Tag: Prostate

“Meditation: I Am Uniquely Me!”

While listening to a favorite track on YouTube: “DJ Fotis – Music For Sex (Round 5)” I “fell-into” a meditation. In a nutshell, here it is…….

In all the universe, I am uniquely “me”. There is no one else like me anywhere. What does this mean exactly? It means that only I will experience my unique pleasures of life. That may involve food, traveling, friends and yes, even sex! As it applies to the Aneros experience, what this means to me is that my Aneros pleasures are uniquely mine and no one else’s! That is not to imply that others may not experience what I am experiencing. Of course, we have shared pleasurable experiences. But it means that my experiences with my prostate in particular, are uniquely and ultimately mine!

Is it wrong to want to experience Aneros pleasures such as the Super-O the way others have? No, but I need to realize that even when I don’t have the exact same experiences and realms, neither do they experience mine. Is there a sense that I am traveling alone through this thing called life? Perhaps. But the true joy in life I believe is in experiencing shared pleasures. If I can master this aspect of living, I believe I have accomplished a great deal.

PS A lot of this meditation could not be put into words; I tried as best to say what I was feeling. This was a very powerful moment for me and I tried to share some aspects of it. Read more »

Something’s Changing

Something’s Happening

In a recent post from a forum’s member, @rumel suggested​ the use of a tennis ball to massage the member’s perineum and I thought it might be a good time to try it.

First, a bit about my status; I started Anerosing in Jan of 2016 thus achieving great health improvement on my prostate while enjoying the many great sensations and feelings but still short of the ‘Big’ one and even Dry-Os. I consider myself to finally be ‘Aneros Mentally Mature’ meaning I no longer push for results, I am taking the time to enjoy every bit of sensation, twitches and p-waves my body gives me with absolutely no expectaations. I read forum posts, re-read WIKI and just simply enjoy my current status every day.

Back to tennis balls; I sat on a tennis ball while rocking back and forth and sideways for two consecutive sessions in two days now and sometimes doing so aggressively. I feel a further awakening of sensations in the area which leaves me tingling for many hours after. Good suggestion @rumel, thank you!

Last night (in the middle of the night), I woke up to two consecutive and very distinctive prostate dry orgasms, something I never had before. They were mild and not enough for my wife to wake and notice my smile.

Was this the result of the tennis matches at my perineum or just a coincidence? The answer is really not important, the end result is. I certainly feel I’m making progress in my Aneros and A-less sessions. Read more »

“A New Take On Male Chastity”

After sleeping in my “male chastity cup” for over a week, I was “allowed” to switch this early AM to a regular jockstrap. At the same time, I did a prostate health “session” with the HIH 950. It was truly a mind-blowing experience. I ended it at about 30 minutes but could have gone further. After that, I retired to the couch where I listened to some amazing tracks, just chilling. During the last part before it was time to awaken, I developed an intense “morning erection” and was astounded at the sensitivity of my penis, especially near the head.

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Fast-forward a little bit. As I type this, I am still wearing my jock and am still getting an intensely arousing sensation from my package. I have felt this before when “let out of chastity”. This feeling is like a horniness, only much more so. As I casually stroke and caress my bulge through the jock, I distinctly feel the need and the imminent discharge of an ejaculation. It is as if my cock knows that it will soon enough be locked-up again and wants to take full advantage of the situation! I am currently in Day 8 of SR. It takes a lot of willpower to say “no” to this feeling. But I did and things are now settling-down.

PS One thing I notice right away since using the HIH 950 is that my tendency to develop “blue balls” seems to have gone away! Read more »

Day 10 of 5th attempt

The last 10 days have been pretty uneventful. I can’t say I feel significantly different anywhere along the way from Day 0 of this attempt to today, Day 10.

Last night (Tuesday night) had a good session for about 90 min by myself. I was using the Venus 2000 machine again, but since it seems to overstimulate me (2 of my 4 failed attempts were because of that machine!), I tried using it wearing a condom. That worked great. I could let it stroke me for about 10x more without the need to cum. I kept stopping it around an 8/10 or 9/10 to the point of no return. What was interesting in this session was I think I learned a few things about my body and ejaculating:
1 – my head is extremely sensitive. when I focus stimulation on it, the urge to ejaculate comes very fast. wearing a condom really helps.
2 – the feeling of suction or holding a pull on my cock triggers the ejaculation reflex VERY EASILY. for example, I could stop the machine and leave my cock sucked into the receiver. i would relax and the feeling of needing to ejaculate would be very far away. but as I try to pull the machine off my cock, which increases suction to keep it on, the urge to ejaculate increased VERY QUICKLY. i actually couldn’t pull it off my cock like that. i was like as i started to pull, the reflex to ejaculate increased a proportionate amount. if I pulled all the way, i would have blown. Read more »

Day 8 of 5th attempt

What a weekend.

I started a session Saturday afternoon and I was close to the point of no return in like 30 seconds. I just couldn’t get away from that, and the entire session was me fighting ejaculating. I got really close at one point and decided it was just safer to stop after about 20 min. But then an hour later I had a session for about an hour and there was no problem, took an hour break, then had sex for two hours and was no problem having control. That was sort of interesting – I can’t remember the last time I had that hard a time with control, but everything seemed fine after I came back to it. I did have some blue balls after sex though (which i had a mild case of a day before, but got to medium intensity after the sex). I thought the blue balls might be because i was having sex without the aneros massaging my prostate. I kept an aneros in the rest of the evening and slept with it it – not sure if that helped, but I woke up Sunday morning with no blue balls.

