Pushing too hard!

I have come to realize I may have been pushing the envelope a little too much lately. I’m having about 4 sessions per week over and above two A-less sessions per day. I have reverted back to viewing a lot of porn and all this in strong attempts to achieve the Super-O. Not a good situation.
I need to get back on track and change gears a little. I need to slowdown and smell the flowers one good feeling at a time.

I will start that immediately but first, a good A-less session.

I had a pretty pleasurable session last time.

Last time must’ve been my 8th or 9th (I’ve lost track to be honest haha) session. This time, I decided to put some mild pornography. What I mean by mild is that I didn’t put pornography from a porn site like PornHub or XNXX. I put on some late night movie from the HBO GO app. For the most part I wasn’t really watching, just had it there in the background and would only really take a glance (I try not my best not too masturbate too porn much nowadays).

Anyways, here’s something interesting that happened. This happened days before my last session. I noticed something weird with my legs after my second to last session. I noticed that if I mentally focused on my legs, I would feel these waves of pleasures when I would lying down on my bed. Lying on my side. As if my legs were feeling a slight orgasm. Nothing too pleasurable, just something that I felt quite nice. Like I said, I discovered this AFTER my second to last session. So I did not have Aneros in me or anything.

MY PROGRESS LOG! ORGASMIC19

My Aneros Prostate Orgasm
01-30-2017.

Hey, guys I decided to write or at least describe what I feel during a aneros session.

Describe my prostate Orgasms?

• •Uncontrollable Body Spasms
• Vocalizations

Arousal = energy
Uncontrollable breathing at times
Body Tension
Muscle Tightening at times
Limb Spasms
Facial Expressions
Body jerks
Twitches
Penis Soft

Just added: Violent Full Body Orgasms to the list.

And, ​​​​​​undeniable pleasure throughout your entire body.

During Arousal hard erection, but after awhile the penis goes back down. Belly breathing consists of alot of energy or a variety of breathing techniques. Nipples are highly sensitive to the touch. A variety of squeezes such short to long holds cause full body orgasms.

At times your ass wants to cum like a female orgasm.

Unbearable Release
02-20-2017.

Today’s aneros session was so unbearable it is unbelievable to describe.

I started off with some good old fashioned porn to jump start my session. At the same time focusing on my breathing. With every inhale through the nose my arousal builds (belly).

I was so excited I began to stroke my nipples vigorously, and at the same time hold a strong anal contraction. My arousal started off slow but began to heat up tremendously. With each squeeze my prostate begins to melt with appreciation.

The pleasure is so intense a feeling of ecstasy washes over me. The pleasure is so unbearable I can’t take it anymore in a good way. It’s like a sweet spot you can’t put your finger on.

violent shake

So I had this experience I thought I’d share. I usually watch porn while trying hard to relax, back to the floor knees up position and got kind of tired doing that for awhile. I kind of feel like keeping my legs up tires me out and hinders the relaxation part.

But I lay down on my stomach with one leg up and relaxed again. I was trying different things like concentrating on the feeling, but ended up getting tired. when my mind started wandering off and I started to think of things totally unrelated to what was going on. I think as soon as my mind was in another place I had this violent sudden shake in my hips, which lasted for a quick 2-3 seconds. It literally felt like someone went through my body and grabbed my prostate + everything around it and shook it violently. I think when I realized what happened I tried to get ahold of it, then lost it….but it felt amazing and kept trying to chase that feeling again to no avail. anyway thought I’d share my experience so far (its been about a year and a half since I started). Just when you think you’re there, you experience new things.

Frustrated

(Long post warning!)

Ok this may sound like a bit of a rant, but bear with me, I’m just really frustrated.

Started with reading about this awesome prostate stimulation. Bought a Helix. Stuck it in, waited. Felt good, some contractions, some waves, but nothing to write home about. Wanked to a (better) shot, rinse and repeat. Did kegels, can shoot pretty far and generally enjoy it.

This went on for about a year and since the “journey” never led to anything spectacular, I decided that I was probably incapable of having my p-moment. Ok, no biggie.

Then I ended up having a tantric session while travelling and had most awesome 90 minutes of my life. Five or six handsfree dry orgasms purely from prostate stimulation, waves of pleasure and awesome euphoria. So, I figured, I can do it!

Since then I spent close to a grand on all sorts of gear, Helix, Progasm, Revo 2, Pure Wand. With or without vibro. With or without lube. Porn or no porn. Contractions or do nothing. On all fours or on the back…. you name it, I probably done it.

Nothing. Not a single fuckng thing. What’s worse, even whatever good feelings I used to have at the beginning are not there anymore. I stick the Helix in and wait. Breathe. Nothing. Not even a tingle.

Go asking on forums and get answers like oh you know…. you need to connect with yourself… let go… meaning of life… energy… blah-blah-blah. Or better still: you should start smoking weed or drop acid, will definitely help.

