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Hey People,

Had another session last night. Unfortunately I started too late, and lost some sleep because of it. I tried a suggestion I read from one of Rumel's posts about warming up the Aneros in a coffee cup with hot water in it. It does work well. I thought I had let it cool enough before insertion. I had tested it on the inside of my wrists. But I found it to still be too hot. So I removed it for a bit and let it cool. Next time I'll just try warm water in the cup. The downside to warming the Aneros this way is that the shea butter I use for lube, melts when applied to a warm Aneros. Making it a bit more messy, and possibly not as well lubed as it could be. Although I did not experience any issues with dryness or lack of lube last night.

The session was somewhat moderate in pleasurable sensations. It took me a long time to relax and clear my mind. You know how it goes, the end of the day sometimes all kinds of things are floating around in your head. It wasn't until I had dozed off for a bit, and then woken up that the sensations became more intense.

I'm starting to think that perhaps the sensations that I've been believing to be involuntary anal contractions, are perhaps only mild and gentle fluttering of those muscles. The last two sessions I've been experiencing intermittently what I thought were much stronger and intense involuntary anal contractions that involved much more movement of the Aneros. Who knows. It's such new territory for me, that I'm never entirely sure that I have matched up the correct terminology to what I've felt.

I'm also starting to wonder if the constant rocking of my hips to get the tip of my Helix to rub/massage my prostrate is necessary. It just seems so strenuous after a few hours. And I'm wondering if perhaps these stronger, or real involuntary anal contractions would end up doing that job, maybe in combination with flexing the PC muscles to push my prostrate right next to the Helix.

That's all I can think of for now.

Love is Peace