Sunday was even better. I had a session from 12:45pm to 5:15pm, probably one of my longest ever. And again, amazing control, lots of orgasms. Read more »

Entry One

I can’t count how many times over the last year guys in chat have mentioned that they missed my blog here. Some even remembered my blog on Word Press 5 years ago, mentioning how much they enjoyed it. I must admit I miss the connection with real readers. I stopped blogging a year ago, directing all my erotic writing energy to my novels. There will be news of the novels here this year, I am thinking of publishing finally. One is complete and the other (a sequel) is 6 months from finishing. They are long. The first is 130,000 words or 350 + pages; I will know how long the second will go in a few months.

So here is the first entry in my third blog series. It was inspired by a session that I had just finished which is often the case. After letting the last intense anal pleasure spasm dwindle I abandoned any effort to sustain them and got out of bed with my anus buzzing in post orgasm. A few minutes ago I came downstairs, my cock still dripping precum and my anus drooling lube to commit words to the computer before I forgot them. I told a few guys last night that I expected that I would be doing a session early this morning; it was a session worth writing about. Read more »

“First Ride: The HIH Pro-State 950 Prostate Massager”

Well! My new prostate massager arrived yesterday. It was the High Island Health’s newest model, the Pro-State 950. My first impression was that: this thing is smaller than other Aneros models I have used. First off, it is thinner, shorter and has a newly-designed perineum tab. I was eager to try it out but frankly, I was a little disappointed.

OMG! That all changed once I inserted it. It went in so easily, without a struggle. Before I knew it, it has nestled-up against my prostate and was starting to work. The instructions say just to relax for 15 minutes before doing any contractions. What they didn’t say is that this device seems to work so well, I was doing auto-F contractions only after about 5 to 10 minutes. I couldn’t help but start the contractions sooner.

Did it work? How about 6-8 drops of not precum but prostate fluid on the first “ride”? I had the HIH PS-NEW which released prostate fluid but I was always a little sore. The 950 seemed to hit my prostate perfectly with absolutely no discomfort (except the good kind!) After I removed it, I had a wonderful Aless for about another 30 minutes.

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Fast-forward to this morning (early). I guess I was prostate-horny because I needed another 950 session. Lubed-up and away I went! This time, I managed to stay still for the full 15 minutes but it wasn’t easy. Before I even started contractions, I had an additional ~5 drop or so of prostate fluid expelled from my penis. I almost forgot how prostate stim feels after a long absence from Aneros. Now I know better. Read more »

Soon

I have decided to pull the trigger and upgrade from my helix to the program. I have been prostate massagers for about two years with little success until recently. I still live with my parents while I work and go to college so finding time for a real session is hard. (FYI my mom works from home and it’s a small house) Normally I use my helix in the shower to enhance my masturbation.
But about two weeks back I was really horny and it had been like a week without using my helix. Both my parents where home and I did not need a shower. So I decided to try something new. I smuggled my helix and lube into the bathroom. After insertion, I pulled my pants back up and put some TP in my boxers to catch my pre-cum. I went back to my room and crawled back in to bed belly down and worked on my homework and just let in sit while I worked. As I got about half way threw my work when something happend. An intense pressure appeared from my butt, which soon turned in to an intense tingling which spread down to the tips of my toes. This lasted a few mins and then faded. I waited for some time to see if it would come back or expand in some way but nothing other the usual good but not great feelings. Afterword’s I slipped back into the restroom turned on the noisy vent to mask my deed and released my load I had been holding back (which was much more forceful than normal).
For the last two weeks, I have been trying to create the same reaction with mixed results. Once I started to feel something like a pressure from my core was expanding out and was ready to burst but never really went anywhere. Kinda feel like I was subconsciously holding myself back. A few minor tingles here and there but nothing ground breaking.
I tried expanding my covert sessions but that just ended with me falling asleep with it inside and waking up numb to the effects to the point I have to clench to even really feel it. My best guess is that I may have become too eager and am not putting enough time between my covert sessions or perhaps being fully clothed is interfering with the process. Can’t undress because my dam door can’t lock so anyone can just barge in at any time.
Anyway, I ordered the progasm because the original (generic) prostate massager I had was a tad bigger than the helix but the shape was off so it never felt quite right. I am hoping the progasm will be able to apply the pressure I want while not feeling like it is unwelcome in its new home. If I get the chance I will post about my first go with it

Some Progress!

So I decided to try an a-less session a couple nights ago and honestly I’m kind of shocked!

I had great subtle pleasure flowing through me at times, and I think I felt a wave or two that felt almost as good as a regular orgasm!

Unfortunately it didn’t last very long, but it’s gotten my hopes up 🙂

I’ve recently been feeling these ‘pleasure bubbles’ that feel like a bubble is sitting on or just near my prostate. Earlier today I thought I may have felt a fart coming on and – with my libido being high due to abstaining from masturbation for a week and a half – confused that fart for some kind of prostate pleasure.

However, about an hour before I began my session I noticed that same feeling happen twice in a row, but they felt much bigger and honestly if I relaxed myself into them I think I would have instantly came. That’s just conjecture though, seeing as I’ve been on this journey for a few years now and am just beginning to understand the intricacies of it all.

Has anyone else felt something similar on their path?

“BPH Is Knocking On My Door Again”

Since giving up my regular Aneros sessions months ago, I now notice that I have regained some BPH symptoms. They are more annoying than anything: i.e., several more night-time trips to the bathroom, etc. To help alleviate the symptoms, as I did before with Aneros, I have ordered from High Island Health their “new” 950 prostate massager and will begin to use it regularly. This should help.

Since I have embarked on SR and now male chastity, I’m sure that the reduced activity level of my prostate is contributing to the BPH symptoms. On the upside, however, I have never been more horny!

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PS My wife should not have any objections as this is purely a “medical” decision. It’s either prostate massage or future visits to the urologist!

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