Tag: Prostate

Torn between two dominas (Part I – Shibby)

Late this (last sunday) morning at the end of a session that drenched me into sweat my semen retention day counter was reset to zero. It was an Aless session, though. In addition it remained somehow Pless (prostate not taking an active part). I would call it a Mindgasm or a Hypnogasm, but let us start from the beginning.

Blame it to @goldenboy, sorry, buddy, that is not meant as a complaint, I am rewired to binaurals and especially erotic hypno(sis) since about a week now. Devoured by curiosity about binaurals he, @goldenboy, had written about I have fallen into Shibby’s trap. Shortly having experienced the best sex ever by giving up control and letting my prostate allied by Aneros’ tools Eupho/Helix Syn take over command I unhesitatingly allowed Shibby to give me orders, too. Torn between two dominas.

“Shibbysays*” and I must obey. (*You can find her files easily on Y*uT*be but don’t dare before you have finished reading this post carefully.)
Meanwhile I already have listened to all but two of her files and by now I am not only completely hooked on her seductive voice but furthermore I almost entirely have SURRENDERed to her will.
(Sh*t, sorry, just experienced a chairgasm only by typing this word, becoming aware how deeply Shibby has seeded “SURRENDER” (Uh, 2nd CG) as a trigger word into my subconscious mind. Getting another cup of coffee from the machine in the kitchen I just have probed the effect again.
Using my inner voice to give myself the sharp command „SURRENDER!” all of a sudden I was struck by some p-waves and even more very heavy involuntaries I was absolutely unable to suppress.) Read more »

“One Amazing Night!”

Last night’s “session” was too lengthy and too involved to detail. Perhaps I can give a summary.

Background: I was in Day 8 of SR. I did go swimming yesterday morning and feel great. I got to bed very early last night (~8 PM) and woke up about 12:30 AM with the most intense, hard erection possible! I go downstairs and start to listen to erotic tracks and start a surfing session.

I have fallen-into a fantasy rather quickly. “She” will put me out of my misery, but slowly. She tells me: “Just relax and listen to the music. Here is a towel if you need it, but please try not to cum yet!” What I didn’t know is that “she” is an expert cock manipulator and proceeded to use everything she knew on my awaiting cock. And boy, did she know her stuff! Some hand moves that even I didn’t know! She continued for I don’t-know-how-long and I was wet at the end. And when she was over, she instructed me to get back to bed. But she instructed me how to get re-dressed. Three layers worth and she wanted me to use both a safety towel and a hard plastic cup. She told me that this was to induce an ejaculation. When I went to lie down, I had a sensation that I would have to ejaculate right in bed, hands-free! So close to a “waking” wet dream. I squirmed around on the bed for I believe a full hour in this erectile agony and the erection was showing no sign of subsiding. I believe my cock was telling me that it wanted to go off! I was resisting, though, and thought I could last just one more day. Read more »

“Hard Or Soft? An Erotic Fantasy”

A new Day 7 of SR and all thoughts turn sexual. I am hitting a testosterone peak today and, like other Day 7’s, this one is no different.

I select a track I have heard before on YouTube: “Erotic Night Songs | Music for sex | Muzika za seks” and almost immediately fall-into a very sexual fantasy. In it, my lover asks a rhetorical question of herself: “Do I like soft or hard men?” The answer was a resounding “Hard”! She explained that she loved men with hard muscles, hard nipples, hard cocks, hard balls. Her men are masculine through and through. You get the idea. Then, she demonstrated by caressing every muscular part of MY body. I am wearing tight boxer briefs with my red silky boxers on top. This is making for a very firm package that she can “feel” and fondle. I am getting very HARD and she is pleased. At one point she caresses my erect nipples and I feel the sensation right down to my prostate.

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The erotic music continues…..I am obviously getting more aroused but don’t want to reach the PONR. At one point near the end, I believe, she works her hand down beneath both layers and feels my HARD balls and cock. She is very pleased and I am surprised at my hardness as well.

I am going into the day horny and sexy. My head cold is nearing its end, thank goodness! I may get back into the pool today. Read more »

The Case of the Phantom Progasm

After dabbling with the Helix Syn for a while I decided that it was time to move on to something more hassle-free. The Helix Syn wasn’t exactly easy to clean and the first time it had already picked up a smell. This despite several thorough washings. A quick search on the internet confirmed my suspicions. This had something to do with the texture of the knob.

Condoms proved a solution, but as I was a beginner (a total of ten uses of the Syn), I figured that I was missing out on something good. One of the condoms also left a peculiar sensation behind, possibly due to the silicon lubricant used. I determined fairly quickly that the pay-off wasn’t worth the hassle.

But I was still curious and I kind of wanted to know if I could fit something larger in my behind. Haha. The Syn was my only anal toy up until then, with otherwise zero experience under my belt. After some more research, it was either the original helix or the progasm that would remain scentless after a thorough washing.

The progasm proved to be too alluring. Got it on a deal and a week later it arrived in the mail. When I finally mustered up the courage (another week) to shove that large thing up my ass it slipped in rather easily, much to my surprise. It took perhaps two minutes of gentle massaging and working some more lube inside until it slid right in. Plop, there it was. Read more »

No luck and a bit confused, could someone help?

