Getting close?

Last night was a thrill ride. It had been 2-3 days since I last came and decided that was a good time to have a session. I grabbed my helix syn, porn, hash oil pen and I was off to the races. Usual build up of that buzzing but rather than focusing on it I just let things happen while I tried to relax and focused on my breathing. 30 minutes or so in and I’m starting to notice how hypersensitive everything is to the touch, and breathing starts to feel a little more shallow. By this point too my left hand starts to twitch a bit; my hand was on my left thigh as it was spazzing.

When I climaxed, it felt different than the times I had before. Usually when this happens, I’m fully erect and ejaculate. This time, I was fully (or maybe half) flaccid but came buckets. Also after coming, I felt both exhausted but hornier than I did when I started (ended up jerking 2-3 more times last night before going to bed).

How close am I to the P orgasm? Did I just achieve it? Does anyone else ejaculate without being fully erect?

The Beat Goes On

On the trip home from that first successful session my prostate was buzzing; that buzz lasted several hours. The gentle hum deep in my anal canal was juicing my libido big time. I was leaking heavy all the time. The hum in my anus also triggered intermittent erections that caused my cock to drool precum. I felt higher than a kite. I had arrived at MMO. After I arrived home I texted an on line friend in the UK that I had been sharing the details of my efforts with telling her of my success. She was fascinated. I also told my wife about my experience. She was OK with it but was still really worried about my heart and whether it was safe; we still had not had sex yet.

It was another two weeks until I had the chance to travel again, so another succession was not possible until then. It was during that two weeks of sharing the details with my friend in the UK in writing that I discovered my love of erotic writing and sharing descriptions of my anal orgasmic experience and the journey of sexual discovery I was on. So I registered for a Blog on WordPress using the name I was using on Sex Forums and began to give my sexual narrative. I used the forum thread in Sex Forums to drive readers to my WordPress Blog. Sex Forums was also where my On Line UK friend was from; her name there was Princess O. The blog was becoming very successful. At the end of that first month I had 1000 subscribers. I loved the writing. It aroused me more than watching porn. At the end of a year I had 10,000 subscribers.

The First Success 2004

I had been participating in the Aneros Forums for 2 months; the descriptions of Super O and the nirvana like descriptions of the experience whetted my appetite and hardened my penis. After two months of reading stickies and communicating in the forums I ordered my first device. This all transpired during my recuperation from open heart surgery in January of 2004. Aneros Forums helped to occupy the long days of healing; I was physically limited as to what I could do at the time, and sex or any sexual activity was out of the question. So chatting about Aneros and learning about the wonders of MMO was a way to pass the time during this slow – boring time in my life. I also ordered several books on ESO (Extended Sexual Orgasm) and read voraciously. It was all I was able to do. I also brushed up on my Zen Meditation as all that I read talked about mind – body control.

So in March at two months along I made the decision to order an MGX; it was well before I was allowed to use it. I had not spoken to my wife about the sex toy I was ordering. She was still fixated on my healing from the heart surgery. So I ordered an Aneros MGX, hoping that she wouldn’t be home when it arrived. Indeed I was home alone when the UPS guy rang the bell. I was feeling pretty good by that time. I was walking a half mile or so each morning trying to build up my strength so the quick response to get to the door was no big deal. I gave myself kudos for my progress.

Suggestions for someone who’s used the Aneros for more than a decade…

Hi Folks,

I’ve used the Aneros (MGX, Helix, Eupho, Maximus, Progasm & Perdise) on and off for over a decade now. Though they can give me interesting sensations (rapid heartbeat, heavy breathing, spasms in my extremities, some sensual feelings and thoughts) I’ve never experienced some of the lovely testimonials that so many post here and on the Aneros site: Pleasure Waves, Mini-O’s, Dry, Wet, Super etc. I don’t know what these feel like, but it sure would be nice to at least get a little taste of what others are getting to experience. I really have tried so many different ideas that get bounced around out there: smoking weed (which I don’t like), fish oil, sleeping with it in, contractions, do nothing, breathing, watching porn, erotic hypnosis etc. None of which seem to do much…

Sadly, I can only describe the Aneros experience as just kind of bland. It ultimately starts off somewhat erotic with the initial insertion and then falls off. After an hour of having a piece of plastic stuck up my rear, I just get bored and clean up.

I know we’re not supposed to have “expectations”, but it’s hard when you read about other’s experiences that sound so fun! My only expectation at this point is that my session will just be bland and nothing out of the ordinary will happen. Honestly, I’m just not sure what I’m supposed to be feeling, what sensations to focus on and how to enhance them.

my journey so far

Encouraged by https://www.aneros.com/community/forum/general-discussion/110569-learn-helpful-links-for-new-members, decided to blog my own journey, even if only for my future reference.

Can’t remember now how I came to knowing about Aneros let alone buying one, perhaps during one of the tumblr porn surfing sessions. Anyway, have had the Helix Syn for a while but really started to use it regularly a few months before.

