A New Beginning

Last night was my third straight night having a Aneros session and my tool of choice was my Progasm Ice. I had used my Helix Syn for both previous nights.

What differed last night is that I dedicated my entire session to the ‘Do Nothing’ method. This is the second time I tried this and the results were pretty well the same; nothing. My theory was to completely let my prostate do all the work or at least some work rather than me doing Kegels, contractions, fantasies, nipple stim. and etc. I should not say I got nothing; the exercise did not give me waves or twitches or anything else but it did make me feel the direct contact of my tool was on my prostate and it made me realise how relaxed I can get if I really try.

This was enough of a discovery or I should call it a new beginning or better yet, an new option for course of action for some future sessions. There is something there to pursue but I just ran out of time. The P-Ice is probably the best tool for this type of session. I plan to continue to explore the ‘Do Nothing’ method which proves to be successful with some of my co-members on the Forum.

Nothing on Doing Nothing and But Buzzin

On Friday night, I had a date with my Helix Syn and after reading several Forum posts about the ‘Do Nothing’ approach I decided this was the night to try it out. I lubed up, inserted and layed down to enjoy the session. Having tried this method before but without the patience, I never really gave it a chance. So, an hour and a half into my session, doing nothing but concentrate on twitches and pulses and sensations which never came, I gave up and spent my last 20 minutes doing a few Kegels and contractions but again not much to write about. I’m not giving up on the concept so I plan to try again on occasion. I know it works, I just need to give it more time.

On Saturday night, another date with my H-Syn but this time with mild contractions and Kegels (usual practice for me). This time, I experienced a lot of anus and anal sensations I never had before. My Helix was just dancing in there. I had read about it from my co-members on the forum but a very first for me. It was GREAT to say the least!

All this to say that my re-wiring is still progressing. I think about this every time I feel a new twitch, tingle, tug or whatever else trembles down there. I have a long way to go and enjoy every minute of it.

I look forward to my next date on Tuesday or so.

Edging-less Progress

It’s been almost two weeks since I completely stopped my edging and masturbating sessions in favor of concentrating on rewiring and prostate awakening.  Since then, I have had 3 Aneros sessions and daily Aless sessions, to the point of being constant.

I must say that my sessions and Aless have all been far superior to what I was experiencing before.  My brain is now focussing on my prostate and not on my genitals.  I can maneuver my massager (H-Syn and P-Ice) far better.

I’ve not given up on bate/edging altogether but for now, I’m appreciating my progress. I must admit, I’m horny as heck but I will try to continue on my path.

It’s amazing how each one of us is different in every aspect except one; we enjoy what our journey is giving us no matter at what level we are.

Discovery and Reality

In the last several weeks, I have noticed a reduction in my Aneros and Aless session’s progress. In fact, my Aless sessions were no longer giving me noticeable results to the point where I almost gave up on them. I was no longer waking up to a ‘horny’ erection and my A-sessions had plateaued. The only progress I was making was in my edging activities; I was edging at least once a day, sometimes more. My progress in that area took me to MMO but unfortunately, it was consuming most of my sexual energy.

I thought my 2-week absence from my routine would bring things back to the levels they were a month ago but it was not the case. On the positive side, I took advantage of these two weeks to really push hard on my Kegels as suggested by @BigGlansDC.

Following a few inquiries from Experts on the Forum, I came to the conclusion that my high penile activities (in my edging) might be impeding on my prostate reconditioning. Last Sunday, I made the decision to greatly reduce penile activities and concentrate on my rewiring journey. I can always return to these enjoyable activities once my goal has been reached. Of course, once in a while I will indulge in delicious edge/bate/ejac. sessions.

So-so

For the last two weeks, I have been away from my Aneros toys but I practiced Kegels and edging every day.  I was looking forward to reunite with my Helix Syn and Progasm Ice.  Last night, after my wife went upstairs to bed, I lubed up the P-Ice and laid down for a much anticipated session.

