“I Fell Off The Bridge To Tranquility!”

Sorry guys! I had every intention to walk across the “Bridge To Tranquility” again as I had recently done in a past session. But the SGX had other things in store for me. Here is the story….

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Having just had a wet dream a couple nights ago, I’m not sure if I’m at Day 2 (again) or Day 14! I’d like to think that since my wet dream ejaculation was not planned, that I am at Day 14 of semen retention. So I’ll take it and move on!

I have noticed less intensity in my night-time erections lately. Perhaps that is due to the wet dream. It makes sense. I feel like I am now in uncharted waters as far as my sexuality is concerned. I have not traveled this path before.

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I awoke about 4 AM with a moderate arousal and erection and I decided to have a nice, relaxing session with the SGX. I wanted to explore more the “bridge to tranquility” as I recently discovered. I lubed-up, inserted it and began to deeply relax. I imagined a large, black pool of water which I would soon immerse myself in. Since it was black, I could not see a thing around me. There would be no distractions and I would be able to relax completely into a mysterious “meditation” : just me and my Aneros SGX.

Super O for Breakfast

I was completing my morning routine and decided I had the time for a 30 min session. I had used the Progasm Ice yesterday, so I grabbed my Helix Syn. After about 15 mins I didn’t feel as though I’d make it to super o status in the time I had left. I’d had some great p waves and my prostate was humming nicely, so I switched to my Eupho Trident. 30 seconds was all it took to get my abs and hips erupting with pleasure. I was able to manipulate the Eupho and have it dance around on my prostate, trying not to clench or flex too hard. My prostate had other ideas however, as it pulled it in, not wanting to let it go. I hated to stop. I was a sweaty mess, prostate buzzing and wanting more. The “Breakfast of Champions”!

Helix Syn/Eupho Trident Breakfast Combo

I was completing my morning routine and decided I had the time for a 30 min session. I had used the Progasm Ice yesterday, so I grabbed my Helix Syn. After about 15 mins I didn’t feel as though I’d make it to super o status in the time I had left. I’d had some great p waves and my prostate was humming nicely, so I switched to my Eupho Trident. 30 seconds was all it took to get my abs and hips erupting with pleasure. I was able to manipulate the Eupho and have it dance around on my prostate, trying not to clench or flex too hard. My prostate had other ideas however, as it pulled it in, not wanting to let it go. I hated to stop. I was a sweaty mess, prostate buzzing and wanting more. The “Breakfast of Champions”!

“This Fantasy Was Totally Prehistoric!”

[Note: graphic descriptions; readers be advised]

Background
While in bed wearing my Shock Doctor Ultra Pro Carbon “chastity cup” I fell-into a most unusual fantasy. Where this came from, I do not know. But it was vivid and seemed very real. So I’ll relate it here as best as I can remember….

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While in bed and awake in the early morning hours, I did not have an erection. Having just experienced a “wet dream” the night before, I really don’t think I will be ejaculating again anytime soon. I am currently in Day 13 of SR and feeling great! My “blue-balls” seem to be a distant memory for me now. Following the wet dream, I had an unusual feeling down in my groin for the rest of the day. Perhaps this is normal; I felt an overall “Aless” feeling in my entire ejaculatory system and for a while almost had what I could describe as “half-an-erection” and an “electric” feeling down-there. Things finally settled down by evening.

Anyway, back to the fantasy…..

Since the SD “chastity cup” keeps my package secure and out of reach of my curious hands, I began to fondle and caress the only part of my male sexual anatomy that was exposed: the perineum and thus access to the prostate externally. When I began to stroke, press and caress my prostate from the outside thus, I experienced a most unusual sexual fantasy. Here it is.

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Athletic Cup and Aneros Communion : SR challenge (Day 3) & Aneros session for Wednesday March 7, Wow!

Hi guys,

I believe I had one of my most pleasurable and powerful Aneros sessions this morning, and it is ongoing and open-end in Aless!

Yesterday morning I had a fairly satisfying Aneros session with Helix Classic and MGX. However afterwards, I was left with a blah feeling. The last few months here in DC, we either had weeks of recording setting cold, or weeks of dark, gloomy and rainy weather. Yesterday it was the cloudy and damp variety. I had no choice but to take a few cat naps throughout the day. Generally yesterday was unproductive of my usual retirement pursuits, but I used the day to accustom myself to wearing my BIKE CUP and jock as a male “chastity” device, with smiles to @goldenboy!

I slept well last night and woke up refreshed and rearing to go wearing my BIKE CUP and jock cupholder. I decided to have another Aneros session, my third in three days. So as part of shaving and washing routine (also shaving my nuts), I got both MGX and Helix Classic ready. Then I went outdoors cupped underneath my winter attire and returned with some breakfast from my neighborhood 7 Eleven.

Once again for my session this morning, I wore my BIKE CUP and jock. It is wonderful to note that my extra virgin olive oil lube does not get on my lower leg straps and jock pouch. MGX performed much better this morning. I focused myself on the operation of MGX and its ribbed stem. MGX is one of my favorite Aneros models.

