fullness' developed and bolstered arousal
* Tug-of-War gave Progasm large strokes
* Plus, rocking back and fourth with strokes gave large orgasms

The itching and pains around my lower regions have settled down quite a bit now – great! And the irritations in my anus have almost disappeared – save for the occasional itch here and there. The cream I use must have helped more than I realise.

Been wanting to use the Aneros again these past few weeks – the culprit working against the intention was a sore sphincter. Thankfully that's passed and now only itches once in a while during the day. Yesterday I planned to give the device a round in the evening – it was worth it in the end.

Starting off I decided to roll with the MGX, partly in that I felt the prostate was being overshot by the length of the other models. That, and a change in models would help shift things around. Slipping the MGX in was discomforting at first but it calmed down after a few minutes. Pleasures and whatnot were standard and good, but trying to develop arousal would cause my anus and balls to itch like [i]crazy[/i] – the aches of the p-tab shoving against a swelling prostate didn't help. By about 1:40am I threw in the towel and took out the MGX.

Progasm Classic in Blue est arrivee!!! Sessions for March 31 & April 2

Hi guys,

The saga of my couple months' attempt to secure a Progasm Classic in Black ended last week when Pleasure Tease in New Jersey sent as a consolation a Progasm Classic in Blue. It arrived by USPS Priority Mail at my apartment building last Good Friday afternoon. Also last week I contacted Aneros.com Support about the availability of the Progasm Classic in Black. They wrote back to say that that model had been replaced or superseded by the newer Progasm Black Ice.

The next day, Saturday, I observed my 64th birthday. I had some important errands to run. My mind was other places that day as I remembered vividly my boyhood growing up in Connecticut those many years ago and how our world has changed radically in the last several decades. Hence, I was not up for an Aneros session on my birthday.

But Easter Sunday afternoon several hours after I arrived home from church, I took my new Progasm Classic in Blue out for a test drive. He performed admirably on his maiden voyage along with his new teammates. Progasm Black Ice also performed superbly in giving me an awesome autof**k. In the last month or so, I am focusing my attention on how my various Aneros models stroke and massage my prostate. Both Progasm Ice and his brother, Progasm Black Ice, give me such a smooth, sleek ride. But Progasm Classic with its heavy-duty Acetal/Polystyerene Plastic give me a rugged, masculine ride. Like I have said many times in the last couple months, Progasm Classic has shown me what Anerosing is all about as it autof**ks me BIG TIME!