Tag: Relaxation

What am I experiencing???

Ok so I posted a couple months ago about some progress. I think I have made some more, but I’m not quite sure what I’m experiencing.

I read here somewhere about a “warm up” routine some one tried. Stretching etc. I also perform some harder clenching to start to tire out my muscles some.

I’ve been starting on my side. Just relaxing looking at porn like most do. Eventually I end up turning to my back and over the course of 30 min to an hour a shaking in my pelvic area starts. At the same time I’m concentrating on the aneros and where it’s hitting. I get a wave of pleasure or 2 but it doesn’t seem to last. The shaking builds gradually and starts to get pretty violent at times. All completely involuntary. It’s pretty cool. But I would think I would start getting more intense waves of pleasure at the same time which aren’t occurring. Im enjoying the process and I think I’m getting better at recognizing what I need to do. Today I adjusted the toy some and between the periods of tremors I described earlier and I felt increased pleasure from the toy. I don’t think I had it in the right place before.

I’m trying to assess where I am in the process and see if anyone has any suggestions on where to go from here.

Thanks

Strong dry orgasms feel good

In the last week I’ve had somewhat successful sessions where I reach weak dry orgasms.
I generally don’t always reach dry-os and to me it is the thing that makes a session good.
Being in a almost orgasming plateau without reaching orgasm is very frustrating to me.
Yes, it is pleasure but it is not satisfying and my body wants the orgasm thing so if it takes too long I become frustrated.

Seeing that my body was aroused from these sessions and that it was likely I would reach dry orgasms again, I decided to record a session.
The first part of the session is in this link: http://www.xtube.com/video-watch/Aneros-Session-2-Multiple-Male-Orgasms-MMO-Part-1-2-30549581
I tried to upload the second part but for now it has some kind of problem so I’ll update to put here the second part when it is available.

In this video my best reaction to Aneros can be seen, in this case I used the Maximus model.
I don’t flip, shake nor do crazy things, and aneros almost doesnt move.

I like the do nothing method as I want to be surprised and I feel it’s the most comfortable way.
In this session in the previous 2 hours nothing happened.
Nothing means I only felt the general pleasure of the aneros in my prostate.
About 20 minutes before the first orgasm I start feeling something building.
This isn’t a guarantee that I will reach orgasm as many times I feel this and nothing happens. Read more »

“Good Vibrations: The HIH 950”

Wow! I decided to do another prostate “milking”with the HIH 950. I lubed-up as usual and just relaxed for the full 15 minutes. After that, I felt the massager go into “‘auto” mode and I just rode it out. About 30 minutes later, I could not believe the amount of fluid that was leaking out of my cock. I actually felt like I could achieve a HFWO if I continued. But I felt empty enough so decided to stop this session.

One interesting thing: I bought the HIH 950 primarily for regular prostate milking after a period of chastity. But the feelings I am getting from it are better than any Aneros model I have used before. I don’t know for sure, but I think the more compact size and shape of the 950 is hitting my prostate perfectly! I am now experiencing wonderful Aless just performing gentle contractions!

PS I don’t know, but I seem to be getting less intense “morning erections” since resuming regular prostate milking. I don’t know if this is normal or not, but I am feeling much less horny this morning. I’ll see how the day progresses.

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“Aroused Before A Session? Wow!”

I had been sleeping in my “chastity cup”and was highly aroused. For some reason, I fell-into another “living fantasy”. My wife (or lover) insists that I take off my PJ top, and begins to cuddle me all-over. Then, after a while, she wants me to take off my PJ bottoms, leaving me only in my tight boxers and cup. She begins to fondle my nipples and I feel my erection building-up all over again. I feel like I am a participant in a “tease-and-denial” game.

After a while, she wants me to take-off my boxers and prepares me for a prostate-massage session using my HIH 950. She lubes it up and gently inserts it. I remain relaxed for a full 15 minutes.

After that, I am drawn-into this highly arousing session, first gentle contractions (p-waves) then more intense ones. I already have leakage developing. For a while, the auto-fuck contractions took over and I was able to ride-it-out. I felt that I was on my way for a HFWO!

After about an hour, I felt that I was getting just a little sore and felt like I had to pee (which I did). When I removed the 950, I felt amazingly energized and ready to take on the day!

PS My tendency for “blue-balls” seems to have gone away since regularly milking my prostate. I am now in Day 12 of SR. I feel great! Read more »

An example of the best session I can achieve (yet)

Yesterday I had one of those sessions I can describe as the best aneros sessions I can get (at least right now).

It isn’t mind blowing but it’s really good, I hope in the future it gets better and better, but specially faster to reach the good part.

I’ve already talked about really low sexual desire. Maybe that’s one of the main problems I have: get things started.
I can feel the aneros touching my prostate from minute 1, some years ago I got an hard on immediately, today I sort of still get a minor reaction.

But for things to reach the really good parts, I need time. And by time I mean hours and hours.

In the morning I had a 2 hour session with Eupho just to experiment. Lately I’ve been using Progasm Ice and have some nice sensations, I think its stronger contact on the prostate may help bypass my low sexual drive and arousal.
In the week before when I had a session I used Progasm Ice so I wanted to see if Eupho’s movement would give me something different (and better).

It didn’t, all I got was the nice but not spectacular general feeling of being pleased.
I always use a bit of porn at the beginning to wake up my dead prostate, and it works.
From my previous experiences nipples are dangerous as many times they lead me to hands free wet orgasms. Read more »

Got a lot of results today. But did I get a super-o? Looking to share my experience and ask some questions from other more experienced users.

