Not much yet after 6 sessions, but Sensual peeing?

I now have completed my 6th session, and so I am pretty new at this. Each session so far has lasted roughly 1-2 hours. I have felt close to nothing the last 5 times. This last time, I didn't feel anything while the massager was inserted, but I think I'm starting to see what people mean when they speak of not 'clenching tightly' or trying to avoid vigorously massage the prostate.

I tried my absolute best not to expect anything, and relax… I can honestly say that although the first 2-3 times this was definately not achieved, during the last session, I was extremely relaxed. I also noticed how the aneros started to move (for the first time) in a fluid motion with my breathing, in and out without really forcing or flexing much. Not really sure whether my prostate is being massaged, since I don't know what it feels like.

I do believe that with patience, it will eventually come… after all, it took me at least a couple of years to reliably find my girlfriend's g-spot. Granted that I don't own her equipment, but I suppose there was some 'rewiring' that she had to go through as I am hopefully about to do (but that discussion is for another forum).

Anyway, after tonight's session, I took the massager out and went to the bathroom. While peeing, I got these shivers that didn't really seem to originate anywhere that were very sensual. The shivers lasted the entire time peeing, and about 5-10 seconds after I was done (roughly 20-25 seconds total). I wouldn't say it was orgasmic, but very pleasant….. kind of like the shivers you get when someone you crave touches you nicely for the first time 🙂

Anyway, I guess my question is: is this normal? Is this a positive sign that I'm on the right track? Or is this a strange unrelated (big coincidence, I would think) event that people have generally not experienced? Thanks for any feedback in advance.

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  1. i don't know whether you have read my blog, but i just want to tell you that it took me an entire six months for my first super-0–it is difficult to know what everyone means by using contractions and relaxing entirely as they seem at odds–if you read the last sessions of my blog you will see that i finally have arrived at the point where i relax completely, without trying to drive anything using contractions–but different guys may arrive at the same place from different directions so don't think my way is THE WAY–anyway it is confusing and even while it seems nothing is happening i found that my body did indeed rewire itself, which exhibited itself in all kinds of weird ways without the aneros at all different times of the day or night so your sensual peeing could very well be a manifestation of some rewiring going on–but i must warm you that the peeing may or may not exhibit itself again, some other thing might happen–the wonderful thing about this trip is that it goes wherever it goes without our control and is even progressing without our seeing the progress, so hang in there, even if nothing seems to happen and especially when you have taken several steps backward–my arrival came unexpectedly and i could have given up any number of times that session or anywhere along the road

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