Session 30/09/2016

When I’ve started writing this blog days ago, it has been many months since I had a “good” session. By good I mean getting something more than the background pleasure.

I had a good session yesterday.

Like most of my sessions, when I have them during the week, it happened after dinner, because before I was at work. This brings a problem – I’m tired. Most of the sessions I try at night end up with me falling asleep, and today the same happened but not before I got good things.

On the problem of being always tired and why I think in the last years things have regressed/stalled I will explain a next post, let’s go now to yesterday’s session.

In the last weeks when I attempted sessions I’ve been using Maximus. After pre-lubing inside (which I only rarely do) with Johnson’s baby oil, I used vaseline and a coat of a slippery silicon lube named Millennium, I inserted Maximus.
I watched just a little bit of porn in the form of other guys using aneros, just some minutes. The guy was using Progasm and I was like, why not use Progasm Ice again? In my last tries with it it didn’t gave me anything, which is “normal” for me, so after a while I switched to Progasm Ice, lubing the same way.

I fought a bit against my sleepiness but I was able to keep awake.

And then after some time (I may take like 1 hour to feel anything different) I felt the prostate being touched pleasurably by the Progasm Ice. Although this may not mean something, it’s always a good sign that my prostate is somewhat awake.

So I kept “doing nothing” (my favourite method) just feeling the static touch of Ice in the prostate.

For some reason I don’t have involuntaries or muscle spasms or anything (yet?), what I have is kinda a glimpse of that. A spot on my leg twitches, a small muscle in my ass moves, but everything isolated and never building into full blow involuntary spasms/chains/whatever.

Then I got to the part which is the best I can achieve from Aneros in all these years – what may be some kind of weak dry-o.

The pleasure on the prostate grows, I get a bit hard and I switch from being hard and soft, while having nice prostate pleasure.
If I’m lucky, like yesterday, it does something else.

I feel some kind of tension in my body and although I try to relax it’s a bit hard, but yesterday it was not those very tense moments I’ll talk in another post.

I felt some kind of isolated muscle involuntaries around the prostate. I don’t think it’s the pc muscle that we control the pee with and that many times I have twitchings, it may be what IIRC is the other kind of pc muscles.

So I try to relax but feel a bit tense, with contraction involuntaries happening irregularly. I feel the need to do a contraction with those muscles, but I try to do nothing. Eventually me or my inconscious (?) play in that game and I do a contraction. When that happens I feel a bit of release and my prostate and cock start twitching a bit rhytmically.

I’m not sure, but I think I “cum” in this moment. I feel a bit of release and I become more relaxed and the pleasurable contractions go on from a minute or two. I can’t tell if this is an orgasm or not. It’s not as good as an ejaculatory orgasm, but it does feel like some kind of orgasm with that turning point.
I think in time these orgasms will increase in pleasure and I will experience what people describe as “cumming without cum” with strong dry-os and rhytmically strong contractions taking over.
I had some of these “weak dry-os” in an hour or so, and eventually I fell asleep after that.

After the dry-os I noticed that inside my foreskin I had a bit precum – I don’t precum at all so that’s a sign telling something went right with the prostate massage.

During those pleasurable contractions I try to do nothing and let my body do all the contractions and that, although I have a little urge to contract more.

One problem I have and I didn’t talk before is that I may ejaculate from aneros sessions, it generally happens if I stimulate my nipples or if my body tenses up too much. So I try the most I can to not tense up my body but it’s a constant struggle.

So in all 4 years of aneros practise this is what I can achieve: some kind of “untrained dry-o”. It isn’t a full blown dry-o because it isn’t as pleasurable as people say. I have no full body pleasure experience although I think I have glimpses of some spot of my body feeling something. And I don’t have a super O, because people say one knows when one has a super O, and I lack the overwhelming pleasure too 🙂

it’s good? Yes it is, but I can’t help but feel frustrated when that’s all I can get after all these years.

Will I ever be able to experience full dry-os and will I ever be able to experience a super-O?

I hope I can achieve what other men say it’s one of the most pleasurable things in a man’s life.