I couldn't stop if i could

Hi guys. I'm a little down today. I have a confession. I have no self will. You might be wondering what is he talking about. Well let me explain. I love to masturbate. Before my journey i would jack off three times a day and all the explosions would be huge. But while I have been on this journey I really don't need the feel to always cum. My honest opinion a full body orgasm feel so much better. The tingling, the shattering feeling when you arch your back when the passion is building. I love it all. So weather I cum or not I still am left with a smile on my face when I'm done.

So I was not going to have a wet orgasm for a full week, seven days. Yeah I now crazy. But I have really mastered rewiring and I wanted to put my new known knowledge to the test. How long can I really edge and rewired for. So the first night was fine. A nice quick 2 hour session. Was getting the cum all the way to the top then not releasing it. I was strong and pulsating but no wetness. I was proud that night. That was Sunday. Monday it got a little difficult. I woke up that morning to relieve myself and after I finished I was still rock hard. I was debating if I wanted to have a quick session cause I might wake the parents with my moaning. But my hard cock made that decision when it was steering me to my helix in my draw with my olive oil.

Only Dry O's

So I have been having a great journey thus far. I have been taught and have taught a few myself. A major shout out too @chuckjo2000 But I have a new challenge for myself. I have noticed that I can have frequent HFWO when I have my sessions. Some times when I'm rewiring in a session I get so worked up and hard I have to ejaculate to get off cause the sensation is so strong. Well my challenge for this week is to not have a wet orgasm weather its from ejaculation or hands free. I will only have and try to have only dry orgasms and full body orgasms. The longest I have went was four days with out cumming. y goal is a week which is 7 long horny days. This will help learn more about rewiring and building and edging. I know how to edge but its hard to throw a orgasm away when its right at the tip. This will also give me strength to not always want to have a wet orgasm. My first night is tonight so I will check back with you guys on my experience.

why me!!!!!!!

Hi guys. I'm not in a good mod right now. I just went through one of the most horrific moments in my journey. Let me explain. I'm a 24 year old still living at home with the parents. Trying to save money but after school I'm flat broke so here I am. I can only have complete long sessions when my parents are at work or when they go on there dinner dates. So here is the dreadful story. I'm in my room having one of my hot sessions. I'm moaning, screaming, puckering and rewiring like crazy all while my parents are out shopping. As I'm riding I'm having so much fun reaching new heights. I can feel a HFWO cumming. I'm imagining my sexy man as my Helix syn gets sucked in deeper. Boom I'm cum and it is so amazing. Before i can cum down from my high my dad is knocking on the door.

All things cum to a complete halt. The cum has dried up and dick is back soft and my helix is afraid. He announces that he's home. Im naked on the other side of the locked door scrambling to fix my self up. I slip my shorts on with Helix still in. Open door with dad looking with a confused look on his face. From the look i know he had to hear me moaning and screaming fuck me fuck me. My dad knows I'm gay and knows I have had sex in the house but he has never heard me. So I'm so scared as to hear what he will say. he walks in looking for the young man that was plowing his son. )I'm a really loud moaner( When he sees no one and sees my laptop closed he is stumped as to were the sounds were coming from.

Fem

This is going to be a short one today. I am a gay male. I am a feminine gay male. I feel as I use my aneros device I become more feminine as I go. The way I move my body and the soft subtle moans that escape my mouth just bring out the woman in me. As I contract my helix in is like a nice structured cock going inside my nice tight wet boy pussy. That's another thing. I refer to my ass as a pussy. I call it so many things, pussy, man cunt, my wet volcano. I have read that many straight men here feel the same way when there in the heat of the passion when there with there devices. But I think that it is heightened cause I'm already a gay fem male. Like right now I wish I had something in my cunt right now, something that will make my hole pucker with pleasure.

Last Night

So last night was so much fun. Close your eyes guys as I take you back on a eventful session. I was home alone and my prostate wanted to come out and play. I am able to have orgasms so frequent now so what I have been doing is having a Helix week then have a aneros-less week. So this has been my aneros-less week. I got on the website to enter the chat and it was very crowded with guys ready to learn and ride. One guy in particular Chuck was in the chat and sending his energies to everyone.

Let me give you a little info on Chuck. has been with the company and product for years. He helps a lot of the newbies like myself out on our journey. He is very helpful and so many ways. *nasty thought just popped in my head* Ok I'm back. He just is a nice helping hand when ever your stumped in your journey. Our energies have connected so many times and last night wasn't even different.

We chat on skype when we can. He was a little occupied at the time but still want to send me energy so I can feel good. I got on cam and gave a nice show. So nice to the point were he couldn't resist and had to join. But me I was in a frenzy. Involuntaries rapidly going through my body, having full body orgasms, rewiring like crazy and moaning and panting like a dog in heat. Even though I couldn't hear him i still felt his energy flow through my body. We only chatted for a little bit but it just felt amazing.

Will I Ever Be The Same

I've changed. I'm not the same any more. I'm not complaining trust me but I can really notice the difference in my behavior, mood, and my actions. It's like I have turned into this hot, sexy, succubus that wants orgasms any way possible. Right now I have my helix in and he is driving me prostate wild which sends freaky nasty thoughts to the rest of my body. I never leaked so much pre-cum in my life. I grave this feeling all the time. Even when i'm not in the right settings. I guess since my prostate is awakened it wont go back to sleep. These waves are sending me over rightr npw[0. thst was a three minute right there. whoooooo sorry for the type o's but it just get so intense so fast. I love this feeling. I crave for more. I have had every type of orgasm known to man and i want more. Will I evr be the same. who knows. but the man I am now is ready for what ever my body wants to give.

I love my body

Hi again. new to blogging but I'm getting the hang of things now to my story. I love my self but i really didn't like my body. I have always been a big guy, and was also a big kid as a child. I'm not obese but i have a belly and boobs. lol Before aneros i slept fully clothed and never showed skin even to my lovers. I didn't hate my body but i just wanted to change and tone up a bit. The only part of my body that i was happy about was my big juicy ass. When first started to read about the prostate I was intrigued not know it would change my whole out look at how I look at my self and my body.

Before I bought my device I wanted to play with my self manually. I stuck my finger up there and got the searching for the jack pot. As soon as I graze it got hit with a burst of sensation. After I read more and more about the journey and experience I had to get a device. I saved up got me a helix and inserted him in. I laid on my side and let it do its magic on me. Best feeling I have ever had. But you may be wondering what does this have to do with my body.

my journey

All smiles here. I will try to convey my story with out getting a hard on. I started my journey a few months ago after I saw a video of a guy going banana's over a aneros device. As a gay male I have had a penis in my ass but I have never had any prostate fun. So i was broke to buy a device so i looked at a diagram to find it and just used my fingers. It was a very nice feeling. I haven't done any reading though before hand so i was confused on the actual feelings that I was having. I read that the trembling and convulsions were normal. First month down and feeling great. I actually just typed in aneros one day and this site came up. SCORE! Been learning ever since. I saw that the devices were really pricey so I went to amazon to find a deal. Got me a Helix syn extra excited for the sensations that will cum. I got it a week later, ripped open the package and praised my new friend that I will soon luv. Was home with family so no instant fun so after mid night hit I got some cocoa but lotion and inserted him in. Slide in very nicely and there my helix introduced him self to my prostate and now they are the best of buds.