The White Rising

I've recently got some Qi Gong exercise DVDs in the aim of improving
my relaxation, flexibility, breathing, and general health as well. I didn't expect to see positive effects so quickly after my first session with these gentle exercises – especially when I started my next "investigation" with my Helix.

I didn't force any movements this time, and spent time slowly moving the helix inside of me, slowly letting it feel around, relaxing, and not concentrating on anything but the sensations within me…. after 45 minutes – PAYDIRT. I felt a sudden change in my aura, as it went from a dull dark pink, to a dazzling white. The sensations rose within me, starting from my lower belly, and washing up through me, tingling as it went. My manhood arose to the occasion as well, as it engorged itself quickly with this new excitement. It wasn't as powerful as an ejaculative orgasm, but it felt superior to it, even though it wasn't as strong. It only lasted for about 90 seconds… but it has left me hungry for more!

Though it didn't last long, I know I'm on the right track now – On the way to programming my mind to explore this strange, wonderful, new territory.

baby steps

I got the Helix Holiday pack yesterday and tried out the MGX with only a brief glimmer of a pleasant sensation from a part of my body I'd not felt that sensation from before….

But today I tried out the Helix. Gave myself a cleanout followed by a nice warm shower. After watching a little porn, retired to my bedroom and pushed in the Helix. I lay down on my back, with my knees in the air. I concentrated on my breathing and contracting my muscles in rhythm. I did this for a while and then I got a taste of something good. I clenched the Helix in tight and then it happened….

The involuntary contractions kicked in! I could feel it rocking back and forth without my intervention – things were building up inside of me, my hips started to buck, and started to pant – but I could not hold the "clench" for long enough, when I released it, I lost momentum.

I tried again to find that break-point where the "involuntaries" would start again, but could only find it one more time before I ended my session – not before I had to re-lube the Helix. Same as before, I could only hold it for a little while.

I think I will need to slowly build up the stamina down there – but I am happy with my progress so far – baby steps before I can run with this thing!