Tag: Porn

Edging with 3 ruined and 2 full orgams, drained to sexual low, Aless finally back again with NSFW fantasy about mean torment

On last sunday I had a nice edging session with plenty of coconut oil, my C-Ringz Taint-Alizer cockring, my Oxballs Neo Stretch Ballstretcher and my Magic Wand Vibrator.

After two hours of edging I got three ruined orgasms (RO) with my cum oozing slowly down the shaft, when trying the fourth my cum poured out more fluently and strong feelings down there proved that I was beyond the PONR. While I eagerly licked up my cum of my ruined orgasms before, the beginning refractory period now let me get out some handkerchiefs. As the storybook ruined orgasms were fantastic I smiled at peace with the world and myself.

Watching some porn later in the afternoon I drained my nuts definitely. Monday and Tuesday I went into a sexual low.

Since two days Aless is back! Had two fine sessions the last two mornings. This morning was really great again. Both times I started on my back, visualizing the setup viewed in a video lately: legs bent and apart, feet standing on the bed, arms stretched out on each side, fully in restraint.

First I imagined a riding crop stroking my defenseless ballsack and inner thighs and finally my butthole and then occasionally chosing one of these aims, intermittently pausing, then coming down again out of a sudden. Like feeling real pain I twitched and tensed from every little slap. Read more »

“Playtime In Chastity”

I was awakened very early while in my jockstrap and cup. I had a hard, arousing erection and I knew it wouldn’t go down anytime soon. I am involved in another “living fantasy”. In this one, my “keyholder” will allow me to trade-off my hard cup for a regular jockstrap. The only catch is that I must receive a prostate milking (since I am now in Day 7 of SR). I agree and put-on the jockstrap.

The next thing I know is that I have received the HIH 950 prostate massager and it goes to work in about 10 minutes. {I know it is just a massager but it looks and feels like a lubricated finger of my keyholder}. I am tossing and squirming on the bed, trying to find a position that isn’t too stimulating. I can’t find one! I lay on my back with my knees bent up in the air. I am starting to pulse my hips as my prostate continues to give me immense pleasurable sensations. At some point, I am performing very rapid but light contractions and feel my cock get hard and then soft. I lost track of the time……

After about 50 minutes, I knew that the “milking” was over and my keyholder removed her finger very gently. I then had a choice: I could either put on my chastity cup again or put on my chastity cage (the CB-6000S). I chose the cup. After that, while still in the fantasy, she wanted me to watch some porn videos of guys getting cock massaged until they cum. Oooh! If only that could have been be my cock! I can’t even touch mine! Read more »

RO & CEI

Sunday morning, after five hours of edging to some porn on the web, though I wanted to edge to the brink, I still refused to accept cumming. Horny beyond belief I had given myself two orders: If I would cum, I would ruin my orgasm and I would have to swallow my cum.
My refractory period only lasted half a minute, enough to already discard to submit myself to that self-humiliation, as usual due to the lack of sufficient arousal after cumming and disgusted with the idea of swallowing that tablespoon of salty semen fluid just catched with a tumbler. But with ruining these 30 seconds have been enough to let my horniness regain its level and let me follow my CEI, proving that the refractory period already had ended.

What am I experiencing???

Ok so I posted a couple months ago about some progress. I think I have made some more, but I’m not quite sure what I’m experiencing.

I read here somewhere about a “warm up” routine some one tried. Stretching etc. I also perform some harder clenching to start to tire out my muscles some.

I’ve been starting on my side. Just relaxing looking at porn like most do. Eventually I end up turning to my back and over the course of 30 min to an hour a shaking in my pelvic area starts. At the same time I’m concentrating on the aneros and where it’s hitting. I get a wave of pleasure or 2 but it doesn’t seem to last. The shaking builds gradually and starts to get pretty violent at times. All completely involuntary. It’s pretty cool. But I would think I would start getting more intense waves of pleasure at the same time which aren’t occurring. Im enjoying the process and I think I’m getting better at recognizing what I need to do. Today I adjusted the toy some and between the periods of tremors I described earlier and I felt increased pleasure from the toy. I don’t think I had it in the right place before.

I’m trying to assess where I am in the process and see if anyone has any suggestions on where to go from here.

Thanks

How long do your sessions last? What was the longest?

I like to get into an almost meditative state when I use the aneros. Often i will throw on a long cock-hero or porn compilation and zone out while watching it.

I usually use mary-jane or adderall to help me zone in because otherwise I will get distracted and start cleaning or something. But usually I go for 45 minutes to maybe 3 hrs max, with 1-10 waves of super-o’s in there.

Any I have a couple days with my apartment to myself coming up where I was thinking of trying to go basically all day. Maybe complete the story-line to [Cock Hero Island 4](https://milovana.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=19416) which is like 7 hours long in total. (Kinda nerdy but I know this sub isn’t judgmental) I would take breaks every so often during that time to reset, but am wondering if that’s too long.

On the aneros forums there are some old posts by guys saying they go 12+ hours with breaks sprinkled throughout.

So my questions are:

1. How long is a normal session for you?

2. How long is a special occasion session/How long do your longest sessions last?

3. Do you use multiple toys during a long session?

An example of the best session I can achieve (yet)

Yesterday I had one of those sessions I can describe as the best aneros sessions I can get (at least right now).

It isn’t mind blowing but it’s really good, I hope in the future it gets better and better, but specially faster to reach the good part.

I’ve already talked about really low sexual desire. Maybe that’s one of the main problems I have: get things started.
I can feel the aneros touching my prostate from minute 1, some years ago I got an hard on immediately, today I sort of still get a minor reaction.