A little quick background. I’ve been trying to use my helix syn for 2 years now. No results. Once I felt pretty tingly for an hour or so, but that was the best result I ever got.

I’m not a drug user. But recently I got some marijuana from a friend. I have a vaporizer and have been using it off and on. First time I tried it, I fell asleep but didn’t feel anything much else. Second time I got super forgetful and didn’t remember much of anything that happened but remembered that it didn’t give me any other kind of sensations (enhanced tastes, sounds, colors, laughing fits, paranoia, relaxation etc).

But I thought I’d try taking some weeds and using my helix syn. First time I definitely felt some stuff I’d never felt before. Today though, within ten minutes I felt all kinds of stuff. I’ll try to explain it. First it felt like electricity was charging though my body. Tingling, warmth, energy…wave after wave. Then I felt like I was leaving my body and becoming different shapes. I felt like my mind was sand pouring through and hourglass, then I felt like my mind was a basketball being deflated, then I felt like my mind was silly putty being stretched, then I felt like my mind was water being sucked up through a straw…all the while my body kept energizing, and having these waves of warmth and electricity. This lasted for a couple hours and I can actually hours later still bring back some of the tingling and energy feelings if I clench my muscles a little. Weird thing was, it was very difficult to maintain the energy running through my body with my eyes open. If I closed my eyes I could feel all kinds of things but as soon as I opened them again, it would subside much more. It was still there, but weaker and harder to control. Read more »

Day 40 of 2nd SR-Challenge, one night left: Nothing special hitting the home stretch … finish tomorrow or go on?

Only one thing to mention as a new experience on day 37. After urinating and milking the shaft from the very bottom to get rid of maybe some last drops of urine, instead some semen appeared, only two drops, but obviously neither urine nor precum. Concurrently the urge to ejaculate felt nearly irresistable. Nevertheless somehow I could calm down, although I had to manage some fearful minutes at the office awaiting a sudden embarassing ejaculation every second.
Snowed under with work and private errands I only found some minutes now and then for some short Aless moments, at least providing some involuntaries and slight full body orgasms.
Though my blue balls are quite aching and feeling heavy I’m without any doubt to cope with the next night, with my sex drive being on a low level, as I think, due to my workload and time pressure to push my personal affairs.
Hope, I will find enough relaxation to really enjoy fast-breaking tomorrow.
It just came to my mind, I may not “already” want to finish SR?
Cheers!

Day 10 of 5th attempt

The last 10 days have been pretty uneventful. I can’t say I feel significantly different anywhere along the way from Day 0 of this attempt to today, Day 10.

Last night (Tuesday night) had a good session for about 90 min by myself. I was using the Venus 2000 machine again, but since it seems to overstimulate me (2 of my 4 failed attempts were because of that machine!), I tried using it wearing a condom. That worked great. I could let it stroke me for about 10x more without the need to cum. I kept stopping it around an 8/10 or 9/10 to the point of no return. What was interesting in this session was I think I learned a few things about my body and ejaculating:
1 – my head is extremely sensitive. when I focus stimulation on it, the urge to ejaculate comes very fast. wearing a condom really helps.
2 – the feeling of suction or holding a pull on my cock triggers the ejaculation reflex VERY EASILY. for example, I could stop the machine and leave my cock sucked into the receiver. i would relax and the feeling of needing to ejaculate would be very far away. but as I try to pull the machine off my cock, which increases suction to keep it on, the urge to ejaculate increased VERY QUICKLY. i actually couldn’t pull it off my cock like that. i was like as i started to pull, the reflex to ejaculate increased a proportionate amount. if I pulled all the way, i would have blown. Read more »

First day with my progasam

I woke up Saturday knowing my progasm was almost here. The tracking order placed it arriving sometime before 8 pm but I figured it would arrive early like other orders I placed have. An hour after I woke up my mom shouted the fed ex driver was here. I had told her beforehand that my friend was having a computer part shipped to our house because someone stole the last package off his door step (true). Luckily my mom went to take a shower as it arrived which allowed me open and retrieve my prize and store the package in the trunk.

Holding it in my hand I finally got a good sense oh how big it was. It’s not much “bigger” than the helix but substantially thicker and feels twice as solid. I did not have a lot of time to play with. When the shower was free I smuggled it into the bathroom along with my lube. With plenty of lube and one leg propped up I braced for insertion.

So here is the thing, I don’t know about other people’s butts but I had almost no problems with insertion. Maybe it’s my recent increase in helix use or maybe I just have an accepting butt because aside from the second hump I had to push past It just slid in and started doing its thing. Read more »

Entry One

I can’t count how many times over the last year guys in chat have mentioned that they missed my blog here. Some even remembered my blog on Word Press 5 years ago, mentioning how much they enjoyed it. I must admit I miss the connection with real readers. I stopped blogging a year ago, directing all my erotic writing energy to my novels. There will be news of the novels here this year, I am thinking of publishing finally. One is complete and the other (a sequel) is 6 months from finishing. They are long. The first is 130,000 words or 350 + pages; I will know how long the second will go in a few months.

So here is the first entry in my third blog series. It was inspired by a session that I had just finished which is often the case. After letting the last intense anal pleasure spasm dwindle I abandoned any effort to sustain them and got out of bed with my anus buzzing in post orgasm. A few minutes ago I came downstairs, my cock still dripping precum and my anus drooling lube to commit words to the computer before I forgot them. I told a few guys last night that I expected that I would be doing a session early this morning; it was a session worth writing about. Read more »