Author: nothing1234567

Coming back after almost 4 years

For a whole multitude of reasons I hadn’t used my aneros toys for almost 4 years. However, a little while ago I finally delved in to the depths of my wardrobe and freed them from their boxes. I prepped myself, had a shower and turned up the heating so I was nice and cosy. In front of me were my helix, eupho and progasm. I opted for the helix since it’s been a while, and got myself nice and relaxed before inserting. And after an hour… nothing. The feeling of having it inserted was nice, but there were no pleasurable feelings anywhere else, no buzz, no excitement.

I tried it again the next day. More of the same (nothing!) I remembered having trouble with it before, so did a bit of research and wondered if it was too small for me, or if it didn’t quite ‘fit’ right. The best feelings used to come from my progasm but it was looking a little intimidating after such a long time away. So I hopped online and bought a Progasm Jr. Best. Decision. Ever.

As soon as I got it I was incredibly excited. I’d already prepped myself and my room before it arrived in the post, I tore open the package, gave it a good clean and jumped in to bed. This toy is beautiful, black, shiny and elegant, in my opinion it’s much more attractive than any other Aneros toys I’ve had. Any of the prostate toys in fact. Read more »

Just like riding a bike…

According to my blog, this is the first time I've used my Aneros in two years! Thankfully it didn't take me long to get back in to the swing of things, and I don't ever recall my sessions feeling this intense. Perhaps it's my memory.

I bought an MGX, which is a model I haven't used before and it seems to fit me better than the Eupho, Helix or Progasm. The handle is a little irritating though.

I had a session today that was really nice. Lots of subtle sensations in my lower abdomen. One really intense feeling in my left thigh, right on the inside. Who know it could feel like your leg was cumming?!

I feel like I'm being rewired again, which is awesome. Hopefully this time I can make some big progress :)

Re-wiring is still happening…

My body and mind are still trying to work out this whole prostate orgasm thingy. My sessions are constantly changing and adapting, some are so pleasurable and I moan and groan for two hours, others are so relaxing and gentle I eventually fall asleep amongst waves of very soft orgasms and others are a mixture of both – heaven!

Lately they're very pleasurable but I'm not as relaxed as I sometimes am. My last three sessions have had a couple of the same traits. These are:

* Very long periods of full body shaking/quivering – usually gentle but sometimes borderline violent, causing me to move around a lot. involves all of my body, even my lips and cheeks. My sessions usually involve shaking but not for this amount of time.

* Tingling sensation in my head around my temples and scalp – not orgasmic but really nice.

* Tingling sensations that travel up the sides of my bodies and then work their way across to my chest. Similar to the sensation in my head but more pleasurable for me.

* Very pleasurable spot in the centre of my chest. (heartgasm)

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I've started having sessions on my floor rather than my bed because I like the way that I can feel every movement that's happening. Sometimes when I'm in bed these movements are restricted due to the mattress. Read more »

Refraining from masturbation has been a catalyst. Late night session blew my mind

For the past 20 days or so I've only orgasmed through masturbation once. I'm currently on an 8 day streak of not masturbating and I hope to continue this for a long time. I've tried to avoid masturbating before and found it very difficult, I usually become unbearably horny and end up masturbating to satisfy my urges.

This time is different though. I've been using the Aneros during my break from masturbation and it's helping me progress with rewiring. I can only get pleasure from my penis if I stimulate myself but my body now knows it can get pleasure from my prostate without me physically doing anything.

Previously when I avoided masturbation for long periods I used to wake up in the middle of the night and find myself with my hand on my cock stimulating myself even when I didn't want to. Last night I woke up half asleep and began subconsciously caressing my thighs, stomach and nipples. As I began to wake up and become fully aware of what I was doing my arousal strengthened. Looks like my body has found a new way to get its dopamine rush.

Luckily I had my peridise set at the side of my bed. I lubed up and inserted the largest one. My body sucked it in eagerly and the contractions began straight away. Very gentle but feeling so amazing. Read more »

A very sensual session… feel like I made love to myself?!

This was a very short session. I knew I would only have an hour and a half max, but I was yearning for a session so I went ahead and had one anyway. I've been extremely aroused for the past few days so I felt like I needed it.

I relaxed very quickly, quicker than usual. I had lots of small involuntary contractions all over my body, every contraction felt very nice. I started listening to Kelly Howell's 'Ecstasy' to help me keep focus and relaxation, which really helped.

I began to get very pleasurable feelings in my anus around 5 minutes in. My prostate swelled and I could feel my PC muscles twitching and dancing. I relaxed myself further and just enjoyed what was happening to me. I became so relaxed that I arrived at that 'special' place between sleep and consciousness and I began to fantasise, not intentionally though. I feel like my body brought out these little fantasies to help me with my session.

I imagined that there were calm waters inside me, I could see them inside myself. As my prostate pushed pleasure through me the water began to ripple and wave in sync with these pleasure waves. The water began to ripple more and more as I felt increasing pleasure through my body. This vision of water made me more aroused as I could feel exactly where the pleasure was, but it was also keeping me relaxed and tranquil. It was beautiful. Read more »

Mini Orgasms?

Around a month or two ago I didn't have any particular 'pleasure' that was generated by the Aneros, but this has changed dramatically.

