Tag: Prostate

Anal pleasures

Dear blog,

I have focused too much on my penis lately while trying to milk myself. Bringing myself to the edge of cumming is very pleasurable indeed, but I have failed to remain on the right side of the edge and my sessions have every time ended with an ejaculative orgasm. I really want to avoid the post-orgasmic prolactin increase in my body and I have now decided to focus on anal pleasures instead. Here are some notes from two very pleasurable sessions.

Immediately when I woke up one morning a few weeks ago I knew what I wanted, anal pleasure. After getting washed and ready I chose my favorite prostate massager the Nexus Ultra Si, which fits my anatomy perfectly. Before insertion I carefully massaged my anus with my finger and I felt from the beginning that this will be a great session. The insertion of the massager went smoothly and I had my first anal orgasm within seconds. I was so aroused! I ignored my penis completely throughout the session and I was greately rewarded. The anal orgasms were simply breathtaking! During that session I primarily focused on the anal sensations and not the prostate. Read more »

Things just got weird….

I’m now away on assignment for almost a month staying in a remote log cabin by a lake, a beautiful and relaxing place to be based. It’s just a pity I have to go work each day.

Prior to this trip for the first time ever for ten days I practised seamen retention. I jerked off and edged most of these days and had fun sounding but managed to control the urge to cum.
I’m also training my urethra to accept my small finger being inserted into it, it takes time, patience and upmost care when attempting such things. I know to a lot of guys out there cringe at the thought of sticking something down your cock, all I can say is don’t knock it till you’ve tried it, the sensation you get from directly massaging your prostate by sounding is really a joy to behold.

The first two nights after my arrival at the cabin were back-to-back sessions with various different models of the Syn Trident range plus the Progasm Ice, both sessions were sensational and resulted in each session lasting approximately two blissful hours, pretty much like previous sessions I’ve shared with you before on my blog.

The third night was something special and I have to share with you with what happened….. Read more »

Anal pleasures – Part II – Tempo surprise

Dear blog,

Monday was an Orgasm Day! I woke up early in the morning, because I had planned a morning session for a special reason. I’m very interested in buying the Njoy Pfun plug and I read a lot of reviews. Some users think it is not big enough and that it has a tendency to slip out. Earlier on I have had the same problem of small and medium size prostate massagers slipping out. Now I have become used to bigger toys like the big ball end of the Njoy Pure wand and the Nexus Excel. Note to myself, I must retry the Progasm, which has been unused for a while because it did not feel comfortable inside me. Anyway, I chose the Nexus Ultra Si for the session, because it is of similar size as the Pfun plug and I had a test run. If I could hold on to it throughout the whole session I would order the Pfun plug. To my great joy my sphincter has now become strong enough to hold on to medium size toys even during quite strong contractions. I had a nice session and the Ultra Si delivered many pleasurable orgasms. I did the seven chakra points orgasm pattern and I reached a high orgasm plateau of full body orgasms. It was a really awesome Monday morning session, what a way to start a week! Read more »

Opening Pandoras Box – Using mind power.

I’m delighted that I started writing this blog, not just for my own reference but for you the reader to be able to follow me on this amazing journey. Progress in the past few months has astounded me, just when I think things can’t get any better something happens that just blows my socks off. The words below are about something I had no inclination I had the power to perform, these experiences are making me realise we are far more empowered than we dare to think about, that is until we open Pandoras box…..

With no real intention I had my fourth session in a row. I used my fresh homemade lube and the Eupho syn trident, watched some porn and zoned out. It took awhile to get things going but as with my last blog I started to feel a now familiar buzz from my prostate, after a little gentle persuasion this grew to an electrical-type sensation as per my previous session, then came the quivering/shaking legs. This is where things got a whole lot interesting…..

I switch off the porn and lay on my back in the dark, my prostate was gentle buzzing and this feeling was spreading through my groin, the really high frequency but subtle quivers started to grow stronger. I read on the Aneros forum about someone who had learned to move this sensation around his body by the use of his mind alone, so I tried it. Holy crap, it worked, I could move the ‘buzz’ around my body, first to my belly then to my chest, the next bit is really important, I moved it to my head!!! Wowsers, this was literally a mind blowing experience. Read more »

Ups and Downs

I’ve recently been away on assignment working up to 16 hours per day, feeling mentally and physically tired, even so I’ve still found time for a few sessions with my ever growing collection of Aneros’s.
Unsurprisingly most of the sessions were duds, not a lot to report, hardy even a p-wave. The combination of exhaustion, being in unfamiliar hotels and rushing totally and utterly killed any sensation, what this reiterated to me was the need for a quiet space, somewhere without disturbance, and with time to relax and enjoy the moment.

On returning home I set-to tidying up loose ends, to conclude the assignment, to clear my desk, physically and metaphorically. After doing this I browsed some porn and settled in for a session with the MGX Syn Trident, a douche, shower and total peace and solitude, no distractions whatsoever.

I lubed up my ass and smeared Vaseline on the MGX, inserted it and concentrated on my breathing, in through the mouth for seven seconds, hold for seven and slowly release the exhaled breath. in no time sensations started to build, a delicious dull ache in my groin, gentle shaking and quivering of my legs and a tightening of my abs. Occasionally a p-wave would send shivers from my head to my toes, I started contacting my pc muscles whilst simultaneously attempting to push out the Aneros with my rectal muscles, it didn’t take long for my muscles to fatigue and start to quiver, by now I could feel the gentle pressure applied by the massager on my prostate and it was was buzzing. Read more »

Reset and we’re back in business.

I have recently started working again after four blissful months of very little to do except concentrating on my aeros sessions but concern was mounting, after some epic sessions of late my previous three or four sessions had been pretty much duds, enjoyable but nowhere near the intensity I had grown accustomed to, I resigned myself it was a symptom of fatigue.