The session was not a great one but provided me with some good feeling which it always does.  I was looking for more so after an hour or so in my session, I went for a good Super-T.  The last time I ejaculated was on Aug 13 so I expected a deluge of cum but I was surprised to see a minimal amount of semen come out.  Maybe my numerous edging sessions are having an effect of reducing my semen output.  At the end of the day, it’s not about what you eject but how good you feel.

It will take a while to get back in the grove of things.

Wow is all I can say!

I can only write a quick blog this morning as I’m pressed for time.

I had a session Wednesday night and tried a different internal lube (inspired by @BigGlansDC).  I injected 3/4 of a cc of Pure Virgin Olive Oil instead of my regular water-based liquid lube.  I lubed up my Helix-Syn as usual with water-based jell and went to work.  I should say, the tool went to work almost immediately.  This thing was floating and providing sensations I never experienced before.  Was it the lube or just natural progression of my rewiring process?  At this point, I must add that I performed a lot more Kegel exercises during the day, again inspired by my friends @BigGlansDC and @goldenboy. Who knows but it was great!

Last night, I repeated the process but with 1 cc of the oil and my Progasm Ice.  Again, the session was beyond any other I had before including the Wednesday one.  No Dry-Os but very very strong P-Waves where I thought ‘this is it, this is the night’.  Thinking about what @rumel wrote recently about over-analysing situations, I backed right down and used only very very very slight PC and Sphincter contractions and tried to relax as much as I could.  I finally had to end the session but my innards were objecting strongly.  They wanted more!

21-day Challenge

I’m joining in the challenge for SR. I’m currently on day 3 after a failed Super-T attempt Saturday.

Gotta take the Bad with the good!

Lat night, I had a good session with my Progasm Ice and really enjoyed it. After this session I wanted to finish off the evening with a Super-T so with the toy still inserted, I worked ever so slowly on my penis. The climax was good but not exceptional and my ejaculation was surprisingly minimal. It was certainly not a Super-T but rather a dismal-T.

I attribute this failure to my overdoing things; I had 4 Aneros sessions in 4 days coupled with one or two edging session per day over and above my semen retention for two weeks.

This morning, I wanted to test my situation so I attempted one edging session. I struggled to even get a semi hard erection, got to the edge once and held the flow. I considered it somewhat successful but I need to give my body, my mind and my prostate some time off to recuperate. This is a case of ‘The Good, the Bad and the Ugly’ but without The Ugly. Oh well.

Porn, an Addiction or Not

I know this topic has been written about many times and there are as many opinions about it as Carter’s got pills so here goes.

Before my Aneros and back door discoveries, porn was my good reliable friend to achieve my pleasurable moments. I reflect on the fact that, probably due to age, my sex drive was forever low. I could always rely on porn to give me back a little of the spark I needed to achieve positive and, what was at the time, my ultimate (but elusive) pleasure.

Along comes Aneros and all the pro & con advises that comes with the Wiki and Forum. The correct answer to this is ‘to each his own’. Now, having said all that, I will outline my own experience.

In my early Aneros sessions, I continued to rely on my crutch and the toy helped expand my pleasures. With limited progress, I eventually realized (referring to forum’s expert opinions for advice) that porn was in fact preventing me from appreciating all the feelings and sensations happening in my lower innards. Pleasure was plentiful but it was mostly externally penile. Eventually, while practicing pornless (is this a word?) sessions, I feel I progressed by encountering feelings I never had before and for me, the proof was evident that my old friend should remain in the past and to be re-invited only periodically for a good masturbate session.

Another Day in Paradise!

All day yesterday, I felt Aless orgasmic and it was GREAT! Last night I had a great date with my Helix Syn.  More and more I am able to pull the sexual energy from my genitals to my head and I’m starting to feel more bodily orgasmic than before.  I’m also practicing and perfecting my edging sessions to the point where it is almost easy to withhold ejaculation.

This morning, I woke up with a hard erection and I’m extremely energetic and feeling Aless orgasmic.  My next full session is planned for Friday evening, a date with my Progasm Ice.  Until then, plenty of Aless, Kegels and several edging sessions.  More to come.

Life really is wonderful!