Drip, drip, drip

Fellow journeyers,

Being a man with an awakened prostate opens so many new doors. One that is wonderful, yet difficult to explain (although I know many of you will understand) is the great deal of satisfaction one receives when allowing orgasmic pleasure to rule.

Many times, many, many times, I find myself in no need of ejaculation/orgasm for satisfaction. The depth of prostate orgasm sates my appetite completely. Even when with my wife, I can give to her to the point where she begs for me to stop – she is satisfied too – yet, there is no intercourse.

That was it this morning. Spent a great deal of time touching her delicate, responsive skin. She wriggled in pleasure until she was completely happy and just turned to cuddle. During that time, I was enjoying dozens of -less orgasms, happy as a clam. I needed no more.

We cuddled in slumber for an hour or so. She left the bed to start her day. I got up a bit later to begin mine.

Gravity did its thing and, I swear, a cup of precum streamed out of my dick when i stood. It strung itself between my legs and down to my feet and even a bit of a puddle on the floor. I smiled a smile of complete gratitude. It was a bit of a flood. So lovely and pleasing.

I am a very lucky man!

working out

tho i won't be back home and in reach of my aneros boys, i've continued to do my kegel exercises this week. that way, when i'm home on monday, my cunt will be primed and ready for hours of aneros pleasure. i also haven't cum in a week, so my prostate is tight and aching to fully engage with my aneros.

New toys. Maximus,Vice, Peridise set

Hi there long time no blog!
No blogging coz there was nothing much to tell.
I have been in a bit of a rut really.
The progasm Ice is nice and the helix has been king for long while. I had stopped working for a long while there but has been great for a long while now.
Eupho really was doing nothing. Whats up with that, it was my favorite.

I was given a second hand maximus, vice and peridise set. Sounds yucky I know but I cleaned them all thoroughly and boiled them for 45 minutes to kill any chance of STDs.
I first tried maximus bigger than helix but smaller than progasm. I would have to say just right.
Lots of movement and pwaves, it had me dribbling at hello.

Vice. It was awkward to insert not like progasm ice but it then seemed to bounce around quite well.
I then tried the vibrations oh god do they vibrate right up in there. It had me squirming yes but my session was slowed. It was massaging my prostate but the vibrations desensitised my prostate.
The vibrations cause contractions but the advantage is drowned out by the vibration itself. So why bother?

Peridise largest one i tried this after vice so not a fare judgment. I fell asleep with it in and it was working but not well. Will have to try it again by itself.

Prostate discovery

TL;DR
* Prostate finally felt – warm and tingly.
* No touching or erotic audio/visuals.
* Letting the body naturally shake engorges the sensations.
* Realising and understanding the unique feelings when Aneros is in, as opposed to out.
* Some positions worked better than others )Durr…(
* Shaking my right leg 'released' some pleasures, odd.

The session last night uncovered a few things that, while obvious, helped me to get proper usage out of the Aneros. Saying that, this is what virtually every entry goes into )if it isn't sulking(

Feeling perked by my project finally moving forward, I felt I could sleep for once that night. Some insecurities were dealt with and fear levels were down. My arousal took a flying leap from this, though. Maybe it was pent up by the stress all this time.

So I thought maybe giving the Aneros another go might give something worthwhile. It sure did. Putting it in I remembered to take note of what feelings I was getting in session. Within half an hour in – it occurred to me that the Aneros is generating pleasures from the prostate. Typically in sessions I use imagery and nipples to progress things, but this was the wrong way of doing it. This time I just let the Helix sit in there and do nothing else.

Hook, Line, and Sinker

So I received the Syn-Helix only five days after I had got the Peridise set and could hardly wait to have a go with it in a late night session.

Just holding it, it looked like it would be making more contact with everything, and I was visualizing how good it would feel fitted inside me. Was so eager to feel the added sensations the p-tab would have, and also the pivoting effect when the Helix started moving. Surprised by the silicone coating, I actually expected something a little softer, felt more like a firm rubber toy. The texture of the silicone seemed like it would encourage more friction than the peridise plastic I was getting used to.

Made sure I gave myself plenty of time to get acquainted before I had to be asleep. From doing forum research, I decided I would try the vaseline/water-lube approach since thats what I could lay my hands on immediately, and until I could get something better. Turns out to be a very effective combo for use with the helix and the peridise, much better than just the lube alone. Sliding the helix in for the first time was not very uncomfortable, mostly because I was getting used to the peridise, even though there's a lot more of the helix. Inserted very slowly, waiting for the moment when it felt like it wanted to be drawn in, savoring those first sensations. Felt the size for just a minute or two before it became quite comfortable. Walking around the house gave me some new tingles, and by the time I retired to the bedroom for the night it felt like we were made for each other.