Closer to Super O

Took a deep breath and relaxed. It was in this decision, not to get turned on or focus on erotic things, but just relax: that’s where suddenly I became acutely aware of my prostrate. The contractions felt so good, so good that I wanted more and I contracted faster. Suddenly my heart began racing and I had to stop cuz I was getting winded. I’m not sure what I experienced but I think I finally hit something 😉

Finally!! A Wet Dream!

I finally achieved a wet dream! Here is how it happened….

Classic Prostate “Milking” with the HIH 950
Following a relaxing walk across the “bridge to tranquility” (please see my previous blog) I had a nice session with the HIH 950. I wanted to use it to “milk” my prostate and it did exactly that. One difference during this session is that not only did I “do-nothing” but I cleared my mind from all distractions, including Aneros pleasures. When I did this, I immediately felt the tip of the 950 (shaped like a human finger) start to coax my prostate ever-so-gently. And it became apparent that my prostate was being edged! During most of this session, my penis was both rock-hard and then flaccid, and it continued this cycle perhaps 6 times. For each orgasm, I distinctly remember holding my “cup” and exclaiming ‘Oh S**t!’ (So much for tranquility!) During one of the erect phases, I felt a distinct “pump” of fluid into the pouch of my XO “chastity cup” which I was wearing. After about 35 minutes, I felt that this “milking” was finished and so I removed the 950. When I went to look at the inside of the pouch, there was evidence of a small amount of prostate fluid (I could tell it was not semen). I cleaned-up and went back to bed, still wearing the XO.

Male Chastity: “Roadblock to Frustration” or “Bridge to Tranquility?”

[Thanks to @Turnrow and @Harper for providing me the inspiration for this blog]

Male Chastity “Roadblock”
Self-imposed male chastity has been extremely sexually stimulating for me. Since I can’t masturbate or ejaculate while wearing a “chastity cup”, I am frequently awakened in the middle of the night with a powerful, raging erection. Then, I find myself squirming around on the bed for 20, 30 or more minutes, waiting for the erection to subside which it always does. Oh, how I wish, beg for an ejaculation at that time.

That period of time is very frustrating (obviously) for me. It is also very mentally challenging to remain in chastity, waiting at the roadblock, and not give-in to the frustration. Sometimes, I embark on an Aneros “journey” as well. But that can only increase the frustration due to prostate stimulation that does not result in an ejaculation (HFWO) either. And sometimes, I have to give-up and go-around the roadblock (“blue-balls” is to blame) and ejaculate. And that got me thinking…..is there another way to mentally “get through” this chastity “roadblock” in one piece and yet remain in chastity? I wondered and fell deeper into this meditation….

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I began to meditate on the difference between a “roadblock” and a “bridge”, and what I discovered was quite amazing. Let me explain….

“Male Arousal: A Meditation”

Background
I had been meditating on this for a while early this morning following a nice 35-minute session with Eupho Classic. I am currently in Day 11 of my SR and still wearing my SD Ultra Pro Carbon “chastity cup”. I have been having fairly regular extended “arousal sessions” at night, triggered by my nocturnal erections and stimulation from my cup. These can last anywhere from 20 to 40 minutes. During that time, I feel very close to the PONR, to the point that I feel like I could have a spontaneous ejaculation at any time. But usually, I don’t. Those feelings triggered this meditation.

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Meditation
While lying in bed this morning, I began to dwell on the subject of “male arousal”. It is a fascinating subject, but mysterious and extremely difficult to put into words. I don’t know if I will be able to express my thoughts in sufficient detail this time either, but here goes anyway. Again, let me try a FAQ format…

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What is male arousal?
I began to think of male arousal as a “train” that only we as males can ride. It starts out at a station called “Erection” and ends at a station called “Ejaculation”. Oh, there is one more stop just before “Ejaculation” and that is called “Point Of No Return (PONR)”. But what stations are in-between? What “scenery” can be seen? How does one feel while riding the train?

Athletic cup & SR challenge! Session for Monday March 5 (day 1)

Hi guys,

@goldenboy has inspired me to do mine own SR challenge along with wearing my BIKE CUP as much as possible in daytime as well in bed at night.

This morning in the 5-6 o’clock hour(s) I had an Aneros session once again while wearing my BIKE CUP no. 85 supporter unit. I used in succession the following the models: Eupho Classic, MGX, and Maximus. I tried this morning the “do-nothing” technique, but each of these Aneros tools massaged my prostate and bunghole of their own accord. I had no choice but to submit to their sleek Aneros fucking, in-and-out, in-and-out. It was so sweet.

After my session this morning, showered and shaved. Then I donned my trusty BIKE CUP and cup jock underneath a fairly tight Munsingwear Kangaroo Pouch brief, all underneath casual winter clothing.

Wearing a jock and cup during an Aneros session magnifies many fold what I have experienced in my sessions over the years. It is heading towards to noon hour as I continue to wear my cup and jock. The BIKE CUP no. 80 was immensely popular among athletes when it came out 1985/85. The cup hooks underneath the scrotum and it massages the perineum. Wow! It is a really fun cup to Kegel in.

I feel as though my saved up cum load is boiling in my nuts. The last time I had an ejaculatory orgasm was early last week. I intend to start practicing in earnest semen retention (SR) using the BIKE CUP as my chastity cup. Take care!