I have been lucid-dreaming lately. I am in Day 6 of SR and I feel my testosterone level building. I am also wearing a “chastity cup” at night. I have two and alternate between them. I got a good night’s sleep in the first (Mueller) which is not too restrictive and allows some freedom for my erect cock. When I awoke with a great-feeling erection, I was not sure if I was still lucid-dreaming. Probably not, but my brain was telling me that I was. I was “told” to quickly put-on my other “chastity cup” (Shock Doctor) since it is more confining for my bits. And around the same time, I “heard” (was I still dreaming?) that there will be “no escape for me except through a wet dream”. With that said, I began to squirm-around on the bed, just taking-in the concept. I began to lie on my stomach and with every twitch of my erect cock, I felt ever-so-much-closer to an escape, a release, an ejaculation. If I wanted “out” of the cup, I would have to ejaculate. Now I’m not sure of I am still dreaming or not, but the feeling was so real! I am “inching” my way towards my release with every twitch, every thrust of my erotic cock. After a while (perhaps 30-45 minutes) I came-to my senses but I still felt greatly aroused. And the next thing I knew, I was putting the cup into my SD briefs and putting them on. Was I still dreaming? The sense I got (and very quickly) was that since I did not cum, I will now have to be locked-in the cup for a good while. Since it was not in a jockstrap, no one but me will know that I am cock-locked in a cup. Was this an extension of the lucid dream? Was it reality? Does it make a difference? I am feeling now like I am a horny, potent male without any means of release.
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PS Last night, my wife did not reject my advances and I became hard rather quickly. But only a little cuddling and that was it! It must have triggered something deeper within me that resulted in this “dream-like” sequence.
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“Aroused…..And Holding”
Today as I notch-up to SR Day 11, I am as horny as ever. We had a great cool-down from 90 to 60 overnight. The past few nights for me have been unbelievable. I know I am close to a wet dream if I can just hang-on a little while longer. Yesterday, I had an incredible horniness, about the max I can endure without having to relieve my “misery”. I did feel like I was headed for blue-balls so that could have ended my SR run this time. I had erections for no apparent reason (but I know why). Early in the afternoon, I decided to put on my CB-6000S chastity cage and that was extremely arousing as well. My wife was not in too bad a mood, but there was nothing going on in bed, so I called it a night.
Overnight, I had the most extreme feeling in my chastity cup ever and honestly felt like I could blow my load at any moment. But I hung-on and endured a couple of hours of erections. Later on this morning, I decided it was time for a prostate milking, so I tried the HIH 950 this time with Boy Butter which I am trying again for the first time. Wow! Now I know why I like BB. It allows the massager to glide-in effortlessly, is not messy, lasts the entire session and cleans-up with water! What could be simpler? Unlike other milking sessions, this one began with an erection and it stayed-there almost the entire time. It wasn’t until near the end that the erection subsided and with that, the horniness (at least for now). After removing the 950, I have an Aless feeling that allows me to feel my pulsing prostate inside of me. When will I blow my load? Don’t know now………but the wait is exquisitely arousing! I have started to swim again after a 2-1/2 week absence due to sciatica and physical therapy sessions….I am better now. The water is cooler and that will be arousing as well.
After aneros, I feel more independent on sexuality
I dont ask for sex from wife as often as before. previously i felt bad after hearing “lets do next time”.
now i dont ask as often as before, and more happy overall
“A Different Mindset Makes All The Difference”
It was very hot yesterday (90’s) and just before sleep, my wife allowed me to cuddle with her. She is working through some personal issues and her mood is improving. But she said that even though it was hot, I couldn’t get “hot” with her—-and I knew what she meant. So I just held her close for about 15 minutes or so, all the while I had a strong erection. It felt so good! Anyway, I retired to sleep for the night (in chastity) but woke-up early this morning with an arousal level (on a scale of 1 to 10) of 10! I have been trying for a wet dream and felt like it could come any night now.
This morning I still have that strong arousal feeling and it doesn’t seem to want to let go of me. My cock is begging for a release, I know the feeling. The anticipation of some more cuddling (or more) this evening may be just too much for me today. I will try to hang-on as best I can. I feel like I could cum in my pants. This “mindset” is clearly real—-an analogy I can draw is the anticipation of a wedding-night! What could be in store for me later on? Will I cum in her? That sexual arousal feeling will last the entire day! I can’t wait!
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“Male Chastity: Locked and Cocked”
Having gone “in-and-out” of male chastity lately, and after a 19-day run of semen retention (SR), I was amazed how quickly and easily I went-off. It was actually too easy! And that got me thinking: is male chastity really the “cure” for erectile dysfunction? Now I have had delayed ejaculation (DE) for quite a while. But since I have been in chastity, I now seem to have more sexual confidence to be able to perform “whenever, wherever”. It is as if my locked-up cock is truly “cocked” and ready to go-off at a moment’s notice. In fact, my wife is complaining that I am too sexed-up and horny (like a lot of young guys). What is wrong with that? That is why, it seems, when I am locked-up in chastity, I just have this incredible “male energy” or more specifically, a male “sexual potency” that is undeniable. It is a blessing to have this amazing feeling at my age (soon to be 66)! And I will maintain this feeling as long as I am able!