But for things to reach the really good parts, I need time. And by time I mean hours and hours.

In the morning I had a 2 hour session with Eupho just to experiment. Lately I’ve been using Progasm Ice and have some nice sensations, I think its stronger contact on the prostate may help bypass my low sexual drive and arousal.
In the week before when I had a session I used Progasm Ice so I wanted to see if Eupho’s movement would give me something different (and better).

It didn’t, all I got was the nice but not spectacular general feeling of being pleased.
I always use a bit of porn at the beginning to wake up my dead prostate, and it works.
From my previous experiences nipples are dangerous as many times they lead me to hands free wet orgasms. Read more »

Day 35 of 2nd SR Challenge – Precum milking all night long the night before

Yesterday horniness seemed to be a little lower than at full peak as on the days before, but nevertheless it was present all day long. In the evening I searched some porn sites and started masturbating at a very slow pace, just fast enough to help some precum appear on the glans. Starting some kegels too I maximized the precum flow and I got quite a lot to lick up. Some bigger amounts oozing already felt next to cumming but it was only clear precum. At five o’clock in the morning I surrendered to sleep, what was much too late. Today we’ve been out for a family date and the rest of the day we had to do errands and homework. Precum milking helped with my blue balls so far, as they are not aching so much today. Some Aless moments this morning and this afternoon kept quite dissatisfying. Five days left and more and more sceptical whether a wet dream may ruin my challenge on the home stretch.
Best vibes!

The unavoidable ejaculation

My sex drive keeps being as low as ever. With a possible change starting only in September things keep dragging.

Most of my sessions end in nothing.
When I have a lot of time sometimes I can get to somewhere.
In the last productive sessions I ended up with another old friend, the unavoidable hfwo that ruins my sessions.

In the first session it came out of nowhere, and it was fast.
I had just inserted Aneros and I was viewing some porn to get some arousal.
I was like 30 mins in with nothing special then suddenly I feel the orgasm coming, with no previous warning.
It went from nothing to ejaculation, and the weird is that I had only the background pleasurable feelings before it came sudenly.
I’ve never experienced this before (the sudden out of nowhere ejaculation/orgasm).

In the second session as usual it took some hours until I felt something.
I was getting the feelings of general pleasure and I was relaxing and letting it continue, always with the do nothing approach.
Sometimes I fell asleep and kept waking up, the session contnued and eventually it reached a part where I started to feel more pleasure and, as also common for me, eventually it was too much and it triggered the ejaculation.

My third session was long but nothing special happened. I was again in the plateau and nothing happened for hours. Read more »

Day 28 of 2nd SR-Challenge

Hi everybody, on my 28th day of SR I can report about a five hour lasting session with wonderful heights. Left alone for quite the whole day I found some time for myself. Staying in pyjamas and gown I liked to use my primary search words “edging cumcontrol tumblr” to find some porn and some incitements for my session.
First I was into using my Magic Wand vibrator, but as its battery was low I searched for a replacement. In her bedside cabinet I made a find. A tiny vibrator slightly thicker and longer than my middlefinger. It was of super smooth silicone and felt like a worry stone. First I thought of the frequency as too high to enjoy but still wanted to give it a chance. I started my discovery route with some pressure on my perineum. First I felt nothing and already wanted to give it up, when I suddenly found some spots that gave me pleasure and already induced sudden involuntaries. That’s it, I thought, and sticked to it for some time, slowly driving me in to a frenzy. When feeling it could become too much I resisted to take it away, risking my SR-challenge, still wavering to end it up or to continue for another 12 days to cope with the famous “40 days and 40 nights”. Thus I heightened up my arousal more and more until I was so close I had to give it up. Resting on the couch I calmed down and out of a sudden, when nearly fully relaxed, a Super-O came over me like a breaking wave, sending me into several wonderful minutes of tremendous Aless.
After a while I decided to take up the vibrator again and put it on my frenulum. Quickly I got rock hard again and ran up the hill to the PONR. It was a very risky play as I often thought I couldn’t bear it any longer and would ejaculate. But I only drenched my underwear with precum. Finally I had to end up again, while the clock showed that already three hours had gone by. Now I got my Tempo ready, prepared myself and put it in with some vaseline. Having the vibrator with me it came to my mind to put it on the metal handle of the Tempo. It was overwhelming. Because of the massive steel body of the tempo the vibration felt even stronger inside me than before while in direct contact to my body. I had my fun. It was fantastic. Nevertheless I stopped the vibration and lay down doing nothing. Now my Tempo took over and as if it had saved all the vibration it shook me into another frenzy. Summarizing I can say this little vibrator made my day.
Have a good weekend!

What are you supposed to do mentally?

I’ve been trying off and on for a few years now and I’ve gotten few worthwhile results. I’ve tried several different strategies and none of them work well for me. It seems like I have to do all of the following at once:

1. Stay physically relaxed

2. Don’t get overhyped and start thinking about what it might feel like later / stay in the moment

3. Enjoy the sensations

4. Be mindful of the aneros’s movements

5. Breathe steadily

I’ve been using the “do nothing” method because anything else would require even more concentration. I’ve tried just focusing on relaxing and doing nothing else but most of the time I do that I just fall asleep. I’ve tried porn but that distracts me from staying in the moment / feeling the sensations. When I don’t focus at least a little on 3, any pleasure that happens is somehow distant / unimportant and I don’t get any enjoyment out of it.

I do have ADHD, so that’s part of the problem. I can get it in comfortably and it doesn’t hurt at all even manually pulling it in all the way. I can stay relaxed. I just can’t seem to juggle all the right mental tasks at the same time. What am I supposed to do?