I haven't masturbated for a while now, maybe a few weeks? I'm pretty sure it's had a really positive effect on my sessions, and on other aspects of my life. It's very easy for me to become aroused before I start a session. I can feel the sexual energy inside me. Every time I insert the aneros I am guaranteed some form of pleasure and I feel like I'm very close to the edge of something, the pleasure feels like it's leading me to something bigger but I don't have any idea what that is going to feel like! It's hard to imagine.

The past two sessions have been really nice. They were both quite different but they followed the same pattern. In both sessions I've been extremely relaxed and comfortable, which has been difficult to achieve in the past. The summer weather has probably helped this since I can keep warm without the use of radiators/space heaters!
I've felt warm waves come over me at around the 15 minute mark of each session. Then my anus starts to feel very warm, my legs begin to twitch a lot, almost vibrating. After a short while I begin to feel a gentle, tickly pleasure in my lower abdomen, my prostate and my legs. It's subtle at first but grows in intensity a little. It's constant for a minute or two at first and then disappears. It comes back in small waves, each wave brings me a similar amount of pleasure to begin with but the feeling lingers for longer each time. Read more »

Astonishing session but a disappointing finish…

Feeling like a bit of an idiot at the minute… the session I have just had has been the most incredible, pleasure-filled four hours of my life. Almost an hour has passed I'm still not over it. Every part of my torso is glowing with orgasmic energy, my cock is rock hard and my prostate is still sending orgasmic feelings to my pelvis and stomach.

I'll give you the short version first… my session ended because I got a bit scared of what I was feeling. It makes me feel stupid because the pleasure I was experiencing was exactly what I've been looking for. It's what I could only previously dream about feeling and I got scared and removed my massager. I think I was having an anal orgasm… i've only ever had one experience that I could call an orgasm and that was last week so it's very new to me. That orgasm was also in my penis so I was obviously confortable with that.
The pleasure in my anus is kinda new. I've felt pleasure there before but nothing of this nature. It took me by surprise.
If anyone has any tips for me it'd be awesome, hopefully I can experience that again. )Without the fear(
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I've not masturbated for around three weeks, probably the longest I've gone without ejaculating before. I feel very energised and it takes very little to make me aroused. This morning I woke up feeling incredibly horny. My anus was twitching as I woke up. I ignored it and carried on with my day. By 11AM the twitching was back along with very subtle p-waves. These I couldn't ignore. Read more »

Things are really hotting up. More sensations! Possibly an orgasm?

I've had a couple of sessions this week and they have been brilliant. A couple followed the same pattern as the last session I blogged about.
**Pleasure waves that grow in intensity as the session goes on, lots of pre-cum, intermittent and very intense erections.

This mornings session was very nice. I got up early so I could have a few hours with the helix before university if I felt like it. Turns out I did! Good planning.

15 minutes after I inserted I started to caress my stomach and work my way up towards my nipples. As I got to the bottom of my pectorals, my nipples started to tingle. I kept my hands away from them as they became erect. The feeling of that was really pleasurable. All I had to do was rub the area around my nipples and it made them feel really nice. It felt better than anything I'd felt in my nipples. The tingling grew in intensity and then faded away to leave an almost orgasmic feeling, actually thinking back it was definitely orgasmic. I also had a very small circle of intense pleasure in my chest.

As that feeling continued I felt my prostate swell, this was kind of new to me. In previous sessions I've had a small suspicion that this was happening but this time there was no doubt. I could feel the helix rubbing against it without me doing anything. The anal twitching returned and all of a sudden things started to feel incredible. Read more »

Progress, progress, progress

Looking back through my blog entries has made me realised how different my Aneros sessions are now. When I started this blog I was struggling not to have HFWO's during sessions. My body would always try and create a traditional orgasm when things started to feel good. The orgasms were amazing, and they are by far and away the most pleasure I have ever felt – often lasting for 20 seconds or more involving my penis and my prostate/anus as well, but they are not the kind of orgasms I would like.

I think the key to avoiding these orgasms was down to a number of things: relaxation, removing expectation, and patience. I am able to relax fairly quickly now, which helps me move into the state of mind that is required to have a good Aneros session, and I enter the session with absolutely no expectation.
I am able to just relax and enjoy whatever happens. I am not actively looking for any kind of orgasm, nor am I trying to create one.

One of the things I look forward to most when preparing myself for a session, is just being able to relax and enjoy myself. I have noticed that I am smiling during my sessions whenever I feel pleasure. I think this creates a feeling of happiness inside me, and even helps me during sessions. Read more »

Amazing session!!!

It was a beautiful afternoon, the sun was pouring through the windows onto my bed. It's been bitterly cold outside recently and the sun was a welcome relief.
I'd just come out of the shower and was relaxing on my bed soaking up the blissful warmth from the sun. I thought that it'd be a great time to have a session, maybe an hour or so to just relax and enjoy.

I brought out the peridise set and started with the largest of the four. It slid in extremely easily and I contracted until it had been pulled all the way in.
I just laid there and relaxed myself, focusing on the sensations that were being created by the peridise. The muscles in my anus were already contracting by themselves. In, out, in, out. It was very gentle and it was creating subtle waves of pleasure with each movement.
My body started to feel very heavy – a feeling I've had before. I'm assuming it's when I'm most relaxed because it feels quite good. Gentle waves if pleasure have previously followed this state of heaviness and this time was no different as I felt a very soft tickling feeling around my groin evolve into pleasure and spread up to my stomach and move out to my arms and legs. Another one followed instantly and was accompanied by three or four other waves.
I was so relaxed and happy. It'd been a long time since an aneros session had caused this sense of happiness. Read more »