I am not new to anal play and even had a kind of anal orgasm once, back when I was a teenager (33 now), and used prostate massagers for fun with my wife and alone, but never really new about the possibility of Super-O and “rewiring” until recently. I’ve heard about involuntary contractions and the intense prostate pleasure, but never found them, and voluntary contractions would get me aroused but my muscles got tired quickly and it ruined the experience.

Finding the wiki got me really excited so I decided to give the whole thing another go. I would wake up early, when the family was still sleeping, which would give me about two hours of almost-private time in the living room, the best I could have in the circumstances. I would take a shower, use coconut oil as the lube and started doing the contractions.

At this very time, I got interested in male kegels (unrelated to Aneros) and got pretty good at feeling and controlling my PC muscles. That definitely helped with the aneros sessions.

(30M) Used aneros for the 1st time and didn’t have any orgasm. Any suggestions?

I’m a 30 year old gay man and I used an ameros for the 1st time. I just tried anal sex one time, but it went horrible because at that time I didn’t know about how to clean my ass right, so I never tried again. Today I used my aneros Progasm, which is recommended for intermediate users, however it wasn’t a problem for me to insert it and leave it in my ass. I was horny, I watched some porn and then inserted my progasm. I did some contractions so it stimulates my prostate, but it wasn’t as pleasant as I expected. So I worked it manually and I know I was hitting the right spot because my penis was getting really wet. I played with the prograsm for more than an hour, but however I didn’t reach the called “super o”, so then I just masturbated as usual. Any suggestions on how to use it? Thanks in advance.

Normal to cum?

I’ve had an Aneros for a while and use it on and off. I hadn’t cum in two weeks so I thought I’d use it today, while watching porn. At first I felt nothing but then things seemed to get pretty intense, culminating in an actual orgasm with cum. Is this normal? I thought the goal is not to cum? Not sure why my body decided it would. What do you guys think?

What was that??

I think after 8 months I’ve finally gotten a glimpse of what a prostate orgasm should feel like! After reading several posts I gave the “do nothing” approach, took a rips off my hash oil pen, threw on some porn and I was off to the races.

My penis felt like it was twitching the entire time, but not like any of the times before. The build up was definitely slow (had to go through several videos haha) but once it hit the spot it was unreal. Usually when I’m watching porn, I focus in on a particular area but this time I let my mind wander and it was finding the most simple things incredibly erotic!

Never before have I had such trembled breathing and chattering teeth. I was fighting all the urge not to tense up but the more I did either way the higher it took me. I don’t think I actually climaxed but what a wild ride that was!

Just so I didn’t feel like the session was wasted, I tugged it out and took less than a few minutes and it felt amazing releasing!

My question for you guys, how long do you wait between sessions? I have a good window tomorrow and I feel like I wanna give it another go. Is that too soon?

Releasing a bit of tension

So I had therapy today to talk about some of the stuff with my mom, so I was pretty chill when I got home. After therapy I went to a Starbucks and read a chapter of 12 rules for life about raising your children. It didn’t quite hit on the “don’t be an absolute monster to your kids” that I thought it would, but I also practiced laying out some of my feelings about my mom in the framework of crucial conversations. I had gotten a Facebook message from my mom asking “if I got her texts”, but since I had blocked her on my phone and unfriended her on Facebook, this message came as a surprise to me. I got home and meditated a bit after lighting a scented candle (which smells like boy’s deodorant :)). I was reminiscing about my adolescence. In practice, I tried imagining how it felt to have my whole being be in some pleasant adolescent memories (which I realized were rooted in the pleasantry of being away from my bitchy mother). I also wrote down some potentially “Freudian Nightmare” phrases relating to my mom and Aneros usage. I tried channeling my inner, vulnerable childhood voice and got emotional as I articulated:

* “Mommy why did you get mad at me for using sex toys to make myself feel good?”
* “Mommy, why don’t you love me when I make myself feel all nice and good inside?”

Underwear unveiled (my take)

Hi guys,

Again it has been many days since I have submitted an entry to my Aneros blog. I did have an Aneros session in nine days until this morning on Columbus Day. I was distracted by various things, mostly the Brett Kavanaugh confirmation saga played out. Like many Americans I came away that contest bruised and exhausted.

Fortunately late last night my horniness came alive after reading some porn and viewing sexually suggestive pics on tumblr. My cock wanted to come out and play. I wanted to indulge him in a bate session, but I was too tired. So I donned one of my All-Star Shock Jock Cup w/supporter combos and went back to bed, and slept like a baby.

I enjoy reading @goldenboy’s blog entries very much because he tells it like it is especially when he talks about jocks and cups and the Aneros. He did so well in his latest blog entry “Underwear, unveiled.”

As for myself, I think my dad was a real cool guy in 1950’s America for being an exhibitionist at least at home. He was a Little League umpire in my hometown during the summer months. On game nights, after supper he would dash about the house buck naked with his cock flopping about on the way to my parents bedroom where he would don his navy blue umpire uniform. As I was entering puberty, I discovered he wore a jockstrap underneath. His Johnson & Johnson men’s large jockstrap had a huge pouch. His dick was a much larger version of mine. We we’re both circumcised and we both have a bulbous glans.