PROGASM!!!!

My new Progasm arrived and I was quite excited to try it out later in the evening. When I opened the package, I admit to being a little intimidated to its size. I had also ordered an received a lubricant syringe.

As the evening wore down, my anticipation was raised. I prepared myself with an enema to clear out my anal cavity and then injected about 1/3 syringe of KY. I also applied a generous amount of KY to my new little friend. Using the techniques described for inserting the Progassm, I slowly slipped it in at an angle. My previous fears concerning the size were for naught as it went in quite easily and comfortably. I will say that it provides a nice "full" feeling.

I then proceeded to lay on my back with my knees up and feet flat on the mattress. I remained there for about 45 minutes to an hour relaxing and breathing deeply. I had started to flex my PC muscles and prostate at about the 30 minute mark coupled with deep breaths. I really wasn't feeling much of anything and was starting to get a little discourages after the 1 hour mark even after putting a pillow under my butt hoping to get a little different result.

My road to discovery

This is my 1st blog on my path to discover new things about my body and my prostate. For years (I am 54) I have been curious and experimental with the feelings I would get when inserting something in my anal cavity. I would always do this on my own and alone (fingers, dildos, etc) as I was embarrassed. I thought I would be seen as gay or "freakishly kinky". About a year ago my wife and I had a "breakthrough" in our marriage and now we communicate more openly about sex.

I also saw a doctor for hemorrhoid treatments and received laser ablation therapy the effectively eliminated them. During the exam and treatment, the doctor educated me about my prostate and "milked" me… it was a defining moment in my life. I told my wife about it and, after our breakthrough last year, we researched about prostate massage together. We were buying some sex toys to spice up our bedroom time and I suggested an Aneros. Since we weren't sure of the success of the product, we decided to purchase a lower priced knock-off model of a MGX/SGX. I will say now that I am sorry that we didn't go ahead and spend the money for the real thing as the knock-off has some design flaws. I am currently awaiting the arrival of a Progasm. After some experiences with the smaller MGX/SGX stye model, I desire a more full feeling so I and stepping up to a Progasm.

Last Night

So last night was so much fun. Close your eyes guys as I take you back on a eventful session. I was home alone and my prostate wanted to come out and play. I am able to have orgasms so frequent now so what I have been doing is having a Helix week then have a aneros-less week. So this has been my aneros-less week. I got on the website to enter the chat and it was very crowded with guys ready to learn and ride. One guy in particular Chuck was in the chat and sending his energies to everyone.

Let me give you a little info on Chuck. has been with the company and product for years. He helps a lot of the newbies like myself out on our journey. He is very helpful and so many ways. *nasty thought just popped in my head* Ok I'm back. He just is a nice helping hand when ever your stumped in your journey. Our energies have connected so many times and last night wasn't even different.

We chat on skype when we can. He was a little occupied at the time but still want to send me energy so I can feel good. I got on cam and gave a nice show. So nice to the point were he couldn't resist and had to join. But me I was in a frenzy. Involuntaries rapidly going through my body, having full body orgasms, rewiring like crazy and moaning and panting like a dog in heat. Even though I couldn't hear him i still felt his energy flow through my body. We only chatted for a little bit but it just felt amazing.

Progasm is great!

So last night was my second Aneros session after taking some time off from it due to some health problems. So I've been probably close to a month or more away from any play with these toys.

But last night was amazing! Still no super-O, but wow! The pleasure is really something else. And several times I felt something building, my arousal increasing, and my prostate swelling. I just relaxed into it and it felt great! No orgasmic sensations as far as I could tell. But it was still amazing! The involuntary anal contractions were quite strong and regular and it just felt so good in my anus and on my prostate.

It's interesting that besides the further relaxing into it that has been helpful for me. What I've also found interesting is how much focus and concentration on the sensations and general area seems to be necessary and helps with increasing the sensations and arousal. But it's tiring. Several times my mind would wander. And I'd have to reel it in and start the process over. But what fun!

In addition, I had this sensation that I've had before a few times of my anus, prostate and the Aneros being like the center of my being. Like my consciousness and all physical sensation is in that general area. It's really wild feeling, and oddly somehow very arousing and sexually freeing. Good stuff!

The Before Times till The Now: The Sleeper Has Awakened

Just realized I had gotten my membership to the forums the other day and I figured it was time to start this blog detailing my journey up till now.

Must have missed the verification message when it came months ago, but no matter, I've been doing fine on my own.
However, on the 4th of July, after the fireworks, I had some interesting things happen that I believe have really redefined what this amazing little device is capable of, to me.
Therefore, this time is as good as ever to start this, not only to keep a record for myself, but to help others who may need some insight. Let's start with a little history…

Way back in March 2012, I broke down and bought an MGX model Aneros and a six-pack of Marksman lube. This was only the second time I'd bought a sex-toy )although it is obviously more than that( the first being a Fleshlight.
I had been fascinated by anal play for a while, although most of my attempts hadn't gone over very well… Fingers didn't reach far enough without holding an uncomfortable position and even then all I could feel was pressure against the back of my dick, nothing pleasurable really.
I first learned of the Aneros, oddly enough, though reading Japanese Hentai. After finding out that it was a real thing I found the wiki and this forum, as well as a few videos.
After a few days of reading up on it, I made the decision to buy one. Next paycheck, I made the purchase. This was before the Syn models came out and just after the Vice, but after some research I settled on the MGX: classic, average, good for beginners.