The situation was beginning to worry me, was this it? Had I peaked? Would I ever experience a super-o again? This is when i decided to take a step back, to take stock and reset. I re-read my blogs which helped me understand what had worked for me just weeks before and the techniques I’d applied to take me to these highest of highs.

I made sure the doors were locked, phones switched off and the room temperature was comfortable, I prepared my MGX Syn Trident with a thin coating of Vaseline, laid out my lube, a towel and logged on to Pornhub. I then had a douche, a long hot shower and a stretch, I could feel a tingling sensation in my prostate like a very dull buzzing, time to get started. After drying off I lay on the bed and browsed some porn (SecretCrush4K is my current go-to) after twenty minuets I lubed up and inserted my MGX. Then breathing exercises and relaxation, letting my mind wonder, to past sexual exploits and encounters. what really fires me up is an memory I have of my ex and her beautiful dripping wet pussy, its hovering just inches above my mouth just willing me to lap up its juices, so vivid are these thoughts I can taste it! Read more »

Sometimes it’s just the best ever!

It never ceases to amaze me how two back-to-back sessions can be so different, I honestly don’t think there’s common denominator that determines how a session goes. I’m just coming down from an epic session which was so far removed from the sensations I normally experience, I have to share it with you good people.

I worked late last night right into the small hours, I had a fitful and restless sleep, all four hours of it.
Woke up really tired but had to get up to finish the task from the night before. I seem to have more memorable sessions when I’m tired, it’s possibly to do with the ability to relax when I’m fatigued?

I douched, showered and spread my favourite fleece blanket on the bed, lubed up my ass and inserted the MGX, I then browsed some soft-core porn and lay back with a pillow under the small of my back, my ass was just supported and no more.

Within a few minuets I could feel the most gentle of pressure from the aneros nuzzling at my prostate, it was so subtle and hardy noticeable, I rode the feeling and employed the do nothing technique, when I say ‘do-nothing’ I really mean ‘DO NOTHING!’ just lie back and ride the gentle sensations, it feels like the dullest of pain, but an enjoyable pain. As I lay there over the first hour the dull ache slowly but surely gained in strength, remember I’m not contracting or squeezing any muscles whatsoever, just laying still. Read more »

Third Attempt – Hands Free Orgasm

My second attempt was a total a dud. Insertion was easy (again) but then nothing. I realized that all my reading has left me confused. Some say the secret is all about total relaxation, or meditative breathing, or a sense of calmness so you can listen to your body. Other’s stress the importance of arousal. Those two are polar opposites for me. The one thing they do have in common perhaps is focus. I can imagine “focus” coming from a meditative state, and I can imagine “focus” coming from a state of arousal as well. This has become my new target mindset.

Third attempt was two nights later (last night). I decided that since the do-nothing-stillness was not working for me I should focus on the arousal bit. I put a cock ring on 30 minutes prior and looked at some porn. Once I felt turned on, I inserted the Helix. Immediately I could feel it moving around and so I just went with it. I found if I “tried to relax and let it happen” I started loosing interest. So keeping the idea of focus in mind, I focused on what felt good and what seemed to be working… which in my case was actively squeezing and releasing my ass, keeping the Helix in motion. It was almost as if I were chasing it. And as I increased the movement, it increased my arousal, and as my arousal increased I picked up both the intensity and pace — working harder and harder. This went on for about 30 minutes and then I could feel myself getting close to orgasm. My cock was rock hard, and the cock ring made it even harder. I kept squeezing and releasing my ass and then it happened. I had a normal penile orgasm and I came all over my stomach and chest. It was the first hands-free orgasm of my life. It felt great (as all my orgasms normally do) but I somehow felt that it wasn’t was I was expecting. I didn’t feel any different than I normally would during/after orgasm. And the orgasm lasted about the same amount of time as a normal one would have. Read more »

Just had a REALLY good ride for the first time in ages.

I haven’t had a good ride in about a year and a half, I wasn’t even that horny, but the INSTANT I put it in, it floored me. I fell to my knees overpowered by this immediate wave of pleasure. Barely made it to my bed, but when I got there it got REALLY good, REALLY fast.
The auto-fucking was so effortless and so consistent I just laid there and took it. Suddenly felt like everything around my rectum started swelling really intensely and the toy was going in and out, rubbing against this one spot, scratching that itch so perfectly. It was building and building and then nothing. I kept going at it with different techniques, but in the end it just kept building and fading a few more times.
I almost finished when I got rock solid out of nowhere and the pre cum started pouring out of me. But I couldn’t get anywhere without wanking. But when I came I swear I had two simultaneous orgasms. One from my prostate and one from cumming.
Definitely my new favourite model, I’ve never had that much ease with getting to what I assumed would be a super o. I just need to be more consistent and it’ll happen.

A few Weeks Away

Circumstances around a business trip meant no Aneros play for me for a few weeks. I’m back at base now and sessions have resumed.

Session 1 –
I arrived at this session with completely the wrong mindset, my head was in the wrong place. I rushed into the session not allowing myself to get ‘in the mood’. I was far too hasty and my expectations were far too high, not that the session was a dud, anything but.
There were P-waves and dry-O’s but I got nowhere close to a Super-O. I thoroughly enjoyed the ride and the pleasures it gifted to me, it just wasn’t the best. I know from experience this happens from time to time and a period of rewiring is required.
The session concluded with a powerful and spectacular T-Orgasm, so it wasn’t a complete waste of time!

Session 2 –
Similar to above but with more progress made and more familiar deep and enjoyable sensations returning, p-waves and dry-o’s.
Once again the session ended with a T-orgasm. Read more »