I started using a prostate massager a couple months back, and I haven’t really felt much so far. I’ve felt the p-wave once, but it was short-lived and I haven’t been able to have it since (I’m not sure what I did that time that was different), and involuntary twitch is something that I think I only experience with my pelvic muscle, which doesn’t really move the massager, and is kinda distracting from feeling the prostate.

Also, I’m getting confused on what I should be doing during a session. I’ve read several posts on this subreddit and other sites; some say to just focus on the feeling and nothing else, some say I should fantasize or watch porn (which would distract from the “focus on the feeling”), and holding contraction hasn’t really lead to any quivering or spasm that may lead to the massager vibrating.

What should be going through my mind, and how should I move which muscles?

“A New Sensation With A Cup”

This blog is going to be somewhat embarrassing, but I am going to write it anyway. Here goes……

I was cleaning-out some drawers in my bedroom yesterday and I ran across something. It was an old athletic supporter that belonged to my son. It was a Bike and had a hard cup. The supporter itself was deteriorated and I threw it away. But the cup……even though it was labeled “youth” it still had the right shape for me. So, I pondered about it and decided, why not? So I cleaned it up and this morning, decided to give it a whirl. I put it in place against my package then held it in place with my swim jock. Finally my Jockey Sport Cotton boxer briefs held it all in place and my “flannel” PJs completed the wardrobe. I searched for a suitable track on YouTube this morning and selected: ” The Best Of Vocal Popular Deep House Music Nu Disco 2016 (2 Hour Mixed By Regard )” and it was perfect!

[One comment here: I have never owned a cup jock since I was never into the rough contact sports while in school. Yes, I did wear jockstraps but not with a cup. So this was a “new” sexual experience on which I was about to enbark and I was getting very aroused.] Read more »

Is aneros prostate massager breaking my ability to have erections?

I’ve been using an aneros for about 4 months. I use it every other day for about 20-60 minutes at a time. I really enjoy it.

However, I have noticed that the frequency of erections has gone way down over this time. I can still get one while using the device or if I watch porn. But even with porn, my dick feels almost hesitant about getting erect.

I feel like my sexual response has re-wired to move to my prostate instead of my penis. I guess I’m OK with that as long as I don’t LOSE my ability to have erections if I want one?

I’m not sure what to do, I’m kind of terrified. But, also do not want to stop using the aneros because it’s amazing.

After the cold snap, an awesomely sweet session : Tuesday, November 22

Hi guys,

We had bitterly cold and blustery weather Sunday and Monday this week, so I did have a session yesterday morning.

Unfortunately Sunday morning at church I found myself having very unpleasant, political conversations which upset me. It had to the with the incoming Trump/Pence administration. Not only was it bitterly cold with winds howling outside, I was so agitated that I got only 2-3 sleep late Sunday/early Monday. I arose at my usual hour just before dawn yesterday morning and spent my day with translation work which composed me.

Then last night, I slept more soundly which refreshed me. My Aless in bed this morning before arising was exquisitely sweet, yet insistent.

I readied myself for a session which began 6 a.m. and ended 6:45 a.m., just 45 minutes which my usual Aneros buddies, MGX, Maximus, and Progasm Classic. MGX is ideal for the Aneros beginner. It is just right, not too small and not too large. I just love its ribbed stem which stimulates so nicely my anal canal and musculature. MGX is the perfect Aneros model for opening a session.

I love Maximus for its large size and its curvature for stimulating my prostate more directly. Give Maximus some quality time and he’ll relent for amazing surprises of sensation texture as it relates to Aneros sweetness and sexual energy found in Aneros sessions and in Aless. Read more »

Origin story & best experience yet!

So backstory first: Long time lurker, after buying a Helix classic. I was first drawn to the aneros by an ex gf deciding to get kind of handsy during a bj, surprising at first with a knuckle duster and then she used her index finger to tap down (barely) on my prostate while going down on me. I melted as I came, it was fantastic! Being curious about this new sensation and comfortable enough in my own sexuality, I decided to investigate further all the while having this image in my head of the guy in Road Trip getting his prostate milked by the nurse – I wanted to feel that even though it was an act, I wanted that feeling. So I looked at Prostate massage for men via google and came upon the aneros and forums. Jackpot, I found what I was looking for and decided to go with a Helix bc the Progasm looked a bit much at the time. The Helix reminded me of the thought I had that if I could just contort my hand the wrong way, I could milk myself lol. Read more »

“At Home With A Cold (And an Orgasm)”

I caught a head cold a couple of days ago, Also some body aches. Not fun at all. This morning, I am awake about 5 AM and decide to just go lie down without any music. While resting, I know I am also lucid dreaming because I can recall very vividly the dream. One thing I noticed right away is that my prostate is buzzing—not a lot, but just enough to let me know that it was alive and well! I couldn’t help but “echo” some very light kegels and when I did, my prostate responded back with a slightly greater “squeeze”. Not much of an erection this AM, so I am now eating, relaxing and watching TV.

Fast-forward an hour or two and I am again lying down and relaxing. With the recent and sustained winds, I am going outside several times already to pick-up my trash cans which cannot remain in one place for long! The prostate “clutch” is still with me and, although it is not annoying, it IS persistent. What does this mean? I don’t know—-I am back to Day 2 of SR. I am aware my prostate is alive all day today!

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