Will I Ever Be The Same

I've changed. I'm not the same any more. I'm not complaining trust me but I can really notice the difference in my behavior, mood, and my actions. It's like I have turned into this hot, sexy, succubus that wants orgasms any way possible. Right now I have my helix in and he is driving me prostate wild which sends freaky nasty thoughts to the rest of my body. I never leaked so much pre-cum in my life. I grave this feeling all the time. Even when i'm not in the right settings. I guess since my prostate is awakened it wont go back to sleep. These waves are sending me over rightr npw[0. thst was a three minute right there. whoooooo sorry for the type o's but it just get so intense so fast. I love this feeling. I crave for more. I have had every type of orgasm known to man and i want more. Will I evr be the same. who knows. but the man I am now is ready for what ever my body wants to give.

Eupho Syntillations Throughout All Dimensions of ALL

Eupho Syn is the most amazing Aneros model yet, given my earlier extraordinarily exceptional experiences with the Eupho Classic!!!

In solo sessions E-Syn feels so delicate soft and gentle, moving in small changes over and around my prostate area, and so compellingly sensual as it roves, that it feels like Shakespeare writing sonnets on my prostate; Leonardo drawing my prostate exquisitely on my prostate, mapping the circuits of universal ecstasies all over and outward from my prostate, out to encompass and reintegrate with all, ALL! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm The added subtleties of E-Syn do the impossible and outdo the fantastic powers of E-Classic!!!

And then, this morning, my dear wife and I decide we will take the morning so the morning may take us!! hhhhmmmmmmmm She very much likes the effects when I am riding any of my favourite Aneros models and she feels some of the effects I feel, transmitted through me to her!! This morning, for the first time, it is Eupho Syn!!

We followed our favourite trail through oral play through multiple dry, still and ACTIVE body OOOSSssssss mmmmmm and then into scissors position and p/v intercourse with the Slow Sex, bio-electric rhythms of thrusting and stillness alternations, E-Syn moving with the thrusts and pumping me like the most sensitive glorious fingering!~~!~~!~!~!~!~~~!~!……

In the still periods the energies networking between us is building BUILDING and we are soon pouring energies back and forth, flowing between and throughout both of our whole pelvic basins~~!!~~~~!!~!!!~~!!~!!~!!~!~!@!@!@!!!!!!

Ending in fireworks

It was so hot and humid on the 4th, that I declined several invitations to join friends for the Boston Pops Esplanade concert and fireworks display. I'd planned to go away for a long weekend anyway, leaving the morning of the 5th. So I wanted to devote the 4th to celebrating my own personal freedom to give myself as much pleasure as I could handle.

For about half an hour leading up to beginning my aneros session, I merely relaxed, headphones on, with soothing sensuous music lulling me into a mild stupor. I flexed my anal muscles in concert with my prostate, feeling the pleasure start to build deep in my hole and luxuriating in the tingling sensation of my manucunt lips. My balls were feeling tight and my cock slowly began to become engorged, but not rock hard. Wonderful!

When I couldn't wait any longer, i lubed my pussy with a mix of vaseline and albolene, pushing the balm deep in my hole with my finger and spreading a coating on my hot pulsing cuntlips. I took out my aneros classic and covered it with the same lubricating mix, and prepared for the penetration. I changed the music track to )oddly enough( a series of satanic chants i found on a tumblr page. Many of the chants celebrated a devotion to lust and erotic pleasure, while others were dark, foreboding but intensely sexual.
Lying on my side, I placed the aneros tip just at the opening of my hole. And as the music exhorted me to give in to lust, I pushed the aneros into my hole while pushing my hips back to fully embrace the penetration.

I love my body

Hi again. new to blogging but I'm getting the hang of things now to my story. I love my self but i really didn't like my body. I have always been a big guy, and was also a big kid as a child. I'm not obese but i have a belly and boobs. lol Before aneros i slept fully clothed and never showed skin even to my lovers. I didn't hate my body but i just wanted to change and tone up a bit. The only part of my body that i was happy about was my big juicy ass. When first started to read about the prostate I was intrigued not know it would change my whole out look at how I look at my self and my body.

Before I bought my device I wanted to play with my self manually. I stuck my finger up there and got the searching for the jack pot. As soon as I graze it got hit with a burst of sensation. After I read more and more about the journey and experience I had to get a device. I saved up got me a helix and inserted him in. I laid on my side and let it do its magic on me. Best feeling I have ever had. But you may be wondering what does this have to do with my body.

Re-wiring is still happening…

My body and mind are still trying to work out this whole prostate orgasm thingy. My sessions are constantly changing and adapting, some are so pleasurable and I moan and groan for two hours, others are so relaxing and gentle I eventually fall asleep amongst waves of very soft orgasms and others are a mixture of both – heaven!

Lately they're very pleasurable but I'm not as relaxed as I sometimes am. My last three sessions have had a couple of the same traits. These are:

* Very long periods of full body shaking/quivering – usually gentle but sometimes borderline violent, causing me to move around a lot. involves all of my body, even my lips and cheeks. My sessions usually involve shaking but not for this amount of time.

* Tingling sensation in my head around my temples and scalp – not orgasmic but really nice.

* Tingling sensations that travel up the sides of my bodies and then work their way across to my chest. Similar to the sensation in my head but more pleasurable for me.

* Very pleasurable spot in the centre of my chest. (heartgasm)

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I've started having sessions on my floor rather than my bed because I like the way that I can feel every movement that's happening. Sometimes when I'm in bed these movements are restricted due to the mattress.