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“Something New For Me: Lucid Dreaming”
Was awake about 4 AM. I decided to listen to something new: audio hypnosis for lucid dreaming. Now I have heard the term lucid dreaming and was vaguely familiar with the concept, but never had any direct experience with it. Until this morning…….let me explain.
I searched on YouTube for some lucid dreaming hypnosis files that didn’t contain any binaural beats and found a few. So I settled-in, put headphones on, got comfortable and started listening. All was going well but some time passed and I was aware that I was still listening to the track.
[Fast-forward about an hour and a half]
I awaken with morning wood inside my chastity cup and guess what? I had been lucid dreaming! I remember vividly two lucid dreams I had this morning. The more interesting one was in an institution of higher learning. It was clear as a bell. I remember conversations, places, people, events. Amazing! Now the interesting thing is that I seemed not to have direct control over the content of the lucid dream, only the fact that I WAS lucid dreaming! I’m not sure if it is possible to “steer” your lucid dreams to a particular subject……I’ll have to research that later. But this experience for me was truly mind-blowing! I have heard about lucid dreaming but until this morning, I have not had any first-hand experience with it! Will I try it again? Yes, but next time, without the headphone and the hypnosis suggestions. I’ll see what results….
“Male Chastity: Rebuke, Reward & Punishment”
Rebuke—My wife’s mood turned decided negative yesterday and I knew I would easily “slide-into” Day 16 of SR. I don’t know what I did but knew I didn’t have a chance in the bedroom. I awoke about 1:30 AM this morning again with a raging erection and a wet-dream feeling that I have had almost every night for the past few nights. I am wearing my hard “chastity” cup.
Reward—Slipping-into a living fantasy, I am given permission to remove my cup and switch to a tight brief (actually a Speedo square-leg trunk) with a towel inside to catch a release if it should come. I am told to go have some “fun” while out of chastity. What a reward! I quickly retreated to the sofa and began listening to some relaxing and stimulating tracks. (Now realize that I want to be in SR longer and so had no desire to ejaculate today).
A couple of the tracks had some lightly embedded binaurals for sexual stimulation and I thought I would give a listen (not too arousing). Good! But I must have relaxed too much and lost track of the time since the next thing I know is that I am fully erect and aroused listening to some ASMR sounds with a very cock-erecting binaural sweep. These were auto-generated by YouTube. I was not anticipating this. OMG! I am being stimulated now to a near ejaculation and I feel it approaching! I feel my groin starting to tense-up in anticipation. Is this what I want? The answer was obviously “no”, not now. So, difficult as it was, I stopped listening immediately, still super-horny. I began to try to cool-down and was instructed to quickly don the chastity cup again. I fear that I may have edged too far this time…
“A New Male Chastity Feeling: I’m Almost Begging To Cum”
I’m currently in Day 15 of SR and things have definitely changed. My wife suddenly is expressing interest in cuddling and more. Just last night, when I cuddled-up to her, she “teased” my cock a little bit until I was hard as a rock. Then, I guess because it was late, she “shifted into park”. I went to bed soon after, donned my chastity cup and fell asleep….
When I awoke about 6 hours later, with a hard-on, I was squirming around on the bed, and every little twitch and movement, especially on my stomach, felt like I was close to an ejaculation (a wet dream? an autoejaculation?) Whatever it was called, I am now feeling in my mind that I am begging for a release, an ejaculation. This feeling was so powerful that I began just writhing on the bed, but to no avail. I was still locked-into chastity and there is no escape for me. I can only think of this; everything else pales in comparison. How much longer will I have to endure?
I know that in my previous blog, I talked about the possibility of “tease-and-denial”. Little did I suspect that the teasing would not be self-imposed but rather come from my wife! Maybe she is playing the “chastity game” along with me? Whatever the motivation, my mind now is now focused on one thing and one thing only….I need to cum! I will do anything to cum! I will beg to cum! I am beyond horny! I am fucking desperate! Help me!
CarmenOv
I’ am married, 65, and have been on this journey for about a year. I have a Progasm Bkack Ice, a Helix, and more recently a Eupho. Last night’s session was a game changer for me. All I can say is, the Eupho has a way of dancing all on its own and hitting alll the right places. With my wife asleep by my side, I had my first real Super O. What bliss! What a great aid for older couples whose bodies aren’t as responsive as they were when younger. Though it’s more of a singular journey for me, she is very supportive of our need to be more creative. I am coming closer to my quest for a different kind of orgasm which for me has been the allusive “Super O”. But wow, what a ride I had last night. Can’t wait for the next!
“Male Chastity: Seriously Leaking Precum”
Wife returned last night; too tired to do anything. I slept in my SD Ultra Carbon Cup jock until about 4 AM. Switched to CB-6000S and went to lie down with some relaxing music. Went through at least 2 erection cycles and they felt amazingly good. Rock-hard balls and a rhythmic throbbing from my cock. Felt some precum oozing.
Had to pee after some breakfast. Sat down to go; when I got up there was a precum “string” leading straight down into the toilet! OMG! How is that possible? I suppose my system was filled-to-the-point-of-overflowing! My! I feel sexy today! I am currently in a new Day 4 of SR.