“The Language Of The Soul?…..A Meditation”

[Disclaimer: This is my interpretation only. No connection whatsoever to others’ interpretations of the “language”, either by music, feelings or other means.]

Introduction
Perhaps a little bit off-topic, but it all started yesterday. I was brushing my teeth and looking in the mirror. And it suddenly dawned on me: I can only look at my face through the mirror! Think about it: “you” are never looking at “you” (like others see you) except through a mirror, another reflection, a photograph or a video monitor. That is because of the way things are.

We have a dog, and our dog never looks at himself in the mirror! Dogs are not vain that way! But he communicates just fine because our eyes meet and he understands what I am trying to tell him. Perhaps this is the way people communicate too?

Meditation
I wore my Mueller cup overnight and settled-down this morning (quite early and after a nice session with the HIH 950) to listen to some relaxing, soothing tracks. I continued this meditation…..

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It seems to me that the “best” way for people to communicate with each other is through person-to-person contact. When peoples’ eyes meet, there is a special connection there. If there is indeed a “sixth sense” I believe it is received and processed through this visual means of communication.

“Guided By The Feeling”

Introduction
I often wonder: What is it that “drives” my prostate’s satisfaction? Why do I do the things I do to it? Such as Aneros sessions, “solo chastity” play, edging/surfing with or without ejaculation, nipple stim, cuddling with a sexual partner, etc. Is it just a desire for sexual pleasure? Or is there something more, something deeper, something hidden from plain sight?

Session
Just this morning, I was not particularly aroused. I am in only Day 3 of SR and not feeling anything special down in my prostate. But I had a strong desire to act on a session. I selected my HIH 950, lubed-it up with SSG and started the session. I told myself that this session would be beneficial for my prostate’s health, nothing more, and nothing less. But as soon as I started, I knew that once again, my prostate was very pleased that it was going to be stimulated. I had an almost immediate erection (I was wearing my SD Ultra Pro Carbon chastity cup). I tried very hard not to contract too much; but eventually, the auto-contractions took over and I couldn’t help myself. At several points, I honestly felt like I was going to ejaculate.

Towards the end of the session (which lasted about 30 minutes), my “inner voice” told me to take-off the cup and just lie on the bed. When I did, I noticed a good amount of precum on the inner pouch of the cup. I had an erection, played with my cock a little, and began to feel more pleasurable sensations from my prostate. My “inner guide” told me that this session was over…

When you just can’t stop.

Still in SR I decided to have a short gentle session with my Eupho. I felt I needed something just to relax with and ease the constant arousal. Well as often happens with any Aneros session you never know what is going to happen. The first 15 minutes were just what I needed, some lovely waves and again that feeling that ejaculation was imminent. Beyond that time I end up flaccid and then the prostate takes control. I just got deeper and deeper into the session and just let things develop. After a series of orgasms I experience a bit o f lull and then things build again. Then surprisingly as I was enjoying one of these rest periods and floating in a dreamlike state I began to get an uncontrollable body shake and trembling legs. I have not had this since my very first few session when I began to use the Aneros. This time though, as I am more experienced I just let it happen and tried to focus on it, instead of the slight fear I felt during my very first times. Eventually, 2 hours later I had to surrender and sleep, once again amazed at how many differing sensations I had been lucky enough to enjoy. Next morning I had strong Aless and a few mini O’s to remind me.
Now back at day 1 of SR and feeling slightly flat.

“Not A Session But A Meditation”

Background
I am only in Day 2 of SR. That should mean low libido and low-T, right? Uh, somebody forgot to tell my body. Let me explain…..

I awoke not too early, only wearing my nylon shorts but no cup. I had a firm erection and began (almost without any forethought) stroking my male “parts”, almost like I wanted to ejaculate! I honestly felt like I could! And after a short while, I realized that I needed to “curb” this activity and so I decided to quickly put-on my Mueller “chastity cup”. And that put an end to that!

Meditation
Now, in bed again with about an hour before it was time to get-up, I began to meditate on our male ejaculatory system and how complicated it really is. Of course, we take advantage of our prostates with our massagers. But the complete system is rather complicated. The process of getting our semen out of our bodies consists of many “layers” of fluids, each secreted by a different organ. There is, of course, the prostate. But there are others, such as the seminal vesicles and the Cowper’s glands, which contribute vital fluids as well. All of these must work together (with their respective muscle groups) when we reach the ‘Point-Of-No-Return’ and the climax of ejaculation.

The male reproductive system is truly a work of art. So many pieces have to come together for one purpose: continuation of the species! It is a “system” honed over many centuries, many millennia. Every human male (and most non-human mammals) have this capacity; it is a “wonder of the world” IMHO.

Time to move on

No joy so far in my quest for a HFWO. I reckon I will have to be patient and move on, when the time is right I’m sure it will happen. Almost every session now though has me feeling at some point that an ejaculation is building. This is normally in the first 10 minutes or so when my penis is still enjoying the stimulation, throbbing and dancing to the stimulus from whichever Aneros happens to be probing me at the time. Eventually prostate pleasures begin and the erection is gone but I continue to produce a fair amount of pre cum. In between my sessions I have been continuing to get myself as close to the PONR as I can and this has kept me ever so horny. As a consequence of this I am finding that I can now judge just when to stop so that I can release a small amount of semen without having a full blown orgasm. I am very impressed by my own self control, other times I could not have held back at all so I am learning another new skill. I’m not sure I would describe it as blue balls as @goldenboy so eloquently puts it, but I think I will have to end this current run of SR soon. It must be around 14 days or so and I just feel full.
One more thing before I sign off. I feel I have improved on my position a little. For some reason the other night I felt that I needed to support my feet on a stout cushion as I lay on my back with bent knees. I now am able to flex at the hips more freely and when the autof**king begins I find myself thrusting into them in time with the contractions.
Good vibes to all and take care.

