Tag: Relaxation

Progasm is great!

So last night was my second Aneros session after taking some time off from it due to some health problems. So I've been probably close to a month or more away from any play with these toys.

But last night was amazing! Still no super-O, but wow! The pleasure is really something else. And several times I felt something building, my arousal increasing, and my prostate swelling. I just relaxed into it and it felt great! No orgasmic sensations as far as I could tell. But it was still amazing! The involuntary anal contractions were quite strong and regular and it just felt so good in my anus and on my prostate.

It's interesting that besides the further relaxing into it that has been helpful for me. What I've also found interesting is how much focus and concentration on the sensations and general area seems to be necessary and helps with increasing the sensations and arousal. But it's tiring. Several times my mind would wander. And I'd have to reel it in and start the process over. But what fun!

In addition, I had this sensation that I've had before a few times of my anus, prostate and the Aneros being like the center of my being. Like my consciousness and all physical sensation is in that general area. It's really wild feeling, and oddly somehow very arousing and sexually freeing. Good stuff! Read more »

The Before Times till The Now: The Sleeper Has Awakened

Just realized I had gotten my membership to the forums the other day and I figured it was time to start this blog detailing my journey up till now.

Must have missed the verification message when it came months ago, but no matter, I've been doing fine on my own.
However, on the 4th of July, after the fireworks, I had some interesting things happen that I believe have really redefined what this amazing little device is capable of, to me.
Therefore, this time is as good as ever to start this, not only to keep a record for myself, but to help others who may need some insight. Let's start with a little history…

Way back in March 2012, I broke down and bought an MGX model Aneros and a six-pack of Marksman lube. This was only the second time I'd bought a sex-toy )although it is obviously more than that( the first being a Fleshlight.
I had been fascinated by anal play for a while, although most of my attempts hadn't gone over very well… Fingers didn't reach far enough without holding an uncomfortable position and even then all I could feel was pressure against the back of my dick, nothing pleasurable really.
I first learned of the Aneros, oddly enough, though reading Japanese Hentai. After finding out that it was a real thing I found the wiki and this forum, as well as a few videos.
After a few days of reading up on it, I made the decision to buy one. Next paycheck, I made the purchase. This was before the Syn models came out and just after the Vice, but after some research I settled on the MGX: classic, average, good for beginners. Read more »

Ending in fireworks

It was so hot and humid on the 4th, that I declined several invitations to join friends for the Boston Pops Esplanade concert and fireworks display. I'd planned to go away for a long weekend anyway, leaving the morning of the 5th. So I wanted to devote the 4th to celebrating my own personal freedom to give myself as much pleasure as I could handle.

For about half an hour leading up to beginning my aneros session, I merely relaxed, headphones on, with soothing sensuous music lulling me into a mild stupor. I flexed my anal muscles in concert with my prostate, feeling the pleasure start to build deep in my hole and luxuriating in the tingling sensation of my manucunt lips. My balls were feeling tight and my cock slowly began to become engorged, but not rock hard. Wonderful!

When I couldn't wait any longer, i lubed my pussy with a mix of vaseline and albolene, pushing the balm deep in my hole with my finger and spreading a coating on my hot pulsing cuntlips. I took out my aneros classic and covered it with the same lubricating mix, and prepared for the penetration. I changed the music track to )oddly enough( a series of satanic chants i found on a tumblr page. Many of the chants celebrated a devotion to lust and erotic pleasure, while others were dark, foreboding but intensely sexual.
Lying on my side, I placed the aneros tip just at the opening of my hole. And as the music exhorted me to give in to lust, I pushed the aneros into my hole while pushing my hips back to fully embrace the penetration. Read more »

Re-wiring is still happening…

My body and mind are still trying to work out this whole prostate orgasm thingy. My sessions are constantly changing and adapting, some are so pleasurable and I moan and groan for two hours, others are so relaxing and gentle I eventually fall asleep amongst waves of very soft orgasms and others are a mixture of both – heaven!

Lately they're very pleasurable but I'm not as relaxed as I sometimes am. My last three sessions have had a couple of the same traits. These are:

* Very long periods of full body shaking/quivering – usually gentle but sometimes borderline violent, causing me to move around a lot. involves all of my body, even my lips and cheeks. My sessions usually involve shaking but not for this amount of time.

* Tingling sensation in my head around my temples and scalp – not orgasmic but really nice.

* Tingling sensations that travel up the sides of my bodies and then work their way across to my chest. Similar to the sensation in my head but more pleasurable for me.

* Very pleasurable spot in the centre of my chest. (heartgasm)

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I've started having sessions on my floor rather than my bed because I like the way that I can feel every movement that's happening. Sometimes when I'm in bed these movements are restricted due to the mattress. Read more »

Double the pleasure

This is my very first entry to my new blog. So it'll be brief for now. I'm basically a solosexual that loves and worships my Cock. He's been my constant sex partner since I hit puberty. But I recently discovered he has competition. Thanks to continued experimentation with my first Aneros, I now realize I have a whole new sex organ — my mancunt. I've enjoyed numerous mini-O's over the past few months, once I realized my Aneros was so much more than a funny shaped dildo. Once I learned to relax, breathe deeply, and ride the wonderful waves of erotic pleasure my Aneros gives my pussy, I'm all the more devoted to the love and adoration I feel for my body, my Cock, my Hole and myself.