Experience to date…

I have been guilted for years that a single guy is never to relieve himself, meanwhile I have experienced days where I could hardly pee due to, what I am assuming is BPH. For years, I ejaculated after having lengthy masturbation sessions looking at sinful websites. I have used the helix syn twice now. The first time for only an hour and no results, the second time a couple hours and a roaring ejaculation when I masturbated afterwards. My symptoms are always relieved after masturbation and I refuse to use porn now. With the helix, I was able to ejaculate successfully with a large load, clearing the prostate, and being relieved of symptoms. I don’t consider it sinful to use proper means to relieve, what could turn into something very dangerous, with a proper medical device.

Super-O (but wet)

Pretty certain I had my first Super O today – although it wasnt entire body and was wet on the end – but definite groin to shoulder & knee sensation and still lingering ‘glow’ feeling after 30 minutes.
Have been having consistent wet Os for a while now with Progasm – really enjoy them and working on holding the O off. Today was a little different with just nudging it along and watching an amazing asian girl on porn – instead of focusing on the cliff, I was just nudging and nudging and encouraged the O to come… and it was good. Its not one of those hollywood OMG scenes – but rather a nustle into the pillow and ride it out. Great fun and could have easily gone for another but had to stop… now enjoying a beer and the ‘glow’ effect!

I finally did it!!!! [multiple orgasms]

Tonight, nearly one year after I first purchased my Aneros De-Vice, I had my first instance of multiple prostate orgasms. Up until now, most Aneros sessions ended with me getting impatient and masturbating normally. I have also been strengthening my PC muscles over the past year, which made a huge difference tonight.

I’ve come to the conclusion that relaxation is quite possibly the most important factor – at least for me. Lately I’ve been trying to cut back on porn, because I noticed that I’ve had the urge to masturbate multiple times per day – sometimes 3 or more – and its been getting in the way of me getting my work done. I decided that for at least the next month, I will only masturbate if I can take my time and do it mindfully, without any porn, which is exactly what I did tonight. I started out just doing some breathing exercises while different parts of my body, and slowly moved on to lubing up the De-Vice and easing it in. Once it was in I started really focusing on trying to feel in the moment – how my hand felt on my penis and vice versa, while also focusing on how my muscle contractions were slowly massaging my prostate. Eventually the P Waves started, and as I neared orgasm I suddenly flexed my pc muscles, at which point I felt like I was carried across some kind of threshold and delivered into my first full-on dry orgasm! I repeated this process two more times, each orgasm more satisfying than the last, before finishing with an explosive cum. Easily one of the best masturbation sessions of my entire life.

No Sexual Activity

I love to ride my toys an I have a few to choose fro. From butt plugs to prostate messagers to 9-12 inch dildo’s. I have a great time with them all and i reach new heightened orgasms with each session I have. But my prostate an penis has to much fun. I play with myself at least once a day. I have to have a wet explosive orgasm a day. I’m young an have to get my nut out. I become cranky without it. Either I’m rubbing my hole or sticking a finger or two inside me to ease my roaming and vibrating prostate that gets constant action. An don’t get em started on y porn collection. I have so many porn subscriptions on my tablet and computer I barely have enough money to buy new toys. But all of that is coming to a close.

Torn between two dominas (Part I – Shibby)

Late this (last sunday) morning at the end of a session that drenched me into sweat my semen retention day counter was reset to zero. It was an Aless session, though. In addition it remained somehow Pless (prostate not taking an active part). I would call it a Mindgasm or a Hypnogasm, but let us start from the beginning.

Blame it to @goldenboy, sorry, buddy, that is not meant as a complaint, I am rewired to binaurals and especially erotic hypno(sis) since about a week now. Devoured by curiosity about binaurals he, @goldenboy, had written about I have fallen into Shibby’s trap. Shortly having experienced the best sex ever by giving up control and letting my prostate allied by Aneros’ tools Eupho/Helix Syn take over command I unhesitatingly allowed Shibby to give me orders, too. Torn between two dominas.

“Shibbysays*” and I must obey. (*You can find her files easily on Y*uT*be but don’t dare before you have finished reading this post carefully.)
Meanwhile I already have listened to all but two of her files and by now I am not only completely hooked on her seductive voice but furthermore I almost entirely have SURRENDERed to her will.
(Sh*t, sorry, just experienced a chairgasm only by typing this word, becoming aware how deeply Shibby has seeded “SURRENDER” (Uh, 2nd CG) as a trigger word into my subconscious mind. Getting another cup of coffee from the machine in the kitchen I just have probed the effect again.
Using my inner voice to give myself the sharp command „SURRENDER!” all of a sudden I was struck by some p-waves and even more very heavy involuntaries I was absolutely unable to suppress.)