Think I just had my first prostate orgasm, where to go from here?

I’ve been trying to achieve a prostate orgasm for a while now, and until today had actually given up on the idea of having one.

After a shower earlier tonight I decided to give it another shot, I had already orgasmed earlier in the day but I figured I may as well give it a shot. I dried myself off, and laid out the towel on my bathroom floor, popped in the helix and laid down on my front and just focused on relaxing. I had read recently that you should keep contractions minimal, as you are trying to gently massage the prostate and contract super hard and squeeze out all of the fluid.

After about 5 minutes of focus on the feeling I started to get a warm feeling, radiating from my prostate, this grew in to an intense sensation but as my breathing and heart rate increased this subsided. After a few more minutes I experienced another wave of the same sensations, and again they subsided as my heart rate increased..

I laid there after these two waves of pleasure, relaxing and focusing on the feeling. While it was nice, I didn’t manage to build up to the same feeling again, and after about 40 minutes I stopped.

While the feeling was great, it wasn’t anything like what I have read prostate orgasms feel like, it was pleasurable but passed quickly and wasn’t even close to a penile orgasm.

“Sometimes In Sports, A Guy Just Needs To Wear A Cup!”

Introduction
Well, I made it to Day 6 of SR. I slept in my nylon shorts overnight and awoke not too early with an early-morning erection. Feeling nice and sexy, I decided to put-on one of my “chastity cups”. But I got the urge this morning to just go for a hard, tight, cup jockstrap like I would wear for sports*. The Bike fit the bill perfectly! It is the most supportive cup jock I have, and so I put it on. It holds everything in place quite well and does not move-around at all. I don’t even think it would allow a substantial erection to build-up within it.

Session
After a while of wearing it, I decided on an Aneros session, this time with the Eupho Classic. I like the Eupho but never know what it will accomplish on my prostate. Some sessions are good, others are hit-or-miss. Well, this morning, I was in for a treat! The Eupho (like the HIH 950) seemed to hit my prostate’s “sweet spot” almost immediately and after a short while, I couldn’t help but experience some auto-contractions with it, along with (and quickly) some moaning and large-muscle contractions. The Eupho is designed for maximum movement and that movement seems to hit all the right “spots” on and around the prostate. Like with the HIH 950, the Eupho caused me to feel the “pre-ejaculatory” sensations (near the PONR) which are beyond description! It is during this time that I believe my prostate is being “milked”.

HIH 950: The “Key” To Sexual Bliss

Introduction
I am now in Day 5 of SR and awoke early this morning with an extremely arousing erection. I wasn’t wearing a “chastity cup” overnight and so I found myself waking-up in a fantasy: my lover is gently caressing my package, including the scrotum and stiff shaft through the nylon shorts I am wearing. What better time then to have an Aneros session, especially since it’s been about 4 days since my last one?

Session
I lubed-up the HIH 950 and immediately began to feel the delight of sexual satisfaction. I couldn’t help but feel that this massager is literally a “key” to sexual bliss. From the beginning, it hit the “sweetest” of spots on my prostate and made me feel right from the start that I would ejaculate. What better feeling could there be? Regardless of the position I was in (left side, right side, stomach, back) the “key” was inserted and turned and there was no stopping the pleasure I was experiencing. This massager then was literally the “key” to my euphoria. How long did this feeling last? I will answer that with another question: How long is a key effective in a lock? You get my point! These sessions with the HIH 950 for me are the epitome of male sexual delight. This “key” unlocks all the pleasures and nuances of a prostate massage: moaning, involuntary anal and PC contractions, fantasies, muscle spasms, a PONR feeling and more.

“Report On A Nice Session……Without Aneros!”

This was a session without Aneros (Aless). Let me explain how it happened……

I was awake this morning and contemplating a session with the HIH 950. I went through the motions: I selected and put-on my XO cup and thought about lubing-up the massager and enjoying its pleasures. Then, something strange happened. I was lying in bed just relaxing and began to do some light kegels and began to feel a stirring in my prostate. I let my mind “drift” into the pleasure I was feeling. And before I knew it, I was experiencing some prostate O’s that had me shuddering and convulsing on the bed! Now it has been about 3 days since a “real” Aneros session. I feel that my prostate was “whispering” to me this morning. My mindset was right. Even as I am typing this, I am experiencing a nice, mild “chairgasm”. I can’t help but think that all of this is a direct result of my being “rewired”. To quote the Aneros Wiki: “…..spontaneous pleasure and non-ejaculatory orgasm become increasingly easy to achieve.” How true this was this morning!

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Some Aneros porn I’d like to see

I’d like to see two men, each with their own prostate massager inserted, each lying on their right side in approximate 69 position. Both would be paying close attention to each other enjoying the sensations, knowing exactly what the other is feeling. Perhaps they might be playing with each other’s nipples or other erogenous zones. While I’m playing fantasy porn director, I’d like to see them both cum over each other just from the sensations of the massagers. Does such a video already freely exist and I’ve just been looking in the wrong places?

I’d also watch a video of a man playing with an Aneros in position while a woman plays with her own sex toys, I’m not greedy. (Oh wait, yes I am!)