Baby Steps

After sleeping in late Sunday morning, I awoke feeling really good. For a brief moment, the thought of having a morning session flashed through my head, but after thinking about it a little more, decided I wasn't really feeling it. Remembering how the peridise had made me squirm the night before left me with that satisfied, contented, morning-after feeling. Although I was anxious for a repeat performance, I figured I might be better served to give myself time to recover, and to read the forum for more insight and knowledge.

So, for a string of 3 days I read a little during the day, and experimented a little at night. Was reminded not to try and force the process, but as I had seen its potential already, I caught myself doing it again and again, not really relaxing. Kept using the 20cm toy for the nightly sessions and it quickly became like another body part, very natural feeling. None of the nightly sessions in that 3 day span were of the magnitude of the Sat. night romp, and not even close to the lawnmower thing, but they were increasing in intensity night after night. Felt like not rubbing one out was having that effect, but I caved again Wed. night because I thought if I didn't, I was going to have a really hard time hiding all the untimely erections my nightly sessions were giving me during the day. Noticed the "phantom" sensation of the peridise still being there, often at an inopportune moment, or sitting would cause me to be aroused for no discernible reason. Even when my penis wasn't erect it was still hanging full and thick, so just moving around any at all would make me aware of it and aroused again. Loved the sensations, just not practical for my work enviroment. Read more »

Test Drive

I ended up having to postpone my inner exploration until late Sat. night, but I was still looking forward to it because after the afternoon mowing episode I was still very aroused, and anxious to try something new. One of the things I had read that was important, was relaxation, so I took a nice hot shower to loosen up my tired muscles. Figured maybe I wouldn't need too many things to get started, so I grabbed a couple of bath towels for coverage and a wet wipe for whatever. I'd remembered the tips for establishing a reservoir of lube, and all I could come up with on short notice was a cheap plastic medicine-dropper type with a bulb on the end. Not ideal, but I was going to give it a go with some diluted Astroglide gel I had around. I also had some of the regular gel left to lube the peridise and my anus. Thankfully, the dropper worked well enough and I got between 1ml and 2ml inside. Read more »

Lawnmower Man

So, I was impressed right away with the aneros packaging, kinda of gave me the feeling this was something more than a cheap plastic toy. The actual box the set comes in is ideal for keeping the toys together when not in use. I was thinking at first I'd just be trashing the packaging, but the box is nice enough that I believe I'll keep it. The peridise themselves had a lot more heft than I had imagined too. Not sure about the construction, but they seem to have something heavier than plastic inside. enough weight to leave a knot if you rapped someone on the head with the larger ones. Pretty heavy for a four-inch piece of plastic. I found the toy's surface texture to be very smooth, not really slick and glassy, barely perceptible texture. Only thing I found issue with was with what I think would be the beginner set )22cm + 18cm(. I found sharp )to the rectum( seam ridges on both sides of both of those sizes in different spots. I won't be using either until I do some work with a piece of fine wet-sandpaper or something else to get them perfectly smooth. But the advanced set )20cm + 16cm( I found were almost blemish-free, so I was still pretty pleased with my purchase. Read more »

Bliss Restrained

I call this "Bliss Restrained" because despite my entire family being home I had a strong urge to hold a session late at night, so I had to hold back a little bit. I had refrained from traditional ejaculation for almost two weeks by this point, only indulging in dildo/aneros play, nipple play, and masturbation with no ejaculation. That being said I am in a constant state of hyperarousal: every sexual thought or erotic rub radiates pleasure from my prostate or other erogenous zones, erections come and go in high frequency and often linger for a while, my prostate constantly feels full and never lets me forget it. The session turned out to be significantly better than I could have hoped for, and unfortunately I was forced to restrain myself a little bit )wild movements and moans of pleasure( so as not to rouse attention. So this session took place last night, starting out with my Maximus and continuing/ending with the helix – running Hypnaerosession all the while. The reason I started out with the Maximus was because I had a decent session with it a couple of weeks ago and still try to maintain some sliver of hope for it. For 20-30 minutes it was actually pretty ok but the long time problem resurfaced once things started to get decent: since my perineum swells up from arousal and due to the "pointy/thin" nature of the tab, the tab swivels off-center and gets stuck to one side or the other, disrupting prostate/perineum contact and requiring constant adjustments )within seconds of each other(. Read more »

Whats best?

I have had a lot of great experiences in the short time that I have had my Helix. But, the best memory that I have is the first time, when after inserting it and relaxing I felt a slight sensation. Then I thought gosh this damn thing really does work. That slight sensation was really special for me.