Author: DarkEngine

No more Aneros for now!

This entry won't be about the session of either recently or previous.

Instead, it's more of an update – and something I feel would help to get out of my mind. Over the past months, starting around early November, I've been getting non-stop itches around my ass. I shrugged it off as a phase, but they wouldn't stop over the following weeks. To make matters worse, rashes built up from continuously scrubbing the itches with toilet paper – to a point where I'd see blood on it. Adding to problems in late December was a sharp soreness on the ridge between my ass cheeks. )Where the 'K-Spot' is( On top of that, my sphincter would emit sores and burning pain when excreting – so Aneros usage was off the hook.

Things settled in January however, and I was relieved that the itching was starting to disappear. Turns out that's not the case as they came back in full-circle. Initially I believed it was a case of thrush, but creams and pills did nothing. Trip to the local GP gave me a special ointment – daktacort – to combat whatever infection it could be. Itching and soreness died down again after a week or two, for sure this time. Read more »

Now I understand it

TL;DR
* Tingling around the abdomen
* Constant, quick involuntary contractions
* Rock solid erections
* Breathing kept things going
* Dry-O

My last proper session was a dud, but that's likely due to either anxiety or lack of arousal )or both(. Few days later I tried the Progasm, to see if a change in model would spur anything new. It did, in fact, and the results were quick – but due to supposed internal haemorrhoids, the session was aborted quickly. Bummer.

But regardless – the session last night was pretty great. I felt horny, and looked forward to a session, albeit I figured the anticipation would kill it. Not at all. About half an hour into it, the sensations would build primarily from my breathing. It helped a lot to focus on the inner-feelings of the anus with the Aneros. I think I even felt the prostate being touched.

At one point, when trying different positions, my erection grew to a point where it felt like it was ejaculating. Maybe this was the Dry-O? Nontheless there was a constant, warm and sweet feeling from the PC muscles and anus. I felt this before in my previous entry and I did not expect to have it occur again.

What a great session. Even afterwards I feel the results of the Aneros, although that may just be the effect of abstaining more than anything. Will try another session tonight, but I won't be surprised if it's a dud.

We don't have to try – it's always a good time

TL;DR:
* Stare into space + do nothing = p-waves.
* But I may be completely wrong, as usual
* Looking at pictures/nipple stimulation is a no go
* Pleasures would build when simply enjoying what's there
* Shaking doesn't completely stop things, nor does damping
* Erections, however, do )Stops the contractions(
* Different positions kept things going – simply laying down worked best.
* Heavy breathing, paced, often gets things going
* That was much longer than I anticipated
* PC Muscles/Prostate ached a fair bit

Before this session, my previous one a few days back was a dud. Per usual, I take it too seriously and freak out over making no progress.

Day after I went back to basics and again, just focused on what felt good. Since it's typically the PC muscles, I focused on them and remained frozen solid. Not sure what, exactly, but something sparked and felt great. Visual imagery helped )and probably did most of the work(.

Last night was fantastic nonetheless. My main goal was to just drop expectations and not care at all for trying to achieve anything from it. If it's a dud, it's a dud. No loss. In any case, I started off with the MGX on a whim. Since the P-Tab was causing my prostate to ache a fair bit, I dropped it off half an hour in and switched to the Helix Syn. Read more »

Peaking…?

* Same feelings as outside of session
* Aneros amplified it
* Solid erections and need to breathe more
* 'Ring of fire' indeed

Last night was one of the few instances where the Aneros worked in tandem with the growing sensations. Typically what I experience with the Aneros — and the sensations I discover without it, work in different ways; when I think I'm starting to 'get it', Aneros sessions turn out to be a dud.

But my recent session just seemed to work with the pleasures that I've built as of recent, and it felt great. It wasn't anything new or dramatic, but still. My abdomen toughens up, and my penis cycles on and off with rock-solid boners. There's a constant urge to moan, too. Most of the session worked it itself from doing nothing, though I have tried incorporating contractions into the mix. )Will do for next time, I think( Of the positions I've switched from, spreading the legs apart seemed to swing the arousal up, if briefly.

Saying that, being back onto the Aneros is nice – my anus has had some pretty irritating cases of thrush or whatever, over the past months. It's settled down almost completely after visiting the GP. The spincter is still inflamed, though, making insertion of the Aneros initially a painful process. Taking it out, and excreting for that manner, is also pretty nasty. Read more »

Aneros…does nothing??

TL;DR:
* No feeling or sensation whatsoever.
* Mass shaking of the abdomen and other parts.
* Serious P-Tab discomfort due to larger prostate swelling.
* Super T

My arousal perked back up over the last few days. Something I noticed was that my prostate would be distinctly swelling up. Never felt it grow so large before! Maybe that's due in part to being able to sense it now.

Due to the bevy of warm, fluttering sensations that happen frequently, I decided to see how things would develop when having some time with the Aneros. After all, if I'm feeling so aroused, one can only imagine how it'd feel using the device!

As it turns out, it had the opposite effect. The warm sensations vanish, no erections, no good vibes from breathing…everything just goes numb in terms of pleasure. Contractions move on their own, but was just a background event. It seems that whatever joy I developed outside of session, the Aneros clearly didn't gel with it.