Test Drive

I ended up having to postpone my inner exploration until late Sat. night, but I was still looking forward to it because after the afternoon mowing episode I was still very aroused, and anxious to try something new. One of the things I had read that was important, was relaxation, so I took a nice hot shower to loosen up my tired muscles. Figured maybe I wouldn't need too many things to get started, so I grabbed a couple of bath towels for coverage and a wet wipe for whatever. I'd remembered the tips for establishing a reservoir of lube, and all I could come up with on short notice was a cheap plastic medicine-dropper type with a bulb on the end. Not ideal, but I was going to give it a go with some diluted Astroglide gel I had around. I also had some of the regular gel left to lube the peridise and my anus. Thankfully, the dropper worked well enough and I got between 1ml and 2ml inside.

First Thoughts

I'm starting this blog to help record my experiences for the community and for myself, because this is likely the only way I'll be able to remember if I start getting hazy on them later on. Ever since my first purchase arrived I've been mentally distracted, so this blog might be a good idea for me.

I'd been considering buying something like an Aneros toy for a few months because, at the time, I didn't know much about prostate stimulation, but was sufficiently curious. After much window-shopping, I seen a deal for the complete peridise set that I could live with and put in the order. Used the common ground delivery for shipment and ordered it on Thurs. 5/30, so I expected it to be a while before it arrived. To explain my choice, one of the selling points of the peridise was the ability to help manage hemorrhoids, and that's something I'm concerned with after one too many running-late-for-something power-poops. Mine are only minor but I've been taking care since their intro into my life. So I figured, help those + potential pleasure = win win.

Lawnmower Man

So, I was impressed right away with the aneros packaging, kinda of gave me the feeling this was something more than a cheap plastic toy. The actual box the set comes in is ideal for keeping the toys together when not in use. I was thinking at first I'd just be trashing the packaging, but the box is nice enough that I believe I'll keep it. The peridise themselves had a lot more heft than I had imagined too. Not sure about the construction, but they seem to have something heavier than plastic inside. enough weight to leave a knot if you rapped someone on the head with the larger ones. Pretty heavy for a four-inch piece of plastic. I found the toy's surface texture to be very smooth, not really slick and glassy, barely perceptible texture. Only thing I found issue with was with what I think would be the beginner set )22cm + 18cm(. I found sharp )to the rectum( seam ridges on both sides of both of those sizes in different spots. I won't be using either until I do some work with a piece of fine wet-sandpaper or something else to get them perfectly smooth. But the advanced set )20cm + 16cm( I found were almost blemish-free, so I was still pretty pleased with my purchase.

The Awakened Prostate : A Celebration of National Masturbation Month

)I composed this blog entry a few days ago for BateWorld, a social website for guys into masturbation. It was at BateWorld that I met a few guys in September or October 2011 who use the Aneros and encouraged me to get my first Aneros models(

I am a red-blooded American male with a normal sex drive. Like most guys when I entered puberty at age 11, I began noticing subtle changes in my body. First, I noticed a spurt growth in my body. My genitals began to get large and I saw the sprouting of my first pubic hairs. While all this happened, my voice began to get lower and deeper and soon afterwards I had to learn to shave. But most of all, I began to get those irrepressible erections.

All this began happening more than fifty years ago in the early 1960's. In September 1963, I entered 7th grade. PE )Physical Education( was a core subject in those years. We had PE three times a week. I grew up in a small town in Northwestern Connection. In those years, both Junior High and Senior High occupied one campus. Our school gymnasium had modern, innovative architecture in those years. My deep consciousness gave me the impression that our gymnasium had the quality of religious shrine. In fact, it was a shrine to athletics. Our school system had one of the best programs in both academics and athletics in the State of Connecticut during my impressionable years.

Bliss Restrained

I call this "Bliss Restrained" because despite my entire family being home I had a strong urge to hold a session late at night, so I had to hold back a little bit. I had refrained from traditional ejaculation for almost two weeks by this point, only indulging in dildo/aneros play, nipple play, and masturbation with no ejaculation. That being said I am in a constant state of hyperarousal: every sexual thought or erotic rub radiates pleasure from my prostate or other erogenous zones, erections come and go in high frequency and often linger for a while, my prostate constantly feels full and never lets me forget it. The session turned out to be significantly better than I could have hoped for, and unfortunately I was forced to restrain myself a little bit )wild movements and moans of pleasure( so as not to rouse attention. So this session took place last night, starting out with my Maximus and continuing/ending with the helix – running Hypnaerosession all the while. The reason I started out with the Maximus was because I had a decent session with it a couple of weeks ago and still try to maintain some sliver of hope for it. For 20-30 minutes it was actually pretty ok but the long time problem resurfaced once things started to get decent: since my perineum swells up from arousal and due to the "pointy/thin" nature of the tab, the tab swivels off-center and gets stuck to one side or the other, disrupting prostate/perineum contact and requiring constant adjustments )within seconds of each other(.