Of the occurrences worth pointing out my body, particularly the abdomen kept going nuts, causing my body to shake. Again, it was merely shaking – nothing came of it apart from irritating distraction. It's not the shaking that is a pre-cursor to the Super O. Read more »

Arousal isn't limitless

This isn't an entry regarding a session – but more one towards something new I've cottoned onto.

My Aneros usage is typically an unstable relationship. After things don't work out with it, I break up. I flake off back to masturbation. "This is pointless, I'll never make progress towards Super-O anyway." Things just peter out with it.

But then after a few months apart, masturbating gets tiresome and depressing. Usually, when abstaining for a few days mixed with a burst of confidence (from achieving, like surviving a rough deadline) – arousal swells and Aneros perks up and into gear. The few days of arousal high feels really great, and I tend to make good progress from the last few months back. I learn something new with the Aneros.

But there's something I learnt today that, surprisingly, hasn't clicked until now.

As the title says, arousal is a currency that can clearly be spent down to nill. My fall-outs with Aneros were, in fact, when I blew my orgasmic vibes in quick doses to the models (and outside of sessions). It also gets me down and I feel like I wasted my time but nay. Maybe now it's simply a matter of managing my arousal more carefully. Masturbating a bit here and there, after all, couldn't hurt – but keep the amount down to once a week. Read more »

Nice improvements!

TL;DR:
* Warmth/tingling in abdomen. )Including outside of sessions(
* Waves of pleasure breezing over.
* Short on breath – quick, aroused breathing.
* Didn't need nipple stimulation.

My previous posts were overly negative, but as the title suggests – something has changed, and for the better.

—REWIND TIME—-
I had a session last week, feeling aroused after abstaining from masturbation. To my dismay, nothing really happened. Maybe just bad luck or did I forget something?

Couple of days back, I tried again, this time really working on the basics of contracting + inhaling. Things clicked again when I focused on where the Aneros was, and what it was doing. Arousal crept back and I was relieved!

I guess the device really is a method of focusing your mind on the right places, since I tried stroking various areas around my body and the sensations really can grow from this; never realised what a tantric experience it is.

Probably the best thing to happen ever was outside the session )big developments usually are(. Last night whilst in bed I decided to try something different – where I look at erotic imagery or think it in my mind, I speak out in a soft mumble what the key features are.

Dick became rock-solid, and p-waves were flourishing. It was so surprising! Never felt so orgasmic before. Decided to then try narrating what was happening with myself – it got me so aroused, I crunched as my abdomen tensed like never before. Huge pleasure wave washed me over and left bewildered. Read more »

Not quite getting it…

TL;DR:
* Bland session.
* Some P-Waves here and there.
* 40 minutes of no nipple stimulation, didn't change much.
* Still no sensations from anus/prostate.
* Possible p-tab problems.
* Shaking is nice but doesn't add to anything.
* P-Waves when staying completely static.
* Need to concentrate the mind on more specific feelings for longer.

Yesterday I finally moved into my new place for my final year of University.
Before venturing off to do so, I decided to give another session a go in the morning. Switched from MGX over to Progasm like before but didn't get the same surprise as before. Mild and weak session as a whole.

Recently I feel I haven't been understanding the core of Aneros use – stemming from the sensations of anal and prostate. No noticeably nice feelings come from either, which to me is a little jarring since I'm certain most users with good sessions and usage report such a case happening. So I want to work a little on this field and see where things can improve.

With that said, this morning I gave the MGX a go! This time I wanted to go for roughly 40 minutes of 'doing nothing' – particularly no nipple stimulation. I recently felt that nipple stimulation has become too distracting due to the overpowering vibes, almost on par with penile counterpart. I wanted to see if anal and prostate pleasures could emerge and be sensed without such. Read more »

Do I really know what I’m doing…?

I've used the Aneros for what seems like just over a year now. Often using it would be in spurts, then I'd go off it for a month or two.

Recently, I've abstained from masturbation and sex for over two weeks. My sexual senses are at a refreshing high – feelin' pretty good, particularly for pleasurable anticipation.

Naturally I decided to dive into the Aneros because of the sexual drive pumping around. Found that in the morning, usually before 11:00am, morning glory kicks in. Of course I decided to see if this could amplify a session with the Aneros.

And the result: no, not much. Maybe the time spent pre-lubing and slipping in the MGX killed off some of the drive? Still, the session didn't hit me with any groundbreaking sensations. Most sensations still come primarily from PC and abdominal muscles, and just doesn't feel like the Aneros itself is bringing any positive and necessary pleasures from the sphincter, prostate and rectus.

Just under an hour in, I was a little dissatisfied and slightly impatient. So, in a rare occasion, in went the mighty Progasm. Oh man.

Early on into it, I was getting a weird but really nice looping feedback of the chakra from pelvic to chest, and back. The result was causing my dick to swell completely involuntarily, and this also furthered the pleasures – increasing up and up in my pelvic and chest. It got to a point where my Progasm would sink in and press against the prostate, causing a noticeable tingling like one gets when they're about to ejaculate. All of this disappeared as quickly as it came, however.
The rest of the session didn't lead to much. Read more »